This is when the feeling sinks in…..twinj episode 41

Hi guys…..so here I m with the next part of my ff. But before moving to the epi…I want u to go through the links of all the epis I m providing for once…..actually it will help u gain the feelings back….nd also grab yr interest more

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#kunj’s POV

Ya twinkle…u r right my girl…I hv no rights to claim u mine though rt uncle betrayed us…betrayed u but I don’t wanna let a father’s image down in front of his daughter… Moreover Sam is really a nice guy…he will love her more than I do… He will provide her all the happiness… But m sorry twinkle I will not be able to see u with him.

I m not even able to handle it when he even touches u then aftr yr marriage how will I bear when he will make u his forever… He will mark his print on yr body….yr soul…NO! The mere thought of it haunts me….I hv to leave u… Which means I hv to leave my life…

I stood up frm the floor with a great difficulty… Nd opened the balcony door…I stood on the railing….closed my eyes…imagined twinkle smiling face….twinkle y will be happy only when I take this step…. without thinking anything else I just jumped.

#End of kunj’s POV

#twinkle’s POV

I was roaming in the small garden of our house …..trying to forget all the moments spent with him…all the memories of him…all his touches…but my every effort sank in vain…it only brought me close to him more nd more…increasing my heart beat….producing tickles down my spine… I suddenly felt a strange sound nd I turned back…….

“KUNJ!!!!!” I screamed on the top of my lungs…wht I saw was beyond death…my heart which was increasing its beat every sec suddenly stopped beating causing me in choke my breath…my fingers went cold nd I could do nothing.

I quickly ran to him nd made him sleep on my lap…he was unconscious… Lying in the pool of blood….”kun….kunj… O…pen yr eyes….kunj…pls…u…u can’t leave me like this….kunj!” I screamed I was continuously patting his cheeks …..cupping his face trying to wake him up….I was feeling so helpless! “Twinkle kya hua y r u shouti…….KUNJ!!!!!!” Uv screamed thank god he came. “U…u…uv…see…na k..kunj” I said finding hell difficulties in speaking. Mahi nd maa also came nd got equally shocked. Uv quickly took him into his car…he made him lie on the backseat with his head on my lap. Nd he quickly started driving. “Ku…kunj wht happened to u…wake up na pls…I will not be able to live without u kunj….pls wale up” I said kissing his forehead. “Twinkle look don’t cry he will be fine….tu sambhal khud ko” uv said while driving.

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Kunj was on the stretcher nd I was running with him…never leaving his hand…I saw a little movement in his eyes nd he whispered “t…t…ttt..twin…twinkle” In a feeble voice producing goosebumps in my body “Haan haan kunj I m with u don’t worry u will be fine…stay strong” I said nd he disappeared into operation theatre…. I too ran behind him but nurse denied me frm getting inside “no…let me be in… He needs me…pls” but she denied still nd became a bit harsh with me “twinkle….twinkle control baccha pls….control yrself….u hv to be strong” uv said holding me by my shoulders nd taking me away frm the OT. I hugged him nd started crying even harder. “Uv…Ev….everything I…is be..cus of me…I…I told him to leave me…nd…nd look w..wht he d…did” I said “shh…no its not yr fault twinkle don’t blame yrself” uv said caressing my hair. “Uv…uv where is kunj” maa nd mahi too came

(Guys just to remind u kunj’s family has gone out of station)

I went nd hugged maa….tears never stopping their way to my cheeks

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Its been an hour we r waiting ….I m still weeping in maa’s embrace… I hv no more energy to cry aloud. Just then the OT’s light went off nd I quickly left maa’s embracing alerting everyone by my sudden action. Soon doctor came out nd I rushed to him. “Doctor… How…how is kunj” I asked crossing my fingers…praying in my mind hoping for him to be fine. “No need to worry mam…he is alright he just got an arm nd a leg fractured” he said making me breath finally….I could finally feel my heartbeats setting to normal “Can we meet him” I heard uv asking. “Ya aftr 15 mins or so aftr we shift him to room” doc said.

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“Sir we hv shifted him to the ward…u can meet him” a nurse said to uv nd I ran to him….wait twinkle! Wait! U hv no rights to meet him first…his this condition is bcus of u…its yr punishment…I made my way backward frm the door. “Twinkle chali Jana yaar..mille usse” mahi said “no mahi… I will not meet him now… I need sm strength to face him…I will meet him tomo” I said running from the hospital. I heard them calling me but I just ignored them nd ran outside.

#end of twinkle’s POV

#kunj’s POV

Why god why! Kyu bacha liye mujhe? Taki mera twinkle ke haathon khoon ho sake uh? I m damn sure aftr this stunt of mine… She will defiantly kill me. Its too embarrassing yaar….I don’t wanna meet anyone except for my twinkle….I just wanna see her …steal just one glance…to satisfy my pain.

I saw the door opening nd I closed my eyes in fear. “KUNJ! Saale!” It was uv…yah…but today I felt yuvraj equal to yamraj….so much anger….oh god….save me today. I opened my eyes. “He…hey bro” I said trying to lighten up the atmosphere. Chataak! Ouch…saale ko ussi gaal pe thappad maarna tha jaha twinkle already maar chuki thi! Dusra gaal ghaas charne thodi gaya hai….”ouuu…bro easy man Teri saali merko already udhar ek jhaad chuki hai” I said “oh…sorry…. Sorry? Wht sorry uh….I was planning to kill u…but thought to leave it for twinkle… Kunj! I told u na we will do smthing…then y on hell u took this step…or I should say jump!” Uv said

I looked down in shame “I knw yaar…but twinkle told me with so much of love….” I said “wht?” Be asked “to leave her” I said “Teri toh….” nd I saw him bringing up his hand towards me…but fisting it with much difficulties nd then covering his face with his hands.

“Did she tell u to leave this world” he said greeting his teeth nd pressuring on his each nd every word. “N….no” I said “then y!” Uv said removing his handd frm his face nd looking at me being frustrated. “Uv yaar…pls understand my situation… How it feels when u see yr love…yr life becoming of someone else? Its soo difficult to gulp the fact tht she will no more be mine ….nd I will loose all my rights on her…moreover those rights will be given to smone else….think uv… Understand me” I said being serious nd teary eyed.

Uv too got me…”hmm kunj…chal don’t take tension… We will not let yr fear come true” uv said standing up to hug me. “Yes! We r with u” I heard maa nd mahi saying. Maa came nd pecked my forehead. “So wht if usha ji is not here…I m also yr mom na….I will take care if yrs don’t worry” she said nd I hugged her.

I broke the hug realising twinkle no where to be seen. “Ma…didn’t twinkle c…come” I asked thinking tht she doesn’t care for me. “No kunj…she was here the entire time u were being operated…. She was the one to save u….pray for u…nd she was the one crying the most all the time….but right now she just needs sm tym to confront u” maa said ……u r sooo stupid kunj sarna…how can u think twinkle won’t care for u….she was crying…. For me! It means she still has a love hidden in her heart for me…thank u god! Thanks for saving me. (A few minutes ago he was cursing god nd look now… ?)

“Wht …do u mean tht she needs time to confront me? I didn’t understand” I said “she thinks tht she is responsible for yr this condition…” Mahi said no yaar twinkle! Its not yr fault…pls cm nd meet me…I really need u now.

“Accha maa…I m staying with kunj u guys go nd be with twinkle….she must be crying right now too” uv said. “Wht! Mai bhi chalunga” I said trying to get up frm my bed. “Ouch…aah” I screamed when my fractured hand ached. “Kunj! Wht nonsense…. Sleep ….stop being childish once again” uv said being frustrated frm my actions. “But uv… I can’t see her cry” I said “kunj u dont worry we r with her….u take rest” maa said nd I was forced to get my back on the bed.

Maa nd mahi went nd I lied there…getting bored to the peak…suddenly my gaze went towards uv who was giving me an angry kinda look “wht!” I asked “ur such a b****c kunj” he said nd soon we both burst into laughter… We were laughing like maniacs….just remincing my stunts.

#MORNING!

I opened my eyes …aah…auch….shit it pains…I totally forgot I was in hospital. I sat on the bed aftr lot of trials….uv was nowhere to be seen…he must hv gone home. Suddenly my room door opened nd a nurse came in with a bowl of water nd a sponge kind of material in her hand. “Its tym for sm bathing..as u cannot bath yr own…I will hv to scrub u” the nurse said “wht!” I exclaimed can’t they just send a boy for it….she came towards me …made me lie down…does she knw how much difficult it was to sit on bed…nd she started opening my shirt’s button “hey.. Hey wait.. U go I will do it on my own” I said trying to close my buttons with one hand.

“Sir pls let me do it…its an order frm the doctor…u r not allowed to move yr hand thts y I m here to help u” she said again opening the button which I closed with so much of difficulty.

#end of kunj’s POV

#twinkle’s POV

“Room no 403” the receptionist replied nd I smiled…. It really requires a lot of strength to face him…but wht to do ….this stupid heart is not calming up….I made my way towards his room nd was about to open the door when I heard sm shouts. “No…no…I said no means u…leave me” y on earth is he shouting as if he is being raped….this boy is impossible.

I quickly opened the door ” wht happened y r u……kunj!” I said being shocked. He was lying on his bed nd the nurse was trying to open up his shirt….is he…is he really getting mol*sted? “Wht is happening here?” I asked. “Twinkle! Thank god tu aa gyi…dekh ye nurse…she is trying to rape me” he said faking tears. “Handsome banda dekha nhi ki sab chadh jaate hai!” He said trying to close his buttons. Being Confused I went towards his bed. “Mam….tell him to allow me to scrub him…it’s an order nd hygiene is really necessary for him” she said making me get the clear view of scenario.

Oh god this kunj??? wht to do abt him? His antics r srsly making me angry…nd laugh at the same tym…whatever it is…he is looking so damn cute like this. TWINKLE! Control baby….u r upset with him…I took a deep breath nd said “kunj! R u nuts….I mean I wonder if u hv got yr brain fractured too…she is doing her job…let her do it” I said

“Twinkle u too! No no no no no…I will not let her play with my pyaari si izzat” he said trying to sit on the bed. “Aaaah….damn this pain” he screamed. “Kunj kunj….wait..u okay”…. I said helping him to sit

Kunj looked at me with blurry small eyes…..his eyes showed me how much he craved for my concern….I quickly broke the eye lock nd looked towards the nurse.

“its okay…. U go I will scrub him” I said nd nurse nodded handing me the materials before moving out. I looked at him “don’t tell me tht u hv problem too if I do it” I said “nah! Who told…I m all yrs…do whatever u want to” he said again making me cold….my heart smiled at his words activating all those hormones which were sleeping since so long….It was so much enticing to hear those words frm yr beloved’s mouth…..I tried my best not to make him knw how much those words affected me.

I kept the materials on the table nd made my hands towards his shirt…they were shivering like anything… Kunj noticed it nd gave me a mild smile. “Its not the first tym u r opening my shirt right!” He said ….I very well knw his intentions…he is trying to make me sink in the old days…the best days…to the most interesting chapters …but how to make him understand tht the chapters once over…cannot be written twice.

I opened his shirt….with a blank face….ignoring him to the top…making him realise his sins. I took off his shirt…. Shit! Oh god pls pls help me…look at his…look at his abs…I swear he has grown even more s*xier…even more hot…I swear I will faint again….it being really really difficult for me to control the hormones… I wanna kiss him right now….nd I mean it!

I looked at him… He was passing a cunning smile to me..as if he caught my intentions. “I guess I would hv been more safe with nurse” he said making me smile…actually I was blushing ?.

Twinkle…look on a serious note…u cannot forget him this simply…aftr his betrayal… Especially aftr his yesterday’s act….the smile on my face again disappeared. I got back on my serious mode nd soaked the scrub in the water.

I took the scrub nd started rubbing it lightly over his neck region. My gaze were simply following my hands….I had no strength to drown in his eyes. But I could feel his gaze towards me….does he knw he is just increasing the hormones by his intense look? “Twinkle….I love u” he spoke out of nowhere….but it was with so much of love…So much of obsession… With so much of purity tht my hands froze for a while. My heart was now beating so fast tht it started getting visible on my face…on my body movement…..I started breathing heavily….my hands started shivering again….small droplets of sweat were visible on my forehead.

I completely tried ignoring those stuffs but it was all in vain….”shh…easy doll” he said rubbing his working hand on my back. My gaze were still not ready to meet his. I restarted my work now scrubbing his nape. Holding my chin He made me look towards him. “Twinkle!” He exclaimed seeing my condition… My eyes were teary. I put his hand down nd continued to scrub him on his chest.

“Twinkle pls speak smthing… It kills me if u ignore me” he pleaded. I ignored…..”TWINKLE!” She shouted holding my hand nd making my work to stop. “Wht kunj! Wht do u want to hear….u just want to make me feel guilty nothing else…nd see…u succeeded… I m guilty!” I said

“No princess… Its…it’s nothing like tht…u…u don’t need to be g..guilty… I didn’t do tht to…make u feel like a culprit” he said “but it seems so kunj….how silly u r….u think by jumping frm the balcony u will die! Nd moreover y do u hv to do tht! I told u to go away frm me…not frm the world” I said

“But wht to do twinkle… Being away frm u is like being away frm the world” he said “stop yr nonsense kunj” I said calmly ….removing my hand frm his. I was now scrubbing his stomach…his stiff abs. “Twin..” He said but was choked in middle when i made my hands disappeared inside his pants…nd rubbing his waist line. I smirked on seeing his body’s reaction on my touch…. He started breathing heavily.

“Twinkle u don’t hv to do this…u r just awaking the wild beast nothing else” he said shivering. I smiled in my heart….

I brought my hands out of his pant nd started scrubbing him near his arm pits. My phone rang….I saw Sam’s name on it…I again realized wht I was doing….
‘Twinkle u hv to maintain distance frm him….u cannot deceive Sam!” My mind warned me. “Who’s it?” Kunj asked seeing my eyes stuck on the phone. I ignored his question nd picked up the phone.

“Hey Sam!” I chirped calling his name intentionally to make kunj knw who it was. “Wht! B..but …Sam y do u hv to go to Bangkok for tht stupid deal…can’t they come here…look Sam I swear I m hell angry on u…firstly u didn’t attend my concert nd now u r doing this” I said nd my gaze suddenly felt on kunj who was trying to listen our Convo…with so much of attention…. Can’t he keep his possessiveness down atleast at this point of tym!

I ignored his gaze nd continued “accha baba…now don’t start yr blackmail… Mere liye bahut acchi acchi gifts laana…u knw how much I love surprises!” I said. The phone was pressed in between my shoulder nd ear as my hands were busy wiping kunj’s abdomen… Armpits…waist.

“Accha one more thing…don’t try to flirt with girls there” I warned nd suddenly the speaker button got pressed “na na …meri itni majal…itni hot fiance hone ke bawajud mei kisi aur ko dekhu!” He said in a flirty voice. Oh shit…wht a wrong timing! I immediately took the phone in my hand nd turned off the speaker. “Accha baba…kk…done I will be there in an hour….bye” I said nd kept the phone….

I m seriously left with no energy to face kunj’s possessiveness at this point of hour. I slowly moved my eyes towards his…this curiosity!. “Where r u going in an hour?” Kunj asked suddenly with tears getting down his eyes…..my heart ached….i srsly had no intentions to make him jealous… I ignored her question nd cupped her face with one hand….nd with other I scrubbed his forehead…. Cheeks…my main intention was to wipe out the tears. He closed his eyes feeling my touch….his relaxation was clearly visible on his face.

“Twinkle tell me na where r u going…is he…is he taking u on a date” he asked ….my hand was resting on his chest nd I could easily feel his heart beats increasing. “Kunj u should take rest…come on sleep now” I said making him lie on his bed….but he was not willing to lie “is he going to kiss u on the date?” He asked with a childish tone.

“Kunj! Lie down pls” I said “no no…u hv to ans me twinkle” he said not following me. Suddenly the door of the room opened nd doc. Came in thank u babaji. The doc. Was looking at me with a shock…i was not able to understand y…but stopped at his way for a while nd then came towards us.

The same nurse also came in “is the scrub done?” The doc. Asked nurse “ye…yes” I replied nd the doc. Nodded. “Hie…I m rohan khurana” the doc introduced himself…. Big hospitals… High class doc. U knw.

I smiled. “So how r u feeling Mr. Kunj” he said patting his bare shoulder. Kunj gave a feeble smile. “Its time for check up” he said nd started examining kunj’s eyes…mouth….fractured hand. Meanwhile kunj never left my hand….I knw he feared tht I will leave him nd go with Sam.

“Its not gud Mr. Kunj.. U hv got eye bags…u need more sleep…I knw the pain won’t let u sleep….let me do one thing…let me give u an injection.. It will help u in long nap” he said taking out an injection frm the tray. Hmm…he is right… If kunj will sleep then I will also be able to meet Sam…he wants to meet me before leaving for bangkok for a week.

“No..I don’t want to take the injection!” He blurted when the wardboys were making him sleep on his stomach. “Arre it will not pain” Dr. Said “no…its not abt pain.. If I will sleep then twinkle will leave me…nd I cannot afford tht” he said making his grip on my hand tighter.

The doctor who was moving towards kunj stopped for a while. “I Knew it! U r twinkle right! Twinkle taneja….oh god! Am I…am I dreaming!” Doc said excitably. Is he really a doc? I was looking at him with shock expressions… Nd tried to plaster a smile while nodding my head in agreement… I nd kunj looked at eo for a while…nd kunj who was partially lying on his abdomen looked at me with boggled expressions too.

“Pls pls can I hv a slefie with u” he said putting the injection down nd taking out his phone. (????)

I was stuck in such a situation tht n I could not deny…but it was so awkward. “Um..ummm if..if u don’t mind then can I ki..kiss u on yr cheeks…I…I always wanted a photo of me with u like tht” he said “WHT!!!!” Kunj exclaimed trying to move towards us but was stopped by the wardboys.

This demand was not a new one for me….I hv seen many such crazy people out there…but in India for the first tym…in hospital for a very very first tym!
#end of twinkle’s POV

#kunj’s POV
“No no twinkle” I shouted…how can he kiss her! No ways! Is he a doc.! I saw twinkle agreeing to him. Wht! Srsly! Tht rohan smiled nd held her by her waist….I swear I will kill this doc! Nd look at this wardboys “hey.. Hey lemme go!” I said struggling but of no use…he already kissed her nd clicked the pic.

I closed my eyes tightly! “Umm…now can u pls give injection to kunj” twinkle said. Why is everyone behind me!!!

“Ya…sure” he said nd again started coming towards me. “Twinkle no na pls” I said struggling out. The doctor made me lie with my cheek hitting the bed.

I again held Twinkle’s hand tightly… “Twinkle no na pls!!!” I reqsted. “Kunj u need a sleep” she said being Stern “so tht u can date with Sam right!” I shouted when I felt the cool affect of cotton on my butt.

Twinkle cupped my face “look kunj…Sam is going to bangkok for a week…nd he wants to meet me…I need to go…its not a date ….I will be back until u wake up” she said I nodded nd squizzed my eyes when the needle stuck me hard.

I was still holding twinkle’s hand tightly… Aftr a while…everything started getting blurry…my eyes got heavy

Dark!

To be continued…..

I tried to make this epi a bit long nd a little funny….hope I was able to meet yr expectations