Episode 4
Voiceover says: Today pragya is 15 years….5 years pass…After her dada death and bulbul departures…..in these 5 years pragya misses both of them alot …but what to do …..destiny is destiny…no one can change it ….
Pragya screams:No…i can change destiny…u will see one day i will change my destiny…
Voiceover says:ops…mistake ho gai…how can i forget thus girl is our pragya…
In living room,
Maa heard pragya’s scream and says :See,now my daughter is 15 so please talk lightly otherwise she may be listen….I beg u….
Person:See madam,if u didn’t pay this month rent i will surely throw u out of the house….
Maa:Ok,i will give u next week.So please now leave….
At night;
Maa and pragya are sitting together.Maa says:
Beta,now the expenses are too much so now u have to leave ur studies as it is not possible…
Pragya was drumbstruck…Without saying anything she lefts to sleep.
Next morning:
pragya was going to the bus stop…When she heard some ladies talk
Lady 1:She is pragya na…
Lady 2:Han…who lives in rent..And yesterday….Owner of the house came and gives warning to them…
Pragya just listen to them and tears started to flow down from her eyes ….
2_3 days passed.Pragya didn’t went to school.She just saw her house,surroundings,maa talks her tensions…
4th day:
pragya says:maa,i have decided….
Voiceover says:Thank God pragya speaks….but now what she has decided….
maa:What beta?
Pragya:Maa,i have to study and i will study at any cost. This my final descion….I will handle all the expenses by myself….
Maa was dumbstruck ….But she trusted her daughter…so she says;
As u wish beta…..
Next morning:
Near pragya’s house there is an acadmey….She goes there and talks to the head of acadmey…
(Guys,pragya is in 10th class and she is really an intelligent student)
In Acadmey:
Pragya:Sir,can u give me a solution.I have to study further and i can’t afford expenses…So can u help me…
SIR:Pragya beta i can help u…
voiceover says:So…now how will Sir help pragya…..
pragya:Sir just tell me…I am ready for everything….For stuyding further i can do any thing….
Sir:Beta,tell me which subject u know verywell,i mean which u can easily teach…
Pragya understands the point and says:Sir(with excitement)My maths is very good…so i can teach maths….yes sir i can..
Sir:ok done,Come with me…
Sir introduces her to class of 4_5 students….
(Actually,i am talking about year 2003;at that time facilities was not that much;now everybody knows about academy’s,extra-classes)
Voiceover says:So,now she will teach maths….nice…And it is said na..How much we learn while teaching…we didn’t learn while studying…
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Just like this her life’s struggle started…..Her journey starting was difficult….but with each passing second ……Her all wishes come true…..She struggles too much…..And at last she makes her own house or i say furnished house….makes her brother and sisters educated….And get them married….fullfilled their every wish…. She changes her destiny….but in this whole journey “Apna kon Hai”….According to her….no according to every person our relatives are our’s……So according to this then her brother must be with her….Right…but her younger brother left her forever in an accident…..As ups and down are part of life…..As so her father also left her when she was only 2……Her life struggles didn’t completed..she has to struggle in her next house…..Because this house was not her’s this was her father’s house and her next house is her in laws house…..In her in laws house…they didn’t give permission to her for made as she is a professor and she comes home late….so they can’t eye on her….as she will steal……Because now a days it’s not easy to trust anyone.
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Voiceover says:And now pragya is a professor….Her salary is more than 5 lakhs…She is married…she has a beautiful angel…..But with ups and down in her life………Now the question is “Apna kon Hai”According to u guys who is hers?Not only in hers life in everyone life’s…
But there was someone who helps her….to be strong..too face everything…..I will not tell u …..u all knows it very well…..U can tell me by comments who helps her..
and Somiya don’t dare to tell……..okay….because u know it……And now story/journey of one pragya is completed…..In next episode i will come with journey of another pragya…..with same theme “Apna kon Hai”…….But her life struggles,journey everything is different……
I hope u guys like the journey of this pragya…..I only named the girl as pragya…..But i would suggest u guys if u will put ur self in her place and then read this epi…then u will feel what she feels….Sadly i only feels this just for half an hour…..we can just listen to anyone story even we easily called it as story…..we just listens and give some sad expressions….some tears just to show that we feel it……But those struggles….seriously reflect in her eyes….I am able to see her daily….And whenever i see in her eyes it looks deep…..When she was telling me about her brother’s death….i can’t tell u….Her eyes was just….Her eyes was crying loud….Her tears,cry was silent that no one can hears only expect those who already goes through that phase…..I seriously can’t look into her eyes……We can never ever feels any one pain so easily….because if we can feel na…so we will not sit idle like this…we will take a stand…for others who will face this phase…..we will try our best to help them…..I know it’s not easy but it will be easy if we just take one step others step will be taken automatically……..I wanna share also one thing with u….Not now……Because if i will speak na…then everything will be finished today…….I will share it with u through next episode……There is a best way to feel the
feeling……Those whose mothers are working womens na….just go to ur mother….and just one time touch her palm and u will feel it rough….It may not be rough from outside….It is rough from inside…..Just feel it u will seriously….feel the feeling which i have explained in this epi….Because she has struggles this much and she is struggling till now….And ur eyes automatically see her eyes and her eyes will explains u which i have explained u….and then her smile which will explains u her cries,her tears,her struggles which she has suffered alone…….I am requesting u all just one time do this u will feel it……Now i am becoming emotional..
so…bye…..
I was reading this so it looks out of order i mean After one situation comes another situation…..Guys as i said this is reality So i seriously don’t know how to explain u guys but i try by best.And tell me do u feel the feeling ….