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ISHKARA FF : MY HEART’S DESIRE { PART 10 BY RENIMA }

Hello ishqies…how are you all ? A big thanks to all readers and silent readers who show the patience to comment on my ff……And right now when am writing this ff really I don’t know what am writing…..as just some kind of feelings are flowing through it…..And I don’t know just you guys are asking me to post soon…am posting next part ….…….So read 10th part…And here are the links for previous parts…….
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Scene – 24 { @ City Hospital} [continuation from part 9]
{Omkara was in extreme sadness…..Ishana observes it and feels sad for him….. she was unable to see tears in his eyes…..She turns her eyes from him and stares her paapa…..She felt her paapa was sleeping like a small kid ……She stares him wet eyes and smiles……She was thinking….”Paapa….when I was a kid you used to sit near me and observes me until I close my eyes…..And….When I will close my eyes…..You will wave your hands through my forehead and when you kisses on my forehead….And two drops of tears will fall on my eyes….and I can feel your concern through them…..But….paapa….I will not open my eyes….because…if I opens….you will be worried….for me…and I don’t want that…..you will just wave your hands through my forehead again and again…..and really I don’t when I will fall asleep and when you will leave from the bed……Those moments ……..paapa…….” She touches her paapa’s hands and lost in thoughts….After a few minutes…slowly Ishana’s eyes were also falling asleep….but she was trying to control it by rubbing her eyes again and again…..But it didn’t work out and almost she was about to lean while there was nothing to hang her head…..She was about to fall….Omkara notices it and rushes to her and holded her in his arms …..Knowingly or unknowingly her face was placed on his chest….as she has totally fall asleep…..He sat beside her paapa and placed her head on his lap……He was slowly trying to take a pillow and Ishana was unknowingly placed her head tightly @ his lap ……Omkara tried to remove her from his lap by touching her head….but she holded his hand tightly and omkara stares her sleeping face with wet eyes….he recalls her words”I hugged you…..because……In your arms……omkara……I felt am secure” He stares her again and slowly removes the curly hair which was fallen on her cheek…..He was thinking……”Ishana……I wish always you could stay in my arms…..I don’t know why…but when you are in my arms……I am getting a unique feel …. Whenever you are in pain….just come to my arms…..Ishana…..You feel secure in my arms…..and what am getting…….i don’t know what is that….as am unable to realize it……but it’s beyond my thoughts…..it’s beyond my knowledge……and it’s a feel….which is …..really “……His eyes are full-fledged in tears….which was falling on Ishana’s face……..She slowly opens her eyes and stares Omkara”
Ishana : Omkara…..
Omkara : Ishana!!!! {he stares her with shocking wet eyes….They share an eyelock…..After a moment Ishana and Omkara stood and stares in each other’s eyes with confusion……} Ishana…..you looks tired……
Ishana: Omkara…..I …..have to go washroom……and….
Omkara : Ok….just go…..I will sit here……{he sat beside her father ….Ishana stares it and goes to washroom…..She was washing her face again and again…..omkara’s teary eyes were revolving her mind…..Her heart was beating fast……She slowly opened the door of wash room and stares omkara again…She finds that his hand was placed on her paapa’s hand……A pleasant smile came on her face…..Mean while omkara gets a phone call….Ishana again sat beside her paapa…While omkara was engaged in call…..Ishana stares him……Omkara also stares ishana……He again focus on his call and goes outside the room….After some time he came inside }
Ishana : Omkara….if you want you can leave…..I will manage…..Your brother will be waiting for you…..
Omkara : Shivaay …..just now I called him…..and everything is fine…..so don’t worry……I will stay here…..i mean upto morning I will stay…..as on morning doctor will give reports………
{Ishana was unable to tell anything to omkara as even she also needs omkara’s presence from the depth of heart…..Both of them smile each other and sat beside ishana’s paapa…..Ishana and Omkara share an eyelock and got lost in thoughts about their meetings for hours……In the midst shivaay and rudra arrive there and stare ishkara…..}
Shivaay : Excuse me….

Omkara and Ishana {@ a time , releasing themselves from eyelock}: Yes….{turn back }
Omkara : Shivaay….Rudra….
Shivaay : Om…..Ishana…….guys……you both look so tired……
Omkara : Shivaay….you are here….and rudra….
Shivaay : Rudy was missing you badly……and before he could become the cry baby I just pushed him and we came here……
Omkara : So you came here because rudra was worried …..
Shivaay : Think….whatever you want…..I don’t care……
Rudra : Om…. ……am feeling hungry……..And you know om…..shivaay bhaiya has prepared noodles….and I was missing your long hair…..om…..because noodles resembles your long hair……{acts as cry baby}
Shivkaara : Shut up Rudra……
Rudra : Ok….but om….please have your noodles….
Omkara : Shivaay., Rudra….you guys please have it….and Rudra please don’t talk much…..it will disturb uncle……ok……Ishana…..you also please join them …..
Ishana : No thanks……omkara…..please….you go and..have it…..
Omkara : No Ishana…..you are feeling hungry…just look @ yourself……..
Ishana : No……omkara you need it……
Rudra : {interrupts} Enough…….Now you both are talking much…Just come and have it…..{rudra hold ishkara’s hands tightly and made them seated on the sofa which was placed opposite the bed…..Shivaay opens the tiffin box and stares every one ….]
Omkara : Shivaay….so you prepared it and packed it also…..
Shivaay : Of course….om…….actually when your called I just think to meet you as soon as possible and I felt you have missed your dinner and the time was so less and I just made noodles…..
Ishana : Whatever……it is…..the food is made by bhai…..and wether it is big or small doesn’t matters……because it has the flavor of bhai’s concern and love ….
Omkara : By the way…..ishana….shivaay cooks well……In oberoi mansion actually we use to cook…..choti maa, prinku and mom never enter kitchen…..And shivaay ,rudra and me use to prepare dishes ……
Ishana : Really
Rudra : Yes…because…..we are…..{rudra extends his hand…shivkaara hold their hands with his hand and smile}
Shivomru : One for all and all for one…….
Ishana : {smiles} Mmm….Paapa…..
Rudra : Sorry……{he put his fingers to his lips and sign every one to keep quiet…….The three brothers and ishana also keep their fingers and stare each other with a smile…..}
{Time changed and its morning……Ishana’s paapa was feeling better now….Ishana thank shivaay and rudra for their concern}
Shivaay : So…..Ishana….We have to leave now…..
Ishana : Yes…..I know……
Rudra : om……lets go…..

Omkara : Ishana….Shivaay……ishana is alone……and she needs support…….
Ishana : Omkara….don’t worry…..i will manage…..
Omkara : But still……shivaay…..rudra….guys….you please leave…until doctor tells everything is fine I think I should stay here……
Rudra : Why not…om….don’t miss any chance …….as Ishana….
Shivaay : {interrupts} Rudra…… om….if you want you can stay here….we will not stop you……
Rudra : Om…..I will not say anything….as you are an artist…..and you can feel it….{stares ishana and smiles}
Shivaay : Rudra…..lets go…….
Rudra : Bye,,,,om….bye ishana……{shivaay and rudra left the spot}
Omkara : He is crazy…….

Scene – 25 { @Oberoi Mansion}
{Tej shows a girl’s pic to Jhanvi, Pinky , Sakthi and Dadi…..}
Tej : Jhanvi ….do you remember this girl ?
Jhanvi : I have seen her some where…..but where…..
Pinky : Oh My Maata !!! Jethanji….she is kitty……i I remember this girl….she is……kritika…..
Jhanvi : You mean ….Kritika Malhotra…..
Tej : Yes…….and I am thinking of fixing this girl’s marriage with omkara…..
Dadi :What….are you saying Tej ?
Jhanvi : Already he has suffered much….please I beg you…..don’t do this…..
Tej : Jhanvi…..am conscious about his future……With this alliance….oberoi business will get contract from malhotras…and it’s good for our business….
Dadi :Tej…..marriage is not a business deal…..and it’s about omkara’s life……and you have no right to do this….
Tej : I am his father…..
Jhanvi : Really….Tej….I don’t think so…..when he is not ready to accept you as his father…then why are you keen to call him as your son ? You are again proving that….you are not conscious about your son…but you are worried for your business…..you are selfish….
Tej : Jhanvi……
Dadi : Jhanvi is right….tej…..Its upon omkara …..it is based on his life…..And we can just guide him…..suggest him….but we can’t force our decisions to our children when they grow up…..just put an end to this here…..
Sakthi : Yes…bhai saab….maa is right…..
Tej : Really…sakthi….you don’t need to be worried…..as shivaay always takes the decision in favor of oberoi business….and always consider everything as a deal…..And you have to be happy now…as all thrones are gone……and path is clear…..
Pinky : Jethji…. What are you trying to say….My shivaay is throne……If he doesn’t handles this oberois business…then it should have not grows ups to heights……oh my maata……
Tej : Great…..performance…..pinky……I know you are feeling good as omkara and rudra are not crossing your son’s path now…..And my children…always takes shivaay’s name like chanting mantras…..unfortunately they are blindly trusting shivaay while I know that shivaay can do anything for his business deal…….
Pinky : Jethji……you can’t blame shivaay…..like this…..my shivaay will die..but he will never do any harm to his brothers…..For him his brothers matters a lot….As he love his brothers …..But you don’t know…..it….because…..for you that swethlana’s fake drama is more important than jethani’s true love….. and you never tried to know about your children’s feelings…..their desires……..and jethji……for me omkara and rudra are my beta…and shivaay is my own beta….may be am bit cares for him more….but omkara….rudra….prinku…..all are my children….only…. during their childhood…..you will be busy with business or else with that lady….and jethaniji will lost her own control as she consumes alcohol….sakthi ji just follows his bhai…..and shivaay,rudra, omkara,prinku……they were my world…..They use to play with me……hide and seeks…..And…..sometimes….shivaay….used to read big books …… he was focused from childhood itself…..prinku and rudra were too small and they were pull each other’s hair and runs through this house…..omkara…..oh my maata!!!! he use to draw some pictures in papers and shows me……he will tell…. about that picture….choti maa…. This is a flower….these are stars….something like that……and I think how much omkara beta knows me…..may be shivaay doesn’t knows his mother……and I never separated shivaay from omkara and rudra…..he cares for prinku more than any one in this word……shivaay, omkara ,rudra,priyanka….they are our chidren……oberoi mansion’s children….but jethji……you will not realize it as you never show love towards family……{literay cries}
{Jhanvi gets emotional….tej and jhanvi share an eyelock…..Tej throws the pic and leaves}
Dadi: Pinky….puthar……you are great……you have made this house’s bond strong…….puthar…….
Pinky : Maaji…….I always tries to become as good bahu….but whatever I will try…..Always jethaniji is best…..She knows English…..she is hi-fi….and am…..zero……oh my maata !!!{ literally cries}
Jhanvi : Pinky….. You have sacrificed your whole life for this family….you have balanced every relationship because you are innocent and you always express what you feels whether it is right or wrong……pinky….your straight forward behavior is really admiring….your love and concern towards our family….I am so lucky to have you as my devrani…..pinky……. I ….salute you…..pinky…..{emotional}
Pinky : Oh My Maata!!!…..jethaniji….what are you doing? I don’t want your statues….
Jhanvi : Its salute….pinky……
Pinky : Yes….salutes……I want you should corrects my English whenever I talks…..jethaniji….
Jhanvi : Pinky….you are amazing…….{she hugs pinky…..}
Dadi : Pinky……puthar……you killed it…..{dadi smiles and hugs pinky}
Sakthi : Pinky…….
Pinky : I know….sakthi ji….today I speak a lot……which is not corrects…..but nothing sticks on my tongue……what should I do?
Sakthi : Pinky….you just talk how much you want…..I will not stop you….and today am feeling proud of my wife……
Pinky : Oh My Maata !!!! I can’t believe it….sakthi ji is saying…….some one ….pinch me…..please…..
Sakthi : {comes closer and hold her face in his hands} Am telling truth only……Am proud of you pinky……
Pinky : Oh My Maata !!! I Love You Sakthiji………{she hugs sakthi….dadi and jhanvi are surprised and they laugh}
Sakthi : Mmmm……Pinky…….pinky….maa….
Pinky : {releases from hug} Oh My Maata !!! Maaji…..saw our ….[she feels shie]
Dadi : Puthar…there is no limits for expressing romance….and am happy that still that romance is fresh in you……isn’t it ? Jhanvi ?
Jhanvi : Yes…pinky……you and sakthi….both are made for each other……

Scene- 26 [ @ City Hospital ]
{Sidharth and Ridhima visit Ishana’s dad in hospital……}
Sidharth: Ishana…….you should have informed me earlier….and the whole night you was here alone….
Ishana : No sidharth….actually omkara is with me…..from the last night…..he brought medicines for paapa…and he is helping me a lot…….
Sidharth : That’s great……ishana….We just went to your home today morning and when I find you was not ther I called you …..and we rushed here…..
Ishana :Sidharth….you are busy in your wedding…..ceremonies….
Sidharth : Ishana…..you are my sister….
Ishana : I know…..but ridhima….i mean you both have planned for shopping and because of me…..
Ridhima ;Ishana…..its alright….and actually we have brought a dress for you….We wish you should wear this in wedding…..{she handovers the packet}
Sidharth : Ishana….just open it……
Ishana : Now….
Ridhima : Please…..
Ishana : {opens and find a white salwar} White …..
Paapa : My beti’s favorite colour
Sidharth : Mom….has selected this for you …..ishu…….
{Ishana touches the dress and stares sidharth with wet smile} Ishana : Thanks…….
Sidharth : Ishu…..I heard that you dance well….so I want to see your dance @ our wedding……
Ishana : Sure….but paapa…..
Paapa : Am alright…..and trust me…I will sing and dance better than any one @ sidharth’s wedding……
Sidharth : {comes closer to ishu’s dad and hold his hands} Thanks uncle……I really want to see both of your smiling faces……..now ridhima and I need your blessings uncle….[ridhima also joins sidharth]
Paapa : May you both always stand together throughout the life…..God bless you….{he placed his hand over their heads and smiles}
Sidharth : Uncle get well soon…I will pray…..
Omkara : Sidharth….don’t worry….he is fine……
Sidharth ; Omkara….thanks for supporting my sister….I wish you could always support her like this forever…..And I think we should leave now……
Ridhima ; Sidharth…..am coming….one minute…..{sidharth leaves….ridhima stares omkara}
{ISHKARA share an eyelock…..Ridhima observes it}
Ridhima : Om……I don’t know….but I feel….that……when you are with Ishana….I mean you guys…really look damn good ….and I hope she will offer you the best in this world…..Bye……
{Ishkara again share an eyelock…..they are confused…..}
Few Days passed…..And finally ishu’s dad was discharged from the hospital……Omkara drops ishu and her dad to ishana’s house…..
Scene – 27 [ @ Ishana’s house]
Ishana : Thanks a lot….omkara……
Omkara : Its alright……whatever I did….
Ishana : I know….if there was some one else also you would have done the same……Thanks for reminding me…..
Omkara : Ishana……I don’t know about any one else…..for me you are important…..
Ishana : Of course……bond of pain….{emotional}
Omkara ; Ishana…..bond of pain or something else…..i don’t know….but I don’t want to lose you…..and I don’t know how I can express it…..as am unable to find what is that? For you….it’s love….and for me…….
{Ishkara share an eyelock…..}

PRECAP : DON’T KNOW……

Renimarenju

Sun always rises and spreads light, but sun flower expect sun to lime light and may be sun is not able to do it. But sun will show care through twilight.True love will succeed

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