ISHKARA FF : WHEN PASSION MEETS COMPASSION ……LAST PART [By Renima]
Hello my sweet ishqies………Finally the moment has arrived…..I don’t know what 2 tell now…… If u missed previous parts, then u can have a look by clicking here………..
Part 28 here
Part 27 here
Pls read all parts and kindly drop ur views if possible……There is no compulsion for comments, as it’s upon u people’s wish…..THANKS 2 ALL FOR READING……..
Scene – 58 { @ Oberoi Mansion, Ishkara Room, Early Morning}
@ Omkara’s View
Sun has again come 2 remind me abt my passion and it is telling me 2 leave now…… Everything around me got silent last night and ishana didn’t stopped me @ any point….. Now she is lying in my chest so calmly as if she has forgotten all pains and sorrows……. I was totally mad and what I did was right or wrong, I don’t know abt that……I find ishana’s eyes around me which were deeply calling for me 2 touch and hug her…..That moment was …… [om recalls last night and tears flows from his eyes, it fells on ishu’s forehead, ishu opens her eyes and stares omkara]
Ishana : Omkara…..
Omkara : Yeah….. Ishana……..[ om rubs his eyes and hides his tears]
Ishana : What’s the time now ??
Omkara : It’s just 6 am only, ishana…..
Ishana : What ?? 6 am……Omkara, u have 2 leave within an hour , won’t u ???
Omkara : Yeah…..
Ishana : Om, I will bring coffee for you….[ishu tries 2 get up, but om holds her hand and stares her]
Omkara : I am sorry…….
Ishana : Why, Om?? Pls don’t think so……..
Omkara : Just look @ urself, ishana……What we did yesterday was …….
Ishana : U gave me the most precious thing which I need in my life…….Trust me that night was the best moment in our life…….
Omkara ; The best painful sweet moment …..isn’t it ???
Ishana : Nothing disturbed us there, pain also went silent , we became one soul, one heart, one body and that each touch, each kiss I felt I am completely urs and u are completely mine only……
Omkara : I have lost myself in u….
Ishana : Me also…..om…..
Ishana holds om’s eyes and stares him with wet eyes……Om kisses on her forehead and they tightly hug each other……
Ishana ; Om….U have 2 leave today……Lot of work is pending……Omkara….[ishkara releases themselves from hug]
Omkara : I know…….But ishana , u are my heart beat…..Without this beat how my brush will spread color??
Ishana : Just a minute, Omkara…..[ishu moves ahead and takes her anklet from table, she handovers the anklet 2 omkara] I am with u, omkara……
Omkara : Bond of beat and brush…….Is it ??? But, this is really close 2 u, ishana……
Ishana : I know, omkara……But my beat will not be rhythmic without ur brush…… I will wait for you……Till then, this anklet will remind u that am always with u, when ur brush will start coloring, my anklet will start moving…….
Omkara : Never give up ur dance, ishana…..Ur academy reached heights…..
Ishana : Because u inaugurated that event, Omkara……I can’t deny this fact,omkara……
Omkara : I did it because u trusted me and moreover I respected ur talent…..I find u as the motivating person that time who showed me the right way……..That first moment when I saw ur dance I realized how much I have changed……Then u came 2 my life, u structured me as omkara again and now am going 2 enhance my passion and it’s because of ur compassion…… Without ur compassion my passion doesn’t have any meaning……Ishana……
Ishkara share an emotional eyelock……
Ishana : Pls don’t look me like that today…….Ur eyes are killing me, omkara……It will start shattering tears if u will stay ur sight before my eyes……I promised u that today I will not cry before u as it will stop u from ur dream…..[ishu turns her eyes against omkara]
Omkara : Yeah……I can’t bear tears in ur eyes and if I find a single drop in ur eyes today, that will stop me here and I will never be able 2 go for the accomplishment of my passion……..U know whenever I look @ ur eyes, I will lose everything around me and ……[ishkara stare each other’s eyes for a while] As u said my eyes are magnet, it will stick ur eyes ……So it’s better 2 stay away from ur eyes…… Is it?? [om stares ishu’s eyes and smiles with wet eyes]
Ishana turned her eyes 2wards om and stares his eyes for a while…..She gently touched om’s eyelids which made om 2 close his eyes…….Ishana slowly griped @ om’s feet and kissed om’s eyelids softly and stayed back in her position……She started weeping and before om could see her tears, ishu quickly turned back and left the room……..Om gently opened his eyes and finds ishu running through the verandah…….
Omkara : I know u ishana, as u are my heart…..U can’t hide it and u are finding hard 2 keep ur promise today……
Especially after the last night, this pain has went 2 peak level and it is killing my heart per second……But I know u want 2 see me as that artist omkara who inspired u and made u 2 love me the most…….[ om takes a deep breath and keeps ishu’s anklet in his shirt’s pocket]
Scene shifts 2 oberoi kitchen
Om comes there and finds shivru……
Omkara : Shivaay, rudra…….
Shivaay : Om…….
Rudra : O……[shivru rushed near om and they hugs each other]
Shivaay : Om, I have told khanna and he will drop you 2 airport……
Omkara : Why ?? U will not come there, shivaay ??
Shivaay : Actually I have 2 attend a meeting and thing is u should be in time, om……And what makes the difference if khanna drops u ……It’s not a big deal…….[ shivaay rolls his eyes before om]
Omkara : It’s a big deal, shivaay……..U are my brother…….It will hurt me……
Shivaay : Why don’t u understand, om……I have an urgent meeting and don’t be so …….
Omkara : So ……so what , shivaay ?? Just complete it…….Shivaay…….
Shivaay : It’s paining, man……It’s paining…….[shivaay starts crying]
Omkara : Shivaay…….It’s u…….[om gets emotional]
Rudra : O…..The great wall of shivaay singh oberoi never cries as far as omru are with him……But today he is not able 2 control his tears….I thought am the only cry baby here….. But today every one has stolen that title from me……It’s not fair…Shivaay bhaiya……O….. this is not fair…….[rudy cries literally]
Shivkara : Rudra!!!! [ they hug each other tightly and gets emotional]
Bgm…..”Lafzon kaa yeh rishta nahi “ plays…….
Scene shifts 2 prinku’s room….
Ishu rushes 2 prinku’s room and shuts the door…….
Prinku : Ishu bhabhi……why are u crying ???
Ishana : My hands are trembling, prinku….I am not able 2 pack things now…..Whenever I finds om’s things around me , it reminds me him only……I can bear pain, but this separation …….
Prinku : If u find these much hard, then u should stop om bhaiya……..
Pinky : Oh My Maata!!!!Why she should stop omkara ??? [pinky arrives there and stands beside the door]
Prinku : Choti maa……aap…..
Pinky : Ishana…..come here…….[ishu moves towards pinky and stares her] I thought u are brave girl……These big tears doesn’t suits u my bacchi……[pinky wipe out ishu’s tears]
Ishana : I know choti maa……If I will cry that will make omkara 2 feel down…..I don’t want that……But what should I do ??
Pinky : Hold ur tears, ishana……..U have 2 send off omkara with smiling face…….U should tells him 2 do well…….Maata raani will make everything fine…..
Ishana : Yeah…..[ishu nods his head]
Pinky : Oh My Maata……Now no more crys on ur eyes……Got it ?? [pinky wipes her tears] U have 2 be strong ishana…..Because u are omkara’s butter half……
Ishana : It’s not butter half, choti maa….it’s better half…….[ishu and pinky smiles and hug each other]
Pinky : Whatever it be, go and pack things……
Ishana : Yeah, choti maa……[ishu leaves]
Scene shifts 2 the main hall of oberoi mansion……
All oberois are assembled except ishana and mona……Finally the moment has arrived and it’s time for om’s departure…..
Jhanvi : Why, ishana didn’t came down ??
Prinku : Wooh…..bhabhi …..I think she is not feeling well…..
Dadi : What happened 2 ishana ?
Omkara : Dadi, I will bring her…….[om turns 2 leave, but before that ishu and mona came down from stairs and stares everyone]
Dadi : Puthar…..[dadi holds ishu’s hand] Where were u ???
Ishana : Wooh dadi…..I was…….Imean….
Mona : [interrupts]Di was busy on call….A student called from di’s dance academy ….That’s why it took time for di 2 arrive…….
Dadi : Puthar…..U can’t lie before ur dadi……I have certainly become old, but my eyes are not old…….I can understand ishana’s condition, mona…..Ishana puthar, it’s hard for u and omkara…….But u have 2 be happy puthar……Because ur husband is going 2 achieve his passion….He is going 2 bring a new world of colors…..U both balanced urs as well as ur family’s dreams……
Jhanvi : I agree with maaji……Ishana…..Omkara was alone before ur arrival, even though his family was with him…..The complicated issues which happened here made my son 2 be lonely and it brought pain 2 him……He was with every one ,but he was alone in his pain…… And then u came 2 my son’s life and started healing my son’s pain……In fact u understands om better than me, ishana………Om…..i must say u are really lucky 2 have ishana as ur life partner….U both know each other, feel each other and moreover u both takes decision together and that is the big thing for a married couple…..U gives space 2 each other and now u are standing together as u both trust each other much……
Pinky : Oh My Maata!!! Jethaniji….u are 100% rights…..Mark my words……Even after 100 years also ur love will remain as the same……U are the most lovely couples of this world……
Rudra : Yeah choti ma….By the way I know my O is always the best man and now he will stay as best husband…
Mona : And my di will stay as best wife……
Sakthi : Omkara……U are going 2 start a new phase in ur life…..Be true 2wards u and never miss the chance 2 win…….
Omkara : Ji, chote paapa……
Shivaay : Paapa……he is our bhai…..He will always be no.1 in the race……
Rudra : Yeah……bhaiya……After all O is the one and only charming man who is having shining long hair……Others may have , but they can’t compete with our O’s hair….
Shivkara : Shut up, rudra……
Shivaay : So, om…….I think it’s time for u 2 leave…..
Rudra : Bhaiya…..u are forgetting some thing…..
Shivaay : What??
Rudra : Oberoi moment, what else???
Shivaay : Yeah……so all are ready ??
Every one hold their hands together and says “ Dil bole Oberoi”
Om hugs jhanvi ,pinky, shivru,mona,prinku and dadi…….Finally his eyes turned 2wards ishana…….Ishkara stare each other’s eyes for a while……
Jhanvi : I think we should give them some space…..
Shivaay : Yeah……Rudy…..[shivaay and rudy moves out for taking car, while others goes inside]
Omkara ; Ishana…….
Ishana : Mm……Just check whether everything is okay or not ?? [ishu points her finger 2wards om’s suit case]
Omkara : It’s fine….Ishana……Are u fine….
Ishana : I don’t know, omkara…….[om holds ishu’s face in his hands]
Omkara : Earlier I was alone in my pain, I was completely lost myself there…..I felt pain as pain but now I am feeling that I have got hurt……Some how I have hurt u ishana…..
Ishana : No, omkara…….this separation is not hurt, it will show how much we love each other and it will makes us 2 feel that how much we ……
Omkara : Will miss each other……I am feeling confused now……
Ishana : Whenever u feels like that, just hold my anklet in ur hand, omkara……It will speak 2 u……
Omkara : What about u, ishana ??
Ishana : I have stolen one of ur brush while packing ur luggage……But thing is it is not spreading colors as it is missing ur touch…..
Omkara : Even this anklet doesn’t have any rhythm without ur legs, ishana……
Ishana : U are going 2 capture new shades and traits of art and for me it’s the most awaited thing which I needs in my husband…..This is perhaps the toughest thing for us, but the bond of beat and brush which made us 2 fall for each other , we have 2 enhance it, omkara…….. Without this we would have never met ……..
Omkara : This beat brought me my life back and encouraged me 2 move ahead…….I will never give up my passion because it’s my heart’s wish and I don’t want 2 lose you….. ishana……
Ishana : Omkara…….Ur absence can’t be filled by any one and it’s a truth which I can’t deny from ur eyes…….I don’t know how am going 2 handle myself, but as I promised u today before ur eyes I will not cry, omkara……
Omkara : I have blocked that right from u……I use 2 give pain 2 u and now am not allowing u 2 cry a bit ……As a husband what am giving u, ishana??
Ishana : U are caring me much, u are with me always and u realized ur passion because u were able 2 see my ambition….What else I need as a wife, omkara ??? U told me as ur heart and as ur wife that’s the biggest gift which my husband rewarded me…….
Omkara ; I love u, ishana……
Ishana : I love u too, omkara…..[they stare each other’s eyes passionately and hug each other]
Mean while shivaay presses the horn of car and ishkara released themselves from hug…….
Omkara : It’s time for me 2 leave……
Ishana : Om……I have a request…….As soon as u enters the car, pls don’t turn back and look @ me through these magnetic eyes…..
Omkara : Why ??
Ishana : That will make me 2 cry om……Pls……..[om stares ishu’s eyes and gets emotional…. Ishu turns back and ] I am sorry, om….pls don’t come and hug me again…….Pls……
Omkara slowly moved out and stared ishu…..He finds ishu standing as motionless with closed eyes …….Om’s eyes got filled with tears…But before drops could fall down, om wiped out them and smiles…..
Omkara : I will also not cry, ishana……I am leaving…….Now my magnetic eyes will not disturb you……[ om walks away and sits on the front seat of the car]
Ishana quickly opened her eyes and turned her eyes 2wards the car…..She find om’s hand which was waving out of the glass…….She wished 2 rush and touch that hand, but she stopped herself from doing that as the struggle has begun and individually om and ishu were supposed 2 handle themselves…….Ishana bend @ her own knees and burst into tears….Through the rear view mirror of the car, om was able 2 see her teary eyes…….Om leaned back 2 the seat and placed his hand on his chest ……
Omkara’s view
I still remember that first day, when I saw u before my eyes…..Ur eyes searched for me as if u find me as the person who has inspired u…..I behaved rudely 2wards u because that time my heart was burnt…..When everything went wrong, it was u who first said me that my hands can do wonders……All I have 2 do is 2 make brushes as my companions….I find u as the strangest girl who is deeply mad on a looser artist omkara only….But ur trust made me 2 come and inaugurate ur dream project ,which was ur dance academy’s cultural event…… I saw rhythm in ur beat and I find my brush’s color in that beat……Then u stood in my struggle and became my heart, even though destiny played much with our lives….And finally when we were together, this unpredictable destiny again separated us …….These three years will be a struggling time for me as am going 2 bring a new identity……But the most harsh thing is u are not with me in this struggle, but I can feel u are with me because u stays @ my heart, ishana……Ishana……I will miss u a lot…….[om’s eyes got filled in tears]
Ishana’s view
I find hard 2 control my tears before you, omkara….But If I would have cried, then it will make u 2 feel urself low…..I don’t want my husband 2 feel so because he is my soul…..He is the brave person whom I have ever met and he is the one person whose art made me 2 fight with my life and brought me 2 realize my talent…….I still remember that day when I saw u as the man who was wearing a mask on face by suppressing everything ……U were lost some where and when I started feeling ur pain , u shared it with me and I gain u back…..Then u brought me the biggest surprise by making me as ur heart and finally u made me as ur wife……Whenever u consoles me and wipes my tears, om….i was not crying , but was smiling from inner heart as that each moment I was staying in ur arms only…..But this time am crying literally because u are not with me 2 u wipe out my tears…..That is making me 2 feel that am crying , omkara….Omkara…I will miss u a lot…….But I will wait for ur arrival …….I will wait for u forever and ever……
Bgm….. “Merii Aankhon Mein Jale Tere Khvaabon Ke Diye
Kitanii Bechain Huun Main Yaar Se Milane Ke Lie
Mere Bichhade Dilabar Tuu Jo Ik Baar Mile
Chain Aa Jaae Mujhe Jo Teraa Diidaar Mile
Masiihaa Mere Duaa De Mujhe
Karuun Ab Main Kyaa Bataa De Mujhe
Koii Raastaa Dikhaa De Mujhe
Mere Yaar Se Milaa De Mujhe
Aaaaaaaaa….A.Aa
Mere Dard Kii Davaa De Mujhe
Aa Kahiin Naa Ab Sukuun Hai
Kahiin Naa Ab Karaar Hai
Milegaa Mera Saathiyaa Mujhe To Aitabaar Hai
Saans Aatii Hai Saans Jaatii Hai
Sirf Mujhako Hai Intazaar Teraa
Zindaa Rahane Ke Lie Terii Kasam……Ik Mulaakaat Zaruurii Hai Sanam” [film- sirf tum] plays
As for ishkara, this was the most hard reality which they have ever faced in their lives…. In struggles, they stood together, they realized pain was the thing which made them 2 connect together…..They named their bond as beat and brush firstly and then named as bond of pain and heart….Then they named it as passion and compassion ….Finally when they confessed what they feel for each other, it brought a new life and they tied the knot…They got just one night only which brought intimacy among them….Their hearts, souls and bodies became one and that was the only night where nothing distracted them…..They couldn’t make it more special since the biggest truth raised before them again…..Beyond of all they are humans and this time it brought a kind of emotion which can’t be limited as pain, which can’t be revealed and lakhs of tear drops also can’t burst out what they felt actually……..May be omkara would have returned as the passionate artist and would have opened art hub by completing ishu’s dream or may be ishu is still waiting for omkara’s arrival as the inspiring person whom she admired and loved deeply……….One thing is true their love, trust and affection 2wards each other will never become less and that’s what I know….
AN : I can’t bring a climax 2 their struggle as far as I know life’s struggles are unending……And my pen has lose the capability of continuing this because this ff brought my own life before me and my own pain….I would have lose him as every one said me he is going 2 die…But my heart didn’t believed it….I don’t know what made him 2 recover that state and I all I find was his eyes only before me……He simply smiled and said me one thing…..”I will not go so easily”……And his confidence is making him 2 live his life with much enthusiasm bearing all thrones in life….. This ff is reminding me that moment again and again and I am not able 2 do anything…… Perhaps ishkara story was incomplete and my ff is also incomplete….. and my eyes are simply shattering tears only, and my heart is also weeping…. I am not able 2 find an answer……
I would certainly thank each and every one who took the pain and effort 2 read this……Thanks 2 all those lovely ishkarians, my friends and my silent readers….I am grateful 2 u all……I don’t know if I can come up with another ff for ishkara……This would have made u people 2 feel sad, and pls forgive me…….just want 2 say keep ishq @ ur hearts and spread the love……With lot of love and regards, renima……