I’m Sanskar. I’m here to talk only about my love Ragini .
Ragini was always possessive about me. Though we were only friends her possessive nature made me realize that I’m more than a friend for her. I was happy inside my mind as I also loved her madly. But I never showed it and flirted with girls in front of her. Because I loved watching her getting angry seeing me with other girls. Because that shows her deep love for me. I wanted her to burst out one day and confess her love to me. I waited for that moment for a long time.
Finally my wait came to an end. She lost her control and yelled at me.
“How dare you flirt with other girls in front of me?”She asked.
Though she was angry I found her sweet.
“What is the problem? I’m just having fun”,I said.
“Fun? This is fun? Mr.Sanskar… I can’t stand you with another girl”.
I was becoming happier and happier as I knew the moment of confession was coming nearer. But I did’nt show it. I pretended to be angry. I held her hand tight.
“Kyon? Why are you so pissed off seeing me with other girl? Why you can’t tolerate me with another girl”,I asked her rudely.
She did not reply. I was irritated with her stubbornness not to open her heart so easily before me. So I left her hand and walked restlessly. She followed me.
Her tears flowed down.
“Because..because I love you Sanskar”. Haan Pyaar Karti Hoon tumse…
I was surprised. I was numb for a moment due to excitement. I turned back and smiled at her. She came back to her senses. She realized what she said. She realized that her inner feelings have come out,she has exposed herself to me. She was embarrassed.
“I’m sorry”. She left the place since she found it difficult to face me. I felt sad as she thinks that she did a shameless act. Because she thinks that I don’t love her. I just love to be with other girls. I wanted her to know my love for her and be happy. So I entrusted her room mate Kavya to keep my diary on her table. She did so. Thanks to her.
As I expected Ragini’s eyes struck my diary as it was an unknown diary to her. She went through the pages of the diary.
She read my heart through the diary. She read my words..
“I love Ragini’s possessiveness as it signifies her love for me. I love being loved by her. Because I love her like crazy. She is more than a friend for me. I’m waiting for her to admit her love for me. Ragini….please confess your love to me. I’m dying to hear those magical words from you Ragini. I love you Ragini..you are my life”. She cried while reading my diary.Tears covered her eyes for not understanding my love. She came running towards me with his diary.
“You stupid! Why didn’t you reveal your love to me? You just made me go crazy. I love you stupid boy”.
She talked like an irritated innocent naughty girl. I took the diary from her. “I was waiting for you to confess”. She smiled hearing me.
“I love you Ragini. My tongue itself is to utter only your name Ragini” I said. We just lost in each other. We really felt the magic of love afterwards in it’s true sense. Ragini was my world.
I gifted Roses to her as she loves Roses. She was very happy. She smiled while receiving roses from me.
“Did you like it? I asked.
“I love Roses. Nothing in this world is more beautiful than roses”,She said.
I opposed it, “No,there is something which is more beautiful than roses”.
“What is that?” Ragini askd.
I looked at her eyes deeply and replied,”Tum”.
She blushed. I kept looking at her blush.It was so sweet. She walked towards her hostel with those white Roses. Unexpectedly a bus hit her and the white roses in her hand turned into red with her blood. Her pink suit also became red. She lost her blood and she breathed her last lying on my lap without even uttering one last word to me. I cried calling out her name ‘Ragini!’ But she did’nt open her eyes.
Whenever I see my Ragini in my imagination, she is dressed in the pink suit she wore at the time of her death. She looked sweet and cute that day. Since she was dressed in pink that day when I see the pink roses flowers in my house I am reminded of my Ragini.
She always appears before me in the form of beautiful orchid Roses. I miss you Ragini… I miss you.
Tareyaan de des rehn waleyo
Yaad karda ae renda jo zameen te, Tareyan de des rehn waleyo
Yaad karda ae thonu koi zameen te.
(Oh resident of nation in stars,
He misses you who lives on earth,
Oh resident of stars,
Here somebody misses you a lot on earth.)
Hey peeps, hope you guys r doing well and enjoying winter. I got this idea while listening a song (one I wrote at the end). Hope u guys liked it. I’ll update Saadi Love Story next week for sure.
Take care guys, stay happy, stay healthy, stay busy, stay blessed, stay loved, keep shinning, keep smiling, you guys are beautiful the way you’re…be yourself!!!