…it just HURTS a lot…One shot

hie frndz ..i want to give it one shot…but…I cnt I think…..

Myself….priya .student of second year commerce…..it was the month of march…college were closed after allowing us preparatory holidays for exams but some of my friends lived in hostel there, so I use to go daily coz me and one of my hosteller friend go for a tuition from their…I first meet him near hostel’s visitor area…he come there with one of his friend, to meet his girlfriend who was my friend…..in simple words he(pulkit) is the friend of my friend’s(mannnu) boyfriend(pal) ….but to be very true I didn’t pay attention to him…even I was very shy type of person…and I was not that much good looking that anyone love me in first sight…..

Pal and mannu are in love so…he got mobile for her but the problem is that mobile phone is not allowed in hostel and even warden is very strict….so finally manu handover her phone to me…so that I get that in the morning and take that back with myself in the evening…..
Sometimes if I could not come and mannu want to send any message to pal she contacted me and I send her message to pal…but I didn’t feel comfortable while talking with him…there is nothing like that he make me uncomfortable or anything but as I told u I was not that much open so..its hard for me…even he is very much elder to me…so finally mannu asked me to send her message to pulkit and then he can forwards that to pal…..so in that way we started talking….it was becoming easier for me…coz pulkit is not so formal…he knew his limits….so it keep going on……we talk….in the day in the night…. V become very comfortable with each other….One day when we were talking…by mistake the voice of his tv increased….i got irritated and angery on him…..he also give me an angery reaction coz I reacted weirdly…..then I realize that yes…its not his fault….but no…he is angery now…the reason was he want to sleep as he need to go out another day early morning and I force him to chat with me….so…finally I said sorry……but no….ahhhh…..when I didn’t find any other option I said “I love you”

He was like Whatt?????… reapeat it again….
I become nervous….”na…nothing…m just joking to make you shut…” I replied…..anyhow…
He laugh on the other side…then I asked “now what?”
He said “I love you to”

I blushed….”that is the first moment of my life…..i really like him…I mean it…
So then we again start talking peacefully….it become 4 am and he have to leave at 5 so he requested me this tym to please let him sleep for one hour…he had to drive the car after that….finally I agreed but…I cnt sleep…..m so happy……so excited….
So next day I call him….but number not available…..again…again…again…it becomes 3 days now……I could not even define what my condition was at that time….”is he ok…” “is he fine”
Lot of questions revolving in my mind……

please tell me whether i continue it or not>>….