ISHKARA FF : You are the light of my life [By Renima] Episode- 5
Hello ishqies……Guys…..how are u all ? Well……am feeling 2 write this one….so am writing……it…….only…..and that silent girl is again sending msgs and asking me 2 update soon…..and…..really I don’t know why she is so adamant and keen in making me 2 write soon……She is sending msgs 2 me from the beginning when I posted my very first ff on ishkara……And…..i never felt so much closer to her…..but this time she has stolen my heart…..through her messages……Actually I didn’t go office today because…as am suffering from viral fever…..and the medicines which I have 2 swallow….. its troubling me only……But this girl…..she is asking me 2 update…because she said that it will be able 2 reduce my fever…..I don’t know why she is so stubborn and she feels much free 2 order me……but whatever it is…..am liking her way…..her cute demands…..So am updating it now…..Any ways…here are the Links for previous part ……
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Flash back Scene- 1 { @ omkara’s room….{continuation from part 4}
Ishana : Then…I think….the player should take training from a coach……so that he can play well……
Omkara : Who will stand as a coach for me……….I am confused…….
Ishana : Heart…….Believe in it…..your own heart will teach you to play……
Omkara : Really ? You felt so……{she shakes her head with a sign of ‘yes’ and smiles….} But ……why ?
Ishana : I don’t know……but somehow I can understand that you are in a dilemma…..I don’t know…..what you are feeling right now….But…..mmm……one thing I must say that…I….I can feel that you are in pain…..
Omkara : {surprised} Its true……but how you came 2 know that am in pain…..
Ishana : Because….I can……I can…..see your pain in your eyes……Omkara…….{Ishana herself feels strange as how this statement came from her…while she felt it @ the depth of her heart…..only and even she didn’t felt to express it……She stares omkara….Omkara’s eyes are almost filled with tears…..Ishana feels sad 4 him ……} Mmm…Am sorry……I didn’t mean 2 say….that…..{she is unable 2 give an explanation for the statement}
Omkara : Its alright…..ishana…..You conveyed what ur heart feels…..And……its true……
{They share an emotional eyelock…..But tears were almost falling from omkara’s
eyes…..and he was unable 2 control it……so he just rubbed his eyes and stares her…..}
Omkara : I have 2 go washroom…..Mmm…..I will be back ……within few minutes…..
{Omkara walks to washroom in hurry….Ishana felt herself as responsible for omkara’s tears……She take her eyes from him and tried 2 deviate her mind by observing omkara’s room……The room was occupied with certain sculptors, paintings, idols and almost @ each and every corner she witnessed the glimpse of various colors…..She understood that omkara is an artist…..and whatever she witnessing now reflects his feelings in different ways….Her eyes strike on a painting which was hanged @ the middle of the wall…..She felt it as strange……She came closer 2 the painting…..and tries 2 take it from wall…….But it was heavy and as one of her hand was wounded, she find difficult 2 take it from there…..Mean while omkara came out from wash room and watches it….He moves forward and helps her to take the painting….They place the painting on table…..and both of them share an eyelock and smile each other}
Ishana : Thanks….omkara….. So….you are an artist…..
Omkara : Yes….
Ishana : That’s nice……well…..this painting sounds too good …..but….seems am bad in interpreting this painting @ right way……In fact I am confused…..
Omkara : Confused !!!! Why ?
Ishana : You see….omkara….you have portrayed two red roses….which look so pretty ….but among them…..you have shown a sharp knife also…..and what’s that…..I mean beneath of the knife……I didn’t get it…..
Omkara : They are drops of blood…..I just want to convey that…..the symbol of love…. Pretty red roses…..and human blood……both are of same color only……Red…..When knife will be stabbed…..blood will flow out……and when love is to be expressed…..we will prefer red roses …..And color is same red….only…… the individuals who fall for each other will cherish their moments by rewarding red roses….they will define red as the color of their love…..but the same individuals will break one’s trust…..some times they will break heart…..and its like stabbing a knife…..only……Physically if knife is stabbed blood will flow…..and we will die or we will be injured….But mentally if you are hurt……you will be able 2 see the blood stains….you will be able 2 find that…..you are nothing……and it will give you……{emotional}
Ishana : {interrupts} Pain…..But….omkara…..there are other flowers in this world…….which are not capable of standing as a symbol 4 love…..but they are able 2 show certain feelings….of our heart…….Just think about it…….{emotional}
{Mean while prinku calls Ishana and ishana says bye and leaves…Omkara feels sad and stares her with a confused mind}
Flash back scene – 2 { @ Occasion of oberoi company’s launch}
{Mehta, Tej and Sakthi are discussing their business matters….Mean while shivaay also accompanies them…….Rudra finds himself as bored with these so called business delegates….While prinku has invited her college mates to the occasion…..and rudy joins with prinku 2 grab an attention from girls……Pinky, Dadi, Jhanvi, Mrs.Jaswir Mehta made another group of ladies and they engaged in their own talks….Ishana also joins them…..But she finds that omkara was missing……She searched every where and learns that omkara has gone 2 his art hub……from prinku….}
Ishana : Prinku…..why he is not joining with all ? It’s a big thing…..that oberois are launching a new enterprise ….He have to be here…only……isn’t it ?
Prinku : You’re right…..ishu di……but…..om bhaiya…..is not interested in business …..and another thing is …..it is launched by paapa….and…….between om bhaiya and paapa……there are certain issues……..and…..{prinku is not able 2 complete her words as pinky calls her….she leaves in rush}
{Ishana gets confused …..But some how she felt that she should meet omkara…In fact she is also not interested in business related matters….She came here for the sake of her paapa only……She leaves the spot and decides to meet Omkara….On her way she busy dahlias from the flower shop}
Flash back Scene- 3 { @ Art Hub}
{Ishana arrives @ art hub and finds omkara engaged in making a sculptor with clay…….She observes it keenly and she felt his fingers certainly have a heavenly touch as whatever he makes it will comes as a unique master piece….only…….When almost it was finished omkara stood up and without noticing the clay in hands he placed his hands on his forehead to remove the sweat…..Seeing this Ishana was unable to control her laughter……Omkara turns behind and gets surprised to see her…..He was just staring her only….and her laughter brought a pleasant smile on his face also……After some time Ishana stopped laughing and stares Omkara…….}
Ishana : Omkara…..your forehead…….{she points out her finger}
Omkara : Oh….{he again places his hand 2 remove the clay, but again it was spreading only}
Ishana : I will clear it…..{she smiles and moves ahead……She rubs the clay with her dupatta….Mean while her legs slips on the clay and almost she was about 2 fall…..But omkara holds her waist and they share an eyelock……Ishana lost herself in his touch…..His magical fingers…..have touched her and she felt a unique kind of feeling and the dahlias which were placed in her hands was on his chest and she was unable to look @ his eyes which she felt as so catchy…..So she slowly released herself from his hold….Mean while her hand and dahlias still remained in his chest only….They stare each other and slowly Omkara touched her hand and Ishana removed her hand from his chest….}
Omkara : Ishana…….{confused}
Ishana : Actually I came here 2 give u these flowers……dahlias……{she handovers the flowers to him….Their fingers are again touched and they stare each other}
Omkara : Thanks…..but I never seen some one giving dahlias…..
Ishana : These flowers are meant to show care….And I brought it 4 u because…….I….
Omkara : U Cares 4 me……{smiles}
{Ishana stays as silent as she doesn’t know how she can express what she feels right now…..} So…..why u are silent……u said that….heart is the coach….and it will teach u 2 play…..so now ur heart is not giving u any answer !!!!!
Ishana : May be…..I don’t know……
Omkara : You know….what…..Ishana….even silence also speaks a lot….some times…its better 2 remain as silent……
{Both of them stare each other’s eyes for a moment…..Their eyes were able 2 see what they feel……but whatever they feel…..even they didn’t know…what is it…..and how it can be defined…..}
Ishana : {breaking silence} Mm…..Omkara…..these flowers are really very special…..I don’t whether it can heal ur pains…it can solve ur issues…..but it will show care……as I believe so…..
Omkara : Its gud that there is a person 2 show care……{they share an eyelock}
Ishana : Omkara….flowers really care us….you know….@ morning…when we will find the blossomed flower near the window….we will smile…..When we will walk through the road……among the crowd….we will feel we are alone…..But if we find a tree @ any corner which is filled with flowers…..we will feel relaxed….they didn’t speak…..they didn’t know who are watching them……but when they blossom they will offer much to us……For our sake we will pluck them…..mercilessly…..we will just put them in vase….and we will say that our room is beautiful……We will tie them in wedding garlands……to unite two individuals….Girls will place them in their hair to look beautiful…….We will decorate halls with them….But the happiness which we get from flowers……is actually an outcome of their pain…..They are unable to speak…they are unable to shatter tears……also……When we will pluck them…they didn’t offence…..they didn’t show regrets…..
Because in extreme pain also they makes people happy…….{emotional}Even these dahlias….which I brought now…..these will care u….but these are also in pain…….pain…..{literally cries}
Omkara : Then…..its better you should not bring dahlias for me….I will bear my pain in lonliness…..Take it…..{he extends the flowers to her, but she refuses and omkara holds her hand and places them…….He turns behind and gets emotional}
Ishana : Omkara !!!!! {but he didn’t listen to her….with a painful heart she places dahlias in the stand which was placed @ the corner and leaves…….the spot with teary eyes}
PRECAP : PAIN SOUNDS PAIN ONLY……