After sometimes, Kriyam were still hugging each other.
Saiyyam:”Krishna, that person(Sambhav) did wrong with maa, but where was my mistake in all this? Why did i suffer in all that? She hated me so much that she didn’t want me.”
Krishna:”Saiyyam, shhhhh. I don’t know. No one knows what Suhani aunty went through at that moment. Maybe it was just in the moment.”
Saiyyam:”then why didn’t she search me? She could have found me then.”
Krishna didn’t know what to answer him so she just hugged him tighter.
After sometimes:
He broke the hug and looked at Krishna. He felt strange, as he never shared his feelings with anyone but he didn’t even hesitate once in front of her.
Saiyyam stood up, followed by Krishna.
Krishna:”are you fine?”
Saiyyam avoided her gaze.
Krishna, a bit louder:”are you fine?”
Saiyyam:”i am not deaf, i can hear.”
Krishna:”i thought you didn’t hear me as you didn’t answer.”
Saiyyam stared at her.
Saiyyam:”i need some answers. Get in.”
Krishna was confused but listened to him.
Saiyyam drove to Birla house.
In the hall:
Everyone were worried about Saiyyam except Dadi, Rags and Baby.
Suhani:”where would he be, Yuvraj?”
Yuvraj:”don’t worry, Suhani. He will surely come.”
Suhani:”and Krishna, she also got to know about Saumya today, i must go to her”
Yuvani:”but mama, Krishna went with Saiyyam.”
Yuvraj:”what,when did she go?”
Kriyam entered just then. Suhani went directly to Saiyyam.
Suhani:”beta, plz, i am sorry.”
Saiyyam:”no, i should apologize. I tortured you a lot, but can i ask you one question?”
Suhani nodded yes.
Saiyyam:”why did you punish me for my dad’s mistake? He did wrong with you, what was my fault in this? You just threw me away… If you hated me so much, then why didn’t you go for abortion? Why did you give me birth and then left me to suffer alone? You just left me, you didn’t think how will i manage all alone?”
Suhani cried hearing all this.
Yuvraj:”Saiyyam, at that time, Suhani was in such a state of mind that….”
Saiyyam:”she could have gone for abortion, right?”
Suhani:”i agree, i shouldn’t have done this. I gave birth to you, i should have brought you up. I know it’s my mistake, that’s why i am apologizing to you. Plz, Saiyyam, i am sorry. I regret that decision to give you in orphanage. But what could i do? At that time, whenever i saw you. I remembered only Sambhav and all what he did to me. And i didn’t want to go for abortion, how could i kill you? Beta, I went back to the orphanage to look for you afterwards but you weren’t there. I tried to look for you. But i couldn’t find you. I am sorry.”
Yuvraj consoled her.
Saiyyam:”You don’t need to apologize, you are right. How could you see me. You would have only remember what he (Sambhav) did to you. And even today, you saw the same. That’s why i won’t show you my face from now on.”
Suhani:”no, plz don’t do that. Saiyyam, i got you after so many years. Plz don’t leave me.”
Yuvraj:”yes Saiyyam. You are not Sambhav’s son. You are Suhani’s son. And from that you are my son too. You can’t leave us.”
Suhani:”plz don’t go.”
Yuvani:”yes, you are our brother. You can’t leave me.”
Saiyyam nodded yes. Suhani smiled at him.
Saiyyam walked back to his room.
(I didn’t want to put any kind of hug between Suhani and Saiyyam, as Saiyyam will take time to be comfortable with them)
Dadi:”Yuvraj, how can you say that illegitimate child is yours.”
Yuvraj:”Dadi, plz… this is between me and Saiyyam. And no one will come in between.”
Baby, thinks:”what’s going on? I am planning to separate them but this… even Saiyyam is with them now. I will have to be careful from Saiyyam. He is not like this idiot Yuvan.”
Everyone dispersed to their room.
Kriyam’s room:
Saiyyam was in the washroom when Krishna came in. She look at the state of the room.
(Remember the room was a mess)
Krishna started to clean up and picked up the pieces of glass on the ground.
Saiyyam came out of the washroom and noticed her.
Saiyyam:”i will clean up.”
Krishna, looked at him:”go ahead…”
She stands there looking at him.
Saiyyam stood there confused. He started to pick up the things but didn’t where he should put them so he just threw them on the bed.
Krishna:”ohh, what are you doing? This is call cleaning. Let it be, i will clean it.”
They started to clean together.
At night:
Saiyyam couldn’t sleep, he just remembered what he learnt about his dad, he was feeling ashamed for what he did. He remained sad and didn’t sleep the whole night.
Precap: Baby plans to hurt someone, who will that be?
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