Hi..guys.diya here..I’m sorry I dint update ff.but I’m here with an ff…hope you all like it….so please forgive me for the mistakes…so let’s jump to the story…I will update the other ff after completing this one..are you guys ok with this?this will be just of 2 or 3 parts.so let’s jump to the story.
Suhani and yuvraj came to know that it’s somebody from the family who is trying to harm dadi
Yuvraj-who will be that?suhani we have to find out…soon.but how can we doubt on our own family members.?
Suhani-I know yuvraj…we have to find out soon
Yuvraj-but who ?
Suhani-maybe saiyyam?
Yuvraj-no I don’t think so…I know..he and dadi had many probs between them…but now…what is his gain in this.?
Suhani-I know…yuvraj…as a mother I shud not doubt him..but I was not with him till now…so I don’t know..how he is as a person…here no one else..has a problem with dadi…and moreover..he is that devil’s so…(she stopped)
Yuvraj-suhani!!…do you still…?(suhani understands..what she told was wrong..but however she tried…she somewhere saw..sambhav in saiyyam)
Suhani-no no no…I dint mean that…yes Ur wright…why wusmd saiyyam do that…(pratima calls suhani….and suhani goes from there…)
Krishna was listening to all this…from behind…she was shocked at the fact that…suhani dint trust saiyyam…and above…all that she was sad that suhani still considers him as that devil’s son…she comes to her room and sees saiyyam work in his laptop…she looks at him.. feels sorry for him…saiyyam notices her staring at him…first he doesn’t mind…but she still was looking at him…krishna on the other hand was thinking of what suhani had just told about saiyyam
Krishna (thinks)-saiyyam is her son….how can someone not trust their own children….how can she even think that saiyyam is like his father without knowing anything about him…why is she always blaming saiyyam first…(unknowingly..she felt angry at suhani..for the first time…even when suhani made krishna marry saiyyam…she dint feel this angry…)
Her thots were disturbed by saiyyam
Saiyyam-will you please stop staring at me like this…am I this handsome?(krishna comes out of her thought..saiyyam signs her what?.)
Krishna-actually baby told me that you like kheer…so (saiyyam’s face lights up..but saiyyam being saiyyam…)
Saiyyam-I said you krishna….I don’t want your sympathy…you don’t need to do all this…(but krishna was not in this world…she was thinking of how to make suhani trust saiyyam.she was in no mood to argue with him…so she goes from there…saiyyam looks on…)
Saiyyam-now wats wrong with this girl…?why is she behaving like this…?
After sometimes…saiyyam comes out of his room…he sees krishna…cooking in kitchen…tho he told krishna not to make kheer…somewhere…he wanted to eat the kheer prepared by her….he secretly peeps into the kitchen ..and sees krishna making bindi
Saiyyam(thinks)-she told that she will make kheer for me?and ..(krishna sees him…he pretends that he came there for water..he comes and drinks water..and goes….krishna on the other hand dint even remember that she told saiyyam abt kheer..this is when suhani comes to krishna..
Suhani-krishna..I wanted to ask you something..
Krishna-mm
Suhani-wat happened krishna?…why are you so worried..?
Krishna-nothing aunty…tell me…wat do u want to know..?
Suhani-mmm…Im just asking…don’t take it serious…do you find any behaviour change in saiyyam these days?(krishna understands the matter…)
Krishna-yes..(suhani gets shocked)
Krishna-he is always alone..he doesn’t talk with me much…In fact with anyone.if he talks..he talks only angrily…(suhani takes it in a negative manner..)
Suhani-im sorry krishna.it’s bcos of me…you r with him…I thot he will change
Krishna-he is guilty for wat he has done to all of us…he knew such a big truth of his life…after that nobody even cared to ask if he is fine…his mother was busy behind dadi and blaming her son…(suhani looks at krishna in disbelief…krishna never talked to her like that …she could clearly see the anger in krishna’s eyes…)
Suhani-krishna..how do you know all this..?
Krishna-I heard you and daidu speaking..
Suhani-krishna…listen..(krishna goes from there before suhani could say anything..krishna dint know why but she couldn’t tolerate even a word against saiyyam…)
Suhani was worried yuvan and baby listens this from behind…yuvan who has now realised his mistake of leaving krishna..is now taking baby’s help to separate kriyam..on condition that he would give 50 percent share of his property to her after divorce…and he also knew that baby was the one who tried to kill dadi..he told that he will hide it only if she makes sure that the whole blame comes on saiyyam…so they were happy that their plan was working…yuvan sends baby to suhani..
Baby-i feel so sorry 4 u mummyji….looks like saiyyam has started his game…
Suhani- game?what game.?
Baby-saiyyam is actually very brilliant..he doesn’t attack directly…his game is by phycology.he used to do the same with everyone in orphanage
Suhani-tell it clearly
Baby-yes used to gain everyone’s sympathy like this…and make people fight with each other…look..now..how he made krishna against you?(suhani gets worried..she doesn’t say anything and goes from there..baby and yuvan signs each other..but little did they know..that…krishna was listening to all this..again she was just angry at suhani for believing an outsider.and not her own blood..)
She sees saiyyam coming from office…she goes
to their room..she sees saiyyam’s shirt and pant on floor
Krishna (thinks)-why is he behaving like a kid?(she takes all that and was about to leave when saiyyam comes from washroom room)
Saiyyam- give me that
Krishna-what will you do with this?will you wash this?
Saiyyam-mm..no..I don’t know how to do that.
Krishna-dint they teach you this in orphanage?(saiyyam’s face fade when he hears that…krishna realises wat she told and feels bad)
Krishna-ill wash this…(she goes from there..yuvan comes to saiyyam..after krishna left.)
Yuvan-so is this wat for you married?if it was for this..then you could have hired some servant..
Saiyyam-stop it yuvan..I’m in no mood to argue with you..(he tries to leave but yuvan stops him)
Yuvani-what wrong did I say..you both are married but you don’t have any relation like that..it’s fact you both are not even friends..we feel like krishna is your servant whom you do not have to pay..(saiyyam holds his collar..)
Yuvan-truth won’t change..ok..I’ll make it clear…i love krishna…it’s bcos of you we both dint get married..we both loved each other…(saiyyam dint know why..but he felt angry hearing this..he pushes yuvan)
Yuvan-ok ok relax..then tell me..I’ll back out if you both start a good life.i mean..will you give her a wife’s wright..will you both be a normal couple.(saiyyam looks down)..
Yuvan-no…?so do you expect her to stay like this whole life…(saiyyam couldn’t hear anymore so he goes out.)
These days he was so used to krishna being around him..and he had even realised the reason..yes..everytime she fell down he was hurt..everytime her eyes welled up..his eyes also had tears..even her small pains were unbearable for him…everytime she was in danger…he felt like his heart beat stopped..and few minutes back he understood the reason..yes he loved her…he loved her more than his life..he realised this when he heard those words from his brother..”I love krishna”..a realisation point where you feel that someone close to you..will go far from you..he knew that he has fallen for her..but dint have any courage..to accept that
He had a mixed emotion jealousy,pain,anger everything came together he dint want krishna to go away from him…but he had his own reason to send her away from him
Saiyyam-yuvan is wright…I can never be her husband..they both loved each other..I came in btw them..and atleast now..she doesn’t hate me..if she continues to be with me..then she will never love me..she will hate me like all used to..saiyyam makes up his mind to talk to krishna
Baby and yuvan were making situations where suhani and yuvraj believe that saiyyam is the culprit…but little did they know..that saiyyam’s angel was behind them to save him..from all evil..
One day night krishna comes to their room..saiyyam was walking here and there…he stops seeing krishna..and takes something from the drawer goes to her and gives her that…krishna reads the paper..and her eyes filled with tears…saiyyam saw this..he knew it was difficult for her..but he dint want to tie her in this bad relationship 4ever
Krishna-saiyyam?this?
Saiyyam-yes..I free you from this relationship…I know you will have your complains…but krishna..this is good for you..staying with me will never give you happiness..(krishna by now who had understood him very well.. knew..he was depressed..and she even knew that if she leaves him he will be more depressed…and she is living in a fear of facing that day when suhani lashes out at saiyyam for mistakes he dint do…she knows that he won’t be able to bear that..he will be broken..all his false belief about him being unworthy of love of him being a monster like his father..everythin will be strengthened..if she leaves now…he will be alone..but she knew that she will not be able to convince him in this matter.she was feeling helpless.)
Krishna-ok…but not now..I need some time to tell this to aunty and daidu..
Saiyyam could clearly see tears coming from her eyes..
Saiyyam-why are you crying?you should be happy wright?you dint like this marriage…mm…and you can marry yuvan now…(this was the peak…but still krishna dint want to shout at him..as she knew..that it’s only she in this house maybe will be left to be with him..if baby’s and yuvans plans works..she stays calm..)
Krishna-for me marriage is something very important..(saiyyam looks on)
Krishna-and it should happen only once…I know this was not a happy marriage for us..but from that day we were husband and wife..
Saiyyam-but..
Krishna-you tell me…will you marry anyone else?
Saiyyam-no…
Krishna-then why are you doing this saiyyam?both of us won’t have any benefit..
Saiyyam-If you stay with me you won’t have any benefit…
Krishna-I know..you will never accept me as your wife..(saiyyam feels sad hearing this..)
Saiyyam-I know..now you maybe ok with me..but I’m sure..ull hate me and run away from me..one day..if we continue this relation…I don’t want to see disgust in your eyes for me..(krishna looks on confused…)
Krishna-I will never hate you saiyyam…you know saiyyam…when me and yuvani were small..we used to say that we want a husband like daidu….I dint like you before..but each day you were taking steps ahead into my heart with your goodness…and you know what…I feel really lucky to be your wife (saiyyam…gets shocked….he feels happy hearing this..but was still not convinced.)
Krishna-I can very proudly say anywhere that I’m your wife…not only me..yuvani suhani aunty daidu dadi (pratima) Bavna Chachi sharad Chachu…all are lucky to have a son like you…
Saiyyam-but krishna…everytime I look into their eyes I only see hatred…how can someone like me…I did bad with everyone..(saiyyam suddenly started sharing everything with her..his voice was cracking..tears were flowing from his eyes.)
Krishna-no saiyyam everybody loves you…(she knew she was lying..but saiyyam was in such a vulnerable state..she never saw him like this..)
Saiyyam-I don’t want anyone’s love…but I know..maa loves me…I just need that..nothing else..(he goes to krishna..)
Saiyyam-you saw that day when I sprained my leg..she was worried for me..(krishna nodded yes..but was feeling bad …)
Saiyyam-but krishna..everyone leaves me and goes..first maa..then maasimaa and then my friends?
Krishna-masima?friends?(she wanted to know everything about him today.)
Saiyyam-she was our caretaker in orphanage…i considered her as my mother…we were so close…but..(saiyyam couldn’t complete..krishna comes to him..and wipes his tears…but saiyyam was uncontrolable..she hugs him…even he hugs her back….he cries his heart out..she wanted this to happen…she knew saiyyam was controlling all his pains since he came to Birla house..)
Krishna-tell me..
Saiyyam-she …di died of cancer…and my friends…they dint even say that they were leaving..they hated me..that’s why…when we’re given an option to change to a new orphanage they all went..even I was about to go with them…but they told that they dint want to be near me…and that they hated me..(krishna also had tears.she couldn’t believe that someone can go through this much in life…..)
Saiyyam-from then I dint have any friends…everyone hated me being near them…everybody…that’s why I’m sending you now…otherwise even you will…(krishna cups his face..)
Krishna-no..saiyyam…I will never leave you…(but saiyyam still dint come out of the bad thots…)
Saiyyam-what if maa..does this..what if she asks me to go away from her..everyday..I’m living in a fear of that day…then I’ll be alone again..(krishna was getting tensed seeing saiyyam’s condition…he was so weak by now…she wanted to call for help…but stopped thinking that they will take it in a wrong manner.(that saiyyam is doing this for sympathy )
Krishna couldn’t no more control..
Krishna-I’ll never leave you saiyyam….I love you…i love you more than my life..till I’m alive..you will never be alone…now even if you say..I won’t leave you…(saiyyam gets shocked…he looks at krishna..)
Saiyyam-no krishna..(he tries to go away..but she stops him)
Krishna-you are wright this marriage was bcos of your mistake..so you don’t have any wright to take decision….
Saiyyam-please krishna…(he was clearly tensed…krishna finds something fishy)
Krishna-I know from all that has happened you can’t trust anyone easily..I don’t how to explain you…saiyyam..I never loved yuvan…it was just an infatuation…please saiyyam..forget all your past memories..what is the use of this divorce?..it just that we both will get separated legally…but you will never go from my heart…I’ll still consider you my husband..and you told that even you won’t marry…ok fine..i know you can’t love me back…but we can remain as friends…best friend with whom we share everything…(saiyyam dint have any other option…so he gets up…and removes his shirt…krishna gets shocked seeing the marks on his body….there was not even single space on his skin which dint have burn marks )
Saiyyam-this is why they all were running from me…one day some men took control of our orphanage and started harming the kids…he took one of my friend (girl)and..was about to cut her leg.so that so they can make her beg..I couldn’t see that..I dint have any other option..so I snatched the knife from them…by mistake I hurt one of the members…for that they did all this..they burned by whole body…after that when I came everyone ran away.. from me..nobody wanted them near me…(krishna also cries very badly..)
Saiyyam-now tell me….even you are feeling disgust by seeing all this wright?it has been many years but these marks are not going.(he puts his shirt…krishna wipes her tears)
Krishna-my respect and love for you increased even more…(saiyyam looks at her)
Krishna-what did you think..?that I will run away from you after seeing this…?
Saiyyam-yes everybody does that…(she goes to him takes the divorce paper and tears it..)
Krishna-I will never sign these papers…and i will never leave you….(saiyyam thinks..after seeing this also…how can she say this..)
Krishna-if you force me to do this…then it’s not just that I’ll leave you..but I will also leave from this world (saiyyam slaps krishna..)
Saiyyam-have you gone mad?
Krishna-yes…you have made me mad in your love…but this is not a joke…I’m saying the truth…
Saiyyam-ive never seen anyone’s love for me…that’s why..
Krishna-you will not have trust in my love..
Saiyyam-Its not like that…
Krishna-Its..ok..I will wait for the day you will trust me..(she leaves to go.)
Saiyyam-I trust you krishna…I know..your love is true….(krishna stops and turns back happily…)
Saiyyam-will you show the same trust on my love for you?( krishna gets shocked..)
Krishna-means?
Saiyyam-yes krishna…I love you..love you more than anything in this world….(he opens his hands wide…krishna happily runs to him and hugs him..he also hugs her tightly…)
Saiyyam-I will never let you leave me now…don’t you dare thinks of that…
Krishna-and don’t you dare think that you will get freedom from me…(their moment was interrupted by a knock on the door…they both free from the hug..saiyyam goes and opens the door..it was suhani…saiyyam smiles at her…but she doesn’t..)
Suhani-krishna ..it want to talk to you
Krishna-ok…tell aunty
Suhani-(rudely)only you…(saiyyam feels a bit sad…he goes out)
Suhani-krishna..please listen..to me it’s saiyyam who is..trying to harm dadi…he is cheating everyone..he is pretending to be good with you…please don’t believe him…even his father did the same…(krishna gets angry…but decides not to react now..)
Suhani-we will prove it tomorrow to you
Krishna-what are you going to do ?
Suhani-tomorrow is saiyyam’s bday… we have planned everything…we will arrange a party for him…in between we will spike his drink…and we will ask him everything…in that state he will tell everything…(krishna was still controlling her anger..cos if she said something now saiyyam will come to know everything…she dint want saiyyam to know this..but still she had to say something.cos today suhani crossed al limits..she was planning to play with his emotions.)
Krishna-you should be ashamed of yourself aunty…I’m sure..when you come to know everything you will be..and yes…saiyyam dint deserve a mother like you…you deserve people like yuvan
Suhani-i know. Krishna..he made you blind…by emotional blackmailing…even I thot he will change but no..he has that man’s blood..but 2morrow the truth will come out
Krishna-yes..2morrow the truth will come out…(krishna goes from there..)
She sees saiyyam sitting there in hall bavna and sharad were luking at saiyyam…with disgust the whole house was involved in the planning..except yuvani..they dint involve her as they knew..that yuvani won’t believe them
Krishna comes to him…he was a bit sad..she understands that it was bcos of suhani..she couldn’t see him sad even for a minute…
Krishna-come I’ll tell you..(she takes him to their room..)
Krishna-so tomorrow it’s your bday?you dint say me?
Saiyyam-you said you love me.so you should know all this…
Krishna-even you said you love..so even you should know mine wright?
Saiyyam-who said that I don’t know?
Krishna-then tell
Saiyyam-July 28 (krishna gets shocked..)
Krishna-how do you know?
Saiyyam-Leave it.you tell me now..(krishna dint want to lie but..for his hapiness she had to do this)
Krishna-mm..actually everyone is planning a party for you
Saiyyam-simply don’t joke
Krishna-actually this is true.(saiyyam’s face lights up..)
Saiyyam-really?!!(krishna feels bad…but she nods yes..he hugs krishna.)
Saiyyam-thanks for saying this in advance.otherwise..I wud have not slept today.I felt like maa was angry with me.oh.so she was acting
Krishna feels happy and sad at the same time seeing his hapiness.but she is now determined to make everything fine.she knew that she would go to any extend for that
Hi guys.I started this as an os but.it’s quite long story.so I thot to make it an ff.not a long one..maybe 1 or 2 more parts..and about the other one..I will only update it after this ff.sorry for that.please give me your reviews.please tell if I shud continue this.had got this idea suddenly..so that’s y thot 2 write this..please do give your reviews