i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 6

hlo guys… mehreen here… i am writing it in a new way…some of you said that they cant understand who said which,, so i iam writing based on pov…

swara pov

when i woke up.. i saw myself in floor keeping my head at the edge of the table… may be i slept thinking about my fate and upcoming future… i looked at the mirroe infront of me…it was not me…i can see a women who becme mature pale and somewhat emotionless. how much i changed in these years,,, i shrugged out my thoughts and went for a quich shower,,, i need it most…as the water touch my face i felt releif…kaash it could take of my pain too… i changed myself to a simple yellow suit…and checked my phone calls from bhai …. he gonna kill me today… i took a sigh and pushed my stuff in my bag and come out of the room…

the hall is full on swing…oh its my engagement..flowers sweets…workers and dad is busy in phone i guess mom is scolding someone for putting salt in loodaoo…. i just ignore it and move..

swara where are you going came papa s voice… he is still in call…

hmm…woh …college…

but papa was about to say something but bhai interupt

badepapa she want to call her friends for engagement and also should take leave for college naa… i just looked at him…he understood i am looking but just ignored…come i will drop you..with that he leaves to car…

there was silence whole in car… lots of changes within some hours…

why did you said that… he broke the silense

said what .. i asked him,,,, i know about what he is talking … but then too i want to confirm a girls behaviour…

why u said bade papa u want to maary within a week…

he looks me but i am not ready for confrontation yet… i just looked my palm..may be searching for an answer …no its not about answer..i know the answer for it..but i cant explain that i could not take it more..i want to end this marriage sson…its getting my nerves within each an every second and somewhere i want to go away from u all…after that was a long silence..may be he got my answer within this silence…he knows me well…

he drops the car and i came out.. i will come to take you .. bhai said for which i just nodeed….

aaah so you are geeting engaged said kittu…she is more excited than me… but uttara she was just staring,,, i know she had so much to ask…but i just avert my gaze from her… i am not prepared…

so will you come after your engagement ??… this time it was uttara…which brought kittu from her excitement to normal level…there was a silence…i know they are expecting an answer from me and like bhai they cant read my silence too… anyway i ready to respond …one or the other i should speak..

hmm.. i dont know..if he allows then..

did u speak with him…uttara again…why does she doing speaking as if i had done a crime..

hmm no…i said closing my eyes…these two will eat my brains….

what…tomorrow is you engagement..you didnt talk didnt see each other…atleast u know his name i guess…

mm i just know he works in an army and came for six months…and by the way he would have seen me…i tried to avert this stupid situation in which i am now….
after that they didnt ask anything …and i litterally god for that….other all days went well…i call some of my teachers and staffs … they are shocked too…and they too ant to know the same…will i continue??… bhai picked me up…but didnt said anything …may be waiting for the night… he will screw me….

sanskar pov

the whole day i was in mission… finally its at last phase.. i contact with sahil ( he too is under mission) … within in this week the culprit will behind the bars… i asked utttara about swara…she said she was quiet normal..this was shock for me,,, and the biggest shock was when i cometo know that she herself want to make this wedding within this week…is she gone mad… how can she marry a person just like that….and moreover she is giving me shock by shock…

bhaiyya…here is your sherwani…and here is swaras no…uttara said with a naughty grin plastered in her face…

i think you should call her bhabhi from now on… i said to hide my blush..and i think it works…

no she is my friend then my bhabhi … and bhai i feel she is hiding something..if you can plese try to find it out..i know she wont open up so easily.. then too .. she sid in a serious way..and i just nodded..if uttara is serious means it will be really a serious ussue…

it was 12 30 noe… i infront of the phone …her no is there but could not press the call button…it was new for me…though i have talk to so many girls but this is something different…willshe be sleep now… i just look at her watsapp … she was seen a while ago… i closed my eys and dial the no… its starts ringing and each paasing second my heart is speeing up…

hello came a sweet voice…my heart beats a skip..

hmm.. i am sanskaaar…your
jiju s bhai… she said in a calm voice…bhai told me you will call me..and he gives your no…
ohh thats good i said there was a long silence…neither she speaks nor me…but thank god atleast right now she know my name and my profession…

swara : i want to ask u something..her voiuce was irergular..may be she is tensed
me : hmm
swara : can i continue my ..my class..after
i smiled a bit… ragini had said me she is innocent but it seems she is too much innocent…
me: you dont need to ask me….i am gettig married with u..it doesnt mean i will force u with my decision.. you have your own way to live… there was a silence again
swara : sp u dont have any problem naa
me : no
there was a silence.. i just say goodnight and she too…

i lay myself on bed and looked at her photo… she is really cute i mumble myself a sleep took over me…

swara pov
i am geeting married to you..it doesnt mean i will force u with my decision…u have your own way to live…his words echoed…dont know this words calms me… but somewhere it wont going to him..even if he agrees the society will not…. i shrugged all this thought and lay on my bed sleep to take over me…bit it is far than i guess..

precap : engagement
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advance eid mubarak to you all… i will try to upadate tomorow but not sure…
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so what u think…did swara accept all this sudden change in her life? or is she is there with something else…..

pls comment i really need it..if u want next one soon… ( take it as a black mail… i wont mind )