JAB DIL KHUD PAR AAYEGA…WOH WALA HISSA BAKI HAI.. by KEHKASHA (Part 10)

Hello dear friends…. KEHKASHA is back with LAST PART i.e. PART 10 of JAB DIL KHUD PAR AAYEGA… WOH WALA HISSA BAAKI HAI.. And before startimg this part i would like to thank each and everyone of u all….. And today this part is dedicated to all those who have ever commented on this story…….and to all the silent readers…… Since i really don’t know that do i have any silent reader or not….. But all i can do is i can mention the names of each and every one of u who have supported me throughout this story……

And today u all have to bear this stupid talk of mine as the credit for my achievement belongs to u all……. So a very big thankyou to….
Dheemahee, Mrunal di, Renima di, Samm, Nita D, Janvi, Shivika, Shivika22Kapoor, Chandini, Kavya, Luna, Jaya, Sairan, Ruksy, Nithu, Diyaa, Manu24, Yashu, Setu, Shivika123, Pooja 26, Shivika(G), Pri, Lisaaa, Shalini, SSO, San, Adhya, Sweetuishkara, Mansi, Ankita, Kavya347, VJey, Tany, Anaya, Aditi9, Charitha, Vincy, Sneha, Ranisha, Aparna Godekar, Lilly, Stutii, Sofia.S., Sabhya, Mukta, Debdutta, Gangu, Safaq, Aliya, Zain, Kamalika, Sriya, Anah, Ruhirachel, Faizaf, Shainaya, Nikitajai, Aish, Shuklarashi, Chikoo, Akshaya, Naisha, Ally, Bindu, Rozin, Lalitha, Shivanya, Sslachu, Anshika………

So done with my list…. I hope i have not missed anyone…..and if it is so……then plz comment and scold me for not including ur name…..hahaha….. anyways….. this full part is for u all friends…… And if u all commented today then it is gonna to be a record…. Now i am applying break to my nonstop chat…..

FAIR WARNING*- This part is extra LONG + extra EMOTIONAL…….written with lots of love……for all my dear readers……..

RECAP- Anika calls Pinky “MAA”…….leaving everyone shocked……all the oberoi ladies and youngsters return to mansion…..in order to plan a grand welcome of Anika and Sahil……… and Anika lost in her own thoughts…..

PART 10 (LAST PART)
Anika was all alone in the house….lost in her own thoughts…. those thoughts…..which were not letting her stay relaxed……she was not able to figure out the reason behind pinky’s regret……no. of questions were ringing in her mind……like……why was Pinky in that state……or how did she get to know the truth…….actually she had an answer for this……..may be Shivaay must have done something to bring out the truth…….but how……..she again drifted into the deep thoughts……of the morning…..

FLASHBACK….
Scene continued…..
After Pinky had apologised formally……..to Anika…..and Anika was in an utter shock as she had no idea what had happened……
RV left the place as he wanted to give them privacy to them…..as he knew the whole situation…….he excused himself from there saying that he had to report at crime branch…..in time…..
Anika held Pinky and made her sit…….she forced her to have water and relax for a while…..there was complete silence…..in the room…..the only voice that was piercing out from the deep silence was…….of sobbing…..as Pinky was genuienly sobbing……

After few minutes anika got up to go to kitchen and bring something to eat for pinky…….as she was looking completely exhausted……..but she freezed at a point……again after listening to pinky….

Pinky- (she was saying all this with eyes continuously starring at one point……and with voice completely guilty) Anika mujhe maaf kar de…..mai janti hun mujhse bahut badi galati hui…….ki maine tujh par vishwas nahi kiya……par tujhe mujhe maaf karna hoga……kyunki mai sach mein apni harkaton par sharminda hun………
[Anika forgive me…….i know that i have committed a big mistake…..by not trusting you……but u have to forgive me….as i am feeling really guilty for all my deeds……]

Anika- (goes to her and sit on her knees…..near the….bed on which Pinky was sitting….) Auntiji….aap yeh kya keh rahi hain……aur aap….aap aise kaise…..(she starred her with worried eyes….looking at her condition…) aap bas aaram kijiye……mai abhi shivaay ko call karke yahan bulati hun…..
[Auntiji what r u saying…..and u….u like this…… u just relax…….i’ll just call shivaay……and ask him to come here soon…..]
And she turned to leave….but Pinky hold her hand…..and ask her to listen to what she is saying…..as she is here to talk to her and not to shivaay……Anika compiles…

Pinky- (she was saying all this with wet eyes) Jab tu shuru-shuru mein hamare ghar aayi thi tab mai tujhse nafrat nahi karti thi……kyunki tu dil se saaf hai……yeh baat mujhe pata thi……tere har kaam mein ek alag andaz hai……yeh mujhe pata tha…..(with full frustration) par pata nahi kaise tere lliye mere mann mein zahar bhar gaya……..
[When in the starting u came to our house……at that time i was not having any kind of problem with u……..coz i knew that u r good at heart……..i knew that u have a different style in each work of urs………..but don’t know how my heart got filled with hatered for u………..]

Anika- (with teary eyed) auntiji yeh aap kya keh rahi hain……
[auntiji what r u saying…..]

Pinky- (signing her to stay quite) shh….shh…. tu kuch nahi kahegi……chup ho ja……aur meri sun…..
[U will not say anything…….be quite…..and listen to me……]

Pinky- jab se tu mere Shivaay ki zindagi ka ek zaroori hissa ban gayi…….teri baaton ko woh samajhne laga……….teri baatein……teri ek jhalak uske liye zaroori hone lagi……..tab se mere mann mein darr baith gaya……..ki kahin mai apne bachche ko kho na doon………kahin woh teri wajah se mujhse door na ho jaye………aur jab se mere dimag mein yeh baat aayi ki tu mere Shivaay aur uske paison ke peeche hai……..tab se sab kuch badal gaya…….(and she literally cries…)
[when u became an important part of Shivaay’s life…….when he started understanding ur talks…….ur talks…….ur one look became so important for him…….from then a fear developed deep inside my heart…….that…..that i may not loose my son……..that he might go away from me because of u……. and the moment my mind registered the fact that u r behind my son and his money………….from then everything changed………..]

Anika- (she was also crying) Anutiji…..plz….plz aap mat roiye….mai aapko iss tarah nahi dekh sakti…….plz…..yehi bahut badi baat hai….ki aap ne mujhse…..khule mann se apne dil ki baatein share kari…….par plz….ab bas…..ab aap aur kuch nahi kahengi…..
[auntiji…..plz……plz….don’t cry…..i can’t see u like this…..plz……….this is a big thing that u r sharing ur heart out with me……..but plz…..now enough……now u will not say anything…….]

But Pinky didn’t listen…….she continued……as she had made her mind clear with the fact that today she is going to clear all the misunderstandings………..in her relation with Anika……..as today all the aporia of their relations r gonna to get untied because of this conversation………

Pinky- (crying) Maine tujhe kya-kya nahi kaha………kabhi sadak ka kooda kaha…….toh kabhi……kisi ka ganda khoon…….kabhi zameen ki dhool……to kabhi paison ki lalchi……..par mujhe yeh ehsas hi nahi hua ki tujhe ye sab kehte hue……..mai khud kitna neeche girti jaa rahi thi………mai khud kitna neeche girti jaa rahi thi………mujhe yakeen nahi hota hai………ki mai uss raeesi ka ghamand kar rahi thi………jiska hona na hona sab ek barabar hain……..jisse rishtey toottey hain……..jisse khushiyan door chali jati hain…….main paison ke…..ameeri ke ghamand mein itna andhi ho gayi thi ki mujhe mere bete ki dil ki baat bhi nahi pata chali…………(sarcastically) ya yun kahun ki maine usse bhi nazarandaz kar diya…..’

[what not have i said to u……..sometimes….road thrash……..then sometimes…….bad blood of someone………sometimes…..dust of the ground…….and sometimes…….greedy for money……….but i didn’t realised that by saying all this………i myself was stooping soo low……..i can’t believe that…..i was proud of that richness……….which in itself has no identity…….because of which relations break……..because of which…….we all get distanced from happiness………i was so blinded in the richness of money…….that i couldn’t get the heartiest wish of my son………….or should i say that i ignored them……]

Anika- (crying a lot….) nahi Auntiji…..plz aisa mat kahiye…plz…
[no auntiji plz..don’t say this….]

Pinky-(continued in the same flow) aur mai yeh bhool gayi……ki mai khud ek chote se pariwar se iss bade khandan ka hissa bani…….mujhse kitni badi galti ho gayi……(and she stood up)….
[And i forget…….that even i was from a small family…….who became a part of this big khandan…….i have done a big mistake…….]

As soon as Pinky stood up…..she started feeling dizzy…….and Anika again tried to make her sit…….but Pinky holded herself……and she again turned to Anika….and…
Pinky- Tu plz mujhe maaf kar de…….dekh….mai tere liye teri MAA jaisi hun………….MAA se galati ho gayi……yeh samajh ke hi maaf kar de…..
[ plz forgive me…….look…..i am like ur MAA…….and MAA committed a mistake……..plz forgive me thinking that…….]

And she bend down in order to hold her feet to apologise…….but Anika holded her hand in between and made her stand properly…….and almost in a tone of scolding she continued….
Anika- Aap kya samajhti hain…..han….ki jab marzi……mujhe kuch bhi suna dein…..jab marzi mujhse maafi maang le…….aap chahein toh main ghar chod kar chali jaun……aap chahein toh mai aapko maaf kar doon……….sirf aapki hi sunu…..hai na yehi chahti hain na aap…….(taking a pause) Aur abhi-abhi jo aap karne jaa rahin thi……uske liye aap kya kahengi…..
[what do u think of urself…..han……that when u like……u can scold me for any reason……when u like……u ask me for forgiveness…….when u like i must leave house…….when u like…..i must forgive u……….i must listen to u only……right…..this is what u want……… And just now what have u done……..do u have something to say about that………..]

Pinky was shocked and more than shocked…….she was feeling more and more guilty……as Anika was right…..and she knew that….. She was expecting that Anika would forgive her…….not easily…..but yet there was hope…….and scope………but now……..

Anika- (faking anger) aap khud ko meri MAA ki tarah kehti hain………(folding her hands across chest….and with full confidence….)……..toh zara yeh bataiye…….ki kaun si MAA apni beti ke paiir chuti hai……..han…..bataiye….
[u say that u r like a mother to me……..then tell me…..which mother touches feet of her daughter…..han…telll…..]

Pinky- (in the same flow) woh jisse bhi galati hoti hai….woh aise hi maafi mangta hai (she said all this in one go)…..
[Actually…..the one who did mistake…..ask sorry like this only…….]

But soon Pinky realises that what Anika said and what she replied…….she mentally said to herself “PHILA DIYA RAITA” and then looked at Anika who was smiling hard controlling her laughter……….
Pinky- (with complete innocence) toh tune mujhe maaf kar diya…..
[so u forgave me…..]

Anika nods in positive…..but didn’t said anything……to which Pinky replied…
Pinky- toh iska matlab ki aaj se tu mujhe MAA bulayegi……hai na…
[then that means……from today u will call me MAA….right…]

Anika stands confused out of happiness…….which Pinky noticed……and so she hold her and cupping her face she said……
Pinky- Tu mujhe abse MAA hi bulayegi……aur yeh ek MAA ka order hai……aur tera haq……ab kyunki mai apni galatiyon ko sudharna chahati hun…….toh tujhe waisa hi karna hoga jaisa teri maa……yani ki mai kahungi…… Pinky ki buri side tune ab tak dekhi…….lekin……ab tu iski maa wali side dekhegi……aayi baat samajh mein…….
[u will call me MAA from now……….and this is an order of a mother…….and ur right too………now since i am going to mend my mistakes……..so u have to do as ur maa says…i.e. me………. u have seen the bad side of Pinky…..now u will see the mother side of hers……..did u get that…….]

Anika- (super happy) Ji MAA…
[ yes MAA…]

Pinky- (in a proud tone) badi samajhdaar beti hai meri….
[my daughter is intelligent…]

And both smiled with satisfaction…….. After that Anika made her sit as Pinky was still tired…..and now after talking soo much she was completely exhausted…… So she went to kitchen (finally) to bring something for her to eat………but when she returned…she found Pinky lying unconscious on the bed…………
And rest we all know………
FLASHBACK ENDS…..

There was a pleasant smile on Anika’s face…….. She packed rest of her and Sahil’s luggage………and was waiting for SahAay to return from their so called short shopping……which was more than long………

As soon as SahAay returned they settled in car……to drove back to their mansion……..
SCENE in car…
Anika and Shivaay were quite…..while Sahil was listening music through earplugs…….soon the silence was broken by Anika………
Anika- (shouts) gaadi rokiye….
[stop the car]

Shivaay- what..??
Anika- maine kaha gaadi rokiye…
[i said stop the car…]

Shivaay- par kyun….??
[but why..??]
Anika- aap kitni behas karte hain…..agar maine kaha ki rokiye….toh ro dijiye na…
[how much u fight……if i said to stop…..then stop….]

And shivaay stopped the car….
Shivaay- Now what…
Anika behind only to find Saahil enjoying music…..without caring for their surroundings….. And then she signed Shivaay to get down of the car….. and they did so…

outside the car….
Anika- tell me what u did last night….
shivaay- meaning….??
anika- i mean what u did to expose Tia…..coz of that all this happened today….
Shivaay- Did u tell me what happened between u and maa….?? No…. so why should i tell u……what happened last night……..

Anika- Ok fine…..neither u r gonna to tell me that what u did…….nor am i going to tell u what happened….. DEAL..??
Shivaay- Deal… But u stopped for such a silly reason…….

Anika- Nope…. I have to give u a proper reply ……..
Shivaay- About what….??
Anika- Ur proposal….
Both smiled looking at each other…..

Shivaay- So….what’s ur reply…..??
Anika steps closer to him……and whispers near his ears…….
Anika- YES…….(in the same whispering tone..) Even i love u a lot…….Shivaay……
Both smiles looking at each other……

Anika- U know what even i didn’t realised when i fell in love with my KANJI AANKHON WALA BAGAD BILLA……..
They again smiled….
Shivaay- OK….then today…..one more revelation…..
Anika- (confused) what…??

Shivaay- That day when we got married…….that day when i forced u to marry me…….. Have u ever thought…..why i searched u instead of Tia……. I mean like i found u……..blackmailed u……. l could have done the same with Tia also………but no……. Did u ever thought why….??

Anika- (remembering those moments) NO…
Shivaay- Coz when Daksh proposed u on my engagement day……. Om congratulated him with a shaayari……..with hidden message……..whose meaning now got down my head…….
Both travels through a FLASHBACK…..when Om congratulated Daksh…..

FLASHBACK
Om- Khatam nahi hua afsana..
abhi toh kissa baaki hai…
Jab dil khud par aayega…
woh wala hissa baaki hai……
FLASHBACK ENDS…

Anika- But i didn’t get anything…
Shivaay- I’ll explain….. That day i forced u to marry me……coz i was loosing u for no reason…….coz i was somewhat realising the fact that i can’t live without u…….coz in a dark corner of my heart…….there was a feeling…….that u r spoiling ur life by marrying Daksh……and so the only thing that came into my head at that time of curse was………..not to loose u at any cost…….

Anika was smiling with teary eyes…..
Shivaay- Till date i myself didn’t got an apt answer for my deeds…….but when i realised…..more than that when i accepted…….that i love u……the only thing flashing in my mind was……….Om’s words……….yeah that shayari with hidden message………(and he smiled…)….

Shivika were so engrosed in their convo……that they didn’t even noticed the lil, and cute devil……….whom they had left inside the car thinking that he is busy listening music………..
Yup Sahil……who was not himself witnessing the whole senario……….but was giving a live telecast of all this to his buddies……… OmRu…….along with the whole family………through video call….

Shivika when came out of their dream land……they realised that they have to go to the mansion………to continue their JOURNEY…….. and when they turned our smart lil detective immediately put on the ear plugs and turned to other side……and whispered as low as he can…..
Sahil- (to OmRu) Over and out…..aaj ke liye itna hi…..sahi salamat bacha……..toh aisi hi kai rochak kahaniyan aur kisse sunne ko milte rahenge……jude rahiye….agent sahil se…….

To which OmRu laughed out loud…..and Sahil disconnects the call……. On the other hand Shivika took their respective seats…..in the car in order to CONTINUE THEIR JOURNEY………. Not before having a look of Sahil continuously giving a naughty smile…….to both of them……

Although this remained as a secret for shivika…… That besides Khanna…….there was Sahil also……who was lil detective of OmRu……..

The car started………and they drove of FOR A NEW JOURNEY……….leaving behind all the worries……all the bad……all the secrets (which were now open secret)……..all the misunderstandings………towards a life filled with pure LOVE………complete CARE……….heartiest SATISFACTION………..never-ending RELATIONS……….a spoonful of RESPECT………..a new bond of TRUST…………a cared bond of FRIENDSHIP……………and a LOT OF SENSE…….

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So friends……..finally we reach to the end…….by supporting each other……… Hope u will like the ending part too……. plz shower ur love and views………if not through comments……..then through hearts…………trust me all ur love and wishes will find my way……….when send through heart………as this is the last part………

l don’t wanted to give this a proper end……..coz this SHAYARI is really heart- touching……and personally for everyone……..and for every situation this is simply PERFECT………..

So whenever i found a need of a comeback…….that too with a shivika story……..then definately………i’ll pick up the same title……….and the same story…….from where i left…….now……..with a different background……..

I don’t know that this end is appreciable…….or it goes with the reason i have given……..or not…… But i have a better explanation……..and that is………
“There is never an end……..for anything……..even i don’t have one for this……..but all i have is…..to leave this at the point……..such that if it is again started……..it seemed to be a fresh one……..with a proper starting……..”

LIFE IS A RACE…..WITH NO END…..
ONLY CHARACTERS CHANGE…….
BUT THE STORY IS ALWAYS THE SAME……..
JUST EMOTIONS AND PERCEPTIONS R DIFFERENT……

Till then enjoy the ending note……
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ZAKHM SE KEH DE….PAAS NA AA…….
ABHI TOH KHUSHIYON SE HUMNE DILLAGI KI HAI…….
KANTON KI ISME JAGAH KAHAN HAI……..
KI ABHI TOH BAHARON SE HUMNE DOSTI KI HAI……..

With this…
Signing off….
KEHKASHA..