i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 20

The morning
Sanskar pov
I woke up due to the sun….he always do this…after two months I am sleeping peacefully and he..ughh… I looked at the person who sleeping with me…..why she is so cute…. I kept the hair behind her ear which is not allowing me to see her face….
I saw moment in her…may be because of sun…she slowly opened her eyes…and saw I am looking at her…I smirked…
Good morning…. I hope u get sleep …
Ehh…she looks confused…
U r half lying on me..sweat heart..i smirked…
Her eyes widened….i am sure she would be cursing herself for this….i heard she saying herself…what have u done swara..how can u sleep on him…
I heard that…
What..she looked at me…
What evr you murmered rut now…
I don’t care..with that she start to move from bed…

But I care…I pulled her towards me….
She didn’t expect the sudden pull…she fall on me …again…ohh god..her eyes…I can live my whole life looking at them….

Leave me….she start to protest..
I dindt hold u to leave you….
She looked at me….but u leaved me once….her eyes shows so much emotion…
I looked at her…she was really broken…I thought staying away from her will break only me…but I was wrong…more than me she is broken …and seeing her… like this…that I am the reason for her sorrows..break my heart into millions…

Will u give me another chance…I said looking into her eys…she looks at me…and then at her hands….
Swara..will u give me another chance..i asked her again…

I don’t know…she whispered…I cant go through all this again…what if u hurt me again..her voice choked…a single tear ran through her cheeks…
I catched before it fall…. Never…give me one chance..pls..i looked at her….

Give me some time….she said…
***
Jeevika : kush don’t play with food….eat fast…bus will come now…
Kush : no…I want chocolate shake…
Jeevika : but u had it now…
Kush : I want one more…
Ragini : babhi…did u drown in chocolate shake when u r pregnant….
Jeevika : no dea…but ur pathi dev..mr laksh maheshwari…bathed me with chocolate shake,,,
Laksh split his shake on sanskar
Sanskar : lucky yaar…what have u done..
Ragini : kaise..??
Jeevika : aise…( she showed finger towards sanskar )
Everyone laughs whereas sanskar gives him a death glare before leaving…

At swasan room
Sanskar : yeh..lucky ki bache…I will not leave him…bacche ho kya …
Swara : aaaaaaaa….
Sanskar : swara… ( he lloks near the door ) he pulled her to the wall and closed her mouth…what are you doing…and why are you shouting… if someone hear it…
Swara : mm…mm.. mmm
Sanskar : what mmm ..( still looking at the door and closing her mouth with his hand )
Swara : she pointerd his hand …
Sanskar : ( he looks at the hand which is covering her mouth ) ohh…sorry..i
Swara : ( cut off ) u…you are..shi,,,rt…less…( looking down)
Sanskar : huh ??
He was confused ..later on it strike him…he smirked…
Sanskar : so what ( he moves closer filling the gaps between them )…
Swara : wohh…who
Sanskar : wohh…what ? raising his eyebrows
Swara : we a..are close….
Sanskar : leaved her…
Swara tries to go..he held her… by wrist..
Sanskar : by the way…make it a habbit
Swara : what ? ( turn to face him)
Sanskar ; seeing me like this…shirtless.. ( moving close to her ) he tug the hair behind her ear..she closed her eyes due to their closeness…one day ot the other…u have to see them ( he smirk )..he turns to go but again come back and
Sanskar : u look good while u blush ( said near her ear )
Sanskar went to his wadrobe..take a shirt ..wear it..and give a smirk to her before leaving the room…whereas swara was there still digesting the things he had told him… she looks at the mirror.and saw herself…
Swara : am I really blusing ( touch her face ) why is he effecting me so much…..huh…leave it swara…

At dining table
Viren : so when are you going back
Sanskar : not yet decided… I guess after two week
Jeevika : where are you going sanskarr ( serving viren )
Sanskar : London… I came here for this mission…now its all fine…I should go back..there is a lot of problems there..
Swara s face fell down..and she don’t know why…
Jeevika : u are taking swara right..
Sanskar looks at her…whose eyes were almost moist…she was was pressing her hands together looking down
Jeevika : sanskar..
Sanskar : huh ?? soory I was zooned out… hmm..i didn’t decide bhabhi…she want to complete her class..then how can I take her…
Uttara : are you ready swara…sanskar bhai will drop us…
Swara nodded

Sanskar : uttara..i want to talk to you..
Uttara : haan bhai ..
***

Sanskar : arrey..swara where are you ?? I have an important meeting…
Uttara : she is coming…have some patience…
Sanskar throw a pillow..but it hit laksh…all files falled down
Laksh : sanskar……….
Sanskar : arrey..who said u to come and stand behind uttara
Utara chuckled
Jeevika : is that even a reason sanskar
Viren : sanskar..till now u didn’t learn to make an excuse…dekho bhai..now u r married …iski zaroorat padegi
Ragini : what zaroorat haaan ( keeping his hand near her hip )
Viren : nothing…I have an important work bye
Jeevika : but… ( he went )
Ragini looks at laksh..his file fall down
Laksh ; haan ..i am coming ( talking in call )
Ragini, jeevika and uttara looks at sanskar… who gives them confused look
Jeevika : he wont change
Ragini : impossible…
Jeevika and ragini went
Uttar looks at him
Sanskar : what ?
Uttara shrugged
***
Swara : maa..here is the medicine…please don’t forget to take it..i will call u
Sujata : haan swara …I will take it… now goo sanskar is waiting for u
Uttara : now can we
Swara nodded
***
In car
Uttara : bhai…music
Sanskar on the radio
O karam Khudaya haiTujhe mujhse milaya haiTujhpe marke hi tohMujhe jeena aaya hai
Swara and sanskar have a cute eyelook

Uttara ; wow… this is swara s favourite..

Uttra : bhai..stop here..

Swara : but college

Uttara : who said we are going to college..madam I am going to hangout

Swara : then college

Uttar : huh..swara why are you so boring bye..…she went before she could speak more

Swara : thn what will I do..she whisper slowly

Sanskar : if u want..we too can hangout

Swara : u did it ryt..

Sanskar : do u feel like that ( making a puppy face )

Swara : don’t make that face…

Sanskar : what face

Swara : which u have now

Sanskar : swara

Swara : now what

Sanskar : cant you talk directly

Swara : and cant you stop talking…how much u talk

Sanskar : then how we will proceed further

Swara looks at him..then at the window

Sanskar : can I ask you something

Swara : hmm ( still lokking at the window )

Sanskar : why did u face fell..when bhabhi was talking about my London trip

Swara : nothing…aise hee

Sanskar : when will you trust me swara…(in mind )

Sanskar : we reached

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i am sorry for delay…