i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 24

are you always like this…he said after a while….

like this means..i asked him

like this means…talk less..always in your own thoughts…. silent…he said trying to make me understand..

yeah..i talk less…aadath nahi hain naa …

toh aadath banalo…he said coming a little close to me…and my heart skip a beat…he tug my hair behind my ear..which is falling in my face due to the wind…

s..sanskar..wh..what are u doing…i stammered…and pushed him

he looked at me ..then moved back…i think we should go now…its late…with that he moved to the car…

is he angry on me ???… my mind snapped…whats the need to push him swara…he is your husband and have full ryt on u…the voice inside me tells me

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the car drive was silent…i looked at him ..but he was still looking at the door…. he put on a music to removed the awkard silence…

are u angry on me ??? i asked after a while..i dnt kno where words formed..

for what ?? he asked after a while…a bit confused..

that..i..i.. i dnt kno wat to say..but he cut me..

its okay..i am not angry on u… and u need time for all this..i understand…he smiled to me…

i looked at the window..did i am taking too much time..yeah its now more 7 months to our marriage …. his presence is effecting me this much… and i start to behave awkardly… but i dint mean to hurt him… i know he is my husband and have ryt on me..but this are all new to me…

i was never so close to anyone except karan bhai…yeah bhai will help me…i will ask him..he understnad me more than anyone 

the car drive went in silence…we reached our room and he enter the washroom ..without saying anything… i went  to balcony and picked my phone and call karan bhai… within in secong ring..he picked the call

hey..his cheerful voice comes from other side…

hai .. i replied..

wat happend…y ur voice so low..he asked with concern…

how can he understand me this much…

did someone said to u anything he asked …and i just shook my head…

did u fight with ragini..wait i will call her ryt now…

no i said..

then sanskar..did he do anything…he asked after a couple of minute… and i didnt speak anything…princess whats the matter… 

bhai…i said with lots of difficulty..

haan ..bolo princess..whats the matter..

i dnt think i am gud for sanskar…

why aise kya hua… 

i am not a good wife bhai..i..i… i dnt kno how to tell him…

and he didnt speak anything…

after a while he sighed 

if i tell u something u will agree.

did i ever said no to u.. i asked him

mujhe diary maantha haina thu…. he asked after a while and i just nodded

now u need a new diary.. he said and i just stand there comfused

matlab??

make him your diary princess…tell him your problem… and

how can u say like tht to me… you kno i wont be able to say anything to anyone rather than u..

i almost shouted on him..may be for the first time..but i dnt care… 

the pages in this diary is finished swara…now its time to start a new start..with a new

bass.. i dnt want to here anything… from now on i wont talk to u..bye..

with that i cut the phone and throw it on the bed…

i heard him coming out of the washroom…i wiped the tears…and move fast before he could see me…

but when was luck with me…

he catched my wrist and pull me towards him …

what happened swara..whay are you crying…he asked me with worry in his eyes..

sanskar pov

on reaching home i found all the lights are off.. i guess all went to sleep 

we come in our room and i went to fresh up…when i come back..i saw swara looking down..and wait she was crying..

i hold her wrist and pull her towards me..

she was looking down 

what happened swara why are you crying..i asked her cupping her face with my hands… what happened to her suddenly…

she looked me with tearful eyes and i start to worry more… i hate it when she cries…before i could ask anything she hugged me and start to cry more…this was shock for me… i dnt kno wat to do… before she think too much 

i rub her back…and sooth her…

after 10 min she release herself from me and went to washroom…

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i waited for her to come back and she changed and come back…

she was still looking down… i make her sit and give her water which she  drinks…

do u want to say me something…i ask her and she looked at me insatantly…she opened her mouth to say something..then closed it …

its okay…. tell me when u r fine..now u sleep… i have some work…

i was about to turn when she hold my hand …i sit beside her…

swara…  baath kya hain…i asked her cupping her face 

i..i..she start to speak

sshh…its okay…u sleep now…

no…i need to say som… before she could complete her phone rang.

she looked at the phone then turn to other side…

kiska phone tha..i asked which is still ringing ..but she didnt said anything..nor looked at the phone 

i sighed and  took her phone which shows karan s name…

oh..so they had a fight..my mind said looking at swara..who was still looking the other side holding her knees close to her chest..sitting like a stuborn child… i mentally smiled at her innocense 

the phone ranged again..and i took the phone

hello kar.. 

hello.. do u kno this person ??

yeah..but who are u ?? i asked the person in the other side.. by hearing the voice i am sure its not karan and there was lots of noise from othr side..

swara looked at me 

je.. the person got an accident ..and this is the last number the call came from….

what..where is he now..is he okay…i bombard qith questions and i saw swara giving me what happened look

he is taken to icu… pls come to city hospital..

okay..with that he cut the phone…

what happened…bhai ko kya hua…swara jerked my shoulder and asked…. i can see worry in her eyes…

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sanskar …i am asking u something..what happened to bhai…and where are you taking me….

swara was a bit annoyed by now…. i looked at her who was giving me answer me look… but still i looked athe road and drive… i heard she sighed and looking putside the window…

after a while i stopped the car … she looked at the place

hospital ??? why u take me here… bhai teek haina…. she asked with a lots of worry in her eyes…

i sighed and cupped her face…

he got an accident and is in icu…

she looked at me shock face…

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swara pov

if i tell u something will u agree ???? he got an accident swara… there is a lots of blood loss… make him your diary princess… chances are less…. will u agree princess ?? chances are less… its time for a new diary… he got an accident… a new start 

swara..sanskar jerked and looked at me..

we are waiting for here for more than 2.hours … 

swara drink this … he gave me water which i said a no…

he sighed and sit beside me…

its all because of me… he got this accident because of me sanskar…i..i..i am responsible…. i said to him

he cupped my face…no swara..its not ur fault… it happens… nothing will happen to him… 

promise ..i asked him…and he nodded his head…

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so this here is big wala episode..and tell me do u like it or not…

and how u like karan and swara s relation..
what do u think about karan s character???

i am sorry guys for late updates…

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