Kuch iss tarah 2 (Episode 4) (at fault)

Kuch iss tarah 2

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Episode 3

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Recap : swara jump off running car… Sumi n shekhar left for Kolkata

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Swara’s pov

It was night.. Suddenly my sleep got disturbed.. Some noise was coming from ragini’s room.. I peep in her room.. For my shock she was crying holding our childhood pic… Probably our one n only pic… Tears welled in my eyes.. I just want to engulf her in a bone crushing hug… But no.. Why should I care for her… She never cared for me… So I left… I sat on bed n recall that incident cz of which she taunts me daily…

Ok I agree that was my plan to come back… But as I said I can’t help it when m in anger… 5 years back.. When mom n dad bought me back… Or rather I force them to take me back… But I am still paying for that one step…
Avni my best friend.. I met her when we both were 5…We both were only Indian in that hostel of Singapore… She was also staying with me n luckily she was my roommate… We both were in hostel but there was huge difference in our lives.. Avni’s parents n grand parents use to talk to her daily.. At least for couple of hours… We were not supposed to talk on phone after 8 but Avni’s papa took a special permission only to talk her at 9… Cz he came late from office he was an ias officer .. Ahh leave this..
Ya so.. After our 10th Exams Avni’s parents shifted to India..

Now I want to come back at any cost.. I can’t live without her… I pleaded mom n dad alot but all in vain.. They were not ready to take me back.. Then one day I had a heating argument with them.. N I took the drastic step…

I was very angry.. I was fuming with anger so I convert my feelings into literal action… I set fire to my room… Yes I did that.. But in the whole scenario I got stuck in the room…

Soon I felt like choaking.. Somehow the warden n security guard took me out n admitted me to hospital.. After that incident the skul resticates me… N specially mention on my certificate that I can’t get admitted to any other hostel.. Cz itz risky.. Lol.. I don’t care.. N bingo mom n dad hv to take me back.. But cz of that incident I got allergy from these smoke n all.. Basically co2 got filled in my lungs n made them week… But whatever I came back.. Is the only thing which matters to me…

After coming back as I was week.. Mom n dad started to pay attention to me.. N that ragini starts to get jealous of me…

Urrrghh my head.. I mean mere thinking about that girl my head starts to pain..

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Poor swara!!!! Now itz time for ragini

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***ragini’s pov***

I cried… Cried n cried… It hurts to see my little sister like this.. But I can’t do anything.. She is uncontrollable… I still remember when we were young n mom n dad use to pay attention to her only.. They keep on scolding me..

“ragini she is younger to u.. U shld know how to behave”

This was their pen dialogue.. I use to listen this dialogue atleast twice every hour…

Ok I agree I am elder to her but only a year… If that time she was 4 I was 5… I wasn’t ‘big’ enough but no.. Cz of her I was categorized as big… Still I use to luv her alot.. Afterall she was my lill sissy…

I still remember that day when mom n dad decides to send her to hostel.. I was sad as well as happy.. Cz now I can hv their full attention but also sad cz swara was going away..

And yes It worked… Mom n dad starts to pay attention to me.. But that swara can’t tolerate my happiness… That was my first solo stage performance… I was in 11th standard…

Mom n dad were about to watch my performance for the first time… This wasn’t my first performance but mom n dad never had tym for that.. N this tym too they were coming to my skul as they were the chief guest…

Yes they were coming cz they were guest not for their own daughter… But still I was happy atlest they will see me performing.. But swara had done that fire scene n mom n dad left…

Then she came back n destroyed my life.. She snatched mom n dad’s attention from

From me she even snach my boyfriend… That girl made him her best friend… N laksh too care for her more than he care for me…

She says that I always spend my b’day with mom n dad…
Agreed! But she doesn’t even know that mom n dad use to wish me in late night… Sometimes they wish me next day.. If this is b’day Celebration then indeed I hv CELEBRATED my each n every b’day with them…

She can’t understand what it feels when ur parents are physically present here but not mentally… I still remember my 12th b’day
I was waiting for dad to come downstairs so that I can cut cake but dad didn’t come… Yes he didn’t…

My friends were making fun of me

“look ragini’s papa doesn’t come.. For cake cutting ”

” I think her dad doesn’t love her at all”

These were the piercing comments which I faced.. It was so embarrassing n humiliating for me… She can’t understand…

I don’t know when exactly I fall asleep thinking about that…

It was morning… I came downstairs and saw attention seeking playing her tactics…

“swara beta just one bite.. That’s it.. ” sujata aunty tried to feed her

” no aunty m full” she said..
Urrrghh bl**dy attention seeker… Soon aunty left… Swara n laksh alone..

I fetch a chair for myself for sitting beside laksh.. Swara was sitting on other side…. Basically he was sitting in between us…

As soon as i sat.. Swara stand up n was about to left… But lucky held her hand

“not today swara” he said
I was wondering what he wants to do.. He pull her n make her sit.. I thought I shld leave cz I can’t tolerate her…. So I was about to stand up but he said “not now ragini… Don’t go”

I quietly follow his order.. He sat infront of us n held our hand in his either hand.. N say”swara ragini.. U both are my life.. U both means alot to me.. Do u guys hv an idea how it feels to see u both fighting… No.. U both are selfish… Just tell me one thing… Do you guys ever think about me.. ”

I bow down my head as I know he was right…

” m giving you.. A month to patch up.. If u guys can’t patch up then… Get ready for worst consequences… “he said with determination

” what will you do”swara ask

“I will cut all my ties with you both”he said n he left..

Me n swara were shocked…

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So guys now tell me.. Who is at fault… Swara!!!??? Ragini!!??? Or their parents???!!!