i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 21

sanskar pov

we reached the place… i switched off the engine and looked at her… she was looking outside..

seems like didnt notice …

what she would be thinking ryt now… is she thinking about me ?? is she thinking abt to forgive me or not…

leave it yaar… everything will be well soon…

i came out from the car..she was still looking outside… how can someone be so beautiful when she is lost…

sanskar chup kar… my mind snapped… i moved to her side and opened door for her… she came out from her world..

i forward my hand to her… she looks at my hand then at me…

dnt worry this time i wont leave you..you can trust me… i said to her… she hesitantly kept her hand with mine… her hands were soft as her… small and cute… i hold her softly yet strongly… this time promosing to hold it life long…

swara pov

can u give me one more chance…. sanskars this words is repeating in my head… should i give him another chance… who am i to keep a hatred towards him…

till today did he misbehaved u.????.. dis he treat h badly nahi naa…???? he always made ur all preception wrong…

but whatever he did..my mind snapped..

whatever he did.. he did it to keep his relationship with ur brother swara… my heart said…

rishthey banana aasan hain swara but nibhana mushkil… he tried to save his relationship… his old relation ship..purana rishta joodkar naye rishthe kaise tiken gey…

swara… he called me…then i realized the car had been stopped and he was looking at me….ohh god… i was in my own thoughts that i didnt even realized…

chalein… he forward his hand to me…. i looked at his hand then at him….should i ????

dnt worry this time i wont leave u… he said looking staright into my eyes… i can say sicereity in his eyes….

rishata banana aasan hain swara nibhana muskil…. this words came again from my heart.. i hesitantly keep my hand in his… he gently hold it…

i felt a thousands of butterflies in my stomach… y his one touch is effecting me this much…. y everytime his presence making me conscious… sanskar what are you doing to me…. you are changing me … and i am letting you do it…

uttara pov

i was dropped in library… bhai said he want to take swara out…accha hain..it would be better if they sort out everything soon…… this will make her confortable with bhai… it would be better if she opened easily with him….

hey uttara what are you doing here ??? my train of thoughts were interuppt by karan… he was looking me confused…

hmm.. i …came here to refer some notes… wat abt u…and u here ???

ahh..actually.. i came to meet my friend…dnt kno where he is ???. he said typing something in his mobile….

so hw r u ??? and shona ???? i can see he was a bit confused… he would be…after what all happened … its awkard to speak such things…

mm am fyn…and swara…she is tryng … we all did wrong… so she is taking her time…

he just nodded… and went back to his phone… i dont know whenever he is around ek ajeeb sa hotha hain… his eyes his expression. his lips…stop it uttara… he is swaras brothers …. keep that in mind…

suddenly his phone start ringing….
arrey kaha hain yaar… i was waiting for u here for half an hour…. what 20 minutes… achha chal teeke… bye..

actually he is stuck in traffic so he will come 20 minutes late…he said to me..and i was laughing inside 20 minutes more …yahoo….

wait..wait ..uttaraa…why r u so excited ….. what happened to u yaar…is it that u liked him ….

NOOOO… i screamed….

he taken back…and looked here and there…every one is looking at me..and the librarian is giving me a killing look….

its okay if u dnt want to go out then its fine… actually i dnt kno what shud i do in this 20 minutes…and this library…he looked here and there then gives a boring look…

wait did he said something…??

hey u said something …i am sorry i was thinking something else…

i asked u fr a coffee madam…. wait then y that NO For ???? he said raising his eyebrows…

hmm nothing… i said keeping my hair back of my ear…. chalein ??? i said leaving the topic….though he is not satisfied he leaved the topic…

i take my books and walk behind him…. some where in my heart i wish. i could walk beside him whole life….

sanskar pov…

sanskar …where are u taking me ??? its so dark here …and i cant see anything… he looked here and there….a bit scared

arrey.. u trust me or not … i said casually… then i stopped walking thinking what i just said… i turned back and see she too stopped walking and now looking at me….

hmm..i..i was about to speak when she cut me…

i.. i trust you..she said in a whisper..but still i can here…. i gave her a smile and we walked for some times…

i am sorry guys…i writing it in mobile…it had a word limit of 5000…but now i can give u updates fast..