“Heard… unheard…. confessions!! ” OS by Shyra!

“TRUE LOVE EXISTS BUT IT ALWAYS DOESN’T TRAVEL TO THE OTHER HEART ♥ ”

Hii friends! so here Shyra comes with a full of feels one shot on the occasion of my birthday?????????was thinking to come back earlier but circumstances didn’t let so now as birthday return gift  ? have this  one shot!  Really looking forward you to read this and leave your comments after such a long time.. ????. As now i am back…..will be trying to continue all the ffs soon and for any other msg or requests do Instagram on my id Shyrakapoor06… ..

Happy reading!! ?❣❣❣

Waiting kills but for her waiting is love and as usual she was there waiting for him to walk out of his house like everyday. Today again he was late but this doesn’t seem to effect her, those eyes just had the patience to again have a glance of him.
” Huh!…again that alarm wouldn’t have worked properly…” she said putting her chin on her palms and looked down. AND AND HE WAS THERE…. FINALLY!!. His presence again bloomed her eyes. The joy of seeing him again left the most obvious blush on her cheeks, only she knew how he was troubling her without even having a single conversation in these three years. Yes It’s been years, things around both of them took new shapes….. many people came and went…. but only thing remained unchanged was his traveling to that special place and her promise to be near him always . She was head over heels in love with him.
” Hmm… finally my beautiful morning got it’s real meaning…. !!!” she stood and started following him. she was walking beside him but he seems to be lost in his own world. ” I wish i could talk to u shivay” after uttering these words anika got a thin watery layer in her eyes but she didn’t allow herself to destroy her mood. Birds were chirping all around them… a cool breeze was blowing making the surroundings more lovable.
Now anika stopped as shivay too, he was buying a bouquet of roses. As soon as he took them in his hands he smiled remembering something, anika looked down with a sad face, he continued walking and reached the place, he opened the door and walked in….. anika didn’t follow him and was just staring him off going inside with bouquet, she had teary eyes which were on the verge of shading off tears so she moved back a little and sat down on bench kept near her.

She squeezed her eyes so as to let the tears go away and the next second she heard someone’s footstep and what she saw was a cheerful shivay with the bouquet in his hands coming towards her, she smiled to him. He was too excited as the happiness was quite visible on his face and he sat beside her….., ” okkk shivay come on let’s write something good for her…( he started wondering and wrote after a while) you know what i am really happy….. finally i am gonna see you again….. i mean i hate when these weekends come in between letting you not come to the library. You know what you always remains busy with your work which makes you not even notice me so let me introduce myself… i am shivay! your..(he thinks) actually nothing… okk leave it. You know what i feel u are quite practical no, practical in the sense….i have never ever seen you going for outings or cheering up with your friends! … pata nhi kya milta hai tumhe unn kitabo main…… ” he spoke while writing and sighed. Anika was watching him. ” but honestly speaking (he speaks with a smile) i don’t know how but now the same books attract me too…. it seems like they give me the same feelings which i feel when you are near me….. okkkk now i have to stop writing otherwise i won’t be able to reach library and give this to u….. ( he keeps the letter in the book he had borrowed from library) he leaves. Anika looks with amazement, just now she heard all the feelings shivay had for some girl.

Next day anika again followed shivay, he bought the flowers and walked inside that place whereas anika sat on the same bench… in a while a little sad shivay came and sat again beside her just like the last day. He again took our a piece of paper and started writing…., “hmm…. i am such an idiot… i gave you the letter in that book which made u not even look at it once… you know what the most funniest part of my story is that all these words gets lost in front of you and that’s why i try to convey these words to you through this letter which you didn’t even see…huh! ( he laughs at himself ) and the worst part is that you consider me just an aquintance and i consider you Far more than this….so can we be friends?? ” he spoke and wrote too. Anika was hearing him. Soon he again left not before keeping the letter with the library card so Atleast today her crush see his note…

Next day the same things took place and he sat beside anika and started writing…. ” I don’t know what enmity does my luck has with me… it took me so courage to give the letter to you and instead of landing in your hand it landed on the floor and on the top of it….. but i have to make you aware of my feelings…. this daily routine of mine of sitting in library just to have your glances is making me think that whether you have even noticed me( Anika’s expression changes at his statement) …. i mean i want to know have you even seen me?” he said with a disappointedface. Anika had a sad expression seeing him being so much in love with that girl. Soon shivay left.

Next the same happenings followed but today Shivay was really upset….,” what’s this happening? i mean you didn’t come to the library and i kept on waiting for hours just to handover my all letters to you myself. Today he didn’t choose writing anything instead he looked at the sky and started talking to himself.
” I just want you to give me chance to make you the happiest girl on this earth…. i will prove you that the love you read about in novels do exists in this real world and you are the one who deserves to be loved till the last breath.” Shivay made anika who was again sitting beside him amazed with these lines, each passing day his all feelings…. his thoughts were revealing to her…. she couldn’t believe that how can he love a girl to such extent. He stood up and stretched his arms in air looking and spoke,” I wanna love you….. i wanna be loved by you…. i wanna make you smile…. i wanna embrace you…. i wanna tell you that how much beautiful you are…. how pretty you look in those specs of yours…. how lovable it feels to wait to see you once…. how soul soothing your voice is…. i just wanna love… wait…. i feel before it gets too late i have to gather courage and tell you all this…. yesss i can do that and i have faith on my destiny that I’ll be able to win your heart… yesss i am coming!! i am coming to u….. “. He decided happily, Anika’s eyes shed tears seeing him and within sometime shivay ran at his full speed and disappeared.

Anika covered her face in her palm and cried vigorously….. it was paining her like anything….
” I am sorryyyyy….. i am sorryyyyyy….. please mujh maaf kardo….. please…..it was all my fault that i never allowed you to come close to me shivay…. i am sorryyyyyy…..firstly i didn’t realize anything and when i realized it… it was tooo late shivay… it was tooo late…. if i had known that what was going to happen in future i would have laid my leftover life with you shivay but i couldn’t…. ” she cried whole heartedly.
In the while she heard the sound of those same footsteps…. she raised her head finding shivay coming out of the place he had been to…. he came and sat beside her on the bench and leaned back on the bench, tears spilled from the corners of his eyes…..

A happy and excited shivay reached to the library but found the library to be closed…. he got disappointed but today he had decided not to delay more in expressing his feelings for her so he asked to the nearby people about her and somehow gathering some useful information he managed to reach the place where she used to stay, it was an apartment… he took stairs tp reach her floor as soon as possible….Excitement, happiness, nervousness, love…. all feelings had managed to create a rhymic heartbeat in his chest…. he reached in front of her flat, firstly he made himself normal… checked his hair…. hide the bouquet and rang the doorbell but soon he found the door to be opened and he chose to enter the flat. But as always this time also destined cheated him with his most disastrous happening…. in the next few seconds he sat with the thud on the floor….. every happiness seems to be vanished from his face……

Shivay woke up sweating heavily, he found himself sitting on the same bench…. those memories had again flashed in his mind and made him shiver like anything….. Anika saw his vulnerable condition and lifted her hand towards him but soon the reality hit her when she remembered herself not being able make him aware of her presence….she took back her hand and looked down while shivay again took out a paper buy this time it wasn’t a blank paper…. he slowly unfolded the sheets. Soon Anika’s eyes fell on the lines written on them and read those boldly printed words.
” JUSTICE FOR ANNIKA FINAL JUDGMENT…. RAPISTS HANGED TO DEATH”
Shivika read the same headlines together but the difference between them was…. one was living even after dieing that was anika and the other had lost the meaning of life after her death.
” I wish i would had come to you earlier….i thought i will keep you happy for rest of my life and see i couldn’t even save you…. i am sorry anika! ” shivay was guilt ridden.
Anika moved her head horizontally denying to what he said and kept her hand on his, shivay felt her touch….,” anikaaaa… ” he looked with antonishment but not being able to see him he became sad again. Anika smiled seeing how he identified his presence and she after that she looked at the letter in her hand which she had once found under her table, she moved close to him… kept her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes… Shivay too did the same. For them physical existence did not matter what matter was the feeling of each other’s presence.

P. S: THIS STORY HAD BOTH THE PHASES OF SHIVIKA’S LIFE…. THEIR PAST AND THE PRESENT SCENERIO…. ANIKA WAS THE SAME GIRL SHIVAY USED TO LOVE AND IT WAS ANIKA’SSOUL WHO USED TO BE WITH SHIVAY, EVERYDAY SHIVAY USED TO THE PLACE WHICH SUPPOSED TO BE THE LIBRARY IN WHICH ANIKA USED TO WORK, TILL HE VISITED THE LIBRARY… ANIKA’S SOUL SAT OUTSIDE REMEMBERING ALL THE PAST HAPPENINGS…. SHE MET WITH A RAPE INCIDENT IN PAST AND DIED AND DIDN’T COME TO THE LIBRARY PREVIOUS DAY AND WHEN SHIVAY REACHED HER HOME HE FOUND HER FUNERAL TAKING PLACE…. BUT LATER HE MADE SURE OF THE CRIMINALS GETTING PUNISHED FOR THEIR DEEDS. AT LAST WHEN SHIVAY CAME OUT HE FELT ANIKA’S SOUL NEAR HIM.
HENCE THIS WAS THE STORY EVERYONE… I REALLY HOPE YOU ALL LIKED IT.