Part 17:
Suddenly she saw Advay moving towards her, he was dangerously close to her, his hot breath was fanning her angelic face, with confusion in her eyes she took a step back again to find Advay taking a step towards her until her back hit the wall and there was space left for her to move. He placed both of his hands against the wall entrapping her between them; he leaned into her until his face was only inches away from hers “Ad… Advay… Wha… What are you doing?” she stammered at him with an unknown feeling caused by him being so close to her. With a devilish smirk pasted on his face, he shot her a dangerous look “what happened to you Chandni? Already got scared of me, hmm?” he moved his hand at a slow pace to touch her face. He wanted her to react to him out of hate and fear, out of pain and disgust; he kept on moving his hand slowly waiting for a harsh reaction from her.
(Note: Guys please on my recommendation do listen to this song; I just love it and found it as a perfect fit for the current situation between Advay and Chandni.)
Freeze you out- Sia
“You know I’ve been hurt before
Yeah, you know the score and I know you want more
You want me to thaw out
But you know I get ice cold, I get cold
When you don’t go slow, but I know you want more
You need me to thaw out
And I know you were worth it
And I know this could work if
I could only let you in
But I’m freezing” “Aren’t you scared Chandni that you are alone here with me and I have entrapped you against the wall?” he asked menacingly while softly tucking her tendrils behind her ear “why don’t you lash out at me damn it, I need you to hate me, to punish why don’t you do it?” he thought to himself. “You know very well Chandni how I have ruined your life, damaged your self-esteem and tainted you for a lifetime, don’t you think that I can do it again right here, right now?” he said in a low gruff voice with his lips only inches away from hers.
“I’m not running away
I’m not running away
I will feel the pain and stay
I’m not running again
I’m not running again
Even though I’m scared, baby
And I won’t freeze you out
Like I have been
I won’t freeze you out
I’m gonna let you in
And I won’t freeze you out
Like I have been
I won’t freeze you out
My heart is melting
So here’s my heart for you to hold
Feel it beat, feel the warm blood flow through my cold
Feel it thaw out
Yeah, I’ve felt the fear but I push through
It’s so worth loving you, you wanted more
And so I thawed out” Looking into his menacing eyes with her soft ones Chandni shook her head, the dangerous look in his eyes was replaced by a surprised one, he was surprised that she wasn’t afraid of him, a few seconds later frustration took over him, he moved closer to until there was no space left between them, he snaked his hand around her waist and pulled her against his chest crushing her softness with his weight “you know what Chandni you should be scared of me, you should run away from me like hell, because I’m an evil son of a b*t*h and I can destroy your life again and again, if I do something to you don’t tell me that I didn’t warn you” he told her dangerously but on the other hand Chandni as being afraid of him was out of question when she didn’t even flinch at his touch or at his words, she just kept on looking at him with her soft beautiful eyes, there was innocence in them. He wanted to kick himself hard for torturing her again and again but he needed her to get away from him, to hate him for her own good because he was a poison, he was her ruin.
“And I know you were worth it
And I know this could work if
I could only let you in
But I’m freezing
I’m not running away
I’m not running away
I will feel the pain and stay
I’m not running again
I’m not running again
Even though I’m scared, baby
And I won’t freeze you out
Like I have been
I won’t freeze you out
I’m gonna let you in
And I won’t freeze you out
Like I have been
I won’t freeze you out
My heart is melting” “Why aren’t you afraid of me? Why don’t you fight back? Why don’t you hate me? Have you really forgotten the monster I am? Do you need me remind you of all the pain and suffering I had inflicted upon you that night?” he asked her in maddening tone tightening his grip on her, desperate to get his desired reaction from her, desperate to make her hate him. She held his gaze neither flinching away from him nor getting scared of him “Advay if you wanted to destroy me, inflict pain upon me again you already would have done it, I’m not scared of you because I know you don’t want to hurt me, I know you will never hurt me, you are not a bad person, I not know that… You don’t want to destroy me, you want to keep me safe hence why I should be scared of you?” she told him with her innocent sincerity and suddenly he let go of her.
“I won’t freeze you out, my heart is melting
I won’t freeze you out, my heart is melting
I’m not running away
I’m not running away
I will feel the pain and stay
I’m not running again
I’m not running again
Even though I’m scared, baby
And I won’t freeze you out
Like I have been
I won’t freeze you out
I’m gonna let you in
And I won’t freeze you out
Like I have been
I won’t freeze you out
My heart is melting” “I know that you are trying to scare me off, you want me to hate you, and I also know the reason” she told him softly, at her words a surprised look plastered at his face. He again moved closer to her holding her by her arms he dug his fingers into the soft flesh painfully “you don’t know Chandni what you are talking about? Even after what I have done to you, you still think that I’m not a bad person, that I won’t hurt you, and that I want to keep you safe? You really are a naïve girl; you are completely mistaken to understand me…. I’m an evil person, a monster to the core, I’ll become your ruin and I’ll hurt you if you won’t get away from me and” before he could finish he saw Chandni swooning in his arms and the next moment her head was rested against his heart and she was unconscious in his arms.