Ishqbaaaz “Guily Forever” Rikara OS by Annie

“GUILTY FOREVER”
Every person in the world has the power to think, to take decisions. Decisions of their life. Has the power to understand situation’s but what happens? What happens When someone else gets the control over them?…
“I’m guilty. I’m feeling guilty for accusing you for the thing which was just my imagination, for the thing which was totally baseless…I’m regretting for not letting you speak anything at that time… I’m regretting shivaay said right and did right too… I deserved that I know my sorry is of no use now…I lost the won war I lost you gauri…I wish I had a power of travelling back to the past and make it all fine again and get you back too…I don’t know when in my life I’ll meet you, I just want to apologize you…”
Om was crying in his room holding a frame which was of gauri and him.
{what happened? Let’s go to past in flashbacks!}
*FLASHBACK~ BACK TO SIX MONTHS*

@Oberoi Mansion
~In hall
@Annika’s Chunri rasam
A long hair man was sitting on a couch in the corner with his gaze sticked on the main door of OM. With each passed seconds he checked his watch and then looks at door “om what are you looking at?” a bearded man tapped his shoulder “shivaay, gauri hasn’t come back and it’s too late now…she isn’t picking my call too and look it’s raining so heavily outside” om breathed out completing his sentence “relax om she’ll come back soon” shivaay smiled “I don’t know where she went” om looked at shivaay “don’t you trust her?” shivaay walked away saying so leaving om in thoughts…
“trust? On her? Do I have trust on her? After very welly known to her all reality do I trust her? No! I don’t trust her… who knows where she goes daily… who knows whether she is really caring toward us” om brushed of his thoughts on the final decision “I don’t trust her”
How could he think like this after so many favors/ helps she did on him? How can he think like that for her?
Well the Bareli incident is trampled in his mind…it’ll not be erased so easily…
“gauri you came” shivaay walked to her and his voice make omkara look at the direction of voice breaking his chain of thoughts…
“gauri” he stood up and walked to her “where were you? Don’t you feel like telling me before going anywhere? Can’t you just pick my damn call?” omkara shoots his questions on her with high pitch which diverted everyone’s attention toward them
“omkara ji” gauri taking aback hardly whispered “om relax! Are you really asking or threatening her?” shivaay chuckled and patted om’s shoulder just to make the environment cool again “gauri you should’ve informed me before going, I was so scared” the truth was blurted out by om and his feelings over took his anger and distrust and he immediately hugged her… which was quite surprising for her and for others too…
Gauri who was in shock didn’t reciprocated and om seeing it got apart with lots of thoughts starting to roam in his minds again and he quietly left from there and gauri too left to change.

~In their room…
Gauri went to washroom and om was sitting on his recliner with the scene happened outside going on in his mind it was when a lady with her hair tied up in a bun and dupatta sweeping the floor entered their room for him it was his maa but on looking up he found out “choti maa”
Well he was in no mood to talk about anything so he stood up to leave “I knows none of you likes to talks to me and I know why because my words are truths” pinky in her broken English spoke up “no! you’re mistaken, your words aren’t true they’re those lies which you spoke to all and thorn you laid in the way of two lovers and the one was none else than your own son” om calmly shut her up “I know. I’m guiltys for what I dids with annika and shivaay, i knows I did wrongs I was mistaken but now I’ve learns about my mistakes and my views are changed for annika but one thing I realized and that is ‘Gauri’” she stretched gauri’s name and still not wanting om got curious to know what her views are for her
“I know she isn’t nice at all and even you know it too” she stopped to see his reactions and that was right target where she hit him and he started to think “you too knows that she just acts to be nice but in reality’s she isn’t nice at all…she’s a cheater and liar… she lied to you a lot of time… she cheated kaali and village’s people too and now here she is doing that too staying out for longs and not telling you why… not behaving as your wife and that’s the proof she’s cheating on you with someone else” she stopped as her work was done… her arrow hit right on point and she left without having other words.
Om who was already confused about their relationship, his feelings, her character, her motive got affected a lot with the things he heard from pinky… he was believing them… Distrust and hate was winning over feelings of love. The battle of heart and mind which started along ago got finished today by mind wining and heart losing badly… his Distrust and hate won. The thing called “DOUBT/MISUNDERSTANDING” was successfully took place in their relationships and he sat on recliner with his eye’s reflecting hate for her…
The wounded heart of om became of stone with those thoughts for her, she became cheater/gold-digger though he never had good thoughts regarding her but when his heart started to get them his mind with the help of an evil called Pinky Singh Oberoi sealed their way.
Om’s mind was locked up completely to think anything positive about her. He didn’t even realize the things pinky just told him were known to none else then them {rikara}.

On the other hand
~In washroom…
Leaving the tap on of Bathtub she was standing in-front of mirror with a broad smile plastered on her face ready in the dress of red color for the rasam and with little make-up on her face she was getting happy for the thing happened out in hall…
“unho ne hume gale lagaya sabke samne? {he hugged me infront of all?}” she was blushing murmuring these words caressing her dress she just took off…
“lagta ha woh badal rahy hai… {seems like he is changing…}” she bit her index finger nail while smiling
The innocent heart of her was happy and was dreaming a lot of good things unknown to the fact ‘He Hates her’. For her he was her everything after her mother and for him she was just a Cheater/Gold-Digger…
She was getting ready with a hope he’ll compliment her and he was getting ready to accuse her…
~In room
Om was leaving the room when he heard constant beeps of messages coming from ‘Gauri’s Mobile’ which was in her bag.
Doubting her he picked her bag “I need to check it” om muttered “no I can’t girls have their personal stuff in bags I can’t do this” his mother’s teachings stopped him “I need to do it for my family… who knows what she is planning against our family?” his mind forced him and he ditched his mom’s teachings and un-zipped her bag, inserting his hand in bag he took out her mobile and closed the zip…placing back the bag he walked back to recliner and sat on it opening the Inbox “gauri did you reach your house safely?” “gauri? No need to come tomorrow we’ll wrap our work day after tomorrow and that too if there will be no rain?” “hope you reached your house safely…TC” and at the end of every text was a signature ~Annand~ {well I don’t know her sir name}
Reading these messages from a contact saved with the name “Annika bhaujai” om’s temper reached its peaks… and he rushed out of room throwing away her mobile and as soon as he left the room gauri stepped out of washroom all dressed up beautifully and without noticing her mobile on bed she left the room and joined everyone in hall for rasam…
~Backyard
Om was pacing here and there in backyard to calm down his anger but he failed… at that time his thoughts were wild enough to break his heart into pieces his wrong path of thinking about her lead him to the dead end where there was no way to return to his love for her…not at that time at least…
“she is having affair?” om kicked a can “how could she betray me?” he closed his eyes and his wild thoughts started to play in his mind like a film…
~His thoughts/imagination~
A man with blurred face sitting with gauri and soon they sharing a bed!
~Reality~
He opened his red blood like eyes with tear drops falling down from his eyes…
Tears? Why? is he hurt or the tears are of angriness?
She is sharing bed with an unknown? How could he even imagine this about her?
It’s easy! “poison mixed in food is much better than the poison mixed in ears” the thing is 1000% right.
These all cheap thoughts took place because pinky the evil filled his ears against her…
He was done with all and thinking about confronting her he went back to room and on other hand searching him she too entered room…seeing him with her mobile a scary thought entered her mind “kya hoga agar inko pata chal gaya ke hum angrezi sikh rahe hai? {what if she finds out about me learning English?} and with this thought her face’s expressions turned into worried from happy!
“look how scared she is of being caught?” om’s thought was wrong as usual… with a chuckle “why you’re so tensed?” he shoots his question on her… trying to hide her tension she gulped “kuch bhi nahi… hum to bas apko bulane aye thay {nothing… I just came to call you”} she sighed “lagta to nahi {doesn’t seem to be} om moved near her “hum sach keh rahy hai hum apko bulane hi aye thay {I’m saying truth I came to call you only}” she took aback with each step toward her she took a step back “tum Itni pareshan kyu ho? Or aise peeche kyu jarhi hu? {why you’re so tensed? And why you’re moving back?}” om turned her by holding her hand and leaned on her neck and started nuzzling “yeh app kya kar rahy hai? {what are you doing?}” she resisted “kyu mera choona acha nahi lagta? Ya phir Annand ke choone ki aadat ho gayi hai? {why? Don’t you like my touch? Or you are used to Annand’s touches?}” om encircled his arms around her and pulled her toward himself “matlab kya hai aapka? {what do you mean?}” gauri’s eyes filled up as she tried freeing herself “matlab? Matlab to tum batao mujhe sharam nahi ai tumhe? {mean? You should tell me the mean didn’t you felt shame?}” om turned her toward him to face “sharam? Kya keh rahy hai aap or kyun? {shame? What you’re saying and why?}” gauri moved back little “haha” om laughed out hard and tried to kiss on her cheek “yeh kya kar rahe hai aap hatiye {what are you doing? Move back}” gauri pushed with tears rolling down her cheeks “kyu? Uss Annand ke sath to buhut mazy karti ho apne pati ke choone se kyu masla hai? {why? You enjoy a lot with Annand but with your husband’s touch you’ve problem?}” om held her hand and pulled her toward himself again and started caressing her hair “dekhiye hume kuch samajh nahi araha ke aap kya kehna chah rahy choriye hume, hume jana ha {look, I’m not understanding what you’re trying to say. Leave me I need to go}” gauri tried freeing herself “kaha? Annand ki baho me uske bistar par? {where? In annand’s arms on his bed?” om spoked out clearly and jerked her away…
Gauri was still on her place and tears were rolling down her cheeks, innocent gauri lost her world at that moment… he accused her and that too for the thing she can never ever imagine in her wildest dreams… she always accepted whatever he said and did to her without uttering a single word she always helped him selflessly did a lot for him and his family…nearly died because of him but never said anything to him but this time he pointed his finger on her character…indirectly it was pointed on the upbringing of her by her mother… her world shattered at that moment and her heart broke down in million-trillion pieces. The thing for which he blamed her wasn’t the reason for her broken heart she could’ve handled if it is said by someone else but here her own husband her world and the person whom she worships like a GOD was accusing her she lost the war she was shattered but didn’t lost her strength… she couldn’t control her anger she couldn’t ignore the fact he accused her and pointed on her character and she moved near him and slapped him hard on his face “chiii hume nahi paata tha apki soch itni gandi hoskta hai {I never thought your thinking will be so cheap}” gauri shouted on him and turned to go when shivaay entered the room and seeing his lovely sister crying a tear escaped from his eyes too “what happened gauri?” shivaay moved toward her but she ran out without even answering “om?” shivaay looked at him and he too walked out with anger and shivaay followed him calling him out…
~In hall…
Gauri was running toward the door of mansion but annika came in her way “gauri kidhar ja rahi itni raat ko or roo kyu rahi ho tum? {gauri where are you so late? And why you’re crying?” annika held her face in her hand “Annika Di” gauri first time called her ‘Di’ instead of ‘bhabhi’ and hugged her tightly and burst into tears “arry kya huwa gauri? Kyu roo rahi ho kuch batao gi? {arry what happened gauri? Why you’re crying will you tell something?}” annika rubbed her back and she cried more
She was letting go the pain she got from ‘OMKARA SINGH OBEROI’ with the tears she was shedding in the embrace of her ‘DI’ whom she respects a lot her bhabi whom she adores a lot. Getting peace in her arms and feeling apna pan she cried a lot but soon stopped hearing om’s roar “gauri” sniffing she got apart with her red eyes she turned to the direction and looked at Om who was just coming in the direction of her with his fire expectorating eyes and soon reaching her he pulled her away from annika which was rude very rude for others…they all were witnessing it for the first time…and without uttering any word he slapped her hard on her face which result in she falling on floor and her mouth bleeding “dare not to slap me ever again miss gauri sharma” om pointed finger toward her while rest rushed to gauri and Jhanvi to om “what the hell is wrong with you? Are you in your senses? Why the hell you even slapped her?” Jhanvi held om’s collar and shooked him… “mom please!” om pushed her a little “I don’t want to talk about this…” om looked at Jhanvi “and you” he pulled gauri away from others while everyone wasn’t leaving her but he managed and pushed her out of the house “don’t you dare to enter this house again” and he closed the door on her face “tum pagal hogaye ho om? {have you gone mad om?} annika tried opening the door “bhabhi please! Don’t open this door if you consider me as your brother” om blocked her way “mein kholu gi or agar mujhe yeh bhi kehna pare ke tum mere bete nahi ho to bhi me yeh karungi {I’ll open and even if I have to say that you’re not my son still I’ll do this}” Jhanvi moved forward “No! I won’t let you bring that bit*h in again” om covered her way too “om” Jhanvi slapped him hard “mom?” om looked at her “what is wrong with you om? Why you’re even doing this what happened will you bother to tell us?” shivaay moved them all back “shivaay, leave it” om refused “don’t break the law of OBRO’S” shivaay used weak point where he had to tell him “shivaay, woh ghatiya larki Annand ke sath soi {that cheap girl slept with Annand}” om’s eyes had tears while he said this to shivaay with tight lips “omkara” shivaay’s hand landed on om’s both cheek’s and it was a shock for all “shivaay” om muttered with tears in his eyes “tune aisaa socha bhi kaise usske bary mein? {how could you even think like this about her}” shivaay’s voice reflected his anger “sochna kya hai shivaay woh hai hi aisi {what’s there to think she’s like that only}” om chuckled little with attitude “tu mera bhai ho hi nahi sakta mera om… hum sabka om aisa nahi ha kabhi nahi hai tu kon ha? {you can’t be my brother my om…. everyone’s om isn’t like this never ever, who are you ??}” shivaay held om’s collar and shooked him “mein? Omkara hu om sabka om…shivaay tu nahi janta woh b*tch {i? I’m omkara everyone’s om…shivaay you don’t know that b*tch}” om was cut in middle “khabradr ek shabd or bola meri bhen ke khilaf nikal ja yaha se door hojao meri nazro se {dare not say a word more about my sister… get lost stay away from my sight}” shivaay pushed om with heavy heart and tears rolling down same was the condition of everyone and om left to his room being hurt by the behavior of his brother…
Everyone present in that mansion had tears in their eyes not matter what was the reason hurt or anger? But there was one person with no tears in eyes just a smirk plastered on face and that was none other than pinky!

Shivaay immediately walked out to talk to gauri but she was nowhere to be seen “gauri why did you stopped me from telling about your English classes… nothing of this sort would’ve happened” shivaay hit his forehead with his palm and ran toward road without a car while rudra just followed him taking a car “where she would’ve gone in this heavy rain and dark night?” shivaay rubbed his forehead thinking of any place but failing twice he ran to the road on left street lights were the only source of light that too dim nothing was clear out there or sometime a thunder light would give a strong light for a second shivaay wasn’t able to see anything due to darkness and was walking/running on the road looking here there… his gaze fell on a thing which was twinkling not to miss anything he went to that and found gauri laying on road fully drenched ‘Un-Conscious’ that was her bangle which was twinkling rudra who was following shivaay, reached there too with car and lifting gauri shivaay placed her on back seat and placing her head in annika’s lap who was sitting at back seat he sat on front passenger seat “annika try waking her up and rudra drive to hospital” shivaay shouted
“gauri wake up!” annika tapped her cheeks several time but there was no response from her “why O did this” finally rudra spoke up having enough of drama “I don’t know” annika spoke from back trying waking gauri up “Misunderstanding” shivaay uttered with low voice “what how?” aniru shouted “yes! Gauri is learning English and her sir’s name is Annand and I guess om is mistaken” shivaay looked at both “you should’ve said and clear everything” annika tapped on his shoulder “I promised her to not reveal about her classes till she completes” shivaay hung his head low “and my swear to you both don’t say anything to him now! Gauri will never forgive me” shivaay sweared them and they reached hospital “call the doctor” shivaay shouted on a ward boy who reached emergency ward with gauri on stretcher “doctor is not here now, he is on his way” boy replied “mein nahi janta kuch bhi abhi iska ilaaj shuru karo…shivaay singh oberoi hu mein or meri bhen ko kuch bhi huwa to tum sabko barbad kardunga mein {I don’t know anything start her treatment now…I’m shivaay singh oberoi and if anything happened to my sister I’ll destroy you all}” shivaay held ward boy’s collar while pointing toward rest standing nurses rudra made him leave the collar and nurses started initial checkup and doctor arrived and the door got closed while they sat on the bench outside…after sometime doctor came out “she’s having cold, her lungs are infected with water…but she is not in danger you need to take proper care of her don’t let her go in water it’ll be better to give her warm water bath and drinking of room-temperature water will be good…I’ll give you the medicines names give her on time with no solid thing to eat…she’ll surely get fine soon but care is must” doctor explained and walked away…
“I’ll get the prescription you both go and meet her” shivaay said in low voice and walked behind doctor
~In General Ward
Gauri was laying with drip attached on her left hand and oxygen mask on face…she was conscious and her mind was lost in the thoughts of whatever happened an hour ago in mansion and tears were continuously rolling down her cheeks that her pillow was wet too…
“gauri” annika broke her chain of thoughts and she smiling looked at her “bhabhi” gauri muttered and her oxygen mask got blurred “sshh no need to say anything” annika smiled while holding her right hand and gauri nodded
“bhabhi” rudra too reached them with tears in his eyes “I’m sorry” he started speaking “I know you’re so much hurt…and the reason is my own brother…I don’t know what to say…I’m feeling so guilty now I don’t have any words to say right now but just a ‘SORRY’ sorry from all of us and my brother too” rudra cried making her weep too…but annika was there to handle both and shivaay too arrived so he took rudra with him leaving two buddies/sister alone…
“gauri, I don’t know what happened and how happened…how he doubted you and why? I don’t know why there’s such a strong ‘Rift’ between you two… you both never told us anything neither you both yourself tried clearing it… how you both end up marrying while there’s no love between you two… I know you love him a lot and I can see that in your eyes two and his eyes just reflects multiple emotions for you I don’t know why…
But I know one thing that all happened because of ‘English class’” Annika paused and gauri was shocked hearing it from her and removed her oxygen mask “bhaujai… apko kaise paata? {how do you know?}” gauri spoke up
“shivaay told us now only… rudra knows it too… gauri I want to say you need not to change yourself for anyone… you’re best in your own way… even I don’t know much English but I never let that thing overpower me, because I know I’m best the way I’m and same goes with you… you’re the best in your own way… your cute language, styles and everything makes you unique from others… why you’re trying to change yourself…and this all happened with this change bringing thing only.” Annika completed and gauri sighed with tears…
“hum jante hai angrezi na ana koi barri baat nahi ha hum yeh omkara ji ke liye seekh rahy thy taaky woh dobara kabhi sharminda na ho lekin aaj jo bhi huwa uske baad me unke liye kuch bhi nahi karna chahu gi kabhi bhi nahi…hum janty hai wohh humse nafrat karte ha hume ghalat samhty ha lekin hum sab bardasht kiye kyunki isme unki koi ghalti nahi thi haalat ne unhe humare bare me aisa dikhaya lekin jo aj hua wohh sab unki ghalti thi unho ne humare kardar par ungli uthai unhe ne humara nam uss insaan ke sath jora jise log bhagwan ka darja dete ha ‘USTAD’ jo hume achi cheez sikhaty hein? Wohh mere bary mein aisa kaise soch sakty ha? Kyu kia unho ne yeh sab kis bina par? Hum bardasht kar liye hote yeh sab agar kisi or ke munh se suna hota kyunki logo ki soch hi aesi hoti hai lekin humare apne pati ne humare pati jinse hum sabse ziada pyaar krty ha unho ne humpar ungli uthai…
Or jo aj hua uske bad hum angrezi apne liye seekhenge na ke kisi omkara ke liye bas sirf apne liye…! {I know not knowing English isn’t a big thing…I did all this for omkara ji I was learning it for him so that he doesn’t get embarrassed again…but after what all happened today I wouldn’t like to do anything for him never ever…I know he hates him he think wrong about me but I tolerated all because it wasn’t his mistake in all that as situation made him think like that about me but what all happened today it’s all his fault…he raise finger on my character, he joined my name with that person whom people give place of GOD ‘TEACHER’ who teaches us good things? How could he think like that about me?why he did all this on which basses he did this all? I would’ve bear it all if someone else had said this because peoples thinking is wrong…but here my husband, my husband whom I love the most pointed finger on my character…
And after what all happened today I’ll learn English for myself…not for any omkara just for myself}” gauri cried and stayed strong both at same time annika was speechless after what all gauri said all she could say was “I’m with you, he shouldn’t have done this no matter what…now rest” annika made her lay back and walked out of ward to meet shivaay “she’s right at her own place…but there’s something we are missing…om isn’t like this he can never do this I’m not understanding what made him think like that about her?” annika showed her POV “he isn’t our O. he’s son of tej singh oberoi mr omkara singh oberoi I’ll never talk with him he is changed” rudra cried “relax rudra, we can’t do this if we are with gauri we need to be with om too to know what made him think like this and boycotting him will result in losing him and I can’t afford it never! You know how difficultly he came out of drug zone doing this will lead him back to that way only” shivaay explained rudra and he nodded “I don’t think gauri will come to OM now” annika sighed “I know what to do for her” shivaay assured and ask them to leave for OM and send gauri’s stuff with khanna…
Aniru both left to mansion and shivaay to arrange accommodation for her…
~In Om’s room…
He was breaking each and everything present in his room whether it was vases, mirror, paintings or his sculptures he broke each and everything by throwing them… after taking out his anger on everything he collapsed on floor with tears falling “kyu har bar mere saath hi aisa karty ho? Kyu? Pehle ishaana phir riddhima or ab gauri? {why you always do this with me only? Why? First ishaana then riddhima and now gauri?}” om shouted looking at the small temple gauri hanged on wall and saying so he picked up a vase and threw it on that temple and it fell down
“whenever I try to overcome bad thoughts the person always does something to ruin it…I started loving you but what you did? You ditched me gauri…I was thinking to forget about old incidents and what you did betray me with Annand?” Om ripped off her pictures into several pieces and hugging his knees kept on weeping…
Why he was even crying? Why he was saying this all now? Why he didn’t said anything like this to her? Why he created a MAJOR RIFT in between them by accusing her…
While he was weeping all the happenings were playing in his mind “accusing her~being slapped by her~slapped her~jhanvi’s anger~throwing her out~getting slapped by jhanvi~badmouthing her~slapped by shivaay~shivaay’s anger and hate”
He was hurt a lot hurt…his mom and brother went against him…slapped him for the first time…but he was more hurt with what he did with gauri!
{why he was even hurt?}
“I slapped her how can i?” om banged his hand on the floor with which he slapped her and it started bleeding after being pricked by lots of shards…
“Om” annika entered with her widened eyes seeing the condition of both room/om…
Om looked at annika and wiped away his tears and stood up “bhabhi” om muttered but didn’t said anything more “I just want to take out gauri’s stuff” annika said and made her way to cupboard “but” om’s voice cracked in this short word only “it’s too late om” annika looked away while om sat back with thud and annika taking out gauri’s stuff turned to rudra who was standing on door-step not noticed by om “rudra” annika called him “take this luggage” annika handed him “rudra, where are you gonna take this?” om stood up “bhabhi I’ll hand this to him” rudra took hold of the luggage and giving an angry and hurt glare to om walked out which hurt om more annika walked toward the door and locking it she sat by the side of om “om” annika tapped on his shoulder and he turned to her and broke down hugging her he cried his heart out and she let him cry…
“om okay enough stop crying” annika rubbed his back “bhabhi, I’m sorry I did wrong I know I did wrong” om muttered and annika smiled “so why don’t you just apologize?” annika looked at him “no bhabhi this mistake isn’t so small neither her sin is small to be forgiven, I’m just… i shouldn’t have slapped her my mom never taught me this” om sniffed “what about gauri? Why you think she did that do you think her mom taught this to her?” annika looked at om with expressionless face “bhabhi what are you saying how could you say this? How can you point on her mom?” om looked all shocked at annika “why can’t I? when you did this why can’t i?” annika said “I never pointed on her mother…maa ha woh” om shooked his head “who said you never pointed? You have pointed finger on her mother few hours ago only” annika stood up and om thought for a minute “bhabhi” om held her hand “om you shouldn’t have done that you shouldn’t have blamed her” annika looked at him “bhabhi I know she did this” om was sticked to his decision “I pity on you for having such low thinking about your wife!” annika jerked off his hand “I hope you realizes what you did and regret and that day come to me I’ll tell you what to do then” annika left the room leaving om in thoughts…
On the other hand, shivaay arranged everything for gauri in a 5-star hotel and rudra stayed with her while shivaay left…

{After Sometime}
~In Om’s Room!
Om was laying on floor in that all mess when shivaay entered his room and went near him and caressed his hair “shivaay” om immediately hugged him “stop crying om” shivaay rubbed his back and adjusted by his side “om what’s all this?” shivaay pointed toward the whole messy room and om didn’t replied anything “are you feeling guilty?” shivaay asked and “No!” Om immediately replied “why not?” shivaay asked “because she is like that only” om replied “and why do you think so?” shivaay questioned “because I know her reality” om’s voice was cracking but his hatered was clear in that “which reality?” asked shivaay “that she is cheater” replied om…
“how do you know that she’s cheater?” asked shivaay “she cheated kaali and villagers” replied om “are you sure?” shivaay asked again “yes!” replied om “are you really sure om?” shivaay again asked “yes ofcourse” replied om “om I’m asking for the last time are you 100% sure she cheated them have you seen her cheating them? Have you seen anything which proofs this?” asked shivaay again in highest pitch and this time om didn’t reply instead went in thoughts…
“om do you remember when I blamed annika for leaking the chip news?” shivaay asked and he nodded “and what you did?” asked shivaay “I proved you wrong because bhabhi never leaked it…you can’t judge a thing by seeing it, it could be the wrong angle too you need to go in deep to know the truth because not every time you’re right” om added “exactly” shivaay left the room without uttering another word because that was enough for making him realize his mistake “what? What I did? I never asked her and never let her explain me the Bareilly incident” om thought and face palmed this was seen by shivika!
Om’s battle of heart and mind started once again the 2nd round started… his heart was winning this time he was regretting for not asking her the matter…but the time battle started 6 months had passed! He was late quite late…
His battle was going on since past 6 months but he wasn’t cleared about the thing he wants he used to miss her but never showed anyone about it…after 6 long months he was physically and mentally prepared for meeting her for clearing out their misunderstanding for letting her speak…he was happy once again…he was happy on thinking to get his love~
On the other hand, these 6 months were hell for gauri she was used to be with om…she used to miss him…staying in the same city and not meeting him was hell for her but her self-respect was more important than her feelings toward him…she learnt English in these 6 today was the day of her exam of English! she was changed a lot… changed for GOOD! Every night she used to cry herself to sleep…Rudra used to visit her every night before going back to mansion from where ever he was gone and on every weekend shivika used to meet her in hotel…
{After 6 months}
Om asked annika to arrange a meeting for them…and annika arranged it…gauri was happy again to meet him but she wasn’t ready to forgive him soon, and on the other he was ready to clear The MU and get her back after apologizing…
But FATE!
“let’s see what fate has decided for them”
@XYZ hotel
@night
@9:00 PM
Gauri in a yellow floor length anarkali was sitting on table no 21 which was quite separate from the other tables and was in corner a rose was placed in vase on table…
Gauri’s POV
“finally he is realizing his mistake and is ready to apologies…well I’m not gonna forgive him soon he has hurt me a lot though he was hurt too but still he need to repent them and I’ll punish him for that…no matter what he will feel he need to be punished separately by me huh! Btw I’m so happy to meet him. I just hope he doesn’t make any pony or bun!”
POV Ends…
Om enters the hotel and his eyes searched for table no 21! And soon he found that and seeing gauri he was spellbound…
Om’s POV
“she’s looking so beautiful like always… hope so everything gets fine today and she agrees to come with me and accepts me as her husband again…I promise I’ll not doubt on her ever again…but what if she doesn’t agree? And what if she accepts something which will hurt me again? What if nothing goes the way I’ve planned it to be…? Ufff! Om stop being so negative”
POV ends…
Soon he reached the table and clears hi throat and attracts her toward him…
His long open hair perfects few curls at the end and brown orbs with cute smile and nervousness on his face he waved his hand in front of her “hey! ?” “hey?”
Gauri stood up seeing him waving her hand but om asked her to sit back “what would you like to have?” om asked her “nothing” she replied and waiter arrived with champion…
For a while they both were quiet and were just fidgeting their finger’s silence prevailed for about 10 minutes and finally gathering some courage she spoke “why you wanted to meet?” and om looked at her all nervous “actually” he finally tried starting but his phone beeped ignoring the beep he moved further “I wanted to” and again his phone beeped and again ignoring it “ask about you” and before he could ask it started beeping continues he finally took it out just to see 15 media messages from an unknown person…
Opening it his eyes widens and his hand trembled this didn’t go unnoticed by gauri she got curious and started pouring water in a glass “who is he?” om looked at gauri with tears in his eyes turning the mobile to her on mobile he got some pictures of gauri with Annand which was outside of class them laughing! “yeh toh Annand s” gauri couldn’t complete the word due to om breaking the vase by throwing it away “I was right” om stood up “I was idiot to think in any other way” he walked away and gauri didn’t uttered a word but followed him…
~outside!
“you are repeating same mistake again om” gauri held his hand and stopped him “I’m happy for repeating it at least the thing I’m repeating is the only correct thing in my life” om jerked off her hand “you’re again making your own stories” gauri again stopped him “no! I’m not making any stories now… the truth is in front of me with proofs! Now I will never regret my decision of leaving you a final” he was cut in between “a FINAL Good Bye to you mr. omkara singh oberoi… I’m not gonna repeat the same thing again it was annika di who convinced me to meet you to give you another chance to let give us another chance and I agreed even after all that you did I agreed well so it’s a good bye you can never change never ever” gauri wiped a lone tear which escaped from her eye and not listening to whatever om said left from there om was shocked with her bold behavior and that was the change occurred in her in past 3 months…he too left from there wiping his tears a pair of eyes were watching this with a smirk “I won’t let them become one, you helped that witch now bear this all” was the person’s thoughts and the person walked away too…

{After Few Hours}
@OM
@12:00 clock
Om entered with his stumbling steps with a bottle in his hand and puffed eyes with messy hair creasy shirt… he was so drunk that he didn’t see the pillar in front of him and bumped into it and fell down and the bottle broke…
Hearing the sound of bottle shivika who were waiting for him to return came there running and on switching the light found him on floor weeping… and rushed to him “om” shivaay bent down while annika looked shocked at him “you’re drunk” annika shooked her head “om” shivaay tapped his cheek and he looked at shivaay and hugged him “what happened om?” shivaay creases his hair “she again cheated me” om wept “what the hell?” shivaay made him apart and looked at him “I’m saying truth…I’ve proofs too” om’s voice was cracking “which proofs om” annika asked “these” om showed them his mobile and they both were shocked not because of pics but who gave them this made them shock “who gave you these?” shivaay shooked om who was falling asleep “my well wished my ch…” and he slept off “what is ch?” annika placed her hand on shivaay’s shoulder “I don’t know, I think someone is trying to separate them we need to talk to him in morning” shivaay replied and tried picking him up “wait I’ll help you” annika moved “no stay there call khanna” shivaay panicked and annika chuckling left to call khanna and later they both dropped om to his room…
On the other hand, gauri was crying while rudra was consoling her…
Once again they both were broken heart just because of few picture which were taken secretly without her knowing… their beautiful day turned disastrous and they both were left broken heart again…with proofs he repeated the same mistake again those proofs which were fake!

{next day!}
Om woke up with heavy eyes and head and sat on his bed remembering the yesterday’s happening on remembering them his eyes starting to fill up with tears “she is not what I imagined in these 3 months” om threw away the pillows “what’s the use to take out your anger on those pillows?” annika entered with coffee in his room “bhabhi you and shivaay are mistaken about her, she isn’t what she seem to be…I made up my mind because of you two as you think her as good which she isn’t I’m telling you also to not believe her never ever” om stood up and walked toward his cupboard “did you asked her?” shivaay entered “what’s there to ask? I had proofs!” om turned to answer and again turned back “who gave you those to you?” annika placed the coffee on table “my well-wisher” om walked in washroom “who is that?” shivaay asked “the one who knows her well very well than you both” om answered him “I don’t think so” shivaay said “why?” om asked “because every picture had two sides” shivaay said and he came out “not all the time one can be wrong” om walked back “why do you always messes up things om?” annika asked “bhabhi this time fault wasn’t mine” om answered “yeah we know your well-wisher spoiled it all” shivaay said in angry tone “not every time it’s me or someone related to me is at fault, she was at fault this time…she herself said that is Annand with her what’s more there to know or talk I walked away I didn’t wanted to hear more to get hurt” om came out holding towel “why you will get hurt han?” annika asked “she’s my wife which husband will like to listen to his wife’s extra marital affairs?” om answered really rudely “I don’t understand why don’t you listen to her and made up your own stories and all” annika shouted on him “bhabhi I listened to her this time and then walked away” om replied “really om? You just listened Annand and walked away” shivaay replied “that was what I wanted to know and I got to know nothing more was important” om replied “brilliant! When you’ll get to know the truth I don’t know how you’ll handle yourself” shivaay patted his shoulder and walked away “you still have time om… don’t trust on the so called well-wisher of yours so blindly, that person is pushing you away from your love” annika stood up “love?” om asked “don’t you love gauri?” annika narrowed her eyes “no! I don’t believe on love and all that’s all fake” om confidently answered “such me dhal jaaty ha qisse dill se duhrane ke baad ishq par hoga yaqeen ishq ho jane ke baad” shivaay again entered the room saying this om stood still listening this “om only you said this to me! isn’t it? The why you’re not understanding it?” shivaay held his hand “shivaay I was mad at that time” om turned away “no! you were not mad at that time but you’re acting to be mad now” shivaay made him face him “shivaay you are mistaken” om looked away “why aren’t you looking at me?” shivaay made him face him again “shivaay I understood our relationship was a deal and it’s over I’ll send her divorce papers soon and the deal will be over to the heart connection was the part of deal only” om said in a low voice as if he wasn’t ready to say this but said “woah? Really om? Few years back someone said to me ‘dill liya jata ha dil dia jata ha dill ko bbaicha nahi jata’ the person was looking like you only” shivaay clapped and om went quite with his head low “she is leaving this country” annika patted on his shoulder “good for her” om controlled his tears… “are you really not affected?” shivaay lifted up his chin “yes! I’m not” om stayed strong and sticked to his decision once again “om who is your well-wisher? Ch?” shivaay sternly asked “choti maa” his tongue slipped “I knew it” shivaay’s anger raised “shivaay she did right and I’m thankful to her for this” om held shivaay’s hand “hell with your thankful thing” shivaay jerked off his hand “you know what I wasn’t going to tell you but had to tell you this now so you drown into the pool of guilty and regret believing that lady and doubting a Goddess” shivaay walked out and returned with a newspaper and threw it on his face “Gauri Kumari Sharma topped ENGLISH EXAM with xyz Numbers” shouted shivaay and om’s eyes widened…om felt like as if the earth slipped under his feet’s and his eyes starting to well up “Annand was his teacher…she started to learn English for you! So you don’t get embarrassed because of her…she hided this just to give you surprise…she studied extra time to learn better…TEACHER om he was his teacher not his boyfriend…your so called well-wisher showed you the pics only i know the real scene I was there to pick her from her class…but you never believed her go and believe your choti maa the lady who wasn’t happy with her own son’s happiness will help you? Disgusting!” shivaay sarcastically said and shooked him “you lost her! Bro you lost her in real” shivaay walked out “are you guilty om?” annika once again asked the same question she asked him before 6 months “yes! Yes. Yes, yes,” he shouted “dammit I’m guilty” he collapsed on floor “bhabhi you said to come to you when I realize my mistake and regret about it, bhabi I’m regretting please tell me what to do” om said in between his sobs and annika brushed his hair “stop her” annika smiled and he looked at her “yes! Stop her go and stop her confess everything from beginning to this day and then whatever happens accept it” annika made him stand up and he ran out of room…
He reached airport but she wasn’t there he went to hotel but she wasn’t there he checked every possible place where she could be but she wasn’t there too he broken hearted and shattered returned to OM and went to the room and sat holding frame and crying…
{PRESENT}
He was talking to frame after returning from airport after searching her when his mobile beeped and message from unknown number popped up “Milegi woh wahi jaha se hui thi kahani shuru {she’ll be found there where the story began}” om read it and wiped his tears “who’ll be found and where?” he thought “gauri?” strike his mind and he walked out of room “milenge woh wahi” “yes gauri will be found” “jaha se hui thi kahani shuru” “yes in Bareilly” om jumped in happiness and starting his car dove off to Bareilly…
~In Mansion
Shivaay smiled breaking a sim…the message was sent by shivaay only…
And soon his smile turned into anger and he shouted “mrs. Pinky shakti singh oberoi”
All the members gathered in hall including her… “what you think of yourself? Shivaay moved near her in anger “you wasn’t satisfied after breaking my house that you broke om’s too?” shivaay shouted and she took a back not only she but others also “what happened shivaay?” Jhanvi moved near them “badi maa om was manipulated by her only she made him believe that gauri, shivaay singh oberoi’s sister is characterless” shivaay glared pinky “how dare you pinky” Jhanvi slapped her “they deserved this, who asked them to help this manhoos?” pinky said in her usual bakwas attitude and anger “you can never be changed” shivaay looked away “leave this mansion now otherwise I’ll kick you out” Jhanvi sternly shouted “this is mine house too” pinky said “this was” shakti entered the scene “I’m divorcing you now only” added shakti “but shakti in our family divorce never happens” dadi interrupted “why not? When because of her shivaay annika was getting divorced and now om and gauri why not she? She need to be divorced” shakti left the place handing her the signed papers and everyone dispersed to their rooms…

@Bareilly
@Temple
Om reached and sighed while smiling with tears ‘I’ll get you at any cost” om looked at a girl in navy blue anarkali and rushed to her and turned her to him “gauri” om went on his both knees “you here” gauri was shocked “who told you about whereabouts” gauri asked “that isn’t the matter” om replied all huffing and people started to look at them “I want to confess and apologize” om said “I’m done with you, and I’ll not listen to your any confessions now” gauri tried walking away but om held her hand “since childhood I only saw fighting’s” he started “between my mom and dad I never got love from dad but just mom…their fights lead me into the path of drugs…I was a drug addict…shivaay and rudra helped me in leaving that along with riddhima…since childhood Svethlana was behind my father and mom was alcoholic because of the hurt she got from my father…I used to believe on GOD, and everyone too…I was not like this Gauri…I was never like this…one day Ishaana came into my life…she came to me as bella she was hurt she was heartbroken…I tried helping her but she was a con girl she cheated me and tried breaking my relation with riddhima…that was the first time my trust got broke…riddhima my Girlfriend whom I trusted after my family…but she was too money minded…I loved her and she too cheated me she tried to take advantage of my trust in her she too broke my trust…I changed…I changed myself after these incident as many other things happened after this too…mr.oberoi brought that Svethlana home…my mom was dying from inside seeing them…I changed myself because my mom needed a strong stone hearted om not a soft hearted I killed every emotion in me I became another shivaay in the house…I made a deal with Svethlana she asked for 100 CR to leave from our lives…shivaay gave me the deal of kaali I came here met with you…at that time I started hating Girls I stopped believing on them except my family I couldn’t believe on anyone else…we both fought…and a lot happened then I saw you with kaali with that Chunri on you…I was shocked i felt disgusting I saw thakurain {I’m mixing up scene in my mind sorry if something is wrong} she was going to burn herself on asking she said you are the reason you were marrying kaali and I saw Svethlana in you…she too did same my mom too tried burning herself but she got saved but thakurain died and for me you was the reason…after that we met in kaali’s house and you danced I don’t know why but you seemed happy to me… i believed on what I saw and then we met in train and then again I believed on what I saw…I married you just to save you I didn’t know you’ll come to my house and then always I believed on what I saw not going in detail I sticked to what I saw and 6 months ago happened same Choti maa made me believe all and annand’s message were fuel to fire…Gauri I’m not telling you this all to get any sympathy or whatever it is I’m telling you all this to make you understand why I did all that to you…I know what I did is not forgivable and I’m guilty for it and will be guilty forever even of you apologize, I’m regretting for not letting you speak and explain…I’m really sorry I never believed you…punish me, slap me, hit me, kill me…beat me but please don’t leave me” om feel on her feet’s and gauri moved back and went on her knees “what you’re doing omkara ji” gauri hugged him without wasting a second he reciprocated “I’ll forgive you but you need to bear a punishment for this…as you know you’ve hurt me a lot…and you never excepted me as your wife you never believed me never trusted me never let me speak never did anything to make me feel happy for that you need to be punished” gauri said and got apart “I’m ready for all the punishments you’ll give me but please don’t leave me gauri…I can’t live without you” om folded his hands “and why you can’t live without me?” gauri controlling her smile held his folded hands “because I love you…I love you a lot gauri…I loved you the day we met I guess” he hung his head low “I’m not sure when I started loving you but I like your company your everything but the CHEATED thing stopped me…please forgive me” om looked at her “you love me?” gauri raised her eye-brows “yes I love you a lot” om said “but you don’t believe in love” gauri gave no reaction “that was not truth” om bowed his head and gauri hugged him “I love you too” she whispered in his ear and he reciprocated “did you forgive me?” om asked “yes but punishment is left” gauri got apart “tell me I’m ready to get any punishment” om held her hand “okay so you need to marry me…and tolerate me no matter what…you need to fulfill my every order I give you okay? If I ask you to buy me sharam ji’s golgappe you need to buy me that” gauri crossed her arms “okay I’m ready for this punishment” om hugged her and she reciprocated everyone clapped there and they both shy…
THEY WERE ONE AGAIN!
BUT
THE GUILT WAS STILL THERE…HE WAS GUILTY FOREVER!
HE WAS GUILTY FOR THINKIGN HER SAME AS RIDDHIMA AND OTHER GIRLS!
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So guys this is it My first ever OS on rikara I guess it’s quite long! And bad too?
Just hope that you all will like it!
Do comment if you like it and if not then tell me why you didn’t like it ?
*Sorry for any typos…Grammatical and spelling mistakes I’m not so good in English! ?*
First Work from my teaser is this…ENJOY IF YOU CAN 
Annie signing off! TC See you soon!
STAY SAFE!