Hello guys many dont know me here,but if uur TEi fan then u know me..
i m crazy..
i wrote Swsan and Raglak FF before but u might have forgot me as about an year passed for that..
well first os on Swasan is here..
hope after reading this u ll not throw chappals,and rotten tomatos on me..
now question comes y i said so?
u read OS then u ll get to know about it..
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It was a fine morning as usual..i stood infront of the mirror and started practicing that how to tell her..
her name is Swara,my wife..the most chubby girl ever met..
but all has changed our life..
i have a son now..hes of 8yrs..
his name is Swaran..
nice name na..swara had kept this name by combining mine and her name..
Swara+sanskar=Swar+an=swaran..
we both love him alot but the charm inbetween us has left..
after our sons birth..
she became buzy in household work and me in business..
in all this..i wanted some time some quality time with my wife..but she being buzy could not do that..
in this case i met my collage’s crush Kavita..
and fell for her..
@night,
we both were having dinner..
i asked calmly,i need to talk to u swara..
Swara-yes..proceed
me-hmm…swaran slept?
Swara-long back..
coleecting much courage i continued..
i need divorse swara..
Swara calmly replied why?
I dint had a answer to her question..which made me numm and her furious..
she trew the spoon and fork which she held in her hand and left from dinning area..
it was the first time that i could not make an eye contact with her..
The nxt day i saw that swara was not in home..
i enquired about it through the servents..
they replied they din knew..
then i found a chit near by wadrob..
ur breakfast is arranged have it..
i knew it was swara..,i was angry at myself that y she cares about me even though i m hurting her..
i just left for office..
i finished my meetings and went to meet kavita..
i said her that i have asked about divorce and all proceedings shall start from tommo..as i have talked about it to laywer
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
The chubby and naughty woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, as i could not take back what I had said for as I loved kavita so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
Hence after i came home late daily had my dinner with kavita and left early from home too..
the only reason to go their was my 8yr old son..
as i loved him very much..
one day when i came back home late i saw her writing something..
i just ignored it and went to sleep..
when i got up next morning i saw her asleep on th table it self..
She had not written anyletter what she presented to me but they were the her divorce conditions..which i could not resist to accept..as i had given her much pain..
even without glancing it i accepted it..
she asked me to chk and then say oky..
on her instance i went through the agreemnent…
she wrote she din want anything from me..but just 1 month of mine..
She requested that in that one month, we both try to live as normal a life as possible. Her reason for this conditions were simple,our son..
she then said she dont want our son to be disturbed with all this..
i again complied my self and said ok..
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day,she wanted me to do same for the next one month..
I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told about this odd request of swara to kavita..
She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly,dont tell swaran about divorse..for godsake plzz
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her
I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
after few days i realised thatiI realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again.
i dint tell about it to kavita..
infact how could i ..?
so i decided to stay silent..
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
one fine day,She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she murmerd”ufff, all my dresses have grown bigger.” I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily..
Swaran came in at the moment and said, Dad its time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last-minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said,
“I hadnt noticed that our life lacked intimacy ”
and then�I drove to office and jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind.I walked upstairs. Kavita opened the door and huged me and said finaly the drama is finished she tried to come close to me and I said to her, Sorry, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Kavita I said, I dont want divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because swara and i dint value the details of our lives, not because we dont love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
kavita seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away & At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife,for my swara. The sales girl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, l ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart..
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife,my swara in the bed of dead.
My wife had been fighting cancer for months and I was so busy with Kavita to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son-swaran, in case we push through with the divorce. At least, in the eyes of our son im a loving husband.
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hope u like this sad story i know anyone of us dont like aparting Swasan but few stories are this way too..
i dont wanted to hurt any fan by seperating i just wanted to show that few love stories are like this too..
Regards