i know u all are ishqbaaz fans and ffs writers and dont knw me bt lemme tell u all that i m die hard fan of tashan e ishq althoh it ended and I write manyy manny ffs oss der and twinj sidhant are my jaan bt nw i m going to write an ff here which is same as my one of the ff i write in twinj tei tu bt names is changed its of shivika……….
Pls read and commnt I ll cont if I ll get commnts more oderwise no….
guys believe me in this each and every single word and even the title is my creation as i m fond of making my own wordings and i have a booklet of my ownself created by me wid plenty of wordings and dis story will be a very emotional and understanding one wid lot of feeling so pls do read and comment as its gonna be long so read patiently but pls do read pls commnt varna mera dil tut jayega. pls commnt ……………….
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i am silly to say i never felt u
to my mind,
but i know my heart knows
i was about to fall in love
scene sets in amritsar, punjab
a girl is shown of probably 24 years lying on the bed……….
her back facing her back towards roof….♥♡♥♡♥
she is looking very cute and innocent and of course it’s our anika (in my ff she is innocence queen) .
she is writing something in a beautiful and antique diary………………
she is crying making the lovestruck diary wettttttttttt
and reminscing her life’s unforgettable memories and noting them in her diary.
again at end of each and every page we can read….
i did told my heart”i dont love him”
but my silly heart said
i was about to fall in love
l st page !!!♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
[guys nw i m going to shw whole past which she is writing in her diary and if present wld be needed nw i ll shw bt till den diary past]
naira’s diary (her feelings)
l was walking lonely in the street during a cold midnight at around l o’ clock…………………………..
wid my eyes flooded with great amount of lachrymal tears……..
with heavy heart i trooled on lonely roads of amritsar ……………..
i was shocked when my step mother threw me out of my house on my bday after my property got transferred to her on my 24th bday ………………….
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as soon as as clock struck 12 i was thrown out evn without a single penny or a morsel too…… or even my clothes ………….
in this chilling night of january …………
i was just wearing my night gown which wasn’t a lil bit enough also to ………………….
protect me from cold i was just crying and was walking on a road in a fear of this world ………..
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which is full of negative eyes.
i was walking when a drunkard approached towards me.
he held my wrist and was about to force him upon me when a pair of soft hands pushed me back and we ran away.
standing at a place after running i felt the persons warm hands giving warmth to my chilled icy hands as he was holding them.
i looked at the person.○○○○:o:o:o:o:o
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he was a cute handsome dashing boy…………….;-)
he left my hand and asked me if i was ok…………………..
and i was still sobbing and in that sobbing i answered yes.
he forwarded his hands towards me and said…………..
his name with a voice capable to …………..
capable to melt any person’s heart an extra sweet voice mixed with all the sweet elements of the world suiting his extra sweet cute and handsome face.
boy:hi i m shivaye……….
i was just crying and nodded my head and said my name.”anika”
he asked me why i was crying ??????????????????
but i
…………. remained quiet then i told him everything hw my step mom threw me frn my house giving me worst bday gift ever………..
iwas sobbing but ………………….
but now my sobs changed into loud cries and i fell down broken on the road and cried my heart out and i could see a pair of eyes accompanying my tears with their tears.
i asked him the reason for his crying :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(but he didn’t .
i was also not insisting but he said …………
it’s love and further he didn’t said.
he said to leave his topic…
he cleared my eyes and took off his jacket and gently put on my shoulders with his mesmerizing hands
i was just not getting what was happening to me when he did these …….
i was bit hurt when said that his crying reason was love but why???????????????????????
i asked myself who is his love???????
but i preferred to leave the topic and was about to go in the other direction when ………………………………………………….
he did came in front of me and asked where i was going as i didn’t have any place to accommodate myself but having tears in my eyes and lowering my head i said that i will stay where i will find resort (an accomodation either a road or anything and not a resorts i usual).
he grabbed my hand and took me to his car and made me sit on the seat beside to driver seat ………………..
i was just asking him to leave me as i dont wanna be a burden for him but he put a tape on my mouth ……………
after 20 mins
car stopped in front of a lavish bungalow outside written love dwell villa ………………………………..
i was aweatruck to see auch a lavish bungalow.
he took me out of his car by grabbing my hand .
i came and left his hand opened my tape and told him that i dont wanna be a burden on u as i m not worth it so i m going but he brought me inside his home and it was very beautiful .
i resisted but he took me to a room and told me to sit there and if i will move he will tie me up…………
i was sitting and just crying when he came wid clothes warm one and told me to change i resisted but he didn’t listened me and pushed me to the bathroom…………………..
i went in and a war b/w my mind and heart says that i was about to fall in love
i changed and came out he gave me a mug of hot coffee and made me sit on bed and…
Shi: so pls first of all lemme complete pls………………………
.pls don’t think that you will be burden for me as now i m ur frnd whether u consider me or not..
to his this statement i said that yes u are a true and new frnd actually an angel by god…………..
he smiled a bit and continued by taking a sip of coffee………..
Shiv: hey look u r alone in this world and i also………………………
and now i got u as a frnd so i wont lose her and as far as if u think u are a burden than no u r not and if u take it on ur self respect than u can tell me than u can join my office so u ll be my frnd cum employee ok………….
but pls dont force to leave as this world is very wicked to snatch ur love from u (not in senses)
ooooo sooorrry i was thinking sth else i mean this world is a vry wicked eyed place so u cant survive here easily…….
and in this big bungalow what i ll do alone so u can live here my frnd pls ………………………
ok so now i m going to my room u pls sleep ok bye………..
hewnt switching off the lights and as soon as he wnt out i also went to sleep he looked at me and wnt away.
it was 2 o clock in midnt when i woke up due to a bad dream and wanted water and also i didn’t know where kitchen was in such a big house so i went towards his room and ……………………
what i saw was unacceptable……!!!!!!!!!
he was awake and his room was messed up and he was crying i knocked his room ……………
thr photo he was holding he hid under his blanket i felt smthng suspicious as who was his love ?!?!?!
i went toward him and cleared his tears
Ani:u cleared my tears so i ll clear urs as u r my only frnd
we were now melting in each other’s eyes
i was about to fall in love♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
was the only word….
i sat on the bed and asked him was he crying for loss of his loved one????????
he nodded yes but i didn’t asked who??
i felt bad but why ?? i couldn’t understand.
i then told him that what’s the cond of his room he didn’t said anything
i held his hand he looked at me and melted me in his hug omg i couldn’t resist i felt like heaven was nothing bfore that hug.
song plays….
ae humnava nujhe apna bana le sukhi padi dil ki is jameen ko bhiga de aaaa
hun akela zara hath badha de sukhi padi dil ki is zameen ko bhiga de
kab se main dar dar phir raha musafir dil ko panah de tu awaargi ko meri aj thehra de (he was just crying on my shoulder and i was carressing his hair)
ho sake toh thoda pyaar jata de sukhi padi dil ki iss zameen ki bheega de…..song ends
he notices the situation and compose ourselve an awkwardness felt in the cold room.
Shiv:hey.. what are u doing in night are u not getting sleep????
Anik:woh i was not getting sleep as i got bad dream and was scared and i was going to kitchen to drink water but i could not find it so i was coming to ask u…..
he nodded and offered me glass of water from his room and i was going to drink it but made him sit and made him drink it and then i took another glass and drank…….
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guys main thak gayi yaar badi mehnat se kikha hai pura 1 and half hour dedicate karke ….so pls comment…..
this story cooked up in my mind and believe its each and every word is from my heart and my creation even the poem of title in story is mine so pls do read pls pls pls guys commnt karna varna mera dil tut jayega b ye
this ff of mine i write in tei slso nw her also………
lods of love
paavu