FATE! (A Twinj FF): Chapter-15

Part 1 & 3 won’t be there as it’s just related to her childhood and the present life so… The main part is 2 which I would write… And the main part of her life will only be showed through the dairy not her day to day life.

Hope you enjoy reading

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Peace is with a smile.

So open it with a smile latched on your face
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Hello diary I am Twinkle your new friend, well I wanted to be frnd with, isliye becuz I had a previous frnd same like you but I was not able to share anything with him anymore so obviously I would need a new friend na so see you are my new friend…and from now onwards I will share my special feelings, sad moments, Happy moments everything with you..

And I know you will be the only one who will be listening everything and won’t judge me back….am I rg8!!!

I know I am right……

Well you know I love my life a lot *sarcastic* I know it was sarcastic but kya kare…..You know I have A family which includes Mom Dad and my lil sister… Normally sab khush hote he rg8… But mera kya…  (normally everyone becomes happy right…. but what about me…)I m happy but more than happy I am sad becuz my own parents don’t look at me and don’t give their time with me all they think is to how to pamper My lil sister. But it’s fyn u know why it’s because I am used to it…

Vaise till now same boring day….College jaao…hostel me rukho khana khao sojao and vahi repeat thing next day…. I’m getting bored a lot… 

(Btw till now same boring day going college…. staying in hostel…having meals…then sleep and then repeat same)

Bus I pray to Babaji that plzz snd someone with whom I can enjoy a lot…..and be myself….

Well aaj k liye itna kaafi he dheere dheere tum muje jaan logee aaj k liye main jaa rahi hu…

(For today its enough, slowly you will get to know me so I am going for now)

And areyyy I tho forget do you wanna see how do I look?

Acha I will show to you wait haa…..

I m looking cute hain na….I know I am cute…..waise pyaar main mat pad jaana ( btw don’t fall in love) my sweet boy….*giggling*

Vaise Tata. M going.

Byeee diary
See you soon..

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Hello diary m back….. I know Bahut tym ke baad aarahi hu…. Kya kare I am lot busy with my schedule…
Waise mene last baar bola tha na ki kya karthi hu karke…but this tym there is a add on thing in that…

Its like….. I go to college after that I go to job a part time job obviously and then hostel khana and then so jaana….and next day firse repeat……

I get tired easily buddy but kya kare I don’t want to ask anything from my mom dad that’s the reason m working part-time so that thoda tho sahi I can bear my expenses of daily things…

In between Priyu used to call me saying that she misses me n all. Even I miss her but I don’t want to go there in that house and stay with her. They all are selfish for their own reason. Sab ko bas apni apni padi hain….but I can’t do anything rg8 I love them but now I will love myself more I want to enjoy my life more….and I will pray to Babaji that I will be able to stay happy forever….

Uff but you don’t know who is priyu right koi nhi abh bata dethi hu..she is my lil sista Praniti Taneja…sach kahu tho she is only 2 months younger than me…. Abh obviously jawab ayga kyu…. Voh isliye kyu ki She is an adopted child of our family…..

Abh tum soch rahe honge ki agar adopted hain tho why lots of pyaar to her by my mom dad hain na…voh isliye kyu ki….they say that jab se Priyu ghar aai hain from that day she just brought happiness in our house…that’s why they pamper her and take care of her little more than their own blood daughter…But anyways I don’t have any issues let them do anything they want…

I love priyu a lot….and even she loves me. She even doesn’t know tht what mom dad are doing with me… And I won’t let her know Too..

Vaise wait let me show you who my priyu….is

She looks beautiful hain na *wink*
She is beautiful I know….

So you know nothing new happened and if happens you will be the first one who will know it….
So I am ma buddy tc
See ya
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Buddyyyyyyyy

I am angry…..Urrrghhhhhh bahut zyada gussa hu….what that Saduuu thinks about himself. Arrogant brat, utna kon chillatha he…huh I so hate him…..

You know already assignment ke chakar main I was a bit disturbed and college main book bhi nahi mil raha tha library main. But I chucked it and jab job main gai in a cafe..oh ya I work in cafe as a waitress. But today my mood was already off and more to it there was this sadu who was just full of himself… When I was taking orders of one of the customer order and after taking it I turned only to bang with someone and then was going to fall but the person hold my hand made me stand properly I was straightening my dress and then that sadu just fired upon me saying, “what the hell….girl is the way you work over here banging on every handsome boy who comes over here…oh god these girls….you girls don’t have any work or not….if any handsome boys come then just act like u are falling and they will help and in this way you all can cling on them… huh disgusting….” And this jerk was literally saying nonsense I was so angry that without looking at the place I just shouted at him saying, “excuse me dude, u might me handsome it doesn’t mean tht every girls would cling on to you… Having good face doesn’t means tht the person will have good heart….and you might b handsome but you don’t have any right to point on my character and you Mr. I don’t give a f**k if you are handsome or not I have seen more better guys than you ..huh…..get lost dude don’t you show me your face” saying so I went away from there…later manager came to ask me but the lady was good so just asked what exactly happened and then I explained to her and she said tht its ok but next time just beware of the audience that were listening…

I know buddy I shouldn’t have shouted like tht but tht sadu was just speaking shit tho I even blasted on him…Samjtha kya hain hoga koi handsome munda…but iska matlab thodi he ki hr ladki uske upar girengi…huh

Babaji kaise namune aap banate ho.. dua karthi hu ki usse kbhi na mile huh…..

Vaise aaj bahut kaam he buddy I will come later assignment complete krna hain. Already uss sadu ne mera already mood off ko aur off kardia… But kuch b ho….

See ya buddy will be back sooon…
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Hello diary m back…..
Buddy these days I am feeling like someone is following me every day, and the main part is that har din I am getting red roses in front of my room, kon ho saktha he… It’s so creepy, koi kidnapper hua tho………. Kisine quotation diya hoga tho muje maarne n all. But jitna yaad he mene kisiko koi harm nahi pocahaya tho voh nahi hoga. Ummmhhhh what if it’s a secret admirer, but is jhalli ladki ko kon pasand karega, mera luck b tho utna acha nahi he ki koi mujse pyaar kare, or agar he bhi voh haat se nikal jaata he meri bhuddi kismat….. But ek baat batoo buddy kismt bhuddi hoti he kya…. Uurrghhhhh dimaag karab ho gaya he buddy tumare dost ka pray karo ki usse asylum ki zarorat na ho *giggles*

But on a serious note, kabhi kabar na muje aisa lagtha he ki the one who is sending these gift to me is a nyc person, voh ek Postive vibe he usse related, shayad galat bhi ho saktha he but I just hope ki jald hi voh insaan mere saamne aay…..

But is bich me na Priyu use to call me, she says that she misses me a lot, and usse muje milna he karke…. Even I want to go and meet her, but mom dad ke saamne nahi jaana unko kabhi meri zyada parva nahi hui he hafte me ek baar Call karte he muje, bahut bura lagtha he buddy jab voh khudh ke bachi ke saat aise kar rahe hoe tho…. Agar muje bache hue na aise me kabhi aise nahi karungi unke saat…..

Ooffooo dekho bache thak poch gai me yaha ladka nahi mila shaadi nahi hui but bache hogay… Kaise hu me but kuch b ho aapko jelna he muje…

Filhal m going see yaa buddy
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You know aaj kya hua today I finally got to know who that secret person was jo muje flowers bejthe the.. and usse dekhar me abh b vishwas nahi kar paa rahi hu..
Voh aur koi nahi vahi sadu tha jo Uddin merese takaray na vahi insaan… Jab me usse pakadi na mere hostel gate ke saamne usse voh same flowers dethe hue tho voh muje dekhar shock hua and was smiling nervously…. You he literally looked cute, but me bhi thodi voh usse bataungi tho puri gusse me usse sunaya and you know what he did *grumpy*

He came to me kissed my cheeks stopping my blabbering and said I like you and went away…. And ya issbaar uss flowers me ek note bhi tha……. Jaanna he kya tha wait me yaha chipka hi dethi hu…..

I liked the way he was honest, but me itni asaani se I won’t trust him dekhthi hu kitna sache dil ka insaan he, agar muje jo chahiye voh milega tho me kabhi usse apne life se nahi jaane dungi…. Acha patha nahi buddy kab vapas aungi but muje assignment complete karna he so

I will be back soon till then wait for me okkkk byeeeeeeee
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Ooppsss I knowww it’s long back I came probably 2 months I guess hain na but kya karu… Main bahut bzy thi College ke chakar me assignments, exams, practicals, viva ufff I m tired but now am free for some time.

But in all this things you know that Sadu KS my admirer he kept on sending me flowers everyday with small notes, saying that I am beautiful, he want to be my friend first….. And many more and slowly I started to like it and finally I thought to message him. And till now my journey of these two months were incredible.

Well you know the sadu’s name is Kunj Sarna.. haaa that same Sarna the only heir of Sarna industries. He supported me in my assignments, exams and all and now I think that even I am starting to like him a lot, and I am thinking of expressing it to him, idea sochna hain muje, but I am planning to do let’s see Babaji ne kya rakha he mere liye.

In all this Priyu is the one m missing alot I want to meet her and spend time with her but I don’t know how to… Am planning to ask her that will she be able to come over here agar aa sakthi he tho it’s good for me na… But patha nahi mom dad usse ane denge kya….

Abh muje late ho raha he buddy I’m going with sadu to see a movie… Well it’s not a date haaa… Normal outing…….

Well see you soon buddy
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How are you buddy… I hope you are fine…. But m sad to say that I am not fine….. It’s because I and kunj had fight that to first time…. well buddy I am sorry I didn’t say na that I Proposed That sadu with a simple date. I knew he would accept it. But I didn’t knew that he would say that he loves me. I was shocked listening it and when I asked him that how can he be sure than he said, “till now I had seen many girls twinkle but most of them were ones who are ready to do anything so that they can be with me and they wanted Kunj Sarna not Kunj and when I saw you. Tum bus mere upar bharas padi and I knew you are no like one who would throw themselves on me. And when we finally became friends you wanted to know Kunj not Kunj Sarna and that moment I knew that I love you and want to spend my rest of my life with you”

And when he said it I just said him love you too back… And that day when became to drop me off to hostel he kissed me Buddy that first kiss of my life it was so sweet and passionate I just wanted to get lost in that moment but I took hold of the situation that time and let it go. That was the start of our relationship….

Well the reason I fought is because he thinks that m selfless *pout* I shouldn’t do and give my favorite things to priyu was what he said,he knows everything about my parents and priyu, but I love her buddy how could I do that…. I won’t talk to him huhhhhhh!!!

Chalo me abh jaathi hu tc….
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Finally aaj ek saal hua for mine and kunj’s relationship buddy, and yes even I finished my studies. We both love eachother a lot, shayad me kuch zyada hi karthi hu and this one year was so blissful that every memories will be stored in my heart forever even if something bad Happens. But I hope aisa kuch na ho…. He loves me pampers me alot jab se usse mere family k baareme patha chali he na he is more close to me, whenever we fight he comes back and sorts it out. But in sab me I didn’t showed him who exactly my parents n priyu are.. batadungi but time aane par..

Priyu aai thi mujse milne and we both were so into eachother spending time and doing masti that I literally forgot Kunj *giggled* bahut bhaari pada muje usse manane priyu ke jaane ke baad.

I didn’t said anything about kunj to priyu. Batadungi but abhi nhi… Hehehe… Vaise mom dad ka call atha he tho me utta nahi pathi buddy patha nahi… Kyu but aisa lag raha he ki M just a name sake daughter to them. Abh bus I talk to them once in a month. I started working for Taneja industries becuz of dad but I don’t stay at house I had rented a house

Anyways unka I don’t care anymore now. Jo muje mere apne he tho it’s only my sadu and my priyu…..

Byeee buddyyyy
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Kunj introduced me to his parents last week. I was actually sad and happy both… Well happy becuz finally I feel that even I have a motherly figure in my life…. Kirthi aunty is soooo beautiful and sweet shayad unhi se kunj ka look mila hoga *wink* haa tho kaha thi aunty loved me and we both bonded so well.. but I am sad that Shrikant uncle is not happy with me why becuz when I said that I’m Taneja tho he thought that I’m an adopted daughter. And when I and kunj was going to interrupt he was not allowing us to say anything and then I told kunj that its fyn will talk about this later. According to uncle it’s lyk orphan or adopted kids are mannerless and they don’t know how to behave and they are brat. I so wanted to give an answer to him. Him being an elder one I just shut my mouth.

But I got a mother and guess what from that day aunty and me are talking every day through phone we literally fight like teenage girls and in between kunj use to be so annoyed and pissed tht he always says that, “how I will manage this both ladies ones they are at one house” but this sentence of him used to make me so happy why becuz he sees his future with me. But I am afraid of his dad I hope he agrees.

And in this I am so bzy related to office stuffs dad b bahut kaam de rahe he…ufff I so hate this life ufff….

M going…. Tc buddy
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Buddyyyy you know aaj priyu came to me house and she was literally jumping from one place to another… Kyu ki she said that she is finally in love…. With a boy… Obviously she is straight *giggles* I always use to tease her that she is interested in girls more but see finally a boy. I asked her about that boy, and there start the rants if that boys character saying he is tall and handsome gora he hot and s*xy he blah blahhhh me thak gai but bandi ne abh tak uske naam nhi bataya.. jab pucha she ignored it said that baadme batungi kyu ki she is planning how to speak to him..

Funniest part is that she loves him from far usne abh tak uss ladke se baat b nahi ki and yaha bandi ko pyaar he…. Uff iss ladki ka kya kaare….

Kunj and Maa ka alag sa Ohh yes Kirthi aunty asked me to call her maa… And I was the happiest I love her alooooottttt. Kunj ka tho alag hi case he is papa ka chamcha na…. Bahut gussa atha he… Jo papa bole vahi karega… Aisa hua tho shayad muje b chod dega… Huh……hehehe I know aisa kabhi nahi hoga I trust him…

Late night calls, movies, dates sab time kitna acha hota he.. I enjoy my every day with him. Babaji please kuch galat na ho.. zyada khushi b nahi milthi muje….

Anyways aaj k liye shayad utna kaafi he bahut nind aa rahi he me jaa rahi hu tattaaaaaa
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Two Days back it was the best day of my life buddyyyyy… Finally I mean finally Kunj proposed me for our marriage do you believe he proposed me…. I don’t know how happy I was. I just wanted to scream loudly but nothing of that sort was able to do.. I was not able to utter a single word after his proposal. And when it was out of control I just hugged him and started sobbing… With happy tears… He laughed out loud after understanding my action and hugged me back.. after that we are dinner and watched movie which ended of us becoming one through all means…. Finally two bodies became one soul. I was literally glowing the other day..

And when I said this news to maa she was literally kissing the hell out of me with happiness and kunj was just adoring both of us. And he hugged both of us and said, “I love you my ladies alottttt” which we both maa n me looked at each other and then said “love you more”

And finally I am planning to say about my family and introduce them to kunj.. and vice-versa. I hope everything goes well..

I talked about this to priyu and just gave a hint to her that I wanted to you to meet someone and smart girl she is she started to tease me saying ki kon he voh jiju n all….

After this week I will introduce to them… But in all this Shrikant uncle is literally planning something patha nahi kya but I feel it… I just hope that he doesn’t do anything that would change us. This negative feeling. Babaji plzz sab thik kar dena…

Buddy abh muje jaana hoga kunj se baat karke me sojaungi….

Bu…byeeeeee
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Me yaha hu London me huh…… Tumhe be saat me leke aaii… So sweet of me hain na… Hihihi I know… But buddy you know aaj kal na muje kuch thik nahi lag raha m not feeling well jo b kha rahi hu sab washbasin ko de rahi hu….. Well it’s been 1 week that me yaha hu but from last two days kunj is not picking up my calls and not even replying my messages. Maa se b baat nhi ho rahi… And ek ajeeb baat yeh he ki mom and priyu se b nahi ho raha bus dad se baat kr paa rahi hu.. ptha nahi sab ko kya ho gaya… He I hope sab thik.. ho vaha…. Or kunj ko me chodungi nahi… Vapas jaane ke baad. Office ka kaam nahi hota na tho yaha athi b nahi….

Buddy I’m not in a mood to talk today I’m going…. Bye
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Finally buddy… I wanted to laugh out loud seeing that my life can never be with full happiness… *Chuckle* I got a best news of my life but I didn’t knew that after getting that the next moment every other good things of my life will disappear. Last day.. When I was in London I had a doubt on something and I was already there in airport premises just for some clarification I bought something inside the airport and when checked it was positive…. I have a someone of mine in my womb.. I’m pregnant buddy… I was so happy mine and kunj’s baby our live symbol. Kunj kitna happy hoga na… Was what was running in my mind and I just wanted to run and hop on to kunj and cry but I have to wait. I reached mumbai and first thing I did was to go to doctor and make my news confirmed. But at that time I felt something odd. I just shrugged it and when I went to kunj’s house and what I saw just blowed my mind there sat my kunj married and that to with my sister priyu… After what happened was just absentmindly kunj’s dad planned this marriage so that he can be away from me and what he thought was that marring him to the same family but their own daughter which he thought it to be priyu.. I just smiled faintly and then Maa came but I talked to her said her to give priyu a chance and then came my sadu and that I came to know that he loves me but not enough to fight for me n then n there I decided that I won’t allow him to know about my kids.. And blessing him and taking a promise to give priyu a chance I went from there.

And after that I confronted mom dad and got to know that dad already knew about mine and kunj’s relation and he thought that it was just attraction and priyu loves kunj so they thought to let her get married to her. I was shattered buddy how can my parents do this to me.. I just left that house forever breaking all my ties with them….

But only good thing in my life was….. I had my child who is yet to come in this world and my maa.. She got to know about my kid and she was there with me for my support.

Later I met priyu and talked to her but I didn’t even let her know anything about my and kunj and my kid I blesses her and went away from all of their life..

I am staying at my rented house as of now….

Buddy I am going to resign from my post from Taneja industries and will change my identity…..

But now one more thing I have my friend with me too Avni… I know I didn’t talk about her to you but its fine I always had her with me and shayad aage b hogi… She knows about all this…

Here am ending my part here buddy…..
I will forgive Kunj so that I can move on happily but won’t forget him for not fighting for me….. All are going to regret it and I believe my Babaji.

Thanks for being with me……

You wanted to know who Kunj was and how he looks right then see

This pic is from our favorite time… Last memories of my life.

From today onwards m going to move on difficult hoga but I’m strong and I have my kid and my maa along with my frnd….

Tc buddy I going…. *Smiling*

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