Finding my Angel: Episode 23
Hey Guys, It’s me yet again, I am sorry for my lateness, like i dearly am… You know when you have writer’s block and you can’t think of what to write and there is soooooo many things to do in life and there are only 24 hours in a day? Yh… It’s too short and that is what has been happeneing to me… SO I am hoping I will be able to upate all my three FF’s before Thursday… As this Thursday I will be collecting my Biology Results for my exams- my key for medicine… I am really stressed out *Cue Twenty one pilots “Stressed out”* (Don’t know if you heard it but hey, Its an awesome song!) Anyway back to my FF! I suggest you refresh your beautiful memories, back to one of the most detailed episodes I wrote LOL! X Ly all enjoy… (Ty A.k. for encouraging me to post)
Previous Episode (RECOMMENDED TO READ THIS FIRST BEFORE YOU CONTINUE WITH THE FF!)
episode-22
Song:
Fight Song- Rachel Platten
(Really inspirational song… This sonf helping my go on, hopefully it fits this episode…)
Suhani’s PoV:
I got stopped in my tracks seeing the inevitable… Him. My Future Husband. I cringe at that thought… My heart is somewhere else, he isn’t anywhere near my angel… I can’t understand why he is here. All he is doing is beaming a smile- his eyes glowing at the sight of me, yet i see his eyes fall down to my stomach… A war of emotion in my mind- clearly confusion and anger have teamed up, crushing all the other weaker emotions. I feel my eyes sweat… not cry… I can’t cry.. There is nothing to cry about… He is just there with his arms behind his back and his fingers interlocked, I don’t even know him that well… I want to run. I need to run. I can’t live this life anymore, I need to pull the steering wheel into a piranha infested river- I can’t face this pressure… I feel a hand on my shoulder awakening me from my trail of thoughts, the tension loosens up at the touch- i look back to see Aladdin, but avert my gaze to the man in front of me…
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Suhani: So Rohan… Why are you here?
Rohan: So you are Suhani… I am glad to meet you, your dad told me to meet him here…
Suhani: My papa did what?
Rohan nods slowly, not knowing what chaos he has caused in the poor woman’s mind… Yuvraaj- a bystander- jaw almost touching the ground…
Pankaj: Roh- Suhani?
Suhani clenches her fists tight and screaming into the quiet cold air
Everyone taken aback…
Suhani’s tears rippling down her face, carrying make-up down with it, bit by bit…
Suhani: I can’t believe this… Couldn’t you wait till after the wedding? Couldn’t you? Right now millions of things are happening in my life- some harder to handle than others, yet all of you still try and find a chance to enter my innocent, yet corrupted thoughts and mix them up even more, there is only soo much I can handle! Right now. I am only considering my di’s wedding- I only care about Rag’s happiness. SO if you excuse me! I’m and just going off. Rag’s wouldn’t want me sulking ruining her pre-wedding ceremony, if she asks where I am just say some fans wanted to take me out.
With that Suhani strode away, her head held up high, but not in pride… She just done it to assure that she was strong enough- to boost her already low; self esteem. Not paying heed to who was following her, not paying heed to where she was going, not paying heed to her own safety… She has become reckless, careless, emotionless…
another scream leaves her mouth when she a gust of cold wind assuring her that there is always a better to this worst….
Suhani: I HATE THIS! WHY! WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME! I THOUGHT i WAS DOING WELL IN LIFE, I THOUGHT I STARTED FINDING MYSELF… BUT INSTEAD MY LIFE WAS ONLY GOING DOWN, SOON I MAY EVEN BE SIX FEET UNDER!
Her stride became more paced, getting quicker by the second- she tried to run away from problems, only knowing that it would make everything worse… So instead she changed direction and walked to a place only used to cheer her up… The orphanage…
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Suhani’s PoV:
Only children know how to please a person, inducing me with their unending rhetoric and innocence, I love how they are upfront and speak their mind, how they enjoy the presence of others and are not afraid to show their true side… Why do children grow up in such different way, why is there soo much change… Especially with these special children… Their life has soo much story, but they are too young to understand, they don’t understand family… They just understand that everyone is human- everyone is united through bonds that can never be broken…
Children start running up to her recognising the princess she truly is, the kind person that she thought she lost earlier that evening, she starts giggling and playing with the children forgetting her worries that has happened in the past hours. Soon it was time for Suhani to leave, but before she did she donated 100,000 rupees to the shelter leaving there with a heart-warming smile and my heart filled of wonder, and sempiternal reassurance maybe there is a light at the end of this tunnel, my dad did also want the best for me- especially after mother’s demise. I should maybe understand for my better welfare…
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In the Birla house, it was quiet, everyone sat in silence- trying to ponder at the pathetic excuse given by Pankaj and Yuvraaj on the mysterious disappearance of Suhani…
Dadi: where is she? What happened to her? Did she tell you where she is going? Who is she with? Do you even know what time it is?
With that final inquisitive question, everyone flung their head to the huge grandfather clock that chimed twelve times… Midnight…
Everyone sighed realising that she wasn’t returning that night…
~Ping~ Yuvraaj looks down at the phone’s screen, a message- that too from Suhani…
“Sadu, I’m sorry I couldn’t come… I just couldn’t…”
Yuvraaj looked around to see everyone’s eyes’ burning through his skull, knowing it was a message from the infamous girl herself- Suhani, he gives a slight nod and replies saying that it was an apology… The door rings, Yuvraaj goes to open it without realising what is happening, how suspicious it is, the second he flings the door open his eyes make contact with his angel… He goes to give her a hug, but steps back and tries to find her father… She walks past Yuvraaj, leaving him dumbstruck…
Suhani: Papa, I will do whatever you tell me to…
Pankaj’s jaw drops, getting glares from everyone not understanding what is happening… Before he could say anything she was gone, like that, in thin air… Making the people in the lounge blink twice, Yuvraaj collapsing on his knees- looking up letting the midnight air sweep his troublesome thoughts away…
Yuvraaj PoV:
I never knew a female would be able to change my mood in seconds, from overwhelmed, to worried, to anxious, to distraught, to broken…I knew she was too good to be true, but it was her eyes, her smile, her laughter that I dreamt of even before meeting her… how can I stop falling for someone who doesn’t want me… I can’t be broken again, not again… As I let a sigh escape i felt a manly hand on my shoulder, I look up to see none other than my brother Sharad, who shook his head… HOW DID HE READ MY THOUGHTS!
Sharad: I don’t know what happened between Suhani and Pankaj, but that doesn’t mean you give up…
Me: Sharad, she agreed for her alliance… That too with Rohan…
Sharad: KYA! ROHAN! ROHAN FROM SCHOOL! THAT ROHAN!
I let him ramble on… Just letting out a heavy sigh and hung my head low, I had to stop her… but I don’t know how, right now… My brother is my priority, the last day of the wedding is tomorrow… I can’t let it slip away… Just Stay positive, always have a meaningful smile on my face- smiling is contagious…HE smiles at the first smile that comes into his closed eyes is a million dollar smile, one brighter than the sun, worth more than diamonds and the smile that broke the ice that stopped me from feeling “love”- Yes it’s Suhani’s…
Precap: Wedding 😀 Remember the matching outfit that suhani and Yuv brought- Yuv hasn’t seen what has been embroided on the pocket 😉
So here you go guys! Here you have it! Finally after millions of years. I actually wanted this episode to be a surprise from Yuvraaj first, but why make the FF short by confessing this love too early, life has up and downs, bcos in this FF even Dadi is good, so I will make this more detailed and change the plot a bit… Hope you all enjoyed it, I stayed up till 4 in the morning writing this and my Dark Destiny FF for you…
Chao my beautiful friends
Love you all
Aqsaah x 😀