Kriyam : kyun karte ho muhjse itna pyar (Chapter 28)

The episode starts with Yuvani discussing what had happened with Kriyam earlier..
Yuvraaj : Muhjse ab yeh nahi hoga suhani…tumne dekha na Krishna ko kitna bura laga tha..maine aaj thak usse oonchi awaaz main baat tak nahi ki aur aaj meri wajah se woh..nahi suhani we have to stop this.. ( I cant do this suhani..didnt you see how hurt Krishna was, I have nerver even raised my voice on her and today she’s this upset because of me..no we have to stop this )

Suhani : toh humein bhi kahan acha laga ta yuvraaj…Krishna ko dekh ke humein bhi bohot bura laga tha..par tumne dekha nahi..krishna ke liye saiyyam kis tara tumse lalh palha… aur yuvraaj humne aaj uski aakhon mein gussa nahi darr dekha..aaj peheli baar usse Krishna ko khone ka darr mehsoos huwa hai..aur isse usse farak bhi padh raha tha.. ( Im also not liking this yuvraaj I felt really bad seeing Krishna like this..but didn’t you see how saiyyam fought with you for Krishna..and yuvraaj I saw fear in his eyes not anger..for the first time he felt the fear of losing krishna, and it was effecting him..)

Yuvraaj : Lekin suhani.. ( But Suhani..)
Suhani : Hum jaante hai yuvraaj, yeh sab aasaan nahi hai..par yeh sab hum humare bachon ke khushi ke liye kar rahe hain..aur humein poora bharosa hai jis din sab ko sach pata lage ga uss din sabse zyada khush Krishna hogi aur uski nazron mein tumhari izzat aur bad jaegi aur who tumse aur zyada pyar karegi ( I know yuvraaj this isn’t easy for you.. but we’re doing all this for our children’s sake..and I know that when the truth comes out Krishna will be the happiest and she will love and respect you even more so than she does now )

Yuvraaj nodded and Suhani hugged him..Just then yuvaan and yuvaani entered and suhani moved away.
Yuvraaj: Kya tum dono bhi humesha ghalat time pe kyun aate ho ( why do you two always come and the wrong time )
Yuvaan : Hum koi ghalat time pe nahi aaye dad ( We didn’t come at the wrong time dad )
Yuvani : Aap dono hi romance karne ka ek kauka nahi chold te.. aap dono ne humein bulaaya tha 10 baje..yani iss time pe..yaad aaya papa.. ( you two never miss a chance to romance only, you called us here at 10 o’clock..meaning at this time..do you remember papa? )

Yuvraaj and suhani briefed yuvaan and yuvani on what had happened earlier with Kriyam, They also explained the next step of the plan which yuvani and yuvaan needed to carry out..
Both together : WOW YEH TOH KAMAAL HO GAYA ( WOW THIS IS WONDERFUL )
Yuvaan : don’t worry plan hit hai.. hum agle step ke liye tayaar hai.. ( don’t worry the plan is a hit we’re ready for the next step )
Yuvani : Haan hum poori mehenat karenge…im so happy I just cant believe ki saiyyam ne aisa react kiya ( Yes we will do our best..im so happy I just cant believe saiyyam reacted like this)
Yuvaan Yuvani and Suhani happily talk when yuvraaj irritatedly chimes in…
Yuvraaj : ki ki ki…bohot maza aa raha hain tum logo ko..muhje yahan Krishna ke saamne villain bana ke tum log khush ho rahe ho ( ha ha ha you all are finding this so funny. You have made me villain in krishna’s eyes and are all very happy )
Yuvani : Haa mumma Krishna ko kitna bura lag raha hoga..woh papa se bohot pyar karti hai..( yes mumma Krishna must be devastated..she loves papa very much )
Suhani : jaante hai beta..par iss dard se guzarne se agar who aur saiyyam ek doosre ko samajh pate hain to humein yeh sab karna hoga..aur hum jaante hain saiyyam Krishna ka poora khayal rakhe ga.. ( I know. But if going through this pain brings them closer together then we have to continue doing this and I know for sure that saiyyam will take care of Krishna )

The scene shifted to Kriyam’s room. They were still lost in each other’s embrace..Krishna was done pouring her heart out, she came to her senses and realized she was buried in saiyyam’s chest she pulled away from their embrace but came right back into his arms, her mangalsutra was stuck in his shirt…They both had an eyelock and spoke to each other in their heart…

Krishna : koi mere pyar ko nahi samajh raha..tum bhi nahi…kya tumhe sach mein nahi pata saiyyam ki mere dil mein kya hai…meri baatein, meri harkatein in sab mein tumhe mera pyar nahi dikhai deta…kya tumhare dil mein mere liye koi feelings nahi hai…tumhe koi farak nahi padta ki dadu hamara rishta todh na chahte hain.. ( no one is understanding my feelings, not even you.. do you really not know what’s in my heart saiyyam. The way I talk to you, the way I behave around you cant you see how much I love you..Do you really have no feelings for me in your heart..Do you really not care that dadu wants to break our relationship)

Saiyyam : yeh kaisa ajeeb rishta hai humara….hum ek doosre ka khayal rakte hain..ek doosre ke khushi main khush hote hain aur ek doosre keg ham mein dukhi..ek doosre ke khilaaf ek shabd nahi sun sakte…par phirbi iss rishte ka koi matlab nahin?….muhjse alag hone mein hi tumhari khushi hai…mere alaava aur koi bhi tumhe khush raksath hai yeh jaante huwe bhi aaj maine react kyun kiya…kyun he dil cheek cheek ke ro raha hai ki main tumhe jaane na doon..main kyun selfish ho raha hoon…kyun tumhe kho jaane ke darr se muhje itni takleef ho rahi hai…kya matlab hai iss sab ka ( what is this strange relationship we have..we take care of each other, we’re hapy in each other’s happiness and sad in each other’s sorrows, we cant stand to hear anything against one another ..but this relationship still has no meaning?..

I know that us separating and you finsing someone else will make your life much better but why did I still react..why does my heart keep screaming in pain..why cant I let you go.. why am I being selfish..why is the fear of losing you effecting me so much..what does all this mean?)

Kriyam’s eyelock was broken by yuvani, who came and informed Krishna that suhani was asking for her help in the kitchen..Krishna obliged and left while yuvani entered and struck up a conversation with saiyyam..
Yuvani : Yeh sab kya ho raha hai saiyyam.. tumhara aur Krishna ka divorce? Aur papa Krishna ki doosri shaadi karvaana chahte hai? Kyun? Yeh sab kaise hua saiyyam.. ( what is all this saiyyam? You and Krishna are getting divorced? Dad’s marrying Krishna off to someone else? Why? How did this happen saiyyam? )
Saiyyam : (irritated ) yeh sab tum jaakar apne papa se pooch na…pata nahin unhe ho kya gaya hai..aaj tak toh bada beti beti karte te aur ab…ab uski shaadi karwane ki baat kar raha he..woh aise soch bhi kaise sakte hain..Disgusting.. ( why don’t you go question your dad about all this I don’t know what has happened to him..all these days he was claiming proudly that Krishna is his daughter and now..now he wants to marry her off..how can he even think like that? )

Yuvani : wow itni strong feelings saiyyam..muhje toh laga ta in sab se tumhi sabse khush hoge.. afterall tum yeh rishta nahi nibhaana chahte na…tumhare liye hi acha hai na..krishna kisi aur ki responsibility ho jaegi..phir tumhe koi takleef nahi hogi….( wow such strong feelings…I thought you would be the happiest about thos decision..after all you didn’t want to stay bound by this relationship.isnt it good for you..krishna will be someone else’s responsibility, then you wont be bothered anymore )

Saiyyam : KYA BAKWAAS KAR RAHI HO TUM ( WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS )
Yuvani Kyun? Bakwaas kyun ( why ..why is this nonsense )
Saiyyam : KYUNKI ( BECAUSE)
Yuvani cut him off
Yuvani : Krishna kisi aur ki ho jae kya yeh soch kar tumhe takleef hoti hai saiyyam? Kya tum usse khona nahi chahte? ( Krishna will be with someone else..does that thought bother you saiyyam? Do you not want to lose her? )

Saiyyam got to thinking..
Meanwhile, at the same time as saiyyam and yuvani’s heart to heart Krishna was enroutr to the kitchen when she was stopped by yuvaan.
Yuvaan : Aaj shayad meri dost ko meri zaroorat hai…maine suna subah kya hua….Krishna main jaanta hoon hamare beech pehele jaisa kuch bhi nahi hai..par dosti toh rehe sakti hai na…aur tumhara yeh dost humesha tumhe khush dekhna chahta hai…Dekho Krishna..main jaanta hoon ghar wale jaante hain ki main aur baby kyun alag ho rahe hai..par tum aur saiyyam..tum dono ko yeh nahi pata ki tumhe alag hona chahiye ya saath rehena chahiya..main sirf itna kahoonga Krishna ki jitna main saiyyam ko jaan paya hoon who bura insaan nahi hai..woh tumhari care karta hai..aur tum bhi uske saath na khush nahi ho..jo bhi faisla lena hai..dil se lena Krishna…aur haan tumhara yeh dost hamesha tumhare saath hai.. ( I think today my friend needs me..i heard what happened in the morning..krishna I know nothing is the same as it was before between us, but our friendship can remain right? And this friend of yours always wants to see you happy. Look Krishna I know, the whole family knows why me and baby are separating.. but you and saiyyam are unsure, unsure whether you should separate or be together. I’ll just say this Krishna, from what I know of saiyyam he’s not a bad guy he cares for you and you are also not unhappy with him..whatever you decide, it has to come from the heart..and yes I will always be here for you as a friend )
Precap : Saiyyam gathers everyone in the hall and says he has an important announcement to make..

Hi guys… I wanted to apologize to you all for disappearing on all of you.. What happened was I got my results of last semester few days ago and I had gotten 90% and above in all subjects except one. In that subject I was two marks away from the pass percentage.. so I haven’t really felt like writing these past few days. I’ve been moping around about it but today I thought writing might help so I wrote..i’ll try to update regularly from now on..really try..Thank you all so much for reading and waiting for me. Love you all.
Nnnya ( Naina )