ISHKARA FF : MY HEART’S DESIRE { PART 9 BY RENIMA }

Hello ishqies…how are you all ? A big thanks to all readers and silent readers who show the patience to comment on my ff……And right now when am writing this ff ….am myself in a tough situation of my life….And really I am unable to break my heart’s desire….when the whole world is asking me to do so….And I don’t know just you guys are asking me to post son…am posting next part ….…….So read 9th part…And here are the links for previous parts…….
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Scene – 22 {@ Art Hub} [continuation from part 8]
Shivaay : Om….what’s your problem ?
Omkara : Ishana’s desire…..Shivaay…..she had opened her feelings before me…..I mean she has started loving me…….but for me….it is merely a burden…..only……
Shivaay : Take it easy om….you can go and tell her that you don’t have any feelings for her…. It’s not a big deal……
Omkara : Shivaay…its not about stock markets….business tenders….relationships as you believe as deal……its love shivaay…..it’s an emotion which we will feel for our beloved ones…And when it comes among two persons…..it will become a beautiful feeling…..and we just want that person to be with us…..If it is true love….then it comes from heart……Shivaay…in poems…in stories….we use to hear about passionate love……immortal love…..etc….and before meeting Ishana…..i was also in the same belief that it exists in our imagination only….……But you know what ….she felt am able to see her what is she…..She felt am able to give her strength…..And when she expressed it from the depth of her heart……I just asked her to break that heart…..Shivaay……Even I don’t know why I said that…..{emotional}
Shivaay : Om….i don’t listen what my heart says….But as I know you……who is always ready to stand with truth…..then……I think if you find truth in her words….then definitely she deserves your love……And its upon you…that whether you feel the same…..for her……If you feel the same then you should not think much……Because some times the more we think we will lose so much….And once it is decided…then just go ahead with it……
Omkara : Shivaay……You are unbelievable….Like….now you are talking as a gentleman not as a business man….Some times….when you will take decisions without a rethinking I always advise you to think twice…..But today…..when am getting more and more confused you are able to solve my confusions…..Really shivaay ….am so lucky to have you as my bhai……You are always the great wall….The Great Wall of Shivaay Singh Oberoi…..{emotional}
Shivaay : Om…..you will just talk…..only…..you will not hug your bhai?{emotional}
{They hug each other and smile with wet eyes…..}
Omkara : Shivaay…..prinku……
Shivaay : Yes…..prinku is bit upset….but don’t worry ….she is fine…. Om….i have some work….and its very urgent……so you go home…..

{They are about to leave….But they stopped and got surprised with the unexpected entry of Ridhima and Sidharth……}
Sidharth : Hello shivaay….hello omkara…..
Omkara : Hello…..sidharth…..
Sidharth : Well ….guys…..actually we went oberoi mansion….for giving invitation card….And sorry…..we didn’t know that today is your sister’s birthday……
Ridhima : Yes…..else we would have brought gift for priyanka…….
Shivaay : Its alright……mm……sidharth….ridhima…..you guys please carry on…….I have to leave now as I have some important work……please excuse me….{shivaay leaves}
Sidharth : Shivaay singh oberoi will never change……{smiles]
Ridhima : What do you want to say ?
Sidharth : I just want to say he is a brilliant guy……A busy bee……
Ridhima : Sidharth…please….stop this loose talk……
Sidharth : Yes…..by the way….omkara……so remember only two weeks are left…..for wedding…..So I just want you…shivaay……rudra….tej uncle…..dadi….every one…..@ our wedding…..Its true that there is a competition between oberois and raanas in business…But here am not as a business man but as a friend just want to request your presence @ our wedding……omkara…….and …..I hope you won’t disappoint me….{he touches omkara’s shoulders}
{Mean while omkara stares Ridhima }Omkara : I will try……..
{Ridhima and Omkara stares each other in confusion…..Sidharth felt that he should do some thing to sort out the problems between omkara and ridhima…..So he slowly took some colours which were placed near the canvas and poured them in his own shirt….}

Sidharth : Oh My God!!!! Ridhima……
Ridhima : What happened sidharth……
Sidharth : Ridhima……I think your friend always love to play holi…..just look @me….
Ridhima : Its your fault….why you take those colours in your hands?
Sidharth : Oh Come On….I was just looking @ them….
Ridhima : Really…..are you kidding me ?
Sidharth : Ok…Ok..be cool….. Any ways…….I want to change it…..
Omkara : Sure…sidharth….you can go and change there…{he points out his finger to the corner}
Sidharth : Ok…..i will be back in few seconds….{he leaves}
Ridhima : Hai om…..
Omkara : Hai…..ridhima….
Ridhima : How are you ?
Omkara : Am good…..and you ?
Ridhima ; Am also…..good….
Omkara and Ridhima {@ a time} : I want to say something….
Omkara : Ok….just say……{smiles}
Ridhima : Om…..actually I behaved so rudely @ that day which was not right…. And I break that glass painting in anger…..I know nothing can replace your masterpiece…..Am really very sorry…om……
Omkara : It’s alright…..your anger……your hatrence…..it created pain….but you are not wrong Ridhima…..And am also sorry for hurting you……And now am feeling that you have really come forward with a new turn in your life….
Ridhima : You’re right ….om…..sidharth is incredible……And he is trying his level best to make me always happy……
Omkara : That’s true….You both look so graceful today……
Ridhima :Thanks om……Now I have decided to say good bye to those past……bitter incidents has no relevance today…..For you….. I know it will take time…..but om…..really you have to go ahead……And trust me…..am saying good bye to past only……not you…..because ….you are a gentle man….Om….you have definitely an important role in my life……And let us make a new identity for us…..Will you ?
Omkara : New identity ?
Ridhima : Om……will you be my friend ? {she extended her hand and smiles}
Omkara : No need to ask….Ridhima…..because we are friends forever……{he hold his hand to her hand}
{Mean while Sidharth arrives and stares them} Sidharth : So finally you guys…….talk to each other…..
Ridhima : Sidharth…..so you intentionally did it ?
SIdharth : Yes….Ridhima…..{smiles}I know when I was standing with you…… and omkara ….both were feeling uncomfortable to utter a single word…….That’s why I just decided to ….
Ridhima : {interrupts and hugs} Sidharth…….{stares with wet eyes}…..you are the best…..
Omkara : {stares them and smiles} Really You are great…….sidharth……And ……I wish you both that……your ……love could stay like this….. forever……
Sidharth : {releasing himself from hug} Omkara…….Thanks…..Just……I want to say ……that….omkara……. whenever we feel confused…… feel free to talk with those people who are very close to our heart…… ……Trust me…..it will reduce distance among us and we will become more close…….
Omkara : I will try….sidharth……….{he hugs sidharth}
Ridhima : Om…..we have to leave now…..
Sidharth : Yes…..And om…..you should be in our wedding not as a guest….but as our friend…..Ok ??
Omkara : Of course….shivaay, rudra and I will be there…..And am so excited for my friends’ wedding……
Sidharth : See you there….omkara….bye…..
Ridhima : Bye…om….
Omkara : Bye……
{Sidharth and Ridhima left the spot and Omkara again lost in his thoughts…..}

Scene – 23 { @ Streets}
{Its late night and still Ishana’s dad has not arrived home……As usual Ishana started walking through streets in search of her dad……She goes to the bar @ the end of the street where usually her dad will stay as unconscious…..But she didn’t find him there…..She tried his mobile…..also….but it was switched off……She searched every where…..but she didn’t find him…..She was getting much tensed and scared……With much desperation she sat @ the corner of streets….Soon her phone got rang and she attended the call in rush…..without noticing who was calling….}
Ishana : {tensed} Hello…..paapa…paapa…..where are you……
Omkara : Paapa!!!!……ishana…it’s me……omkara…..what happened ?
Ishana : Omkara…..
Omkara : What happened Ishana ? I feel you are in trouble….
Ishana : Omkara…..paapa…paapa ….is missing…..I am………..{she is unable to speak as she was literally crying]
Omkara : Ishana….don’t worry…….nothing will happen to him….Am coming…..Ishana…..tell me the exact location…..
Ishana : Am…..omkara….i was searching for him @ bar…..near my home…Now…I am just…
Omkara : Ok….Relax….I will come there…Ishana…….{Omkara leaves }
{After some time he find Ishana and he drops his car besides her……Ishana was still crying only……Omkara came closer to her and touched her hands…..She stares omkara with wet eyes and hugs him tightly…….Omkara also gets emotional….}
Omkara : {waves his hand through her head} Please…..Ishana…..please….don’t cry….Am with you….Ishana……trust me….nothing will happen to your paapa…..
Ishana : Omkara…….Am scared……paapa…paapa……{Mean while Ishana’s phone started ringing….She released herself from the hug and attends the call…..After that call she bent down on her own knees and burst into tears}
Omkara : Ishaana…..what happened ?
Ishana : Omkara…..paapa…paapa…has undergone an accident…..He is admitted in hospital….
Omkara : What ?
Ishana : Yes….omkara….the man who called me right now is the victim of the accident and he took paapa to hospital …..He got my number from paapa’s mobile……Paapa’s condition is critical….He is in ICU…..{emotional}
Omkara : Ishana…..don’t get panic…..ok…lets go fast…..
{They rush to hospital in hurry}

Scene – 24 { @ City Hospital}
{Omkara and Ishana arrive city hospital and find Mehta in ICU….Doctor asks them to stay outside the room as patient was under observation…..Ishana fold her hands and sits @ the chair outside the room……Seeing her condition omkara also felt extreme pain….}
Ishana : Paapa……paapa…..{folding her hands} God!! Please….save my paapa…..
Omkara : {sat beside her and stares her} Ishana…..just pray well and don’t lose hope….. Nothing will happen to uncle…..{he touches her hands….}
Ishana : Paapa……I can’t live without him…..omkara……
Omkara : I know…..ishana….. Your paapa will be alright……
Ishana : Don’t know why ……but am getting much scared now…..
Omkara : Ishana……destiny is not so cruel to separate you both so soon…..
Omkara : I want to meet him…..rightnow…..{she tries to get up…but omkara stops her}
Omkara : Doctor is examining him……It will take time…..After that you can meet him……..ok
Ishana : Paapa…..i don’t want to lose him…..omkara….. if anything will happen to him….then I will not be able to forgive myself…
Omkara : I know Ishana…..we can’t see our beloved ones in trouble…..And you have to be strong….ishana….just hope that everything will be alright…..
Ishana : Omkara…… My..……My paapa loves me a lot……and he will always remain as the same…I have experienced it….omkara…..you know…..during childhood when I will be coming from my mom’s house….paapa will be standing @ the gate to receive me….As soon as I arrives he will take me in his arms and will start dancing…..and singing……..He will just put me in his lap the whole day and will narrate …..some scary stories….And I will be scared and I will hold his hands tightly…..If it continues….then I will just close my eyes and will lean on his chest….And he will wave his hands through my forehead and slowly I will fall asleep….. Those moments were very less…as most of the time drinks will be in his hands and I missed them badly……but whatever less or more……..they are still alive in my heart…….omkara….. {emotional }
Omkara : Ishana……{touches on her cheek}You will not miss any thing…….Ishana….. You will get back your paapa…..Believe me….Ishana…..{ISHKARA Share an eyelock}
Ishana : Do you think so ?{emotional}
Omkara : Yes…..{Ishana touches omkara’s hand which was placed on her cheek and cries} Ishana….Ishana…..{emotional…..}
Ishana : Omkara….please….please….. don’t leave me…..
Omkara : I will not leave you….Ishana…… you said that your pain is mine and my pain is yours…Then……am here with you in your pain…..Ishana…..……
Ishana : Omkara………{she is unable to complete her words and burst into tears…..Her tears were falling on omkara’s palms……..Her drops of tears drenched omkara’s eyes……He feels sad for her and he slowly wipe out her tears with his hands…..They share an emotional eyelock……}
{After some time doctor calls them and said that the patient is recovering slowly…..and rightnow he has gained consciousness….from the threat…But patient is still @ illhealth only and doctor reminded them that patient should not take stress…which may affect his health…..With the doctor’s permission ishkara goes inside and meet Mehta[ishu’s dad]…….}
Ishana : {stares her pappa’s face and weeps} Paapa…..
Omkara : {holds her hand} Please…ishana……try to control yourself…..if you will cry…..then ….
Ishana : {pretends a smile with wet eyes} I can understand….
Paapa : {slowly opens his eyes……he find ishu’s hand @ omkara’s hand…..which brought a pleasant smile @ his face}Ishu….beta……..
Ishana : Paapa……paapa……{ she releases her hand from omkara’s hold and sat besides her dad and places her hand on his hand….}How are you feeling now ?
Paapa : Beta….i am ok…..and……I will not go soon from my daughter……
Ishana : Paapa…please….for god sake…….please….don’t talk like that…..{emotional}
Paapa : This guy {stares omkara}….
Omkara : Am ….omkara….
{Mean while a nurse arrives and tells Ishana to get the following medicines as soon as possible……..}
Ishana : Paapa…..i will be back in few minutes……
Omkara :Ishana….you just stay here……I will bring it……
Ishana : But….omkara……
Omkara : Ishana…..your paapa needs you….please stay here….and I will bring the medicines……{he leaves the room in rush}
Paapa : Ishana….so he is the man…..beta….that’s why…..am still alive…..And without completing my dream ….i will not go…soon…..beta……
Ishana : Paapa….please……those dreams are…..{suddenly she recalls doctor’s words about making patient stress-free….and stares her paapa’s eyes….she felt her paapa’s eyes are glowing much more since they are filled with his dreams and desires for his daughter…..she sat beside him and places her hand on his chest….}paapa……I think you should take rest….. omkara will be coming….soon….and once he comes you should take medicines…ok…..
{In the midst omkara arrives and handovers the medicines to Ishana…..She arranges the pillows and tries to lift her paapa’s head and omkara helps her in lifting….Their fingers are touched and they share an eyelock…….Mehta swallows the medicine and lie down on the bed…..Ishana waves her hand through his forehead…..and stares him with wet eyes….}
Paapa : Omkara…..I have a wish…….will you fullfil it ?
Omkara : Of course uncle….Iam ready to do anything for you….
Paapa : Sit here……beta….{omkara sat beside him…..Ishana and Omkara was sitting on left and right side of Mehta respectively…..Mehta hold omkara and ishana’s hands each other and stares omkara’s eyes with wet eyes} Omkara…promise me….you will hold my daughter’s hand forever……{Ishana And Omkara are shocked……]
Ishana : Paapa……what are you saying ?
Paapa : Am saying my heart’s desire….the dream ….which I am witnessing and feeling now…and really want this dream as true……
Ishana : Paapa…..it is …..
Omkara : {interrupts} Possible…..It is possible…… { Ishana stares omkara in confusion…]
Paapa : Beta….ishu……do you heard what he has said now……
Ishana : Yes….{emotional}
Paapa : Now……I can sleep well……as my daughter is getting her love……he places ishkara hands in his chest and places his hand over it……Slowly he falls asleep and ishkara releases their hands from the hold and stare each other in confusion….Ishana was still unable to belive that omkara has said “it is possible”…….She recalled omkara’s words about breaking her heart…..She felt extreme sadness and she was unable to control her tears…..She bow her head and burst into tears ….but she was scared that whether it will disturb her dad’s sleep……so she tries hard to manage her emotions by covering her mouth with hands……Omkara was unable to witness her tears….He came closer to her and touched her shoulder……She turns ….and stares him…..but all of a sudden she turned her sight from him }
Ishana : Omkara…..let me allow to cry alone…please don’t wipe out my tears……because now you will be here to heal my pains….but I know ….it is not possible forever…….And I have to accept this reality…….{emotional}
Omkara : Ishana….please….
Ishana : Please…..its better we don’t talk …….as paapa needs rest…..
{Omkara walks outside and and stares Ishana…..He was in extreme pain…..He was thinking….”I don’t know why I said so…because …I find….your paapa’s eyes have trust on me…..and I was unable to break it…..And whatever I said….Ishana……I am always with you….And I can’t let you alone in your sorrows,…….in your pains….as when you suffers I feel am suffering…..Ishana……He sat on the floor outside the room and burst into tears}

PRECAP : I don’t know what to say……