ISHKARA OS : FILL THAT SPACE IN MY HEART [by Renima]

ISHKARA OS : FILL THAT SPACE IN MY HEART…….

Scene – 1{ Oberoi mansion, Omkara’s room…..}@Omkara’s view
My canvas has no grace as you uplifted me 2 the real world beyond of colors…..I never felt 2 move my leg for a beat but my eyes started moving when I find you was dancing before me…..My poetries and drawings depicted my own emotions and when u find the grace in them I felt I have met my own soul in you…..When I was sad I find ur eyes also in tears which made me 2 feel that u are mine only…. Your smile made me 2 look @ your eyes again and your words made me 2 think about you in my memories. Your tears made me 2 cry alone and it wounded my inner soul only…….. I relate myself to your pain as world doesn’t witness my pain, but your heart knows it better than any one….The calmness of my room , emptiness of my canvas and the lonliness of my life are waiting for you only….. My heart tortures me when I am not able 2 find you, it is breaking per minute as you are not with me. Whenever I picks my brush 2 pour colors , my hands will be shivering because you are not here 2 hold my hands. I have much trust on you and am still alive because I know you will come back……You will be back….Ishana…You will be back…….
Shivaay : Om…….
Omkara : Haa…shivaay…….[rubs his tears]
Shivaay : Are u fine ??
Omkara : Yeah…[emotional]

Shivaay : Om…..u pls don’t lie…..It doesn’t suits you……U are missing Ishana, won’t u ??
Omkara : Shivaay……U know I searched her every where…..I wandered in streets by screaming ishana….ishana….only……But I was not able 2 find her…….She might be literally hurt because what I did 2 her can’t be justified….That dark day when Mr.Oberoi deceived my maa by marrying swethlana, I was totally broken……Maa felt her self-esteem has lost and without uttering a single word, she left this home and I was incapable of doing any thing 2 stop her.…… And ishana……she saw me when I was taking drugs only……. She rushed near me and with much force she took that syringe from me and throw it on the floor……I slapped her because I was out of my consciousness and control. When she was trying 2 console me I was simply bursting out my anger on her only……I asked her not 2 give any kind of advice 2 me and I just pushed her from my room by shutting the door towards her face only…… Around 6 months I was a drug addict only and I kept myself alone in darkness and didn’t allowed any one 2 fill that space……But shivaay, trust me now I felt guilty of myself and I went 2 meet her for apologizing……But went 2 her house there was no one in her house…..Seems her paapa and she has gone some where as they don’t want 2 see my face…….[emotional]
Shivaay : It’s not like that…..om……I….I….want 2 tell u something…..But…..I am
Tej : Omkara….
Omkara : Why u came here, Mr.oberoi ? Shivaay, ask him 2 go out….I hate him….
Tej : Omkara……I deserves your hatrence…..In fact what I did with your mother was not right….. When I came 2 know abt swethlana’s real intentions, I understood that she was simply making me as a puppet in her hands only, I send her out from this house……I tried 2 meet jhanvi, but she refused 2 come back…….I am sorry…..beta…..
Omkara : Beta!!! Pls don’t call me like that …… I don’t consider u as my father……Get lost….
Shivaay : Om…
Tej : Shivaay…..take care of your brother…..[tej walks away]
Shivaay : Om……

Omkara : Pls shivaay its over…..By the way…. u was telling me some thing …..right ?? What was that ?
Shivaay : Om….Tmrw we have 2 go ….Your waiting will be over because I got an information that Ishana is there……
Omkara : What ??[ om smiles with wet eyes] Shivaay…….ishana…..u…u ….met her….how is she ? She might be thinking I am so rude ……Because I asked her 2 leave me from my life, which was not right…….I want 2 meet her…..Shivaay….I really want 2 meet her…..
Shivaay : I know…..om….U pls sleep well …..my bhai…..Tmrw we will meet her…..
Omkara : Sure ?? Why tmrw ?
Shivaay : Have a look on the wall clock….Its 11.30 pm…..She might be sleeping….
Omkara : Yeah u are right…….I will not disturb her sleep….Let her sleep well…. But…. Shivaay…… And now when u are telling that I am going 2 meet her , I don’t know how 2 tell….what am feeling……Am…..[emotional]
Shivaay : Om….My best man……[shivkara hugs each other and gets emotional] I think now u also have 2 sleep ….Gud n8 [shivkara release themselves from hug]
Omkara : Gud n8…..[shivaay smiles and leaves]
Scene shifts 2 shivaay’s room…..Shivaay’s view
I am sorry my bhai……I don’t know how 2 tell the truth before you…..But I can’t hide it from you because I can’t see you in trouble….The truth will give u huge pain but if u will not came 2 know it then I am scared whether I will lose u forever…..I don’t know what will happen when he will face the bitter truth ?

Scene again shifts 2 omkara’s room
Omkara recollects the moments which he spend with ishana……”I really miss u ishana….I really miss u….”[omkara takes ishu’s photo and sits on the arm chair….He stares the pic for a while and slowly closed his eyes. He has lost himself in her dreams only]
“Is it ? Then why u send me from your life ??” Omkara turned back and gets surprised 2 see ishana’s smiling face….
Omkara : Ishana……[omkara moved towards ishana]
Ishana : U didn’t answered me, omkara….why u asked me 2 go ?
Omkara : I don’t know……But…..i was…..confused….[he holds ishu’s hands]
Ishana : U know how much it was paining for me 2 keep distance from you…..My heart was almost broken when u pushed me and told me that “Don’t come 2 me, I don’t need u “
Omkara ; I am sorry……Ishana……I am really sorry…..In my own life’s issues I preferred 2 be alone and I was totally out of my control…..I should not have slapped u…..But….[omkara placed his face on her hands and weeps into tears]
Ishana : Omkara…….Our hearts are bounded with each other……Nothing can separate us…… I mean it….[emotional]
Omkara : Ishana!!!! [omkara stared her with teary eyes and hugs her]

Ishana : Omkara…..Though u slapped me , I was able 2 see your wounded soul in ur eyes but u was not able 2 understand what was happening with u…..U fought with urself and tried ur level best 2 get ur maa the rights which she deserves in this house…..But when things went out of hand, she felt her presence doesn’t matters 2 her husband which made her 2 left this home…..Think in her place, if the same happens with you then what u would have done ?
Omkara : I don’t know abt that….But when maa left I felt I am nothing……U know well that how much I respect my maa and I can’t see tears in her eyes……[ishkara release themselves from hug]
Ishana : Omkara…..u tried your level best 2 stop her, perhaps she got much hurt from her marital life and when the limits got crossed she felt herself 2 leave this house……We should stand with her in this decision…..
Omkara : U are right……But whenever I find swethlana and Mr. Oberoi together before my eyes I was ……
Ishana : I can understand ur feelings …..Omakara……But I can’t left u alone like these…it gives me pain …..[emotional]
Omkara : I am sorry …Ishana….I am really sorry……For …..what all happened ……[cries]
Ishana : I missed u Omkara…..I really missed u …..
Omkara : Ishana……now I will not let u 2 go from me…..[he holds her face in his hands]
Ishana : I don’t want 2 leave u…Omkara….Because u are my heart beat……[emotional]
Omkara : Ishana!!! [om kisses on her forehead and hugs her]
BGM…..”Jo naa keha sake tum, jo naa keha sake hum…..kehane lagi donon se who
Khamoshiyaan…..Oh Saathiya……Saathiya…..Saathiya….Saathiya….” [plays]

Scene – 2 { Next day, omkara’s room}
Shivaay arrives @ omkara’s room and finds that omkara was sleeping calmly on the arm chair only…..He finds ishana’s pic on hands which was lying on his chest…..Shivaay smiles with wet eyes and comes closer 2 him……He waves his hand through om’s forhead….. Om slowly opened his eyes and stares shivaay….
Omkara : Ishana…..shivaay….where is ishana ? She again went some where ?
Shivaay : Om….i think it’s ur dream ….We have not met her yet…..[smiles]
Omkara : Yeah….[om takes ishu’s pic from his chest and places it on the table] Seems I am dreaming 2 much…..
Shivaay : [mind voice] I know bhai….But when u will face truth, I hope u will not shatter urself….
Omkara : Shivaay…..I think u lost some where….
Shivaay : No…om…..actually she is waiting for u…..
Omkara : Really ?
Shivaay : Yeah….[shivaay shook his head with a smile]
Omkara : Ok…..let’s go….
Shivaay : What u mean by let’s go…. Just look @ ur face man…Go and take a bath…..
Omkara : Oops!! I forgot it….
Shivaay : Ok…get ready fast….I will wait be in the car…
Omkara : Yeah…..[shivaay leaves, om smiles]
Scene – 3 {@ Mental Asylum}
Shivkara arrives in a mental asylum…..Omkara feels strange…..
Omkara : Shivaay…why we came here ??
Shivaay : Om…..I…..am sorry……[shivaay literally cries] Ur ishana…..ishana….
Omkara : Ishana….what…..shivaay…..I am getting scared…..Pls tell me…..[om holds shivay’s hands]
Shivaay : She is here……She is suffering from mental disorder…..
Omkara : What? How dare u say like that abt my ishana ?[omkara press shivay’s shirt’s collar and stares him with wet eyes]

Shivaay : I am telling the truth only…….Om…..She has lost her mental imbalance……
Omkara : No….shivaay…..It;s not possible……It’s not possible……Shivaay….[om bend @ his own knees and burst into tears]
Shivaay : Om…..pls control urself……[shivkara hug each other] Ishana is alone….She needs ur care, protection, affection and much more…..[shivaay sits near omkara]
Omkara : How it happened ?[emotional]
Shivaay : U know the day when she find u taking drugs she was totally upset with u…..U was not allowing her 2 get inside ur room and she was not ready 2 leave you….Finally some how her dad convinced her and told that let u will take some time 2 get rid of issues and with a broken heart she went with him……They were travelling and…..
Omkara ; And!!!
Shivaay : That was an accident…… she was severely injured and she find her dad dying in front of her eyes which affected her deeply and she….[emotional]
Omkara : Pls….[omkara literally cries] Shivaay….I….I…want 2 see her….
Shivaay : Yeah…lets go inside…..
Scene shifts 2 the ward…..
Shivaay : I will wait for u outside…..[shivaay touches his shoulder and leaves]
Omkara moved inside and finds that ishana was screaming and crying as doctor and few nurses were trying 2 feed her soup….

Doctor : Have it fast , ishana ….ur prince will be coming soon 2 meet you
Ishana : Ok…But if today if he will not come, then I will not talk 2 u….
Doctor : U just shut ur eyes and drink it fast….When u will open ur eyes, he will be infront of ur eyes only…..
Ishana : OK….[ishu follows dr.’s instruction]
Omkara : Excuse me….
Doctor : Yes…[he turned back]
Omkara : I am omkara…
Doctor : Oh…..So u are Mr.Omkara Singh Oberoi…..Nice 2 meet you….
Ishana : Omkara!!! [ishu slowly opened her eyes and stares omkara] Omkara……where were u ?? I will not talk 2 u….. [ishu started crying]
Omkara : Ishana…..Ishana….[omkara came closer 2 her and placed his hand on her face]
Ishana : U know how long I waited for u ? Now I will not let u 2 go from me….[ishu holds his hand tightly]
Omkara : I will not leave u…ishana….
Ishana : Promise !!! [ishu extended her hand towards omie]
Omkara : Promise ….[omkara gets emotional]
Ishana : By the way where is ur crown ?
Omkara : Crown ??
Ishana : Haa..u are my price charming….Right ?? Then how can u come without crown ??

Doctor : Ishana…..he forgot 2 take the crown…..
Ishana : Is it ? [ishu stared omkara’s eye] [Omkara was unable 2 tell anything……Tears were continuously started flowing from her eyes only……] Don’t cry….[ishu wipe out om’s tears] I will make crown for u…..Ok…..Smile….Smile…
Omkara manages 2 give a smile……Ishana : Gud boy!!! [ishu pats on his cheek and starts taking the pieces of papers and some sketch pencils which was kept beside her bed…. Omkara stood from the bed and stared her with wet eyes]
Omkara : Doctor…..My ishana…..I want her back….Pls….
Doctor : We are trying our level best….Mr.Omkara…..It will take some time …And if any body can bring her back 2 normal then it will be you only…..She doesn’t remember anything….. All she knows is some drawings which she use 2 make in papers…..It has no meaning @ all….They are some lines, circles and some thing which no one can identify…. And she use 2 describe that as hills, moon and one day she show me a pic and told me that it is her prince… Then she asked me where is my prince ? Why he is not coming ?? Mr. Shivaay Oberoi told me abt u and ishana in detail and I named ishana’s prince as Omkara……..

Ishana : See…..prince ….I have made the crown….. [ishu shows the drawing 2 omkara ]
Omkara finds some colors which were poured in the paper which doesn’t shows a proper drawing , but certainly conveying ishana’s innocence of heart only…..
Ishana : How is it ?
Omkara : It looks cute…Just like u…..[omkara smiles]
Ishana : Is it ?? I look cute ?? Am I ??
Omkara shook his head with a smile….
Ishana : U also look cute…..My cutiepie……[ishu pats on omkara’s cheeks]
Omkara : Doctor….can I take ishana with me ??
Doctor : But….Omkara…..Some times she behaves too weird and u will not be able 2 control her……
Omkara : I can’t see her suffering alone ….It is giving me pain……I will give her world’s best treatment….I will take care of her and I will give much more happiness because knowingly or unknowingly I am responsible for what she is facing now…….I missed her a lot….But now…..I can’t leave a minute without her……I really can’t leave without her…..
Doctor : Ok…..Take her with u…Mr.Omkara….After all u are her prince charming ….
Omkara : Thank u doctor……

Doctor smiles and leaves….
Omkara : Ishana…..Do u want 2 see the palace ?
Ishana : Palace !!!
Omkara : Haa palace…..where prince lives……From now onwards u are going 2 stay there….
Ishana : Is it ?? But…..there only u can stay….What abt me ??
Omkara : U can also stay there….
Ishana : How ??
Omkara : Because…u are …my….my princess……[omkara smiles with wet eyes]
Ishana : Am princess ?? [excited]
Omkara : And now ur prince omkara is going 2 take u with him…..Are u ready ?
Ishana : Yeah….

Omkara : Then….come with me…..Princess Ishana….[omkara extends his hand towards her]
Ishana : Yes…..[ishu places her hand on omkara’s hand and smiles] But…my leg……[ishana shows her leg by raising her skirt….Omkara finds that her leg was injured….He waves his hand through her leg]
Omkara : Ishana…..The wound is….
Ishana : It has become dry now…..Wooh…I was playing hide and seek and my leg got hit on the …the….[omkara understood that ishu has forgotten the incident]
Omkara : It’s ok…..[omkara places her skirt properly and smiles
Ishana : It’s paining……When I will try 2 walk….it will be more paining….only…..So I can’t come with u ….prince….
Omkara : Don’t worry….U are coming….
Ishana : How?? [ishu stared omkara’s eyes with surprise]
Omkara moves closer 2 her and lifts her in his arms……He stares her face and smiles…..
Ishana : U are going 2 take me ……with u…..prince….
Omkara : Yes…..
Ishana : Cutiepiee…[ishu kisses on omkara;s cheek and smiles, om smiles @ her and leaves the ward by taking his princess in his own arms only]

Omkara’s view….
Ishana ….. I will fill ur life with colors because u are my soul…..I will give u all those happiness which u denied because of me ….I will make your legs 2move on the beat as I know the rhythm is still in you…..Now I will not make u 2 go from me because my heart needs you…..I will assure you that in my arms u will be lying as princess only and I will stay as ur prince forever….[omkara stares ishu’s face and finds that her hands were placed on his neck and in his arms she was sleeping like a kid only]

So guys…..here its ends….I don’t know what 2 say abt this…..The one whom we loves truly, deeply and passionately makes us 2 feel special….Perhaps that space is for the particular feel of love and that person only ….When we miss that love it will give pain……

What u feel abt ishkara ?? Drop ur views……With lot of love and regards…..renima……