i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 26

sanskar pov

where are you going at this hour son… maa asked me .when  i am  standing near the main door…

i want to meet a friend..i will be late..app sojana… i said before leaving..

i open the car and ignited the engine 

its been a weak for that accident… when doctor said he gain consciouss..everywent to see him not swara… atlast i made her drag and keep infront of him… she goes and ran to him and cried.. from where did she gets this much tears…she said sorry and started her drama..ots my faulty..its all because of me..m atlast karan got angry..and then she come back to her usual state…

now ..i am going to meet her..she is staying there.. i thoughy let her be… mom and dad..( now sanskar calls sharmista and shkhar mom n dad) could not giver much love and care due to all that happened… in this way she will be happy…

she calls me everyday or messaged me… not even think that lovely message and all..sanskar did u had ur breakfast..sanskar did u take your vitamins..sanskar did u pock kush from school…  lovely message tho chood.. she didnt even ask me did i miss her… 

but i miss her..so i am going to see her..i off the engine and look at her house… seems like all are sleeping..all loghts are of… offcourse ot will will..its 1 00 already…

i looked at her room..whose windows are open…this girl why cant she just close the window… sab ke baare mein sochthi hain bass apne barein mein nahi… 

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 finally done… in those mission time sahil gives me some practice and triks … so now its useful…if he come to lnow that. i used this to enter in his own sisters hpuse that too chori chupke.. then i am gone for sure…

i jumbed from the window and enter the room… feels like she had opened this window to help theives…. so that they dont feel difficulty in climbimg.. 

i looked at the room.. ohh so she didnt sleep yet…. she was watching some animated movie…. really animated movie.. kuch aur nahi mili thi kya dekne ke liye…atleast watch some romantic movie so that it wll be useful for me..feel like i should teach her everything…

her back was facing towards me…and she was watching with full concentration… 

i slowly come amd tapp her shoulder….

bhai..tang na karo… she shrugged her shoulder and started to watch it again… and i chuckled…

bhai.. jao na.. i dont want to watch that  movie.. 

 movie ??? i said a bit loud..

sanskar ..she turned in shock and look at me with wode eyes…

i gave her small smile…

she rubber her eyes and i chuckled at her expression…

you really here ?? she ask me..and i nodded…

she looked at me ..then at the clock…sanskar what are you doing here that too late night…and how did u enter the house..i locked the main door and even double check it..she said last part in whisper more to herself…

how much questions u ask swara…anyway first i came here to meet u… she looked at me with wide eyes…second i enter through this window… she became more shocked…

what…whats the need of that..u cud have told me … i wll ppen for you the main door… and whats this

ohj god sanskar blood.. she said looking my arm … how did this happen..

i guess i scratch somewhere when i enter thru the pipe…i said cheekly..

u come sit here…i wll bandage it to u… may be it can cause infection..what if u scratch ot with some nails or screw… dyaan kaha hain aapka sanskar…

tum par … i said unknowingly….

ehh she gave a confused look… her eyes bored with mine… the lights from moon makes her face maked her face glow more.. i tug the hair which is falling on her face ..she closed her eyes..and i just stand looking at her…

sometimes i feel.. am i that lucky to this girl… 

sanskar.. u didnt said me why u came here… she said looking straigjt to my eyes giving me whats the matter wala look…

i came to see u… i said… i missed u … i said keeping my hands near her cheeks… soft as rose…

but i always called u ryt…she asked innocently

hàn to ask me to eat my vitamins and drop kush or to say where my stuffs are kept..i said rolling my eyes.. and she looked at my face …

swara.. do u missed me.. i asked her .. she looked at me and then just smiled…

this girl and her smile will kill me one day…

say na.. do u missed me.. i said keeping her fringes behind the ear..

no.. she said..

what.. i asked her and she smiled..

haan.. i didnt missed u.. bcoz kush always send ur vdeos and photos and and jeevika bhabhi called me and tell me everything … even dee will call to ask about karan bhai and will tell me what hpnd in the office.. 

ohh.. so u get to know abt everymove.. what i eat what i dress.. what i do in office in home.. everything..

she nodded her head innocently..

thats what i am thinking why kush is stibborn to sleep with me… wait let me go … i wll show him

swara giggles while hearing …and sanskar just struck there in her smile..

so when are you coming back home… its a weak .. and everything so boring without u.. he said with puppy face… 

why..wat hpnd… anyway wat diff it make wen i am here or there.. swara said casullay..

u really think ot wont make any difference..i asked her… really she think her absence is not affecting me

no.. woh.. i didnt mean like tht

then wat u mean… i intrept her…she just looked at me.. then went to near to the window…

i dnt kno.. i mean i never tht someone will get effected by my absence… 

she said looking at her hands..

i turned her… u kno wat.. u r so innocent that.. tum aadath bann chuki hoon. 

i said her keeping herbforhead with mine…

sanskar… 

hmm

dont love me this much… i wont be able to repay…

i chuckled at her answers… no need to repay…bass always stay with me.

after that no one says anything… a comfortable silence filled between them..

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