Kriyyam OS ‘Ae Zindagi’

Hi guys…I m back again…and this time again with an OS…which idea was suggested to me by Sravya…and that was wonderful…a huge thanks to her…and now I hv tried to make something out of that idea…Hope u guys will like this one too…and Sravya…hope u like this…finger crossed.

“So Here We Go”

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Krishna is all heartbroken, sitting in her room, and crying badly on her misfortune. Her misfortune that, she has lost her unborn child in her womb. She couldn’t feel the happiness of being a mum.

And she felt like, god thought it was not enough in her part, as, the doctor has declared the most heart breaking words of her life, that, she could never be a mum again, in her life. She has been deprived of the happiness of being a mum, for her whole life.

And, may be, that also didn’t seem to be enough to god, for her. She encountered the most heart wrenching truth of her life. That truth has created rifts in her relations. Her relation with her Suhani aunty, who took the place of her mother, after her mother left her, forever, fall in that rift.

Her Suhani aunty is pregnant. When she is going through the toughest phase of her life after losing her child, that too bcz of Suhani, Suhani is pregnant. What else could be worse than this.

But still, she managed herself, knowing whatever happens, someone is always there for her, who will always love her, always be by her side. And that someone is her husband, Sayyam.

And unfortunately enough, she has been proved wrong in that matter too. Sayyam left her side. He became angry on her as she said against Suhani, for her pregnancy.

However, Krishna knew Sayyam loves her, but she was hurt that he didn’t stand beside her in such a crisis point of her life. He chose to support his mother and left her alone. It hurts her more than anything.

Krishna was now tired of crying, when she knew, no one is there for her. No one needs her, anymore. She stood up and looked around the whole room. The walls of the room were adorning with so many cute baby photo frames, the bed was filled with different kinds of toys and teddy bears.

Krishna went over to the bed and took a teddy bear. She hugged it, pressing in her chest and cried more. She decides something for herself.

Krishna: Now there is no need of my life…no one needs me…why should I even live when no one cares for me…no one…not even…not even Sayyam?

She remembers Sayyam’s harsh words and it only increases her pain. She keeps the teddy aside and picks up the knife from the fruit basket, which was kept on the bed side table.

Krishna looks at the knife and forwards her left hand, ready to cut her wrist, to end her life.

Meanwhile, Sayyam was talking to Pratima, in the hall.

Pratima: Sayyam…tum jo bhi kaho…but u shouldn’t hv shout on Krishna…u know right….she is upset with all these…she has lost her child…how could u want her to accept everything so easily?

Sayyam: I know Dadi…I did wrong…but u saw right…how she behaved with Maa?…I understand her state of mind…but how can she blame Maa for everything?

Pratima: Sayyam…this time is very crucial for all of us…it’s not easy for anyone of us…but we hv to keep patience…hv to fight with this situation…u understand?

Sayyam nodes.

Pratima: Ok…now go to Krishna …she needs u in this moment…and talk to her quietly…I m sure she will understand.

Sayyam: Dadi…I m always with her…but she is not ready to understand that…she thinks as I supported Maa in this matter…I m not with her.

Pratima heaves a sigh.

Pratima: But u hv to try to make her understand…

Sayyam looks at her. Pratima smiles and hugs him.

Sayyam walks towards their room. He was not sure how will he start to talk to Krishna.

On the other side, Krishna was holding the knife tightly. She was about to slit her wrist when Sayyam comes into the room and being startled by the sound of the sudden opening of the door, the knife falls from her hand, after creating a slight cut in her wrist that caused bleeding.

Sayyam: Krishna…main…

Sayyam was about to say further, but before that, the sound of the falling knife and also the dripping blood of Krishna’s hand, caught his sight. He was stunned for the moment.

Krishna looks at him, her eyes bloodshot due to heavy crying. Sayyam runs to her. He took the hold of her bleeding hand.

Sayyam: Krishna…Ye kya kiya tumne?

He panicked, while tied the hanky around her wrist. Krishna was sobbing and tried to take her hand back. Sayyam applied the ointment and dressed her wound.

Sayyam came to talk to her, to make her understand but her action spoiled everything. Anger took control over Sayyam. He make Krishna stand forcefully and shouted on her.

Sayyam: Tum pagal ho gayi ho?….Kya karne jaa rahi thi tum?…aur kya soch ke tumne ye kadam uthaya Krishna?…chup kyun ho…jawaab do mujhe…answer me.

He shouted on top of his voice. Krishna startled once again.

Suhani, Pratima, Bhavna and others came there, hearing Sayyam shout.

Suhani: Sayyam…kya hua?…Why r u shouting?

Sayyam looked at her. He holds Krishna’s hand and showed them.

Sayyam: Look…what she was going to do.

All were hell shocked to see Krishna’s hand, blood was still oozing from the fresh cut, over the bandage.

Suhani: Oh god…Krishna…what did u do?

She went over to Krishna and hold her hand. As soon as Suhani touches her, Krishna flinch from there, taking her hand back, from Sayyam’s and her hold.

Krishna: Don’t touch me!!!

Krishna shouted, looking at Suhani, with disgust in her eyes. All were shocked. Suhani stepped aback.

Sayyam: Krishna…what r u saying?…how can u speak to Maa like this?

Krishna looked at him, enraged.

Krishna: Why should I not…today whatever happened to me is only and only bcz of her.

Sayyam: Krishna!!!

Krishna: Don’t shout Sayyam…I m saying the truth.

All were surprised to see this furious side of Krishna. Suhani wiped a silent tear.

Krishna: Aaj aur aaj tak mere saath jo kuch bhi hua hai… u r only responsible for everything.

Krishna break down crying and sat on the edge of the bed.

Krishna: I never saw the face of my papa…that’s bcz of u…I lost my mumma and became orphan…that’s bcz of u…my mumma gave her life to save ur endeared son…and what did he do to me?…he was my best friend but when time came…he turned his back…he left me alone…and I was compelled to marry a person who was nothing less than a monster that time…

Sayyam lowered his gaze as Krishna continued.

Krishna: I loved u as my mother…I gave u her place in my heart…but what did u do?…U betrayed me…and today…when I was about to step into a happy life after so many struggles…u again came between my happiness…u took away my child from me…Baby was ur enemy…but bcz of that…why would I hv to lose my child forever…why?…aur jo khushiyaan aaj mujhe milnewali thi par ab kabhi nahi milegi…wo aaj aapko mil rahi hai…kyun ki aap phir se maa bannewali hain jo ki main ab kabhi nahi ban sakti…what did u get…snatching my happiness?

Krishna couldn’t say anymore. She was completely broken by now. All were teary eyed. Pratima went to her and hugged her.

Suhani wiped her tears and stepped towards Krishna. Sayyam panicked in mind, knowing Krishna’s earlier reaction towards Suhani.

Suhani sat beside Krishna and hesitatingly caresses her hairs. Krishna doesn’t look up.

Suhani: I m sorry Krishna…I know I hv hurt u a lot and I can’t give u ur lost happiness…but I’ll surely give u a new happiness.

Krishna was listening to her. She looks up but doesn’t look at her.

Pratima: What do u mean Suhani?

Suhani: Maa…I’ll give Krishna…this child of mine.

All were shocked. Krishna looks at her.

Pratima: What?…What r u saying Suhani?

Suhani: Haan..Maa…I m saying right…Krishna lost her child bcz of me…I can’t bring him back…but when I m able to give birth to another child…why can’t I give him to Krishna?…and then…I know…if Yuvraaj was here…he’d also want this.

All become sad when Suhani mentions Yuvraaj’s name. Pratima cries and goes out. Suhani and Bhavna follow her.

Sayyam too went out. He needed some time for himself. He was going through Suhani’s room and saw her, sitting alone with Yuvraaj’s photo. He once thought to go to her, but then thinks to leave her alone. He goes out in the garden.

The fresh, gentle air of the garden, helped him sooth for the moment. All the incidents flashes in his mind. But which bothered him most, was that, he was about to lose Krishna, forever. He was angry with Krishna but he can’t even think to lose her, ever.

And he also knows, his words hurt her a lot. But what could he do in that situation?…How could he left the side of his mother?…Although he would always show that he hates his mother for she abandoned him, but that was true anyway. He loved his mother from the very beginning. And after knowing her bitter past and her reason to abandon him, his love and respect for his mother was increased.

And now when she needed someone by her side, how could he left her?

He can clearly see the unseen past in front of his eyes. May be, when his mother was pregnant with him, she had to fight with the society in the same way like she is doing now. May be, she had to face so many insults, so many bad mouthing of the society about her character like she is facing now.

And why may be…Sayyam asked to himself…it would hv definitely happened with her. And how stupid he was to think that his mother never did anything for him while she did the most painful thing, that was to give birth to him, instead of so many difficulties, fighting with the society, fighting with her own self, her own mind and heart. And today, she declared she will her own child to Krishna.

But what about Krisha?…Sayyam knows, whatever she may say against Suhani, that doesn’t mean she doesn’t love her. He knows, she too will understand. And now he had to do that.

A lonely tear escaped his left eye. He wiped it soon and walked towards their room.

Sayyam came to the room and saw Krishna was sitting there, looking downwards. He sat beside her. They both were still in shock to know Suhani’s decision. Sayyam looks at Krishna, she was sobbing silently. He pulled her into a side hug. Krishna kept her head on his shoulder.

Sayyam: I m sorry for shouting on u Krishna…I couldn’t understand ur pain.

Krishna doesn’t reply.

Sayyam: I know what r u thinking now…

Krishna looked at him. Sayyam wiped her tears.

Sayyam: Whatever Maa said…I know it’s difficult…for u…but Krishna…why can’t we think it as a new chance of our life…to be happy with our family?

Sayyam tried to make her understand. Krishna keeps on shed silent tears on his shoulder.

Time skips to few months

Things were quite well now. However, Krishna doesn’t talk much to anyone, she is fine.

One day Suhani gets labor pain and she was taken to hospital. She gives birth to a girl child. Everyone was so happy. They go to meet her. Krishna was in different state of mind. She also went to meet her, behind all.

Krishna never said anything or show any willingness about what Suhani said about her child, but a new hope was dawned in her heart. But she doesn’t know why now she was getting a feelings of unknown fear…what if Suhani doesn’t say about it now…what if she had forget about it?…This thought, she doesn’t know why, took her breath. But she couldn’t say anything to anyone.

Dadi and Pratima went to the child and took her in lap. They were in tears. Suhani saw Krishna, standing in a corner. She smiled and took the child from Dadi.

Suhani: Krishna…

Krishna was startled. She looks at her, panting heavily. Sayyam looks at her.

Suhani: Tum wahan kyun khadi ho…idhar aao…aapni bachchi ko gode mein nahi logi?

Krishna unknowingly heaves a sigh of relief, which she didn’t know for how long she was holding. She looks at all and they smile at her. She goes towards her, with tiny steps. Suhani forwards the child, holding in her hand. Krishna looks at the child and then at Suhani.

Suhani: Take her…

Krishna too forwards her hand and hold the child. She looks at the little soul, sound asleep and she can’t hold her tear back, anymore.

Sayyam comes and hugs her from side. Krishna looks at him and Sayyam smiles. Krishna hugs the child and kisses her while cries.

Sayyam: Maa…I want to say sorry to u…on Krishna’s behalf…I mean…whatever she said…it was not her heart…but she was…

Suhani cuts him off, showing her hand.

Suhani: Sayyam…who r u to talk between us…wo hum dono maa beti ki baat hai…hai na Krishna?…and about sorry…I don’t need it…I m happy to see smile on my daughter’s face…if she is happy…I m happy with that.

Suhani smiles and forwards her hand towards Krishna, wanting her into a hug. Krishna looks at her, in between tears and in a split of a second she was in Suhani’s embrace. Suhani hugged her tightly. The mother-daughter bond was reunited.

They all smile to see that and hv a nice family time together.

Time skips to few months

Baby has been arrested for her crime and is behind bars now.

One fine day

Krishna and Sayyam are playing with the baby.

Krishna: Sayyam…plz hold Anshika…I’ll bring her milk.

Sayyam takes the baby and plays with her. Krishna was about to go out but she suddenly she feels dizzy and falls down on the floor.

Sayyam gets shocked. He lies the baby in the cot and goes to Krishna.

Sayyam: Krishna…what happened to u?…How did u fall?

He makes her stand up and helps her sit on the bed.

Sayyam: R u fine?

Krishna: I don’t know Sayyam…I m feeling dizzy for few days.

Sayyam: What?…then why didn’t u tell me?…Ok…wait…I’ll call the doctor.

He calls the doctor and asks to come soon. He calls Suhani and others. They come and worry about Krishna.

The doctor comes and checks Krishna.

Sayyam: Doctor…what happened?…Why is she feeling dizzy?

Doctor: Don’t worry…It happens in this condition.

Suhani: What do u mean by this condition?

Doctor: I mean…she is pregnant.

And that was it. All were shocked like anything, but mostly bcz of unexpected happiness.

Suhani: What r u saying Doctor?…I mean…how is that possible?

Doctor: What do u mean?

Suhani and others tell the doctor that another doctor told them that Krishna can never be a mother again.

Doctor: May be the other doctor said that…but now she is pregnant.

Krishna couldn’t believe the doctor’s words. Her happiness was beyond limit. Tears of joy spills out of her eyes. She hugs Sayyam, happily. Sayyam too was happy like anything.

Others too were happy for them. The doctor leaves.

Sayyam: But…then why did that doctor said…Krishna will never be a mother again?

Pratima: Sayyam…now leave it…look…everything is fine now.

Sayyam: Yea Dadi…but I hv to find out why did she say like that?

Suhani: Haan Sayyam…that’s right…we should find out the truth.

They goes to that doctor’s chamber and asks her why did she say that. The doctor first denies to accept but then Sayyam threatened her taking Police’s name and being afraid, she blurts out the truth.

The doctor said that she had been bribed by Baby to lie to them. She wanted to finish all their happiness and ruin their relations.

Sayyam and Suhani were hell shocked. Sayyam became furious. Suhani somehow manages him. They come back and tell everyone about it. They were also shocked.

Dadi: Ok…now that everything is fine…that Baby is also behind the bars…and most importantly Krishna is pregnant…we should try to forget those bad days…and should concentrate on Krishna and her child…and will find new happiness of our life.

All were happy to know Dadi’s wish and agrees with her, happily.

Time passes to few months.

Krishna gives birth to a baby boy. All gets happy and starts to live a new life with new happiness and new hopes.

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So guys…that’s it…Hope u all like it.

Let me know through ur comments.

Thanks for reading.

Love u all….

Yours Muniya…..

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