My Heart’s desire [part6]
Hello guys…. Hope all are enjoying life….As new year is ahead am also excited for the upcoming year…..And guys….as I said I will not be able to update….but will try to update…..just now I got a break and am submitting the 6th part…… Hope you will enjoy this part also……Well…here are the links for previous parts….
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Please read and express your views through comments…..
Scene – 13 [ @ Dance Academy ] {continuation from part – 5}
Omkara : What’s wrong with you….Ishana ? Do you have any idea about what you have said right now ? {Ishana didn’t replied to his statement……Omkara screamed…. ishana….ishana…..but ishana was standing like a statue….only…….Omkara pressed her hands tightly and stared her eyes} Ishana……can you hear me ?
Ishana : {Regained her conscious mind and stares omkara } Omkara…….I think……I think Am in love…….And it’s……
Omkara :{interrupts} Please…..don’t say that……don’t say that……ishana…….I just hate that word……Its good to see in poems…..but when it comes to life…….it’s a lifelong burden…… and I don’t want to bear that burden……
Ishana : I don’t know how it happened…..and why am feeling it ? I asked several times these same question to me…..and trust me am not able to ignore it as whenever I will try to do it…..your eyes will come across my mind….your tears will drench my eyes also……
Omkara : Ishana….we share a bond of pain…..we share our feelings……But we should not cross the limit……Because if we cross it…….then ……
Ishana : Then….what ? Omkara……..i listened to my heart…..and it is just telling me to love…….only……What should I do with my heart ?
Omkara : Break it…..ishana……..break that heart and burn that desire from your heart…..I think we should not meet again……..
Ishana : Omkara…….don’t be so rude…..you always listen to your heart and now you are telling me to break my heart just because am in love……
Omkara : Ishana…..when heart is broken……you will feel pain….and I will be there to be the part of pain….i will be there to heal your pain…..But if it is love……then I am not ready to love….because this love is nothing ……just a complication of life….only…..And I don’t want to fall in love…..Ridhima hated me because of this so called feel of love…….And my parents…… They are still together even after my father did injustice to my mom….She blindly trusts him and says she is with him because she loves him……But I don’t find that love in them……I want to get rid of love…..
Ishana : Omkara …….may be you are right….when it is based on two persons…..who fall for each other…….it is complicated…..But do you think only that is love ? A mother will love her child and @ any cost she will not let her child to go down……Because when a child is born that mother will feel blessed…..She will love her child more than anything in this world….Omkara….because she experience the very single movements of her child…..when the child will start walk….she will smile…..when the child will cry…she will try to make a sweet smile in her child’s face……She will do it again and again without any fail because she loves her child…….That is love or not ? {emotional}
Omkara : {staring her eyes} Upto mother and child….upto friends….upto brothers…..and upto sisters…..love is unconditional……But when it comes between a boy and girl certainly it will be based on conditions and terms…..And when it changes to relationship lovers will start demands……And the feel of love will be diminished……This is truth…as I believe……
Ishana : I don’t want to prove anything….about love….omkara…..but what I feel is nothing else…..but love….only…..Don’t know why… …..may be….i am expecting too much…. And I don’t deserves your love…….You know…..Omkara my paapa has lost his control over his life when my mom divorced him…….I don’t know what happened exactly among them…..as I spend my childhood in two houses…… for few months…..with mom and for few months with paapa……Mom always use to blame paapa …….i don’t know why she felt so and instead of narrating fairy tales……instead of singing lullabies she will tell about big….issues ….which was unable to understand as I was a kid…….But you know what …..she used to love me a lot……Even though she use to blame paapa she will try to take care of her daughter…….And some times she use to slept me in her lap…..and she will wave her hands through my forehead……
But I am so unlucky omkara…..because……a man came to my mom’s world and when she decided to make him as his life partner……she started hating me……Can you believe omkara…..the same mom who loved me can hate me also ?{she stares omkara with wet eyes}….Then gradually I started feeling that my presence is not necessary for my mom….And the day when I realized it…..I started staying with my paapa….And in my paapa I saw an innocent heart….but my mom was unable to recognize his innocence….And my paapa still loves my mom……You feel it as strange…….won’t you ? so many nights I have lost my sleep…. as my paapa consumes drinks and will be wandering through streets…..i will sit near the door ……and I will be waiting for him……but most of the times….he will not come….as he may have fall unconscious somewhere….and I will be searching for him……And there was no body to hold his hand except me…..But that day when you helped me ……when you dropped me and paapa……I felt you as the man who is able to see me what I am…… Because your eyes witnessed my pain…..And I don’t demand anything else except your love….Omkara……Your love…..{highly emotional }
Omkara : Iam sorry….Ishana……but….I think I won’t be able to love you….{ emotional}
Ishana : I know….may be am wrong……Am sorry…..but when certain incidents revolved my mind…..i lost myself….and I got scared….And I hugged you because…..i felt in your arms am secure……Am sorry…….{she literally cries…..ishkara share an emotional eyelock…. }
Omkara : Ishana…….Am……{cries}
Ishana : Excuse me……I want to go…..washroom…….i will be back in few minutes…..{Burst into tears and leaves….}
{While she was leaving Omkara stares her with wet eyes}
Omkara : What is happening with me ? Ridhima…….I didn’t realized her stand in my life….. I didn’t bothered about her feelings towards me…..I never tried to take the right decision for her…..And now she hates me to the extreme level that she don’t want to see my face…..Now….When Ishana …..who is ready to be the part of my pain….who is able to trust me…..who believed me as the person who is able to hold her hand……am unable to fullfil her…..wish…..I asked her to break her heart also……just because my heart has broken…… What is love ? I don’t understand…….the feel of love…….am just losing every one…… am losing every one…..{he bent on his own knees and burst into tears}
Scene – 14 [ @ Beach]
{Siddharth receives a message from Ridhima ……”I want to talk to you…..please come soon”….Sidharth was excited with this message….On the way he buy some red roses for ridhima……He was all set to confess his feelings towards her…..Mean while @ the beach ridhima was sitting in a temporary platform which were decorated with flowers, bulbs and balloons…..Ridhima just stared her mid-finger and touched her engagement ring…..A sweet smile came into her face….But suddenly her eyes went on the wound….which was almost dry…..but still it was remained as a scar…….Sidharth slowly arrives behind Ridhima and placed his hands on her shoulders……}
Ridhima : Who is that ?
Sidharth : {confused] Its me…sidharth…..why you are so scared?
Ridhima : Nothing…..i thought some one else…..
Sidharth : Some one….else….but this is strictly our personal space…….And apart from you and me who will come ?
Ridhima : I know…..sidharth…….i was just……
Sidharth : Ridhima……This is for you…..{he handovers the red roses}
Ridhima : Thanks……these roses are so pretty…….sidharth…..[smiles]
Sidharth : Of course…they are pretty….but ridhima……handle these roses with care….. because it contains thrones also…..
Ridhima : {stares him in confusion} I didn’t get you…
Sidharth : {holding her hands} Ridhima…..as now we are engaged…..and we are getting married soon…..i don’t want any distance between you and me……I mean ……I want you in a comfort zone…..and today we have to open those feeling which is the base of our relationship……and…..i want to express how much i…love……
Ridhima : {interrupts} Sidharth…..please……before expressing the feelings,…..i want to open up about my past……
Sidharth : What ? Ridhima…..Come on don’t spoil these romantic time with loose talk….
Ridhima : {Touching sidharth’s hands} Please…..sidharth…..it’s necessary to open my past…..because…..i don’t want any trouble or misunderstanding in future…..
Sidharth : Ok…..Your wish……{smiles}
Ridhima : Thanks…….sidharth…..you know…..i was in a relationship with omkara……we……
{ explains all those things which happened between omkara and her in brief…..sidharth is shocked after listening it…..He stares ridhima…..}
Sidharth : Ridhima……just tell me…..one thing…….do you love me or not ? {emotional}
Ridhima : Sidharth……I want to live with you…forever…..sidharth……
Sidharth : Ridhima….i want the answer in yes or no…….that’s all…….Take your own time…..and then tell me…….Now…I think we should leave ……
Ridhima : Sidharth…..if I ask you the same question….then what is your answer ?
Sidharth : I will tell when you will reply me……{They share an emotional eyelock}
Scene – 15 [ @Ishana’s house]
{Ishana’s dad was all set to have a drink…..Before going to bar he just checked his pocket and find that his wallet was missing…..he searched each and every corner of the house for his wallet…..}
Ishana : Paapa…….you will not get it…..
aapa : So….you have kept it with you…..Ishana…..beta….give it to me…..
Ishana : No…I won’t…….
Paapa : {in anger} Ishana……give my wallet…..
Ishana : Am not giving it…..ok……
Paapa : Beta…..i will lose my patience……are you giving it or not ?
Ishana : Paapa…..its enough….now you will not swallow a drop of drinks……got it ?
Paapa : So you will not give my wallet ? {he pressed her hands}
Ishana : Yes….yes…..yes…I will die…but I will not allow you to consume drinks…… Paapa…….{shouts}
{He stares Ishana in anger and slaps her…..]
PRECAP : GUESS IT…….PLEASE….GUESS IT…..