Hola dear friends…… This is KEHKASHA reporting with PART 5 of JAB DIL KHUD PAR AAYEGA…WOH WALA HISSA BAAAKI HAI….. Thankyou all for ur amazing support…. and sorry as this time i am too late.. Anyways lets start with the update…
RECAP: Shivaay tensed for Anika………SahAay bond……..and a voice telling about Anika’s whereabout………..
PART 5
ShivRu were shocked looking at the person…..while Om was having a casual look…….as he knew the person……he was the same who called them and ask them to come here……
Shiv- (shocked)Ranveer……tum….
Rudra- (a bit angry)tum yahan kya kar rahe ho……Shivaay bhaiya par ilzaam laga ke chain nahi mila jo ab Anika bhabhi ke peeche peeche aa gaye ho…………..
[what r u doing here…….didn’t u felt good after blaming Shivaay bhaiya…………that now u came here following Anika bhabhi….]
Om- Rudra……Shivaay……….meri baat suno…….actually…..Ranveer ne hi hume call karke yahan bulaya hai……ye usi ka ghar hai…..and Anika yahin thi….
[listen to me…….actually….Ranveer is the one who called us here……this is his house….and Anika was here…]
RV- exactly…..jab OmRu ne Anika ki missing report likhayi….tab maine iss case ko…..KAPOOR MURDER CASE se link kiya…..actually link….kiya nahi ho gaya…..
[when OmRu filed Anika’s missing complain……….then I linked this case with…….KAPOOR MURDER CASE…..actually….i didn’t linked……it happened……]
ShivOmRu were hell confused……they were looking as if someone has forcefully asked them to listen some sad story….
Shiv- Kaise………??? [How….???]
Om- Exactly….. Anika….KMC (Kapoor murder case)….connection kya hai…
RV- that’s a long story…..woh sab mai baad mein bataunga………(looking at Shivaay)abhi aapko Anika ke paas jana chahiye…….she is quite sad…..and she needs u…
[that all i’ll explain u later…….now u must go to Anika…she is quite sad…..and she needs u…..]
Shiv- par mai usse kya kahunga…… [but what will i say to her….]
RV- (smiling) ab jo raite aap ne phailaye hain……usse aap hi toh sametenge……
[all the mess that u have spilled…..must be cleaned by u…]
OmRu- Hann Shivaay/bhaiya….
Shiv- But…..kaise….mai usee kaise samjhaunga…..
[but….how…..how will i made her understand….]
RV- mere hisab se….sabhi galatfahmiyon ko clear karna hi sabse achcha tarika hai…..[I think the best way is to clear all the misunderstandings…….]
Shivaay with a determined face agreed to RV and he was about to leave…..when RV shaked hand with him……and secretly handed him a PD…….
While handshake…
RV- All the best Mr. Oberoi….
Shivaay- (with confusion) Thankyou….
and RV signed him to check that PD once…..to which Shivaay agreed……and he left the place…..
@ Shivaay’s car..
He opens his lappy and attach the PD to the lappy……and played it…….it was an audio clip…..so he started driving………as soon as he heard everything in the audio clip (which I will disclose later on)……his facial expressions changes……from angry to excited…..from happiness to guilt…..from satisfaction to realisation……. He was angry because of what he saw in video……he was excited as he now can face Anika without any hesitation……he was happy coz his fear was lost……he was in guilt coz he did wrong…..with Anika……..he was satisfied as now he can explain everything to his Anika…….and the most beautiful…..feeling was realisation…..Shivaay has finally realised……no he has finally accepted his feelings……he has finally accepted his love for……HIS ANIKA….
As soon as he reached the hill…..the first work he did was…..he kept that PD safely in his car……and before that he also did something else….(which again will be disclosed later..)….and then he rushed to that place…….where Anika was…..
He saw Anika sitting on a big rock starring sky…..facing her back to Shivaay……so he shouted…
Shivaay- ANIKA……anika…..anika….anik…ani…an…a…
(ok that’s just echo….he called her name….once…)
And Anika immediately turned to him……with shock…..as she wasn’t expecting him here…….Her eyes were bimbered with tears…..those eyes were completely red…..the tears were stopped or…..freezed in her eyes……she was not able to react…….as she was feeling……herself jammed in the spot……she was sitting…..
Shivaay moved forward…..and comes to her…..he kneels down…..as Anika was sitting on a rock……so in order to face her clearly…..he kneels down……
Shiv- (teary eyed)Anika….i am sorry……i am sorry….mujhse galti ho gayi……mujhe maaf kar do….plz….plz….
[I did mistake……..forgive me….plz…plz…]
Anika- well she didn’t uttered a single word…..neither she moved….
Shivaay could hardly speak something……he was just gulping saliva……and words were coming with each gulp…..
Shiv- Mai janta tha ki tum galat nahi ho…..mai janta tha Sahil galat nahi hai…..phir bhi…..phir bhi….maine tumse….jane ko kaha….
[I knew that u were not wrong…….i knew that Sahil was not wrong……still….still……i asked u to leave……]
Shiv- par…ab nahi…..ab mai…tumse kuch nahi chupaunga……..(clearing his throat…..with firm facial expression)…ab mai tumhe sab kuch bata dunga……sab kuch….. Janti ho Anika….. maine aisa kyun kiya……..kyunki Mrs. Kapoor ne mujhe…..kaha tha aisa karne ko……agar mai aisa nahi karta…..toh woh sabko apni jhoothi kahani suna deti……aur……(and he narrated the whole story…..from discovery of Om’s truth to blackmailing…..etc..)
[but….not now….now i won’t hide anything from u……i will tell u everything………do u know Anika……….why i did so…..coz Mrs. Kapoor asked me to do so…….and if i wouldn’t have done so…….then she would have told her false story to everyone………and………]
Anika after patiently listening to Shivaay..
Anika- (with teary eyes..) janti hun…..sab janti hun…..jo PD aapne aaj dekhi hai……suni hai….woh RV mujhe pehle hi suna chuka hai………aur mai iss baat ke liye aapse naraaz bhi nahi hun……
[i knew……….i knew everything…….the PD that u have seen…….heard today…….that RV had already told me…….and i am not angry with u for that…..]
Shivaay was again shocked…
Shiv- (confused) phir tum ghar wapas kyun nahi aayin…..kyun nahi tumne sabke saamne Tia and Mrs. Kapoor ko expose kiya….
[then why didn’t u returned back home…..why didn’t u exposed Tia and Mrs.Kapoor…..in front of everyone……]
Anika- kyunki mai aapse naraz thi……hun….aur meri naarazgi jayaz hai………jab aapne kabhi mujh par bharosa nahi kiya……toh koi aur kaise karega……..jab aapse maine shuru se kaha tha ki Tia mein kuch toh jhol hai…….wo ek no. ki cheepde hai…….wo sahi nahi hai…….wo aapka pappu bana rahi hai……par nahi….aap toh hamesha apni tadi mein rehte the…….aapko Tia par mujhse zyada bharosa tha………
[coz i was angry with u….i am……and my anger is justified…….when u never trusted me……then how could anyone else can……..when i told u from starting……..that there is something defective in Tia…….that she is cheapster no. 1………….that she is not right………that she is befooling u………but no…….u were always in ur own tadi………u trusted Tia more………]
Shiv- aur issi galti ki saza hai ki aaj tum mujhse door ho…….ki tum mujhse naraz ho……ki mai chah kar bhi tumse…………………(but he can’t complete…due to lack of words….)
[and the punishment of this fault is that today u r far from me……….that u r angry with me…….that i……..]
Anika- aapne aisa kyun kiya…….kyun shivaay…….(she was literally crying by now……….she tightly holded shivaay’s collar…….)kyun…….aap itne bade businessman ho kar bhi itni si baat pata nahi laga paye……..ki woh maa beti aapka pappu bana rahi hain………aapko thok ke bhav mein chuna laga rahi hain………
[why u did so…….why Shivaay……..why……..u being a great businessman……can’t find such simple thing…..that those mother-daughter r fooling u………..they have cheated on u due to ur ignorance…..]
Shivaay for the first time was unable to speak…….the tears……were clearly showing his guilt………he was not in the position of speaking something further……..but he managed to speak by composing himself……….in a choaked voice he continued………………
Shivaay- manta hun tumhari har baat manta hun……ek waqt tha jab tumhari har baat mujhe galat lagti thi……..aur aaj…….aaj mujhe tumhare siva koi aur sahi nahi lagta……..ab lagta hai ki maine tum par vishwas (TRUST) na karke bahut badi galati ki……….u know what…….jab tum ghar se jaa rahin thi tab mujhe…….mujhe ek ajeeb sa dard ho raha tha……..dil mein ek ajeeb si chubhan ho rahi thi………..aisa lag raha tha ki…….ki meri rooh ko koi mujhse door karr raha hai…….aisa lag raha tha ki mere paas dil hai…….saansein hain…….dhadkan bhi hai …………….par mere paas meri aatma nahi hai……
[agreed…..i agreed with each and every word of urs……..there was a time when every talk of urs was wrong to me…….but now……..now i didn’t find anyone right……..else than u……./now i feel that i have done a big mistake by not TRUSTING u……………u know what……….when u were leaving home……..i felt a weired pain…………….in my heart………i felt a weired pricking……..as if…….as if someone was parting me with my soul………….as if I have heart…….i have breath………i have heartbeats………….but i didn’t have my soul………]
Anika’s eyes were not willing to stop……she was feeling sooo good……today……as Shivaay was sharing his heart…….for the first time……..with her……..his each and every word was conveying his pain………the pain of his heart was lessening as he was letting him express himself………..
And now Shivaay couldn’t control himself…….so he got up……and made anika stand…….he wipes his tears and then Anika’s……..and continued….
Shivaay- now i won’t waste time…..kyunki ab mujhe sach pata chal gaya hai…….ab mai bilkul bhi time waste nahi karunga……………ab mai tumhe bata kar rahunga ki tum meri zindagi mein kya ahmiyat (importance) rakhti ho……ki ab mai tumhe khud se door nahi jane dunga……
[now i won’t waste time……….coz now i got to know the truth………..now i won’t waste time………….now i will tell u that what is ur importance in my life……..that now i won’t let u go far from me………]
Anika was happy coz she also want to tell the same…….but she wasn’t………..able to do so…….due to those harsh words that Pinky had told her………and even those that Shivaay had once said………although those were blurr memories……but memories…..r memories…….either blurr or crystal clear……..so before Shivaay could say anything……she said…….in order to clear all her doubts before listening……or accepting….
Anika- (in a bit dejected tone)…mai aapki zindagi mein koi ahmiyat nahi rakhti hun……kyunki na hi mere paas koi surname hai…..na hi meri ragon mein koi khandani khoon daud raha hai……..hhuuhhh…..khandani toh chodiye…..mujhe to ye bhi nahi pata ki……mai kiski beti hun……..aur aap….aap toh unhi se rishtey rakhte hain jinke pass……khoon-khandan ho…..(she was sounding bit scared due to the unknown possibility of loosing her love…..although she hasn’t achieved it yet…)
[i have no importance in ur life……..coz i don’t have any surname……..neither any reputed blood is flowing through my veins…….huh….leave about reputed blood line……..i even don’t know………that i am whose daughter……….and u only keep relations with those who have…….bloodline…lineage….etc…….]
Shivaay was taken aback by this statement……….all the while the past encounters……of him with Anika were rewinding in his mind……….the times he insulted her……the time he questioned her about her family……and many more……..his guilt was now at peak level…………his thought of proposing her……confessing his love…….was somehow exiting his mind………as there was no place of them there………..but heart is heart……he kept on starring Anika…..
Anika- (continued bowing her head down) mai toh sadak par pada kachra hun……..sadak ki dhoo……
[i am road trash….i am the road sa….]
But before she could complete her words…….Shivaay cups her mouth with his hand………….and pressed it as tight as he can……….and noded in -ve…….as if he is asking her not to speak anything further……..
Shivaay- bas anika……bas…..(with more guilt….and in a choaked voice) tumhari har baat sahi hai…….par bas…..mai tumhara darr samjhta hun…….par mai koi safai nahi dunga…….mai tumhare mann se iss darr ko nikalunga…….aur rahi baat khoon-khandan ki……..toh inn sab se mera vishwas tab hi uth gaya tha jis din pehli baar mujhe mere pyaar ka ehsaas hua ta…….
[enough anika…….enough……ur each and every word is right…….but enough……..i understand ur fear…..but i won’t give u any explanation………i will free u from this fear……..and about blood….linage……then my faith in all these vanished the day i realised………..my love……..]
Anika who by now was bowing her head down……..lifts her face up………and looks at shivaay………with astonishment…….
Shivaay immediately kneeled down……and forwarded his hand in a way to ask for her hand…….and unknowingly……she placed her hand on his…….and he continued……
Shivaay- I LOVE U ANIKA…….I LOVE U…….(the voice echoed the valley…) ILOVE U TO THE CORE OF MY HEART………AND I WILL KEEP LOVING U TILL MY LAST BREATH……..AND EVEN AFTER THAT…….
Anika was freezed for a while…..she simply starred her love…………
Shivaay- mai janta hun……ki mai SHRI SHRI 1008 BAGAD BILLA SING OBEROI HUN……JO HAMESHA APNI TADI MEIN REHTA HAI……..jiski kanji ankhein kisi ka bhi katl (murder) karne ke liye perfect hain…….jisne kisi ko khud par fida kar bhi diya hai……..jo tumhari……ajeeb si…..michimichi feel karane jaisi language ab jhel sakta hai……..actually samajh sakta hai……..jo tumhare phailaye raite sametne ko taiyaar hai………jo ab tumhara bilkul bhi pappu nahi bana raha hai………aur last but not least………jisne tumhare sh……sha….shabd……shabd..
Anika- SHABDKOSH (vocabulary)
Shivaay- exactly……..jisne tumhare shabdkosh ke saare words dhundh kar ek saath bol diye hain………so MISS ANIKA……..kya tum aise tadibaaz…….ishqbaaz ko apni poori zindagi……apne saath……rehne ki permission deti ho…….being ur life patner…….
Anika- she was shocked to extreme….all the words…..and acsent of Shivaay has brought a big curve on her face……the sad face was now the most charming……and cheering face ever……
Anika- O BETE KI…..aap ne toh….
Shivaay- (didn’t let her complete) oops…..maine ye wala dialogue toh miss kar diya……
Anika laughed hard listening this……..and this made shivaay smile…….but soon Shivaay realised that she has still not answered………..
Shivaay- (with hopeful eyes) so…..what’s ur reply…….
TO BE CONTINUED…
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So friends done with the update…..i think this was quite long……and more than that i hope that i have not bored u all……it will take 3-5 more parts to complete this story………and i hope u all will support me with this……. This is not the end of this……..remember……and i will try to post the next soon…… Today’s ending note is not by me……it was apt to end this part with this……so i did…..this is the justification of my title as well……
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KHATAM NAHI HUA AFSANA…..
ABHI TOH KISSA BAKI HAI…..
JAB DIL KHUD PAR AAYEGA….
WOH WALA HISSA BAKI HAI…..
With this…
Signing off….
KEHKASHA…