My Heart’s desire [part 4]
Hello guys…. Sorry for not replying you guys in previous parts…..how are you all ? Well….guys….am presenting third part of my ff here……And for previous parts ….here are the links….please read all the parts and drop your valuable comments……
Part 1
Part 2
part-3
please read all the parts and put your views through comments ……which really motivates me to write ff
Scene – 9 {Through streets} [continuation from part 3]
{Omkara is shocked……He stares Ishana in a dilemma……}
Omkara : Ishana…..are you joking ?
Ishana : It’s not a joke……omkara……well now you are not able to drive properly…..…….Omkara…….i think you should park your car @ a corner…….you are losing control as you are upset…..
Omkara : Ishana…….
Ishana : Please…..omkara…… do one thing……. ……turn left and park the vehicle…….
Omkara : What ?
Ishana : Just do what am saying…..{omkara is not able to move the car…..Ishana places her hands over omkara’s hands and turns the steering …..Meanwhile omkara was just staring her with wet eyes…..only….Seems mentally and physically he was under the control of Ishana………After a few seconds she parked the car…..}
Ishana : {releasing her hands from his hands} Omkara……now you can cry……
Omkara : Ishana……..how you came to know that I was…….{he gets emotional and he is not able to complete words}
Ishana : I can see your sorrow in your eyes…..i mean…..when you was saying sorry to me…I just looked @ your eyes….and I find that it was almost filled with tears……but you was trying to hide them…….and I think you should cry……
Omkara : But……I think when I will cry the people around me will become upset……And for my tears……I can’t spoil their happiness…….
Ishana : You know what omkara……..when you will try to hide things….when you will try to suppress your tears…..your beloved ones are able to realize that you are upset…..And it will not give them any kind of happiness……Instead of happiness it will make them more tensed only…….And some times we don’t have words to express our sorrows, pains which has deeply affected our heart…..And most probably we will try to hide them…..but some times we can’t do it as our eyes …..it has witnessed the sorrow and it’s natural that we will express it through tears……But we will just pretend that nothing has happened and we will stop those tears in our eyes itself…….Just because we don’t want to cry……or just because when we will cry those pain will arise again and again……..and we don’t want that……right?{emotional}
Omkara : May be…….I don’t know……{emotional……they share an emotional eyelock}
Ishana : It’s upon you……omkara…….
Omkara : I wish shivaay must be here……ishana ……he is not only my brother……he is like a shell which is able to protect me …….in fact am able to cry before him…….as when I will cry he will wipe out my tears…….and I like my tears only when shivaay is with me……but apart from my brother shivaay is choti maa’s expectation…….chote paapa’s dream….my mom’s strength…….dadi’s pet…….my sister’s hope……and for me he is the great wall…but I can’t tie this great wall…….as he is responsible……and some times when I look @ his eyes……I find him as not my brother….but as an ambitious person…….only……And when I find that arrogance in his eyes……I will not be able to tell him anything…..Even I will not be able to shatter a drop of tear before him….as it will pressurize him……And I don’t want that……
Ishana : But omkara……its not necessary that the person whom we trust will always come to wipe out our tears…..And if we are not able to cry before that person….@ least when we are alone….. we should cry……you know what when paapa will consume drinks I will argue with him….and always he will say while consuming drinks he will be able to forget the pains……But I don’t believe so……infact when one drinks the intoxication remains for some moments only……After that reality will again come across…and we are supposed to face it…..These drinks, drugs…they can just spoil your health only…..they are not able to heal your pains…….While when you cry…may be your tears will show that you are weak…..but I believe that the tears can @ least express your pain…..And may be if some one is with you to wipe out your tears……some one is able to console you….some one is able to feel your pain….then crying is good…….{she gets emotional….}
Omkara : Ishana……I am…..fed up with my life…….The person whom I trusted….she was with me for the past three years…..i thought she knows me better than any one in this world…..but today she said me…….that she hates me……am not begging for her love…… she said that I don’t deserve her love……Ishana….i don’t have regrets…..i don’t have complaints…..I can bear the separation of ridhima…..…..i can bear the pain….i can bear all those blames which she imposed on me…But I can’t bear her hatred towards me….I can’t tolerate ridhima’s words…….”I hate you om”…..i can’t tolerate that……{omkara burst into tears}
Ishana : {Emotional} Omkara……..please…….control yourself……don’t cry…….
Omkara : Ishana……It’s you…….. you…..Ishana…..you …..told me to cry……..{he holded her hands}Why ???
Ishana : Omkara…….
Omkara : {he releases his hand from the hold } You just……go Ishana…….just go……
Ishana :No….omkara….i will not leave you alone…….
Omkara : Ishana……what are you saying ? It’s my life….and when am saying that you must go…then you should go…..
Ishana : And when am saying that I will not leave you alone….means……I will not go…….that’s all…….
Omkara : Why ? ishana …….
Ishana : I don’t know……omkara……{shouts and cries}….i don’t know…..
[ISHKARA share an emotional eyelock……..While staring each other’s eyes their minds were confused….they really were not able to find the answer……. ]
Omkara : May be tears……
Ishana : What ?
Omkara : You are also crying…….Ishana…..
Ishana : Because I can feel your pain……omkara…..
Omkara : Ishana !!!! {he touched her cheek and stared her for a moment} That’s why am telling you should go…..Ishana…..that’s why am telling whomever trusted me……I have offered them pain…..only…….
Ishana : {touches omkara’s hand} But am ready to be the part of your pain…..omkara…..
Omkara : Is it true ? {emotional}
Ishana : I trust you omkara….and if you can trust me…then am ready to be the part of your pain……{emotional}
Omkara : Ishana…….i thought my pains are with me….only…..i will not be able to open much…..but….
Ishana : {interrupts] Omkara…..from now onwards your pain is my pain and my pain is yours……and we will try to heal our pains together…….shall we ? {she extended her hand towards omkara…..Omkara stared her eyes for a fraction of second and slowly placed his hand over Ishana’s hand….they smile with wet eyes…..A unique bond of pain was starting among them…..they looked @ each other’s eyes for few moments….Seems their tears were able to see what they feel for each other….But really they don’t know why and how they are connected to each other….. }
Scene – 10 { @ Mehra Villa}
{Ridhima was annoyed with whatever happened with Omkara….With hyper tension she just look the broken pieces of glass painting…….Even after breaking them she find that those broken pieces are still lying on the floor only which is irritating her mind…..……She bent down on her knees and start taking those pieces…… Her memories with omkara again started disturbing her mind…….And it was increasing her frustration…….She holded one of the pieces so tightly that her hand got injured…….Suddenly she saw a hand was holding her hand…..She turned behind and got surprised since it was none other than Sidharth……}
Sidharth : Be careful….Ridhima……{smiles}
Ridhima : Exactly……I don’t want these broken pieces here….and if it still remains @ the floor it will create trouble…..i should be very careful that I should not let them to stay here…..
Sidharth : Relax…ridhima….glass….has broken….may be painting….glass painting…..right ?
Ridhima : Leave it sidharth….by the way……you didn’t tell me that you are coming to my home…..
Sidharth : What ? You are behaving in such a way that by coming your home I have committed a crime……[laughs}
Ridhima : No….Am sorry….actually I didn’t expected you…….
Sidharth : It’s alright……by the way I will put medicine on your wound….Come on…..
{He pushes ridhima to himself and seated her in a chair……]Ridhima….don’t move…until I will come with first aid box…..[sidharth goes inside and takes the first aid box ….He starts dressing her wound….Ridhima stares him and smiles ]
Ridhima : Sidharth……am ok….
Sidharth : Just shut up…..it’s too much paining….isn’t it ?
Ridhima : No…..{she shakes her head and smiles}
Sidharth : Ridhima…you looks so cute when you smile….{holding her hands} And I want to see this smile throughout my life…..
{They share a romantic eyelock …..]
PRECAP : Feel of love……that’s all……