I know I will find you one day (Episode 8)

Heya all.. Sorry for the late update.. And yep, in last update I saw many comments who were asking about bringing Sanskar back.. So you just need to read this story and you’ll know.. Coz I can’t reveal.. It’s the suspense, you know na.. Thank you all for those lovely comments. Made my day. Love you all! And, this story is coming to an end. Maybe after 5 parts or less.  Let’s start with the update now. And Sanu, thank you soo much dear for that comments! I was overwhelmed seeing your support! And yep, I wont mind bashers now coz they just want attention, and nothing else. And one more thing, I’m writing it in midnight, 12:30 am.. So maybe there would be spelling errors, kindly ignore them! And please read the note at at last and tell me!

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The episode starts with Swara in her room. She had her dinner and was thinking about Shekhar and Sumi’d words.. They wanted her to marry again.. Hmm.. But later they realised their mistake and apologised. That was more than enough for Swara. 

“That day… We didnt get his body even.. That means.. He is alive.. I know no one belives me but I have that trust on my love and life. He is alright and somewhere near me. But where.. I need to find out.. I KNOW I WILL FIND YOU ONE DAY Sanskar.. And I really do need to find you out..even mom (Sujata) is all shattered after that news. She has lost hopes now too.. Because it is an year!! But.. We are one and our heartbeats are connected which means if you are not not in this world then even I am not. And I’m alive, my heart is still beating means you are also alive and your heart is also beating!! I love you..” She said and slept thinking about her life..

She was watching beautiful dreams of hers and her life’s, Sanskar’s. They were enjoying a lot.. Why not?! They are alone and that too in a beautiful park..!! Both were chit chatting and feeding each other happily! Swara was just smiling in her sleep and didn’t realise that it is just a dream! More than a dream come true for Swara..

They were roaming happily hand by hand when Swara suddenly fell and as she was holding Sanskar’s hand, he too feel down with her.. She was so scared. Then slowly she opens her eyes and sees Sanskar on top of her. And they hadn’t got much hurt as it was a safe fall! 

(NOTE :- SWASAN ARE ALONE IN THE PARK..)

She opens her eyes and finds Sanskar staring at her with full of love!! He tugs some of her hair strands behind her ears which was blocking his view of her beautiful face.. Slowly he places a gentle kiss on her forehead and she again closes her eyes feeling his touch!! He gently places kisses on her forehead, nose, cheeks and chin. And he asks permission through eyes and she nodes her eyes in a yes and closes her eyes. He smiles and takes her lips with his in a beautiful kiss.. Her hands were on his hairs and his hands were on her waist caressing it and she shivers at this touch. Soon they broke their kiss and stare in each others eyes with full of love.. Suddenly Swara opens her eyes and sees herself and realises it was a dream!! She smiles idiotically thinking about her dream which she saw just now!! 

“It will soon be true..!!” She says and smiles to herself. She sees her clock and realises it is 6:00 am, which meant her jogging time!! She gets ready and goes down, it was 6:30 by then.. And sees SheMish there and gets startled.. 

“Ma.. Baba.. You here?” She asks.

“Good morning Shona.. Actually we thought to woke up early today as even you wake up early.. So waking up at 6am isn’t a big deal for us na..” Sumi says and smiles. Swara nodes and smiles too.

(Ohh.. What is Sumi saying for waking at 6am?? I wake up at 5am!! Yep.. True guys..5am.. Imagine my state.. But for school we need to do that.. Now I’m enjoying but after 4 5 days.. I’ll literally cry!! 🙁 :(!! 
It was writer’s POV.. Let’s continue with the update now! Hehe..,,)

She smiles and goes from there and starts jogging .. But her mind was not in jogging, it was somewhere else!! And we know where it was.. Of course in her dream! She was blushing like hell thinking about it but then composes herself.. But again she remembers their first kiss…..

“Swaraa!! Stop thinking about that and concentrate on your work which you are doing now!!” Her mind said and finally she was concentrating in her work.

She completed the rounds and got back home. She got freshen up and came out, and it was 7:45 by then. She helped Sumi in the breakfast and the three had their breakfast. Swara was thinking about Sanskar, how she consoled him, their date, first kiss and most terrific moment… The moment which she got to know that..he is…no more!!! It was like a bomb blast for her and she never accepted that truth!! Everyone tried their best but no use.. Swara was Swara.. Adamant!! Swara grew less in contact with the Maheshwari’s.. But that didn’t meant she forgot them!! She remembers them everyday.. Everytime!!

She goes in her room and resumes her diary.

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Dear Diary,

So, I said him that I’ll divorce him and he agreed as he had no feelings for me that time.. And I also didnt wanted to interfere in someone’s life.. He was my husband, but officially. We never had any husband-wife relationship between us. Then something shocking happened which changed our lives… Kavita (his girlfriend’s) parents had chosen a boy for her.. And they said with so much of happiness thinking she will agree and has no problem, so Kavita had to agree. Sanskar broke down  completely and I tried my best to console him.. Kavita called him and told him that everything is over between them.. She had decided to move on in life. Sanskar also supported her as he understood her problem.. So… The groom’s family came for meeting Kavita and her parents. The parents asked their children to go in rooms and talk freely with each other. Kavita told about her problem to Kabir (the groom) and asked him whether he will marry her or not.. Kabir too supported her and agreed for marriage..

Kavita was both happy and sad. Happy for seeing her parents happy and sad for loosing her love… Kabir consoled her and she started to live happily with him. But Sanskar was sad… He was hiding his pain from the family members and me but I clearly understood and talked to him about the matter. He was sad and told me about his feelings and initially hugged me.. I hugged him back and patted his back to console him. Later he realised what he was doing and parted from the hug and apologised to me. I smiled and said its okay.. Then I understood he needs someone to share his sorrows with. And he can’t do it with any of the family members.. And I knew about his matter so I talked to him and that night we kept on talking. Next day he felt a bit relaxed as he shared his sorrow with someone. And thanked me for it.

I was happy in helping him as I realised my feelings for him and started to love him.. But then he apologised to me as the whole night I was awake.. I told him there’s nothing to worry and he can talk with me whole night if he wants to. He was happy and smiled.. Then from that time we kept sharing our sorrows with each other.. I too started to share my sorrows as I wanted someone to share my sorrows with.
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She then closes her diary and hears knock on her room.. She understand it was Sumi and said her to come in..

“Vo Shona I want you to buy the vegetables as I’m a bit busy.. So can you bring it for me?” Sumi asks and Swara smiles.

“Ofcourse Maa.. Give me the list,” She said and Sumi gave her the list and she went to take vegetables.

Precap: A twist  in the past!
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Thank you for reading and in precap which I’ve mentioned the twist, the twist will be of the past and Swara will write in her diary.. So please don’t get confused!

And I know its not a long episode, and I’m posting after a month!! I’m really sorry guys.. I always say I’ll try to be regular but I don’t.. So kindly forgive me for that!! It’s late midnight and I’m feeling sleepy so had to close his chapter here, as tomorrow I’ll post it early. Coz if I havent stopped it now then you would have to wait for another month I guess… So that’s why..

And I wanted to ask y’all, shall I start a new FanFiction after I end this one? It’s gonna be ended in 5 parts or less then that.. I have already decided half of the storyline, and also, I’m planning to resume my FF ‘Tujhse Hi’. And I already had decided a twist for ‘Tujhse Hi’ and I remember half of it now.. So.. 

Shall I resume my FF ‘Tujhse Hi’ AND start a new FF after ending this one?
Or shall I only start a new FF?

Please reply as I want to know the answers of majority.. I have no problem in both.. I can even resume Tujhse Hi from now, but the main problem is that I don’t get support for Tujhse Hi. So I wanna know what do you want..!! Hope y’all reply..

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