Kriyam : Kyun karte ho muhjse itna pyar (Chapter 35)

YuvRaj ( Guys do you like the couple name) eyelock was broken by Krishna..Who had come running back into the room.
Krishna: Yuvani..woh saiyyam..kamre ki taraf aah raha hai…( Yuvani saiyyam is coming towards this room)
Yuvani: Main..chip jaati hoon..Raj..acha mauka hai..kuch karo..saiyyam ko jealous kara na hai.(I’ll hide. Raj, this is a good chance. Do something to make saiyyam jealous)
Yuvani went and hid inside the cupboard in the room. Raj spotted Saiyyam he had reached a small window close to the door. Raj held krishna’s hand and brought it closer to him…

Raj: Krishna ji..Thank you so much..aap se baath karke bada acha laga…aap na perfect ho wife bane ke liye… iss shaadi ke liye haa karke aapne merit oh life hi set kardi…( Krishna thank you so much. It was great talking to you..you are perfect wife material.. my life is settled now that you agreed to this marriage)
Krishna kept her other hand on Raj’s… Saiyyam flinched…Krishna rarely willingly made gestures on her own. He was having a number of feelings…Sad that Krishna seemed to like Raj already….confused that Krishna was so comfortable around him…maybe even a little jealous

Krishna: Thank you ki koi zaroorat nahi hai..hum pati patni bane jaa rahe he itna formal mat baniye ( There’s no need to thank me, we will be husband and wife soon there’s no need to be so formal)
Raj: toh teek hai. Hum informal ban jaate hai..aapko bhi aise thank you bolen ge jaise main yaaron ko bolta hoon..Jappi se.. ( Ok fine. Thaen I’ll become informal. I’ll thank you the way I thank my friends..with a hug..)
Raj extended his arms to hug Krishna when saiyyam barged in and screamed.
Saiyyam: RAJ!

Raj: oh yaar kya hua…ghar main bomb phat gaya kya? ( oh friend what happened. Did a bomb explode at home?)
Saiyyam: Nahi woh..umm aisa kuch nahi hai..woh umm Yuvani..yuvani Krishna koh bulaa rahi hai..usse kuch kaam hai.bas iss liye ..( No umm nothing like that its just that umm yuvani..yuvani was looking for Krishna that was it.)
Krishna smiled hearing saiyyam lie… Yuvani who was peeking from the cupboard thought to herself..

Yuvani: Saiyyam tumhara kuch nahi ho sakta.. Krishna ko kisi aur ke saath dekh nahi sakte..usse hamesha ane aas paas rakhna chahte ho par ab tak ye nahi samjhe ki tumhe usse pyar hai.. ( saiyyam you are hopeless. You cant see Krishna with anyone else. You want her to always be around you but you still don’t realize that you love her)
Raj: Its ok saiyyam woh baad mein chali jaaegi. Abhi humari baat kahan khatam hui hey.. ( its ok saiyyam she’s go later, we haven’t fnished talking yet)
Saiyyam: NAHI! Bohot zaroori kaam hai raj, please understand…chalo Krishna (NO! its very important please understand Raj, let’s go Krishna)
Saiyyam grabbed Krishna’s hand and started walking out. Krishna was surprised. Raj gave a little half smile.
After they left Raj went towards the cupboard and helped yuvani get out.
Raj: Jalan toh ho rahi hai usse. Par meri samajh mein yeh nahi aa raha ki usne aap ka naam kyun liya. Ghar mein kisi ka bhi toh naam leke bahana kar sakta ta woh.. ( He is definitely getting jealous, but I don’t understand one thing why did he take your name, he could have said anyone else in the house and made an excuse )
Yuvani: Actually saiyyam apni feelings sirf Krishna ke saamne hi nahi ghar kr baaki logon ke saamne bhi share nahi karta. Bas main aur mumma hoon jinke saath woh todha bohot bhi share karta hai..,aur waise bhi Krishna ke maamle mein maine pehele bhi uski help ki hai shayad isliye. ( Actually its not just Krishna that saiyyam cant share his feelings with, he cant share it with anyone in the house. Its only me and mumma he feels a little comfortable around, and besides I’ve helped him many a times when it comes to Krishna)

Scene shifts to Kriyam…
Krishna: Saiyyam yeh kya kar rahe ho, haat cholho mera.. ( Saiyyam what are you doing, leave my hand)
They reach yuvani’s room
Krishna: Saiyyam yahan koi nahi hai..kyun laae ho tum mujhe yahan (Saiyyam there’s no one here. Why did you bring me here)
Saiyyam: Mere dost ke saath kuch zyada hi comfortable ho rahi thi tum..tum aisa kaise kar sakti ho Krishna mujhe toh laga tha tum doosri ladkiyon ki tara nahi ho jo kisi bhi ladke ke saath…(You were getting all too comfortablw with my friend, how can you do this. I thought you weren’t like other girl’s who throw themselves at every guy..)
Krishna angrily freed her hand and cut him off

Krishna: BAS! Tumhari problem kya hai saiyyam…yeh mat bhoolo ki uss ladke ko yahan tum lekar aaye the…akele mein baat karne ka idea bhi tumhara tha..aur ab jab baaton baaton mein hum dost ban gaye toh main aisi waisi ladki ban gayi… Main koi khilona nahi hoon saiyyam jo zindagi bar tumhare liye bas padi rahoongi kahin….maine tumse pehele bhi kaha hai..pyar karti hoon main tumse..aur yeh shaadi main sirf isliye kar rahi hoon ki tum apni feelings ko pehechaan sako…par nahi….humesha ki tarah tumhe kuch nahi samajh na. tumhe bas apni man maani karna hai…toh ab main bhi karoongi apne man ki. Raj se shaadi karoongi main…

( ENOUGH! Don’t forget that you were the one who brought that guy here. It was your idea for us to talk in private, and now that we actually ended up becoming friends you’ve labelled be as “ that type” of girl, im not a toy saiyyam that’ll just be lying around all your life for you to pick up when you need me and throw me away when you don’t. I’ve said it before, I love you. And I’m only going through with this marriage so you will realize your feelings..but no..as always you don’t want to realize anything.. you just want to do whatever you want. Then I will also do whatever I want. I will marry Raj)
Krishna took saiyyam’s hand in her hand..

Krishna: Ab bhi waqt hai saiyyam, yeh haath gusse aur zid se nahi.. pyar aur vishwas se pakadlo… rokh do meri shaadi…kehedo ki tumhe mujhse pyar hai..(There’s still time saiyyam.. take my hand, not with anger or stubbornness but with lovr and trust..Stop this marriage..admit that you love me)
Saiyyam took his hand away..He just stood there without saying a word. His gaze was lowered .He couldn’t look Krishna in the eye…suddenly everything from Krishna’s confession to their divorce to Yuvani and suhani’s advice was flashing before him….He held his head as he began to feel a little disoriented…Krishna tried to get a hold of him but he moved away..Krishna was crying. She couldn’t bear to look at him anymore so she ran out of the room.

Precap: All the marriage functions in full swing…and saiyyam on the verge of realizing his feelings.

Hello guys. How are you all. I just wanted to apologize for my absence. I came down with a terrible fever last Thursday. Still haven’t completely recovered but im okay now. Anyway I hope you’ll forgive me. And I hope you like my ff. I know this marriage track might feel like its dragging but saiyyam is a comlex character..it takes time for him to realize such deep feelings…that and he’s a total dakkan..hehe… Stay safe and blessed everyone and keep reading! Thank you for all the love and my apologies to everyone who commented on the previous two chapters. I couldn’t reply to you personally because of the fever.
With love,
Nnnya (Naina)