Friendship turned into a love story #Riansh Episode 93

The episode starts with Riddhima being in so much pain.

She was being so hurt and wasn’t able to accept that her state got to be like that.
She wasn’t able to bear the sympathy and pity that she was seeing it inside the eyes of everyone around her.
Riddhima to herself: I have to accept my situation and new life. I have to accept that I will never return like before. I have to accept that and understand it. I have to accept that from now on I’m not being that normal Riddhima who is living a normal life with her beloved ones. I’m another Riddhima now. Another Riddhima who I doesn’t like it or accept it. Another Riddhima who will just depend on everyone around her. Another Riddhima who is just being load on everyone’s life. I became a load now. I became a load on Vansh’s life. He will suffer a lot because of me now.
Riddhima starts crying badly.

Riddhima to herself: Vansh will never feel tired for doing all those stuff. He will never feel bad while taking care about me and making me depend on him. He will never get bored of pacifying me, but I will not bear that. I will not be able to tolerate seeing him suffering that much because of me. I can’t give him this pain. I can’t make him suffer with a fool girl and half girl like me. I didn’t have imagined to decide such a decision in my whole life. I didn’t have imagined that life could drive me to do such a behavior, but what I could do?! Who was knowing that I will reach to this point in my life. I wasn’t imagining that this all will happen. I have to be strong to take this decision. I can’t change my mind. I’m just doing that for the sake of Vansh. He will never think to have this decision so I have to do it for him. I have to do that.
At morning, Vansh has went to Riddhima while having the breakfast with him to make her eat it.
He has got surprised when he didn’t has found her there.

He didn’t has found her wheelchair as well.
Vansh to himself: So she starts to use her wheelchair and react normally. This is a good thing. I think that very soon everything will return as usual and you will be more stronger than before sweetheart.
He has left the room.
Then he starts searching about Riddhima everywhere at the house.
He has asked everyone at the house, but no one was knowing her place.
He has went to Angre.

He was being very worried.
So he has decided to go to Angre with a hope that he could find anything that could help him in finding Riddhima.
Vansh: I’m so worried about Riddhima Angre. I was believing when I didn’t have seen her at the room that she starts to get used to her new life and she starts doing what she is getting used to do it in her day even when she got to be at this wheelchair, but now I’m being so terrified about her. I’m not finding her at any side in the house and this is paining me so much. I don’t know what could be her state now and what she could do in herself while being in that state. I’m so worried Angre.
Vansh was very worried and stressed about Riddhima.

Angre: I know that what Riddhima has done now is panicking you a lot and actually I’m also panicking a lot and I don’t know where she could be now, but you have to calm down boss. Just relax and think carefully. You are the most one in this world who knows Riddhima bhabi very well. You will be able to know where she could be now. Just try to think calmly and you will get her place.
Vansh has done with Angre’s advice.
He went to his room to calm down.
Then he starts thinking calmly.
Afterwards, he has gotten out from his place quickly.

Vansh to himself: I have known your place sweetheart. I know where you could be now. I’m sure that you will be there now. I’m coming to you Riddhima. I’m coming now. I hope that she could just be fine.
At the same time, Riddhima was being on her wheelchair trying to get used to it.
She was roaming at this familiar place to her.
She was remembering all her memories and her all lovely moments that she has spent it with her gang.
This place was the place that she has used to meet her gang on it.
It was the same place that was happening on it all the gang’s meetings.
She was so shattered while she was remembering all those memories that she will not be able to repeat it in the same way after she has lost her legs.

Riddhima to herself( teary): I didn’t have imagined that I will not be able to walk again and run again and enjoy my time with my gang like I used to do it. I didn’t have imagined that my life will be stopped like that. Everything is making me pain more. It is so hard for me to bear it. I really can’t bear it. I don’t know how I will tolerate such a loss. I also can’t tolerate what I have to do with Vansh now. I know that he will reach to my place. I know that he will come running to me now, but he doesn’t know what I will tell him about it when he reach here. I’m not able to face him. I’m not able to take such a decision. I’m so broken.
After some time, Vansh has reached to Riddhima’s place.
He was so worried and stressed about her.

Along with that he was a kind of angry from her for leaving without telling him.
He has rushed to her when he has found her at the gang’s meeting place.
Then he has hugged her very tight hug.

Riddhima was also hugging him very tightly.
She was trying to be with him as much as she can.
Vansh( worried): Thank God that you are fine sweetheart. Thank God that I have found you here. I was sure that this is the first place that you will go to it. As it is that place that contains on it so many memories for all of us.
Then Vansh’s tone starts to be a little strict.
Vansh( completing his words while still hugging Riddhima so tightly): How you could be able to leave without telling me Riddhima?! How you couldn’t take your mobile with you to make me check on you?! How you could leave and you still have just discharged from the hospital yesterday?! You have to take so much rest so how you could leave and come here?! How you could be that careless?!
Riddhima was silent.
She was just crying and being very shattered.

Riddhima to herself: You are caring so much about me Vansh, but I don’t know how much I will do that afterwards. I can’t give you more pain. I’m not able to do this thing with you. I’m not able to tell you this decision, but I have to do that. I have to.
Riddhima has gotten away from Vansh.
Then she has looked at him in a very strict and strong way along with a kind of shattered.

Riddhima: You don’t need to worry about me anymore Vansh.
Vansh: Why?!
Riddhima: Because simply we will not be together once again.
Vansh has got shocked.

Vansh: What?!!!!! What do you mean?!
Riddhima: I can’t make you suffer more Vansh. I can’t make you pass through all this pain just because of me and my bad luck. I want a divorce Vansh. I want to break this marriage Vansh. I don’t deserve you. You don’t deserve a life with half wife. You don’t deserve a marriage with such a woman like me. You don’t deserve this pain Vansh. I know that you love me a lot and you do care about me, but for how much time you will be able to do that?!
Riddhima starts crying while she was saying those painful words.

Riddhima: For how much time you will stress on yourself to do all those stuff for me?! I’m not like before Vansh. I have so many stuff that I will not be able to do it like before. I will be a very huge load on you. You will not be able to bear me after some time. You will start to be bored from me and my responsibility. You will start to feel stressed from my presence and my load. You will start to stop loving me. You will start to hate me and want to be away from me and my load and this what I will not he able to bear it. So that’s why I’m taking this decision. I want to leave you while we are still loving each other. I don’t want to leave you when you are hating me and hating the day that we have united on it. I need to leave Vansh.
Vansh wasn’t able to bear Riddhima’s words.
Her words was hurting him so much.
He has came so close to her.
He has got on the ground.
He was looking at her in a very shattered and caring way.

Vansh: How dare you to think about ending our relationship?! How dare you to think just for a second to be away from me?! Do you know what it could happen to me if you have done this???! Do you understand what I just go through it when I have just heard your words?! Did you ever think what it could happen to me if this has happened? I would merely die Riddhima.
Riddhima has looked at Vansh in a panicking way.

Riddhima: Vaansh. Don’t say that. Don’t ever say this word. How you could say such a word?!
Vansh: Like you have merely talked about the divorce. A divorce is like a death for me.
Riddhima has putted her hand on Vansh’s mouth.
Riddhima: Don’t say this word ever Vansh. It hurts me a lot. Don’t you dare to say this word once again.
Vansh: You also don’t you dare to say this word. Don’t you dare to talk about the divorce again.
Riddhima: But Vansh..
Vansh: There isn’t buts and those nonsense. There isn’t a divorce will happen. On my dead body. Vansh and Riddhima will keep being together till the end of their both lives. You don’t have the right to break this relationship. This is a relationship that God has created it and he is the one who has the right on it. A decision like that none of us could take it alone. We have got together by our both approval and we will not leave each other ever.
Riddhima: Vansh, you aren’t understanding…
Vansh: You are the one who aren’t understanding Riddhima. You are my lifeline. So how you could take my lifeline from me?! You don’t have the right to question my love to you or to predict something that will not happen. My love to you will never end. I would never feel that you are load on me. With legs or without with two eyes or 5 eyes I love you and I will keep loving you. This thing will never change my love. You will never be a load on me. You don’t need to depend on anyone Riddhima. You were independent, you are independent and you will always be independent. I love you Riddhima. 

After Vansh has finished his words, he has kissed Riddhima in her hand.

Riddhima was feeling relaxed after hearing his words.
She was needing to hear his words a lot.
She was needing to feel his love.
She was needing to feel that he will never leave her or hurt her.
Riddhima to herself: I was sure that my love is so strong. I was sure that my love will win even against my stupid thoughts.
Riddhima has putted her hand around Vansh’s head.

Riddhima: I’m sorry Vansh. I’m sorry for hurting you by my words, but please try to put yourself in my place. I can’t tolerate any sympathy or pity especially from you. I can’t see that from you. I can’t imagine that you could stop loving me. That’s why I have thought about this decision which is hurting me. I can’t leave you Vansh. I can’t. I do love you so much.
Vansh has hugged Riddhima very tightly.

Vamsh: So don’t you ever talk about divorce again. I understand what you feel it now so I will not be upset from you. I will forget what you have said today Riddhima. I know that my Riddhima will never repeat such words again, Am I right or am I right?!
Riddhima: I will never repeat it again. But you have to promise me that you will keep loving me and if one day you have felt that I got to be load on you you have to come directly to me and tell me before things get worse.
Vansh: I promise you sweetheart. I promise you that I will keep loving you and I will never allow that anything could less my love to you. We will pass everything together, but you also must promise me about something.
Riddhima: What?
Vansh: Promise me that you will keep being strong. Promise me that you will fight hard. Promise me that you will never give up and you will return more cheerful than before. Promise me that you will not lose hope and you will try to get back normal. Promise me that you will never leave my hand.
Riddhima: I promise you Vansh. I promise you and I will never break my promise. I love you my lifeline.
Vansh: I love you too sweetheart.
Precap: Surprise.

The end of the episode. I hope you like it. Let’s see what will be this surprise and what could happen to Riddhima that could make her feel better and move on. Let’s see what else got stored during the final episodes of this ff. Thank you guys for making me succeeded in reaching to my target on the previous episode. I hope that you all could make me reach to my target on this episode. My target got changed. My target is to reach to 40 comments( excluding my comments). I hope that you all could make me reach to my new target like you have done with me with the other targets. I hope that you all could make me reach to my target so I could be encouraged to update the next episode. The upcoming episode will be published depending on all of yours respond. The next episode will be published when you all could make me reach to my target on this episode. I hope that you all could make me reach to my target so I could be encouraged to update the next episode daily. I know that you are all very supporters and you all will help me in reaching to my target. So please guys keep supporting me the way you are doing. Please guys don’t forget your feedback in the comment section below.