Hi I am sanskar maheshwary….. A very successful business man…. I am just 26 year old….. A very handsome and popular guy….. Hahaha you must be thinking…. Kaisa banda hai…. Apne aap ko praise kar raha….. Well ab jo bhi hun aise hi hun…..
Yesterday I came kolkata from Delhi….. My dad wants that I take care of kolkata branch of maheshwary groups and industry…. So I am here…. I am living in big flat…. Dad bought this for me…. Well flat is very beautiful…. And enough for me…. But you know I am getting bore here…. So now I am standing in my room balcony…..
There is a small but beautiful house in front of my balcony….. Ok the house is not so big but the thing for which I attracted is the huge garden in front of the house….. Wow…. It’s looking so beautiful…. So many roses….. Wait wait…. Is that blue Orchid??? Oh I love that flower……
Suddenly I see a girl came out of the house …… I can’t see her face….. Her face is covered with a pink scarf….. She takes the water pipe and starts to give water in the plant….. She touch the rose….. And smile…. Oh you are thinking how could I know that she is smiling…. Her face is covered na???….. Ok you know what dunia main bohot kam log hote hai jiski emotions unki ankho main dikhti hai….. And her big big eyes give me proof that she is smiling…. I also smile seeing her…. Suddenly she looks at me…. Her eyes say that how much she is confused….. I wave my hands to her…. She widen her eyes and run away from there….. I laugh seeing her….
Next day….
I wake up early due to continuous sound of scooty horn …. O god….. Who is this…. Subha Subha mera nind kuchal dia…. I came at balcony and see a girl wearing blue crop top and black jeans… Her straight long hair is open and blue goggles on her eye….. Till now she is honking her scooty….. I chuckle…. Beauty without brain…. Stupid girl huh…..
Suddenly yesterday’s scarf wali girl comes out of the house…. Hugs the scooty girl…. She is wearing a beautiful pink salwar….. That perfectly fit with her body curve…. Oh god she is looking s**y…. But her face…. Why she is always wearing that stupid scarf….. I want to see her face yaar…..
They talk for sometime…. And scarf wali sits on the back of the scooty…. And they leave….
Suddenly my door bell rings…. I open the door….. I jumped with happiness after seeing the person…..
I “lucky mere vai…. What a pleasant surprise….. What are you doing here??? …. You know I am sooooo happy that you come…. I am feeling bored here….” i hug him tightly…..
Lucky (laksh…. My cousin…. My best friend…. We are more than brother) : vai I am soo tired…. Let me go in na….. Mujhe yahi door pe rakhne ka irada hai kya????
I :I am so sorry….. Come….
Lucky :thank God…. You allowed me to come in….
I : now tell me why u are here??
Laksh: wo I take admission in Kolkata college for MBA….
I : wow good….. I am so happy….
So from when your college will start???
Lucky :hmm from day after tomorrow….
I : wow…. Ok lucky u take rest…. I have to go to office…. We will go to explore this city at evening……
Laksh : ok dude….. Bt what about my lunch and bf…..
I : u can order it from hotel….
Lucky : ok
I left…..
At 5 pm I came home…. Laksh was watching TV and eating popcorn….. I told him to get ready as we are going out with half an hour…..
We first go to howrah bridge….. It’s sunset time…. I and lucky is watching the beauty of sunset….. Suddenly my eyes falls on a girl…. That scarf wali girl….. She is playing guitar and some small children is dancing around her…. Her friend is singing……
I lost my sense seeing the scenery…. My sense come back when I heard a voice behind me….
Voice : she is beautiful and her voice also….. Hain na vai???
I : who???
Lucky : arey who means??? Of course that scooty wali….
I : so my brother found his gf no. 69????
Lucky widen his eyes : vai how could you say like this???
I : pls don’t act in front of me at least….. I know you….. And also your gf list….
Laksh : vai when I denied??? I said that because it’s gf 72….. Apne 3 jinda ladki ko out kar dia (pouts)
I: you are impossible
We look towards them but they were already left….
At night….
I: you know lucky that scarf wali girl hamare building Ki samne wali jo ghar hai waha rahti hai…..
Lucky (who was sleeping beside me…. Suddenly got up and sit on my waist) : what are you saying??? Is this true??? And duffer (start to jump)… You are telling me now….
I : array lucky what are you doing….. Aaaaa…. Array uth…. Oh god why did I tell you….
I push him and he falls on the ground….. He gets up and we start pillow fight….. And stops after getting tired….
Lucky : if she is living here then her scooty wali friends also come here often….. Oh god lucky…. Teri lottery lag gyi…..
After 2 days
I was in my cabin….
I get a call from lucky….
I : hey lucky??? What happened??? You call me this time??? Today is your 1st day na??? Koi ragging to nehi kia???
Lucky : vai cool cool….. Take a deep breath….
I took….
Lucky : now listen to me…. You know what (with excitement) that scooty wali and that scarf wali are my classmates….. Can u imagine????
I : what??? Are you serious??? Oh god….
Lucky : vai aap to aise khus ho rahe hai ki wo meri nehi aap ki gf banne wali hai….
I : lucky what are you saying??? I am happy for you….
Lucky : happy for me??? But u always scolded me because you don’t like that I am playing with girls emotion… And it also will be my time pass….
I : I know lucky…. I am happy for you only…. Ok now I have a meeting so buy…. And listen I will pick up you from your college ok…
I don’t know why I became so much excited after hearing that news from lucky
At 5 pm
I am standing outside of the lucky’s college for more than 15 minutes…. But this duffer is not coming…. I again see the collection gate and I see her faces which is quite sad….
He comes near me and sits in the car…. I also get in and drive…. I look at the gate through my mirror…. And don’t know why I feel sad…. Am I expecting that I will get to see her for once…. I questioned my self …… But I ignore that and look at my little brother who is very sad now…..
I : what happened lucky??? Tell me how is your 1st day??? And what about your gf 72….
Lucky (cuts) : don’t talk about them…. Such a idiot girl….
I :hey what happened man??? Will you please tell me???
Laksh : wo vai don’t ask… That….
Fb (I am telling this fb in third person point of view)
After cutting the phone laksh goes to the class…. He looks at scarf wali and scooty wali girls…. That scooty wali girl is continually blabbering and the scarf wali girl is listening…. He goes to them
Lucky : hi I am laksh…. Can I sit with you guys….????
It’s a 3seater bench…. So….
Scooty wali : ok no prob……
Scarf wali (cuts her) : there are many seats…. Which are empty…. So you go and sit there….
Laksh fumes with anger…. None can deny him…. But this girl….
He left…. He thinks to take revenge….
As he is smart and talkative…. He makes many new friends there especially girl…. And two boys veer and Anand
Laksh : hey look at that girl why she isWearing scarf???
Kavya (spoilt girl) : may be she is very ugly that’s why….
Kavita (a very good girl) : no no must be she has her reason…. Don’t judge like this….
Laksh : arey may be kavya is right…. Tab to bohot maja ayega….
Kavya :yes…. Gives hi fi….
Kavita : it’s not good yr….
Veer : no no its a good idea…. And u know what we are gonna helping her…. It’s good na… Agar wo aisi rahgi Kon usse job dega….
Anand : no dude it’s 1st day na… We can do that later…. We don’t know her….
Laksh: enough guys… As per voting we are 3….so let’s execute our plan…
They goes to that scarf wali girl… At that time scooty wali was not there….
Laksh : hey miss scarf…. Why are u hiding ur face….
Kavya : oh show us ur face….
Scarf wali : excuse me…. Its my life my face…. Mind your own business…
Veer : oh…. If I say we are doing our business only then (comes closer)
She gets afraid…. Some flashes comes in her mind….
Scarf wali : pls go…. pls
Laksh smirks… : we will…. But 1st show me your face….
He held her hands tightly and about take her scarf… But suddenly a tight slap falls on his face…. Everyone looks at the person…. It’s none other than that scooty wali….
Scooty wali : how dare u to touch my friend…. Why u guys are behind her…. Don’t u have any other works…. go away from here…. And listen never ever try to mess with swaragini….. (to scarf wali) and you??? Don’t you have hands?I will tell shomi ma to give you more food…. You are very weak….
Laksh and his friends leaves….
Fb ends…..
After listening the story I was very much angry on laksh…. I didn’t talk to her…. And concentrates on driving…. When we reach near our flat we see a crowd near that scarf wali girl ‘s house…. We both got down goes towards them….
One people :sarmistha Ji… How can you send her college after that incident…
Another : and I think u should tell her to stay only in house…. I think she has no rights to roam here and there…. It’s give a bad impression to all….
I am surprised by their talking…. What sin she has done that she should stay at home only…. Suddenly a voice came from behind ….. : oh really??? Oh god uncle I am impressed with your thoughts…. BTW I can remember one month ago your daughter ran away with her so called bf….
That uncle : how dare u ragini(shouts) don’t forget you are talking about my daughter
Ragini (Scooty wali) : and you don’t forget you are talking about my friend…. Be in your limits…. Where did you go that night when they need you…. Your support…. Get out or you will know who I am….
And sumi ma…. Don’t you have mouth??? Chalo I am hungry…. Give me food… Chal swara (scarf wali)
She drags them in and shuts the door with thud….
I am happy…. No no not because they got insults…. But I came to know her name… Swara…. Wow such a beautiful name….
Laksh and I reach home….
I: look laksh You see na them…. There is some reason….. Don’t trouble them more…. It’s my request….
Laksh nodded…. But I can sense that he is not convinced….
Next day I drop lucky at college…. But I see that he forgot his mobile in the car….
I go back to his college and step in…. But my legs become stiff see the scenery…..
Some boys holding Ragini by arms and some girls and boys trying to remove the scarf of swara…. When I come back to sense again I became shocked…. I see laksh and some boys and girls are smiling evily…. Oh god this boys…..
One boy pulls her scarf with full force and it’s remove…. Ragini sits with thud…. And swara cover her face with her palms…..
I immediately go to her…. And snatch the scarf from that boy’s hand and cover her face…. I can’t see her face….. Ragini immediately come to her and hugs her…..
I give them all a killer look…. They gulp……
I call principal….. He comes immediately…. He knows who I am…..
He takes that gang to his office…. I go to her…. Place my on her shoulder….
I : are you both alright???
Ragini : thank you so much vai…. She has a reason that’s why….
I cut her: you don’t have to give any explanation…. By the way your name???
I already know but….
Ragini : my name is Ragini and she is swara my best friend…..
Swara was still crying hugging her friend…. I patted her shoulder…. She hide her face properly and turns…. Wow her eyes…. I lost in her eyes…. It’s so Deep….
Swara : thank you (slowly)
I : no need…. If you want to thank me then allow me to be your friend…..
Ragini : why not…. U know what 1st rule of our friendship Is she/he should be special…. And you are special….
I look at swara…. She is giving death glare to Ragini….
I : I think your friend don’t like my friendship….
Swara looks at me and bent down her head….
Ragini : swara pls….
Swara looks at her and smiles….
And forward her hand…. I immediately grab it in handshake…. I feel a current passing through my body….
Then I go to lucky with swara and Ragini….
Lucky (gulps) : vai aap???
I : say sorry to them….
Ragini and swara confused by my acts….
Lucky : why??? What did I do???
I : don’t you know what did you do???
Lucky :no I don’t…. (firmly)
I about to slap him but Ragini hold my hand….
Ragini : leave him vai…. You slap him…. And he will tease my friend again….
I look at her….
Ragini : I don’t know why u guys after her…. But pls for God shake leave her…. She had already so many problems in her life…. Pls don’t add more…. U did this because I slapped u right??? Then slap me but spare her….
Kavita comes and apologies to them….
Kavita : I am sorry on behalf of them…. Can we be friends???
Laksh : sorry Ragini sorry swara…. Pls forgive me…. And don’t worry…. From now I will protect you all….
Ragini : why??? Are you a super hero??
Saying this she laughed…. Laksh give her a angry look
But after sometime he also starts laughing…. I gets happy seeing them…. But when I see swara…. I become sad…. She is scared…. Her eyes tells that… She is trying to hide herself behind Ragini…. Kavita notice this….
Kavita :hey swara come here why are you hiding behind Ragini….
Ragini : actually she is bit shy and she is afraid of making new friends….
Kavita smiles…. :it’s OK… We can understand… But don’t worry swara…. U can trust us….
Swara smiles….. Obviously her eyes are saying this….
I : ok guys I have to leave take care of each other…. Lucky take ur phone
Laksh : vai…. I am sorry….
I : it’s OK lucky… Bye guys…. Bye swara….
I smile at her she also smile…. I become so happy seeing her smiling
I come back at college to pick up lucky…. I see him with his gang along with swara and Ragini….
I goes to him…
I : hi guys….
All : hi…
I : so how was your day….
Lucky : it’s too good vai…. You know this duffer Ragini is so funny….
Ragini (fake anger) :lucky ke bachche I won’t leave u now….
She chases him and he runs…. They are around us…. And I only seeing my swara…. She is smiling seeing them…. Our eyes meet….
She smiles and there is a cute eye lock between us which is broken by laksh and Ragini….
I : lucky chal…. I am bit tired…
Lucky : ok vai…. Guys bye…. See u…. Bye swaragini….
Swara waved her hands….
15 days passes…. In this days….. We are become close….Especially laksh and Ragini…. I think he gets his true love…. I can see in his eyes…. Swara also little bit free with us….
One day I was returning home…. It’s raining heavily and lightning… Suddenly I see swara near a bus stop…. She is fully drenched… She is afraid also…. I see some people seeing her lustfully…. She is shivering… I saw her wet dress fitted her body…. I come near her…. Her eyes fills with happiness seeing me…. I took off my blazer and cover her….. She relaxed herself….
I : what are you doing here….
Swara : wow actually…. My mom is not well so I come out for some house hold things and I don’t bring any umbrella and rain started…..
I : oh chalo…. I will drop you….
Swara : no no…. No need…. I can manage…
I : swara it’s too late…. And moreover it’s raining… From where will you get bus or cab???
Swara : ummmmm… Hmmm…. Ok….
I get happy… We get in my car….
There is complete silence between us…. I break the silence….
I : u can take Ragini’s help also…. She never let u go alone….
Swara : I know…. But she has gone for outing with lucky…. That’s why……
I : what lucky said that he is going with veer…. Lucky ke bachche…. I will not leave u….
Swara : Ooooops…. Sorry….
I : don’t need to be sorry…. This is casual…. BTW ek baat bolu…. I think they love each other….
Swara : I know Ragini love him…. But don’t know about him…
I : oh….. Ok…. I want to unite them..Will u help me???
Swara : me??? But how can I???
I : I will tell you later…
Mean while we reach our destination…. And we step out of the car….
Swara : thank you….
I : not welcome…. ???
Swara looks at me with confusion…
I : array don’t you have manner to call your halper at home for tea….
Swara is now total blank….
I laugh : wo lucky is not there na…. So I invited myself for tea in ur house…. Cause I am not in mood to make coffee or tea for me….
She smiles…. Come inside….
Me and swara step in her house…. Her mother come….
Swara : ma he is sanskar…. He lives in that flat in front of our house…. Wo he is that sanskar who saved me…
I : namastey aunty….
I take her blessing….
Shomi : oh beta come and thank you for saving my daughter…. Come sit….
I sit on the sofa….. It’s a ordinary middle class home… But very neat and clean…. Swara change her dress…
Swara :I will return your coat after cleaning….
I : ok
We talked for sometime… I see many photos hanging on the wall most are of shomi aunty and a baby girl…. May be swara…. But there is no picture of grown up swara….
But when I about to leave I look at her room and a see a picture of beautiful girl of swara’s age…..
At night…..
I can’t able to sleep…. Is that really swara??? Oh god what an angelic face…. But why she always cover her face…. But why I am always thinking about her only??? Am I in love with her??? I close my eyes And see swara…. Oh god I am in love with her….. I jumped on the bed…. But my smile fades away…. What if she never accept me…. I can’t loose my friendship….
After few days we decide to go darjeeling as there was vacation of 7 days and its a best opertunity to bring laksh and Ragini closer….. But swara denies….. Ragini also fails to convince her…..
Ragini : ok don’t go…. I am also not going then….
Kavita : mee too
Anand :me three….
Swara : of ho ragu…. U go na…. U know na mom is alone here…. How can I leave her alone….
“if I take care of her then will u go?? ” a voice came from behind….
Swara (jumps with happiness),: didaaaaa
We all are surprised to see her like this….
She rushes to herand hugs her tightly….
Ragini also join them….
At last swara agree for the trip and I became happy….
We reached darjeeling and takes our respective rooms….
At night….
We are sitting around fire….
I :let’s play something….
Veer :truth and dare….
All…. Okay
1st is laksh….
I : truth or dare???
Laksh : ummmmm truth….
I : do you love someone…. Remember love not like???
Laksh : yes….
I : who???
Laksh hesitate
All : tell na…
Laksh : Ragini….
There is pin drop silent….
Suddenly Ragini hugs him….
All are happy….
Now all are enjoying dancing…. Swara playing her guitar….
I see her from distance….
Suddenly I felt 2 hands on my shoulder….
I turn and see raglak…
Ragini : you love her via???
I : no no Ragini….
Lucky : I can see in ur eyes vai….
I sigh and agree….
I : yes…
Ragini hugs me tightly… : thank you so much vai ….. I am so happy…
I (smiles faintly) : but she never loves me
Ragini : so what?? She will…. Usse biswas dilao that you love her truely…..
I : ok I will try….
Ragini (cries) : she deserves love vai…. She is thrusty for love vai….
At night…. I can’t get in to sleep… I came at balcony and see someone is sitting on the ground…. I recognize it swara…. I go to her and sit beside her….
Swara notice me but again look in to the sky….
Swara : why are you here???
I :why are you here???
Swara : I am not getting sleep
I : me too….
Now there is a big silence….
I takes a deep breath… :I love you swara…..
Swara immediately turns her face…. : what???
I : well I don’t know how to express…. But when I 1st saw u your eyes attracted me…. Then I saw you in the street with poor children…. You were spreading happiness between them through ur guitar…. From that time I fall for you…. When lucky and other people taunts you I feel like killing them…. When I saw you in your college in that state my heart stopped for while…. When I saw you in bus stand and those guys looking you lust fully I wanted to scratch their eyes…. I love you swara…. I don’t know why you hiding your face but I am OK with that…. I love you….
Swara is numb…. Her eyes fills with tears….. She didn’t say anything She try to get up… I hold her wrist….
I : my answer swara…. Do you love me??? If not don’t worry…. I will not force you but try to convince you…. That you are my life….
She jerks my hands and run inside…. But Ragini stops her….
Ragini : answer him swara…
Swara : you also???
Ragini : I want your happiness….
Swara : you know everything…. After that also….
She run to her room…..
Next day we go for see the sunrise….
I keep a note and red rose in her bag… Swara gets it when… And reads ” I want to see sunrise everyday with you…. Will you allow me??? ”
Swara keep that in her bag…. Give me a angry glare….
I gift her many things bangles pendant…. Chocolate etc but she kept all things in her bag but never showed any interest…. I fades up….
Last day night I forcefully take her to the hill top…..
I : answer me swara do you love me??? Pls answer something…. Your silence is killing me….
She is numb now also….
I : okay if you don’t tell me then I will kill myself in front of you…. Answer me damn it….
She looks at me….. But says nothing….
I : okay… If you want this only then….
I run towards the cliff and jumps……..
Sanskar pov end here…..
Swara pov…..
I am shocked to see him jumping…. I run but could not find her…. I shouts his name : sanskar…..
I break down….. I love you sanskar….. I also fell for you when you save me from seniors…. I love you…. Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulderI turn and see him….. I immediately hugs her….. He hugs me back and kiss my forehead…. Suddenly I remember something and depart….
Sanskar : what happened…
I : noo… This can’t happen….
I get up and about to go…. Sanskar hold my wrist….: pls don’t leave me pls….
I jerk his hand…. Remove my scarf…..
I : see me sanskar… Now also u wanna marry me???
Swara’s pov end
Sanskar pov….
I see a big burn mark on her right cheek…. It’s horrible…. I step back….
She : I know sanskar…. That no one in this world can love me…. You also…. But it’s not your fault…. It’s natural…. That’s why I kept my feelings in me…. But now it’s over….
She about to go… I pull her and kiss her on her lips….. I kiss her passionately…. Show her my love my care… My hunger…. My possessiveness…. My anger for thinking such stupid… Thing… I bite her lower lip…. She morn with pain… I didn’t care…. How can she think I will leave after knowing her truth…. I love her inner soul not her outer body…. How can she…. I depart her as I am breathless….
I : how can you think like that I will leave you…. You are my everything…. I love your inner soul not your body….
I knew everything swara….your mom told me….
Swara :what???
I : yes…. She told how your friend Rahul propose you 2 years back…. And you deny and he throws acid on you…. She knows I love you…
Swara : but when???
I : I went your house for asking about sumi ma’s health…. I saw your pic in your room…. I ask her and she told me everything….
So be ready the day after tomorrow is our engagement….
Swara : what??? But your parents??? And you don’t know… My Papa…..
I : I know everything my love…. Your Papa send you out after that incident… And sumi ma also came with you…. And about my parents…. Then wait….
I dial a no. : hallo ma…. Swara is here… She is asking about u and Papa
From the other side : arey don’t tease my beti…. Swara beta come soon we are waiting for you….
Swara is surprised…. I see her and smile…. I sign her to talk…
Swara : aunty you don’t want to see my face….. What about this society…. They will taunt you and sanskar…. I can’t bear that…. (crying miserably)
I become angry….
Ma : what are you saying??? We don’t care about society…. And hum sab ek dusre ke liye kafi hain….
Papa : what is society??? One who care about us…. Help us…. Make us understand that kami sab main hai par kami ko bhi jita ja Sakta hai….. Not one who taunt us make fun of us….. So I don’t need that society who don’t know what is society…..
Swara smile : thank you ma Papa….
Ma and Papa : so come soon….
She looks at me and kiss me suddenly…. I also reciprocate….. It’s more passionate…. We kiss each other for 10 min…. We break that by a clapping sound of our gang……
After that we get married…. I always protect her from This cruel society…. We happily live there after
Hi guys this is me A. S…. Writer of swasan….. Give me your hand to hold…… I finally able to register my name…. I will reply you all how to register in my next part of my ff….. But please someone tell how to change user name as I give wrong name cause I was fade up with this…. So please help me
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