Letters of faith
To say the truth, I am not sure that to whom I am writing this letter to……I am not sure who is able to make him answer to my questions. I feel someone will come and help me to answer my question. It can be god, or one of my family members. I myself can ask him but what if he is not interested in answering me?
This letter that I am writing is just the reflection of my questions and I have faith that once I have written this something will happen to make him my answer my question. Even though, the fate does not have faith in me but I have faith in the fate. I will not accept that love is the reason that makes him to have faith in me. There is something else and I am not sure what is it? His faith in me is very different. Let me reflect about it. After a few days of our marriage, he woke up in the middle of the night and I was sleeping on the couch. He came to me and said I have faith in you and so you can sleep beside me in the bed. This was not the only incident. That day he came towards me and said I have faith in you and you can come with me wherever I go. Recently, I cooked something for him and without knowing what it is he ate it. When others asked him why he did like that? He said I have full faith in her. Why is he always repeating that he have faith in me? Am I that faithful? I am not sure and I am writing short letters. Once my question is answered I will stop writing letters.
Yours faithfully,
Pragya Abhishek Mehra
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