Ishq Ka Rang Safed 26th August 2016 Written Episode, Written Update on TellyUpdates.com
The Episode starts with Chandan telling that he has killed Kamini…He says I used to love Kamini a lot, but she never cared about me and ran after Viplav. He says I want to live my life with Atharva, but seeing Dhaani’s immense love for him, I am sure that you both have first right on him. He says Atharva is lucky to get you both. Viplav says Atharva is my son and have brought up in my lap. Chandan is arrested by Police and taken away. Vidha tells Parshiya that she is going to her Dadi’s house. She asks if you will miss me. Viplav comes. Vidha asks Parshiya to call her daily and meet him every week. Parshiya promises to call her 5 times a day and hugs her emotionally. He gives best wishes to Viplav and Dhaani, and asks him to pass on some of his luck to him also. Viplav says your destiny will brighten and you will become a big man. He says I know you are self respect man and will not take my help, but if you need my help at any time then tell me without any hesitation. Parshiya says you people are mine, and Dhaani had opened flower and made my life come back on track. He thanks him for saving basti. Viplav asks him to promise that he will be in touch with him also. He asks kids to come.
Dhaani says Parshiya….Parshiya gets emotional and says I will keep your flower shop just as you want, will keep fresh flowers only. Dhaani asks him to take care of himself and says you have given me home, food etc….Parshiya asks her to go. Dhaani gives her house keys and says I will miss you. She says I will leave now. Parshiya asks her to remember him. Dhaani nods. Viplav brings Dhaani home. Dhaani recalls Kanak welcoming her with coal. Viplav asks what happened? Dhaani says nothing. Viplav says this time nobody will trouble you and promises her.
Viplav calls Dadi. Dhaani asks Atharva and Vidha to fold hands infront of God. Sushma comes and welcomes Dhaani. Dasharath also comes. Dhaani touches his feet and takes his blessings. Dasharath forwards his hand and calls kids. Vidha calls him Dada ji. Atharva and Vidha hug him and go to see the house. Sushma tells that she will make 56 dishes to the people of Banaras. Viplav tells that everything is alright. Inspector comes there and tells that he came to arrest Dasharath for doing fraud with the temple funds. Dhaani asks for the proofs. Inspector says Tripurari gave statement against him. Viplav says there might be a misunderstanding.
Dasharath says no, and tells that Inspector is right. He has done fraud and accepts his crimes. He says I was punished when Dhaani left home and you became like vegetable and senseless. He says this punishment will be nothing infront of that. He apologizes to Dhaani and says you are just like your Dadi Sushma…clean hearted. He then apologizes to Sushma and says I never accepted you as my wife, and says he wants to touch her feet once. He touches her feet making Sushma emotional. Inspector takes Dasharath and leaves. Dhaani turns to Viplav and asks him to free Dasharath and Kanak on bail. Viplav asks with which sand she is made of? He says I don’t understand why a maha pandit did fraud in the temple. He couldn’t understand Kanak and Dasharath’s crimes. He tells Dadi that he is feelings suffocating here in this house. He says he wants to protect his children from this kind of atmosphere.
Viplav brings Dhaani to the Ashram. Dhaani gets emotional seeing Badi Amma, Sita Maayi, Raj Lakshmi and Suwarna’s pics on the wall. They put garland on their pics. Vidha asks who are they? Dhaani says they were my family. A widow comes there and tells Vidha that Viplav kept Ashram on Dhaani’s name and have done so much for widows’ betterment. She says now nobody feel pity on us as we are capable to earn money because of Viplav. She praises him a lot. Dhaani fees guilty for misunderstanding him.
Dhaani apologizes to Viplav and says you used to love me, and I thought you wrong. Viplav says even I did a mistake as I let third person come between us. Dhaani says everyone tried to make me understand but. Viplav says there will no troubles now in our life as there will be only happiness in the Ashram. He says just Viplav, Dhaani, love, kids and our more kids….Dhaani gets shy. Ishq Ishq plays….Viplav dances with her and hugs her.
Ishq Ka Rang Safed ended on a happy note with Viplav and Dhaani shifting to Ashram to start a trouble free and happy life. Will sure going to miss Ishq Ishq.
Update Credit to: H Hasan
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Thank you saraswathi mam. Best of luck to you too?? Will miss you lots
Thank you for advises you have given me always regarding ny studies and much more.?
Go on Ella, we all r with u ???
Ella, pl do give the link here
Happy ending….love this serial
Why ikrs ended ??????
Happy end huva par bahuth sad hooon…. Contrastng emotions bcz of ikrs coming to AN END…. OMG WAT ENDED?? I STIL NOT ABLE TO DIGEST THE FACT THT IT WIL NOT B TELECASTED HERE AFTR… 🙁 🙁 🙁
Hi dèvga.
Sanjeeda was looking pretty in red whitesari.
I think I have to comment at least on this day. Because I am too much in emotions man….
Oh God I don’t even know how to start it. Chalo let’s see!
First episodes and storyline.
Yaaar I have nothing else to say then being so happy that finally ViDha made their family again. That was something we were all desperately waiting for and finally it happened.
Today’s episode was seriously so emotional. I literally got tears watching that Parshiya wala scene. The way he was so sad and crying bidding bye. He showed how much he will miss the Tripathis, especially his Gudiya. After all, both developed a strong and wonderful relation snce her birth, and she grew up on his laps. She is his Gudiya. I knew it from the beginning that Paarshya is a good man, and that he will never be the kabab mein haddiin ViDha’s love story. Haan he really loved Dhaani, and also wished to make a family with her. And he also felt insecure when Viplav was always there with Dhaani and that she might go away with Viplav because of his better living conditions, especially for Vidha’s better life. He was ready to make Dhaani and Vidha happy, but he understood ViDha can never love someone else but each other, and he gently gave Dhaani to VIplav. That’s true love!
And we have on the opposite side, our chudail. Kash that KK was as mature and gentle. Sach mein, she never loved Viplav. She was literally obsessed with him. I dont have more wordsthat could exaggerate the meaning but that’s the fact. She was completely blind in her pagalpan and obsession. She even places her son behind Viplav man, her own blood. Gosh! She was ready to kill that masoom bacha. She has completely lost it. She is like Neelambari from Padaiyappa (old Thalaivar movie). And that, that eye staring moment of Dhaani and Kamini when she was going to fall off that cliff and then when she fell shouting “Viplav”. I think she would have become a pretaatma (i don’tknowif you uuse the same word in Hindi, but at least to all who don’t know what it is, a pretaatma is someone who dies or gets killed before accomplishing his desires, and so their souls keep roaming on Earth. Now don’t get scared like watching a horror movie ok? Btw, this pretaatma topic reminded me of one my favourite movies, Arundhati). But finally, she’s gone from Viplav and Dhaani’s life.
Mahapanditji and Choti Malkin, turning to be positive characters at the end of it, are now punished for all their crimes. I dont know how Dhaani actually forgave them so quickly. I mean at the beginnging of the leap, she was literally “slapping” on their faces with her replies and that was normal as she was really ill treated. But yesterday she forgives Kanak and today she fell on Dadajis feet. Shayad because she is too respectful and kind…
Dadi was seriously the most pitifulone. I mean she was always behind the screens, she was never allowed to do anything but she was the only one supporting Viplav and Dhaani, and so both love her the most (and me too =D). And now she goes to live happily her life with her children as she always supported them the most, and so she supported him in arresting her own pati and bahurani. Btw do you guys remember when Kanak shouted at Tripurari for not respecting Dadi ? That mademe maugh actually.
Chandan was a positive character, though his love was for a chudail number 1. He even wanted to live a fresh life with Kamini and their son Atharvaa, and so was with her intaking away Atharvaa from Viplav and dhaani. But, poor man, he didnt know Kamini’s itentions were different. But his truth and goodness made himself kill the wrong thing as he wanted to save both his son, and Dhaani. The fact he got to see thereal love and concern of ViDha on Atharvaa made him go to jail with relief. He was present for only 3/4 episodes but he was helpful in saving ViDha and Atharvaa.
Talking about children. Vidha and Atharvaa, I have seriously no word to define how cuteand adorable they are. Sometimes I want to enter in the screen and give some kisses to those chobby chobby cheeks of them. My favourite is indeed Vidha but Atharva is not less, the way he talks, you just melt man. Both’s bonding is so cute. I remember the first time they meet and they start it into a fight. Vidha callin him “bad boy” and Atharvaa being jealous ofVidha sitting on his father’s lap. That was also on fathers’ day I think. I kept watchig that scene again and again. And they quickly became friends.
Last but not the least : ViDha! OMG I was literally so happy to see the reunited VIDha. Like it brought our favourite, romantic, naughty, cute, and smiling Viplav. I think that’s what we have been missing for weeks right. I think even months no? Anyways… But I have to admit it, I first found it strange like we always used to see ViDha (MiSan) fighting, arguing, and we were seeing lovein those fights. And then to see ViDha (MiSan) romancing I was blushing (like whenever I watch a romnic scene) but this time it wa certainly it was new. I was so used to watching again and again those ViDha (MiSha) scenes at home as I have downloaded them that, seeing MiSan romancing was… But then I also to tell it that the first romantic scene of ViDha (MiSan), where he was going to kiss her and she refuses telling that Kamini wala excuse, I have at least watched it 10 times on repeat mode. And tht’s how I was used to it. But haan, MiSha’s love chemistry was really somethig else… :p And whatever it is, we have to accept Sanjeeda too na? She is doing a wonderfuljob, and both’s off screen chemistry is also amazing (kash we had loads of interviews btw). <3 And so I am happy with ViDa reunited, Vidha knowing Viplav isher papa, and Atharvaa being the chota bhai in the Viplav Tripathi kandhan. The one thing that made me sad because of ViDha reunion was the fact it alerted the end of the show to come soon. And actually, even my sister, who don't really watch the show except when I turn on the episodes on TV, realized it. Btw she found Mishal handsome fro the first time in that party wala outfit. I was damn happy hearing it xD *closes the brackets* But yeah I was happy shapy.
As I told before, I was really sad with days going as the show was to end. But then, good things areto end one day na. And we will certainly see in new shows so waiting for it. And haan I would be happy to see MiSha again on screens (after ETRETR) PLEASE GOD!!! At least give me luck for this one thing na.
Second thing
I want to thank the show and mostly Tellyupdates, for having given that wonderful opportunity to meet such amazing fellows like you all. The two previous shows made me meet friends only through Twitter but IKRS made me try a new platform which is Tellyupdates. And I am seriously so happy as it's really a different experience. Because here, we dont only become friends, but we come to know about the talent of many : writing fan fictions. When you get to read differents plots with celebrities you do admire, basing on the storyline but changing it to your sauce, you can imagine how talented and creative people become. And you all made me even get the courage to post fictions while I don't even write that well. I used to write for my own self or to share with one of my closest friend, but never felt to share it publicly to eveyone. And I should be thankful to my TU friends for giving me so much love and support for that. So thank you thank you thank you!!!
I just hope that even after the end of the show, you guys keep writing and posting wonderful imaginary stories and make us dream and imagine.
THANK YOU!
PS : sorry for this loooooooooooooong comment guys. :p
Lovely post Shruthy… Missing ur long post… Finally we had…. Yes tellyupdates is the new platform which brought so many friends for me…. Love u TU and my Ikrs Family..
Thank you Porkodi ?
Well said shruthy.
Really glad to see yr lovely post. Though wud miss ikrs but i know that u would continue with yr lovely ffs n charismatic writing style.
Thanks Renu di ?
Awww I am touched. Hopefully I will maintain you all while writing but yeah missing IKRS also
Finally u are back
Perfect comment chellam! Each and every word was true <3
Lol yes finally I got time to comment ?
Awwe thanks chellam ? Nice to hear you say “chellam” actually.
Beautiful narration good analysis do not stop writing dear less mistakes lively touch of the story , IKRS gave a chance to bring many budding writers into focus it influenced many young girls to writing skills keep it up Shruthy God bless you .
Thank you thank you thank you ?
I wont don’t worry ? That’s true. It made me able to post publicly my inagination as I always feared to do that
Shruthy…..Love youuuuuuuu girl?????? I was hell scred seeing the length of comment then took a deep breath and decided to read..offcorse i had to read as i had asked you to type it all again?
Perfect analysis as usual? Vidha and Atharva are always the cutest ones…and whenever they are shown words like”haww cute they are?” itself comes from within? Love them both and their bonding?
Parshiya had always been one of my favourite character in the show✌
And dont scare me with that pretaatama?? Hope Kamini actually doesnt become that in Ikrs next season(which we all definitely want) But that wont be happening??
Mishsan had been wonderful❤ Their co star story was so lovely and funny?? Love their bonding?❤
Will miss you lots yaar?? Stay connected
Thank you thank you thank you for giving us sooo so sooo wonderful fictions?????
See this interview by Mishal….Don’t worry guys he will come back soon with good social concept series
Here is the link…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4THSu4wxecM
Awww kithna cute aur mature baathey ki…. Infact really open talk…. LIKE kal key baarey mein sochke bahuth dar lag raha hey…. Grt actor… Grt human being… Sacha insaan…. Proud of u mishal….. U wil reach heights man
Thank you akka for sharing?
Hello to everyone!
I don’t have words to define my sadness.. u won’t believe but I am listening ishq ka rang safed title song right now with teary eyes :-‘(
Episode was really very emotional plus heart touching.. Parshiya’s scene was so heart wrenching his dialogues his expressions Oh God I was trying to control myself but tears start to fall automatically.. The way dhani hugged him was so beautiful and when he said “dhani tum flower shop ke tension mat lena apun fresh flower he rakhe ga” and “dhani humen kabhi bhulna nahe” that increased my tears even more infact his each line was filled with pain I hope he stays in touch with vividha.. Though its a drama but then also its my wish.. Parshiya was really a good man he was really very loyal to vidha dhani and dulari.. his love towards vidha and dhani was true and selfless! HATS OFF TO HIM! He was really a man of words.. He was too emotionally talking with vidha obviously he would in pain as vidha was born in front of him than he brought her up but at last he was alone I wish raj lakshmi would alive us ka aur parshiya ka couple best hota but I hope he always stays bless
Then finally DT got his punishment the way he accepted his crimes that was also painful his dialogues were reminding me first episode when he mistreated dadi he really hurt her alot but she was an ideal wife always remained silent and bear all his tortures and insult.. but today when he touched her feet was good though I was feeling pity on him if he would have done good things than he can live his remaining life peacefully as its a famous proverb “as u sow so shall u reap”
Last part was amazing viplav took a right decision as no place is better than ashram a place filled with love care and respect.. but when dhani remembered that ashram bomb blast reminded me all bitter moments as because of this blast vidhani got seperated and pain increases even more when dhani was hanging garland on raj lakshmi badi amma sita maai suwarna and one more lady I din’t remember her name Chaya kaki I guess.. The thing which I love most was dadi will also stay in ashram thats a good thing.. At last viplav dhani vidha and atharva will live as a happy family finally viplav’s dream is fulfilled.. finally we get to see our old charming naughty and cute viplav with his million dollar smile which he has lost few months back because of cruel society and circumstances.. their cute dance with viplav’s cute dialogue “dhani viplav bache and more bache” and both kids came running saying “hum bhe” that was so cute and when ishq ka rang safed plays in background that made me realized that I am watching this show last time.. Overall a perfect end like we were dreaming and willing to have.. though I want Kanak and DT too but punishment bhe necessary but if they will come out one day from jail and then they can live their life free from guilt right ?
I was missing dulari-anshuman, pankaj-shalu and raj alot.. I wish they would have show them too but it’s ok as the episode is of only 22 minutes I guess so they can’t show everything on this short period of time..
Thank u so much producers directors writers for giving us such a beautiful love story which will always remain in our hearts..
Thank u raj lakshmi trupurari (both old and new) suwarna chaya kaki sarla kaki shushma ji DT KT badi amma piya sita mayi phool chand asthana raj pankaj raja shalu dulari anshuman kamini DB and all others who increased our interest.. BTW KT DT and TT conspiracies always unite vidhani so thanks to them
Thank u MISHAL EISHA for making this serial amazing.. eisha ur acting was superb the way u acted as widow was mind blowing, sanjeeda also did her best to do justice with her character so thank u to sanjeeda too..
Mishal jitna thanks bolun kam hai u have nailed it man.. Thank u for being viplav! for becoming a true son grand son lawyer lover husband and father.. U deserve a standing ovation! just love u man.. Eagerly waiting for ur new serial please come soon
Basically I didn’t watch ikrs because of mishal honestly I didn’t know about him that day but because of its beautiful story and dialogue “tum uper wale se dua mang rahe ho aur hum uper wale se tumhen” I followed it and LO! after that I starting loving the serial.. it was the first serial which starts on social issue and ends on a happy note.. I am watching this serial from 1st episode so obviously it had become part of my life so will truly miss ikrs..
Thanks to IKRS for introducing eisha and for making us realize that no one is better than mishal..
Thanks to Hassan mam for posting written episodes they were so helpful.. ur updates were so well defined.. love u mam
Thanks to TU because of which I made so many friends and thanks to this family who welcomed me with open heart and because of u guys I started a fiction which is still continuing.. thank u for appreciating me for supporting me..
It could become more long but my mom was saying “ache note par finish hoa ache baat hai warna yeh bhe simar type ka hojata hai because story has completed” so I am also convincing myself by repeating these words “it has to be finish one day so…”
I want to say it aloud WE LOVE IKRS! WE LOVE MISHAL!
Now no more waiting for 6’O clock.. khatam! can someone suggest me a good hindi serial apart from kasam that I am already watching but I want a more serial to divert my mind I know that can’t compare with ikrs but to lessen the pain I am asking..
At last I want to repeat sujie’s fiction’s line “PHIR KOI PRATHA NA KARE ISHQ MEIN BHED KIYUN K NAHIN HOTA HAR KISE K ISHQ KA RANG SAFED” (I hope its correct)
Ishq ka rang safed rock vidhani rock everything related to ikrs rock! It has become a historical love story which will always grab a special place in our hearts
Last but not least thanks to all spot boys camera man and costume designers for contributing
I think now no one is left..
I have eaten ur brain sorry for that
BBye!
After Shruthy its time to read yours Maha?
I am ready for it✌?
Haaash finally i read it?
Awesome wala post?meri tarf se bhi sabko thanks jinka naam Maha ne liya??
I actually loved the ending with the four of them hugging and screen freezing on Vidha’s smiling faces??❤ Adorable scene? I was literally crying+smiling watching the last part?
Love you lotss Maha?? God bless you❤
Kabhi pakistan aayi to zarur milungi✌
And i watch Jaana na dil se door. So will surely suggest you to try it once although it has almost completed 100 episodes now
Wonderful comment ladki. ❤️ So well detailed and written!
Will miss IKRS so much. When I think that today there is no episode … So heart broken
Wow Mahaaijaz. Your story telling is maha good , whether the story of widow uplift influence the minds of viwers or not it influence many young girls to story writing and they exhibit their skills of writing stories,well the show achieved positive attitude in young minds ,for this we appreciate production house ,and writers and actors who made the story as if it is live.Mahaa you are a good writer with positive mind God bless you to improve your skills of writing .the ending of the story and Viplav,s action at the end is good but we have to wait for his eleven Childern to play may be foot ball team.
Thank u so much ma’am.. I didn’t know that my writing skills are good but because of this serial I come to know about my talent? indeed the show has influenced many young girls and I hope after this serial people start to give rights and respect to widows..
Hamlet53 India Forum I want thank her for very good analysis of every episode of IKRS she has very good skills in writing,very positive thinking May God bless you to many more writings,as this forum not allowed outsiders it allows only members to comment I chose this TU to thank you Hamlet53 ,once again thank you for your analytical updates of IKRS episodes.
Now the young writers may pen down either Viplav,s or Dhaani,s ishq ka rang safed why do not you debate it
Hii porkodi and renu…… my marriage life is going really good…… csnt believe that yhete is no more ishq ishq……. how r u all…. after so long iam commenting
??????????? I’m crying.. If I say the reason of my crying to my Siblings… Thy won’t understand the value of my second family ? tats u..?
My eyes are filled with tears to flow..
I nvr want this serial to cme to an end… This serial presented me a lot… I nvr thought I would be soo emotional ever in my life after a serial.. Bt later I came to knw I was mre emotional because this serial is my family ? friendship and siblings relations btwn us added salt to the serial.. It gave life to the serial fr me…
A big thankss to lols.. My sweet chotti sis.. Love u yaar…
Aish ? do u knw I just feel u like my bestie.. Mr.impossible is my lucky eater? Arshi di and misha di.. My badi didi s… Renu di u too… This family ? gave me 3 bhaias.. 1 younger sis.. Frnds of my age and countless no. Of elder sis..? Love u all ?
http://www.tellyupdates.com/dhaani-kaur-signing-off-epi-11/
Go and read my cmnts.. Tats too ending…?
Do u knw it’s only because of u guyss.. I wrote a ff.. Whn I cam to TU I was unaware abt ff.. Bt latr found out wat It is and all.. Tat time mujhe kya patha tha ki I’ll be a ff author ? I gt enough courage to write ff because I thought it was my family ? whose gonna read it and no1 else…
From today going to miss badly mishal and vidhani love story.some way their both chemistry really was connected to our hearts closely.miss u….plz come soon mishal with a new story.
I have one doubt in this episode Viplav and Dhaani with their Childern enter Ayodya nivas and pray in front of Siva in their house with shoe ,in general we( HINDUS) donot pray God while wearing shoe ,how the directer forget this and even the actors did not do it ,then why they did it?
Yes saraswathiji i roo.noticed.it.
Hi…everyone..so the show ended with a happy note..but unfortunately I couldn’t watch last episode..louella…dear please continue updating upcoming episodes of ikrs…i will surely comment if i get a chance..I AM GONNA MISS YOU ? BUDDIES
Hi molu
U guys are all too emotional
Geni chechi.. U thr on Fb!! Happy ? to knw that ur marriage life is gng gud?
Do u knw guyss the last epi of my spcl bst frnd.. First part I wrote 3 times.. Nw I by hearted tat portion.. Whenever I did copy it will get erased..? at last yep,I wrote the ff.. Posted it.. Thus my bth ff came to an end.. ?
How can it end so early?I am really sad but guys isherwood Kate rang safedolike have aired on rishtey channel
Its Mohe rang do laal sidhi
Yeah it is just serial name is different but serial is same
Mystery of how dhani n dulari escaped bomb blast still not revealed
What happened to dadu bhua Renu
Don’t worry di, I m there na. I will reveal it. Just read my comments, I m gonna continue the story. So don’t worry, i will try my best to reveal all those things which were never revealed?
Tanya and company …. They must be sleeping in club 360 since 5 years….. Serial ended ..but their sleep didn’t end ???
Tanya and Badi Amma had some relation ….
Viplav’s bade bhaaiya was eaten by chudail????????
Serial khatam hogaya..but mystery didn’t ???
LOL! They will always remain mysteries now as serial has ended??
Good afternoon family….
Yesterday the serial ended..but have one doubt…when will commenting be disabled in this page…
After 2 weeks didi
Good afternoon Sujie di? We will comment in today’s update na, so why u are asking about comment box?
Yes there are so many unanswered questions they took all their belongings and escape how they escape ? Mishal Raheja as Viplav did his best action , new Dhaani in the last white dress not looks nice she is good in red dress.
I watched the episode again….. Downloaded it from Heart Desire Mishal Raheja…. Cried cried cried….
And that wide smile once again…at the end when Viplav says….. Bas Viplav Dhaani Baache….and more bacche 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 Suruwat kare…. Kids come running MEIN BHI MEIN BHI……and then ISHQ ISHQ….RANG RANG ….. Missing it badly
Hi…
Renu diii
The last part where that lady went after praising Viplav and then Viplav naughtily pushed Dhani with his shoulder and his face??? OmG?? That was so cute yaar❤ I was literally smiling and my friends were looking at me with a question mark???.. Actually was filled with mixed emotions? Dont really know what to do
IKRS You will always live in our hearts❤
If anyone of you watched Balika Vadhu’s last episode?
That was very beautifully made with all the previous characters who were dead now were also shown.
Wanted something like that for IKRS as well. Atleast few lines telling the moral of show and saying it ended.
Yes they should say Subham at the end minimum curtacy to the show they produced
Yesterday when I was watching this serial I was crying bitterly on parshiya wala scene at that time my bro looked at me speechlessly and batameez run to my dad and told him about that, he came to me and starts consoling that it was a drama it has to be end one day mishal will come with a new show inshaAllah but my tears were not stopping it happened usually when someone console us especially dad then we began to cry more same thing happened with me.. but now I am feeling embarrassed as its too weird to cry in front of dads or mom’s my bhai is too much
At night I slept at around 3’o clock don’t know why all episodes were revolving around my mind.. I don’t want to forget this serial but want to come out of these thoughts so please someone help me otherwise I will become mad??