How? and When? don’t know But Changes took place…. (Ishqbaaz one shot)

“MA” the word which brings smile on your face, and lots of emotions along with it. When we call Ma, Mummy, or Mom it holds a world in it, fills lots of emotion and love in it, every kid needs mother, not even kid but we elder ones also needs mother, because our life exists because of them, many people deny the fact that she did anything for them, many of them thinks that whatever they are today that’s all because of their parents where the main role was played by their mother. It is not easy to count in numerals what she does and does for us but the fact is she has done a lot.
So is my mother, who also did a lot for me, but what she did with me in past few days is still a thought i.e., “can any mother do so?” yes still a thought, and as well as trauma for me, because she was my everything, I always felt proud to say that see this is PINKI Singh Oberoi, my mother, whatever I am today, it’s all because of her. But what shall I say now?? That she did all this to make her name after this emporium!! This empire which was made by the hard work of many family members she wants to say that I created it alone and then that line “This empire is created is by my Shivay otherwise Bhaisahab was busy just in his own time (ye jo kuchh bhi hai mere Shivay ne banaya hai warna jeth ji ko to fursat hi kaha hai apne quality time se”. How would Badi Ma had felt, every time her sons my brothers were questioned for their qualities and then finger was raised on her husband’s character, how she would have felt, circumstances never came in favor and the irony was I never understood what she is doing because her ego was my ego, statement always remained, “world can be wrong but my mother can’t be” ,I always saw her emotions at that time, but was unable to see that smirk behind my back. Everyone tried to show me the reality but I was like blind folded never ever tried to see that the one who was doing wrong was my own mother…!!! What shall I do now? To confront her or to hide her deeds, always remained a question for me. And taking this as a positive response her doings broke all the limits she called me…ILLIGIMATE!!! The single word which holds all the meaning of being boycotted by society, a person thinks a lot before disclosing it to someone and she just said it like it doesn’t means anything!!! It is unable to handle the pain which is given by your own people and specially when it is your beloved MA?? Since childhood we are being taught that never to blame your parents or elder ever because whatever they do it is for your wellbeing, but calling that worst thing to your own son was it for my wellbeing!! It’s okay if it was, but indirectly blaming your destiny and accusation over her husband who was the straight forward man ever…!!! Was it favorable? Or blaming a girl who was just not her choice because she belongs to a lower middle-class family who adopted them and she doesn’t know who are her real parents, was it favorable??? Just to throw her out of my life she thought to fight with every single person in the house alone and believing her every single person was hiding that truth which was a lie, from me just thinking that I shouldn’t get affected… but they never ever thought once that when I will know about it every question will become answer itself. Why it happens every time that when we love something a lot we must do everything for them…??? Mrs. Pinky Oberoi, sorry I shouldn’t say that but yeah, my mum Mrs. Pinky Singh Oberoi I love her…. Don’t love but I respect her I always admired her as my perfect mother when she took my side knowing that mistake was mine or that forcefully hiding me from dad just because I committed mistake, or helping me in escaping from every single person who can harm me… Then why she changed to such an extent!!! Why she never understood before doing so that what will I think?? Why she never thought that she is harming her own son by doing so!! Why she never felt pity on my condition or felt my pain when Anika was far away from me?? She is mother right!! And mothers can sense a small pain of their kids… then why my mother didn’t feel that pain?? I was dying every day without her and she never thought, that she is losing me!! I was suffering from the pain, not the pain of separation but from the pain that why I didn’t even ask her why suddenly, she changed her tone of attitude and her mind set!!! Everyone was by her side and she was by my side… to keep me far from any kind of pain or problem she did everything for me…. Every humiliation, every blame, every taunt…. She tolerated all for me but why? And MA never felt that! why? Today Mrs. Pinky Oberoi is complaining that “this road beggar have snatched not my son but my family too everyone is ignoring me just because of her” don’t know when she will understand that no one is doing so, this is happening because of her own doings, her tantrums which always have a motive to hurt someone, her intentions, her behavior, her gesturers… everything states that after facing consequences also she is ready to play her dirty games… why don’t she understands that when no one is talking to her, her son is not talking to her… then she must change herself, it’s not easy to behave like strangers with your own mother… my egoistic personality belongs to her she molded me into and arrogant person a famous quotation says “the person harvest the same which he sows” means we can’t blame the crop for it face it’s production will be same as it was sowed good if good and bad If bad, so happened with me I’m that crop which was sowed with arrogance and grown up with the same factor. She always taught me about blood, name and fame, so did I learnt she was the one who taught me “if you are born royal then you must have a royal attitude” and I understood in the same way ignoring what Dadi always said to me regarding this, she always said that “Shivay if you want to be royal, then you have to be royal by heart, not by looks and attitude, the one who is royal, always becomes royal, when people start loving them by heart, if you are kind to everyone if you are dedicated to someone by heart if you help others not because of motive but because of your eternal happiness and peace that makes you royal and you know if you don’t have it, you are not royal neither your high profile will make you so… but if someone with lower case have such attitude then their face will shine like a royal, beta royalty shines by work not by birth” and I never understood about it. Always thought that Dadi is saying all that because she is from an old era, but I forgot people from an old era only have some valuable things to give, I would have never opened my eyes to look around the original world until and unless I have met Anika, that personality that soul which was away from every luxurious fact living with most simple life with most stylish way…. That first meeting over temple declared that person is not afraid of any power when he or she fights against right thing, second meeting was horrible, but that moment I got to know that those stuffs, looking at which we do a sound like “ewwww”, these people can use them as their weapon, ha-ha, my expressions over that was totally shocking because it was really “ewww” well never mind, then few meetings more and then my wedding contract in her hand as a wedding planner, and then all of those things happened which were not supposed to be…. My wedding with her, I never thought that she will never mind my ego in-front of hers, but she did, a moneyless person was fighting against money and power by her attitude and self-respect as priority never talked to me at anything with her straight point of view but her perspective was always remained of criminal against me, as I trapped her, keeping her brother as a trap, but when she understood my point of saving my reputation and my family’s reputation, she forgiven me, this was the point where her royalty was proved and again I was proved wrong, don’t know how OmRu understood her so well and I was unable to do so. OmRu understood her every silence and every fear but I always thought that she is hiding something from me. Never tried to think that the matter could be something else and so happened as well as resulted as breaking of our relation, I saw humiliation of my family but never thought for a while that within a day why the hell she changed her behavior, everything happened in rush that like a light flashed and everything was destroyed. She went and came back in my life in the lifeless life of Shivay Singh Oberoi and did that again…. Saved me from Ragini, my psycho lover seriously I was horrible how everything was happening and lead to that fake marriage turning into real, for everyone it was my ego but for me it was like someone was sucking my soul out of me, but now I am relieved as now no one is there to snatch her from me, still am afraid of something and I know what is that… again it is my mother. Soon after the end of the wedding drama I came to know every reality and knowing that all that trap was spread by my mother herself I was feeling like someone has broken down a piece of glass into such some small pieces that if tried to gather and rejoin them… then their own hand will get injured. My false ego was broken like a doll of glass kept in showcase. Now I am with reality and reality is with me but still with a fear, fear of what? Fear that my mother Mrs. Pinky Singh oberoi is planning something against Anika, she still didn’t understand her loyalty towards us, don’t know why she got to the POV that she wants to snatch everything from me, she trapped dadi successfully in her trap by blackmailing her emotionally but for me!!! Now I will be alert because my fight is against my mother and my race is against my own faith.