Dil Ibadat Kar Raha Hai (VANI)- Chapter 3

Episode starts with…..

Veer’s POV:

We quickly reached her room. I was lost in my thoughts so much that I kept on walking until I hit something and it started falling. Suddenly I placed my arms around the thing to stop it from falling. But to my surprise it was not a thing but her…BANI…?

For the first time I looked at her and being more specific I was looking into her eyes. There was quite silence in the room expect some chirping sounds coming from the window. She started moving and I realized that we were in an awkward position. I slowly lifted her back and turned behind. I was very guilty for my act of making her uncomfortable. I just didn’t want to face her. I can’t accept her in the place of Mayuri….

Am I telling myself to not accept her ?…..

My thoughts were disturbed when she said “I want to talk something with you.”

I didn’t move back or replied anything and stood still. I just wanted to avoid her.

I just said “Say no to this marriage….”

I didn’t get any response in return. I couldn’t even see her expression as I was turning back but I knew she would be shocked.

She suddenly said “Thanks, but I can’t say no as my parents want this to be happened.” These words shook me up. I just said that I don’t want to get married but she is hell bent to marry because their parents wanted this. Why did she say thanks to me? Is she not happy with her marriage? Is she also being forced for the marriage? Is she having anyone in her life like me?

Ahhh….Why am I thinking about her???

Rage filled up in me and I couldn’t bear this. I just wanted to shout that I don’t want this marriage but I couldn’t as my mother wished for it. I don’t want to make her unhappy. So……Am I accepting this marriage unwillingly?

Yes, this is what I can say now. I will get married but can never give Mayuri’s place to her.

There was total silence in the room. So, I didn’t want to start any conversation again. She slightly said “I think we should go out.” I didn’t respond to her and quietly left the room without waiting for her.

Bani’s POV:

My heart was sinking every second thinking about this marriage. Will I be able to forget my past and move forward in my life? Will I be able to accept this marriage wholeheartedly? Will I be able to accept the upcoming person in my life?

My thoughts were shaken when she came to my room, My mother. She just came to me and didn’t respond anything. I knew why she came and got up to leave.

She just caught me by my waist surprising me. I just looked up to her with tears in my eyes. This was the first time she held me this close to her after many years. I wanted this warmth from her from much time. I wanted to hug her close to my heart and sleep in her laps. But I don’t know why I never had this with her.

I just stopped walking and turned towards her. I could see tears in her eyes. Does she love me? I just wanted to talk something but I couldn’t find words to speak. Just then she wiped her tears and led me to the hall.

I went there with my head down as I didn’t wanted to see anyone. I just felt a hand on my cheek and I saw the person holding my cheek. She was a lady and I thought that she might be my would be Mother-in-law. She just had tears in her eyes and smile on her face.

I just smiled at her. She was very beautiful and caring. She holded my hands and started talking with me about myself. She was very caring towards me. Just then I heard  a person speaking and probably he is my would be Father-in-law.

Did I just said that they are my in law’s but how can I think of that? Am I sure that I am going to get married to HIM?….I don’t know his name yet.

Just then my mother suggested for us to talk in private and suggested me to take him to my room. I was shocked at her suggestion but I couldn’t say no to her and stood up expecting him to follow me. I still doesn’t know his name but it doesn’t affect me now.

We reached our room. I just turned back to see whether he came but I hit something hard and started falling. I closed my eyes to feel the pain of hitting the floor but to my surprise I was held by two strong arms. I gently opened my eyes to look at him….I still don’t know his name.

I was looking at him and more into his eyes. We were lost in each other’s eyes for next few moments. I started moving from him as I was feeling uncomfortable. He placed me back and I turned back unable to face him now. His eyes were still haunting me but I just tried to ignore them. There was an awkward silence in the room.

I was shocked when he asked me to stop this marriage. I so wanted to refuse but I couldn’t as I didn’t want to upset my parents who were happy at my acceptance to get married.

After my words I didn’t get any reply so I suggested in leaving to the hall. As soon as I turned back he left from there. Then few thoughts hit my mind. Is he not happy with this marriage too? Is he accepting this marriage due to his parent’s force? Is he also having anyone in his past?

I just brushed off the thoughts and started walking back. As soon as I reached the hall. The same lady who is my would be Mother-in-Law came to me and hugged me. Her warmth made my heart relax and I could feel a motherly affection from her. She moved back and patted my head saying “I am very happy that you are becoming my Veer’s wife.”

I just gave a faint smile at her. So, his name is…VEER