Sayyam and Krishna’s eyes meet.
thoughts started to pour in their minds Krishna’s eyes started to get teary. Memories stared to race in their minds from the point they met first to the time Krishna suicided. A tear from her eye fell on Sayyam’s cheek bringing him back to reality, but Krishna was still lost in her memories , he could see the pain in her eyes, the hate for him, the questions she searched answers for from him “ why did he do it”. Sayyam whispered Krishna’s name, hearing this Krishna slowly said Sayyam. Krishna came out of her thoughts and got up. She looked at Sayyam shocked. Shocked at her faith. She never thought she would meet Sayyam again and now he stood front of her. Sayyam got up from his position and slowly leaned near Krishna. Krishna he said again and hugged Krishna tight. Krishna stood still not responding to his hug. Anger was filing in her as Sayyam tightened the hug. While Sayyam was shedding tears of happiness seeing Krishna alive. Krishna couldn’t take it anymore and she pushed Sayyam away from herself. Sayyam flung back. He looked at Krishna shocked at her actions. He could see Krishna was angry. Her eyes clearly said that she was angry. Sayyam went a little close to Krishna to calm her down.
Sayyam: Krishna wait
Krishna: don’t you dare come near me Sayyam.
Sayyam: Krishna I’m not doing anything, just calm down.
Sayyam was trying to keep his voice as low as possible but Krishna’s anger was just on another level and an argument had started.
Krishna: calm down? Really Sayyam. Calm down after seeing you.
Sayyam: ok I know you’re angry but please listen.
Krishna: listen to what? Another lie.
Sayyam: Krishna just listen to me once.
Krishna: what are you doing here Sayyam, just leave.
Sayyam: it doesn’t matter what I am doing here, what matters is that I have met you here again.
Krishna: I have already suffered a lot because of you and I don’t want anymore of trouble because of you so just leave from here.
Sayyam : ok fine I’ll leave from here but tell me what you’re doing in my friend Rahul’s house first.
Krishna: that doesn’t matter.
Sayyam: no it matters. Why are you living here despite having your own house in allahbad. Why did you not return back home even after you were alive.
Krishna: why should I answer you questions. Who are you that you’re ordering me.
Sayyam: your-( Sayyam couldn’t understand what to say)
Krishna: my friend, my fiancé or my enemy? Who are you to me Sayyam? You have had those rights but not know. So please leave.
Sayyam: I’m not invited here by you. I’m invited here by Rahul and I’ll only go when Rahul will say.
Krishna: do as you want but leave me.
Krishna stormed out of the room after the argument.
Krishna’s room.
Krishna entered her room and slammed the door behind her. Now it was a total chaos in her mind. Sayyam was here. There were times when she would die to meet Sayyam, just to see his face everyday, but now it was all different Krishna didn’t even want to see Sayyam’s face.
Sayyam’s room.
Sayyam stood still watching Krishna leave angrily. He didn’t expect to meet Krishna again. Their meeting was indeed different from their previous ones, it had to be because now nothing was same. They didn’t share any relationship now, all they share was an past a bad past. But all these thoughts were meaningless over the happiness in Sayyam’s mind. Sayyam’s happiness of seeing Krishna alive was unexplainable.
Time skips to morning.
Krishna was not willing to go down for breakfast. She didn’t want to see Sayyam. She didn’t want to face her past. It took a lot of time for her to move on and now she didn’t want to look back. She gathered courage and started going towards the dinning table when she felt a strong pull, before she could say anything Sayyam put his hands on her lips and pulled her into the corner. Krishna couldn’t do anything. Sayyam’s grip tightened on her as he pinned her to the wall. Krishna looked at Sayyam. Sayyam removed his hand from Krishna’s mouth but Krishna’s eyes were fixed on Sayyam’s eyes. She didn’t knew why but she could see something different in his eyes. The Mystery in his eyes that Krishna saw when ever Sayyam came close to her was not there, there was an guilt in his eyes now. Sayyam looked at Krishna and an eye lock had to happen.
Krishna: you’re hurting me.
Sayyam: I’m sorry.
Krishna: can I go?
Sayyam: what are you doing here?
Krishna: whatever I’m doing here doesn’t matter, and moreover you’re no one to ask me.
Sayyam: ok fine, I know you don’t care about me but won’t you even ask about yuvaani and yuvaan and everyone in the house, or even they are no one to you anymore?
Krishna: they had meant a lot to me but not now, they are my past now so please.
Sayyam: you’ve changed Krishna, you’re not that Krishna whom I had known, the Krishna I knew was ready to give her life for her loved ones, but this Krishna doesn’t even want to know how her loved ones are, are they even fine or not.
Krishna: as if I had known you would change so much. You had once risked your own life for me but then you changed. You changed so much that you wanted to take my life instead.
Sayyam looked at Krishna realizing that even he had also changed like this once. Krishna left from there storming.
Firstly I’m so sorry for vanishing all of a sudden. But the thing was that I had slipped from the stairs in my house and had fractured my right hand so I could hardly do stuff with the plaster on. My hand is still not fully fine but somehow I have managed to type with my friends help. And thanks for all the comments on the previous update.