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**9 months later**
Third person’s pov
“All the best, bhabi” Ria wished on phone.
“Yes! Yes everything is okay. Go for it” she said and disconnected the call.
She knocked Varun’s cabin “Come in” he said and she moved in.
“Are you sure, Ria? Will I be able to convince Rahul?”
“Bhai, only you can do this. Please please!”
“Yes, yes I’m leaving. But let me call Swara first, I must wish her…”
“No need what is important now?” she interrupted “Ah! I know, after all I’m your rakhi sister” she turns her face.
“Awe! My dramebaaz sister. But you are not less than my own. I have already lost one. Not one more” Varun hugs her.
“So??..”
“Hmm.. see I’m ready”
“Now go” she pushed him out of the cabin.
**Varun’s pov**
It’s our day today together. I should be with Swara but I have been emotionally blackmailed by my only sister Ria to meet and talk with Rahul to sort out their things. Why am I supposed to be mixed in their lives but I think the matter is serious. I know it’s the worst idea ever of meeting Rahul at this hour in the resort but Ria.. I have promised her and I cant move back now. If I do then she will start her drama again and I can do this for my only sister. I wanted to deny but Ria is Ria, she won’t change. I’m driving somewhere outskirts to the city where this resort is located. Why is Rahul calling me here? God know. It sounds pretty awkward, if we needed to talk about we could have done this sitting home but no.. I just hope I reach home before Swara sleeps or else I won’t be able to surprise her. The distance to the resort was long. I finally reached and parked my car. The resort is quite luxurious!!.. The manager of the hotel approached me and took me where Rahul had booked the seats. He wished me and left me there. What was he wishing me for? The place was entirely dark and it seemed no one was there. I think Rahul has delayed, I should wait for him somewhere else rather than waiting here in this dark place. Suddenly, the lights went on and the beautiful scenario in fornt of me, shocked me. A shimmering beautiful tree, lighted up with lights around and a tent nearby. This was a date kind of a thing!!.. Not for me, I’m confirmed now that they had mistakenly brought me here. As I turned to move out of the place, my jaw dropped. The most beautiful lady was sitting in front of me, on her knees. Head held down, she offered me a rose. I didn’t know what to do or say? I just stared at my lady, only mine!!.. Am I dreaming? If it’s so let me enjoy.
**Varun’s pov ends**
**Third person’s pov**
Swara looks into Varun’s eyes “I don’t know when and how did this happen. I never knew I’ll fall for my idiot friend” she laughs “I never thought I’ll fall in love all over again. The love that broke my heart 8 years back will come back again through you. The love and care you showed me, the way you loved me selflessly, made me fall in the love pit again!!.. I know people might say, first love isn’t easy to forget but it isn’t tough too!!.. The moment I entered your life as your wife, I forgot my first love but there were insecurities of losing you. Insecurities were common for a woman like me and if I have ever knowingly or unknowingly hurted you, I’m really so sorry. I couldn’t easily forget my past, it was so treacherous and dreadful that it started affecting my present and future. I’m sorry for that. So finally and officially” she looked down again, gaining courage “I want to say that…. I Love You, Mr. Varun Oberoi. I want you. All of you. Your flaws, your mistakes, your imperfections. I want you and only you. I love you just the way you are. The way you joke, the way you talk, the way you can admit that you love me in front of everyone and anyone even if I don’t!!.. You taught me the real meaning of love. Because every long lost road, led me to where you are; others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars, guiding me on my way, in to your loving arms, this much I know is true. God bless the broken road that led me straight to you.That it’s just not about getting, it’s also giving. When I am with you I lose myself. You’re the only thing that exists in my world. Everything I do just to see a smile on your face. I want to be with you forever and ever. I can’t imagine my life without you. I love you simply because you are my life. So Mr. Oberoi, will you be my better half? Will you be my life partner? Will you be my strength, my support, my pillar like all those 5 years I have spent with you? Will you love me the entire life like you have done? Will you?”
Tu aata hai seene mein
Jab jab saansein bharti hoon
Tere dil ki galiyon se
Main har roz guzarti hoon
Varun was lost in her eyes. Those were depicting love for him in her eyes. He wasn’t believing she actually proposed him. He felt out of the world, flying high in the sky. His dream broke when Swara shouted.
“Are you listening? My knees, ouch!” Varun noticed and pulled her by her arms “Are you replying, Mr.?” she glared at him.
“If I don’t?”
“I’m going to kill you” she stepped closer.
“Okay! Sorry! Sorry! Actually I thought it was a dream. You proposing me”
Hawa ke jaise chalta hai tu
Main ret jaisi udti hoon
Kaun tujhe yoon pyar karega
Jaise main karti hoon
“You are good for nothing! I proposed you in such a filmy way and you? Talking rubbish! Hopeless creature! Huhh….” she turned her face.
Haa.. Aa..
Meri nazar ka safar
Tujhpe hi aake ruke
Kehne ko baaki hai kya
Kehna tha jo keh chhuke
“Hmm.. What should I say? I have admitted so many times that I love you, Swara. Words are getting short to explain what I feel for you. But… Okay! If you want…. I Love you too, Swara. I never wish to be parted from you, from this day on. Be mine!!.. I would rather spend one lifetime with you – than face all the ages of this world alone!!.. Love is patient, love is kind, and you are my precious find. You bring out the best in me. Give me chance to be the luckiest man alive. You are the one I wanted to find, to tell that I need you all my life. I love you simply because you are my life. I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I promise to hold your hand, no matter what happens.. Till death do us part… The hours I spent with you, I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight and a fountain singing to it!!.. You and you alone make me feel that I’m alive. Other men say, they have seen angels, but I have seen you and you are enough!!.. I’m yours and only yours, Swara. Your better half, your soul mate, your love and your husband” Varun smiled and wiped her tears “Pushpa! I hate tears re…”
Meri nigahein hain teri nigahon ki
Tujhe khabar kya bekabar
Main tujhse hi chup chup kar
Teri aankhein padhti hoon
Kaun tujhe yun pyar karega
Jaise main karti hoon
Haa.. Aa..
Swara started laughing and he smiled at her. She was no less than an angel in his life. She brought colours to his boring, lonely and busy life. She had filled colours to each and every moment they spent together.
For her, she never thought she would propose him but she had to make this day memorable not only for her but for him too!!.. He had proposed her so many times and now it was her turn and it took literally nine long months for her to admit it to him that she loves him and only him. She knew they completed each other.
Tu jo mujhe aa mila
Sapne hue sarphire
Haathon mein aate nahi
Udte hain lamhein mere
Varun came closer and cupped her face, kissing her temples, he went down to her cheeks and kissed there, her nose and consuming the distance between themselves he claimed her lips.
Meri hasi tujhse
Meri khushi tujhse
Tujhe khabar kya beqadar
She closed her eyes in anticipation. Her hands tugging his hair and pulling her to him and kissing him back with equal passion. Her other hand went down to his chest, rubbing and unbuttoning his shirt.
Jis din tujhko na dekhun
Pagal pagal phirti hoon
Kaun tujhe yoon pyaar karega
Jaise main karti hoon
Haa.. Aa..
They stop when they feel they are out of breath. Both of them with labored breathing, look onto each other and Swara’s eyes grow wide on watching what she has done. Varun’s eyes follow hers and he too looks shocked at first but later gives a naughty grin.
“Wo.. Wo.. I did it. I was out of… Control” she speaks fumbling.
“Yes! I know because I’m hot” he winks.
“Whoever said that must be really blind” she showed her teeth “Idiot!”
“I heard that!”
“Come… I have something more” she held his hands.
“Something more? So many surprises,in a day? Not bad! I’m impressed!”
“When your husband is unromantic. You should initiate na?”
“I’ll show you that later on, Mrs.”
“Really? I’m waiting!” she acted “But for now close your eyes”
“Why?”
“I said close!” she glared.
“You’re so bossy, Swara” he made faces and closed his eyes.
Swara made him enter the tent. As the light turned on Varun stood awestruck, looking at the decoration. There were red and white curtains all around. One side of the wall was filled with their few pictures they had together… At the corners desiner buckets were filled with water in which fragrant candles floated smelling Love… Red and white balloons increased the beauty of the room… He looked closely and found that SwaRun was printed on the balloons which overwhelmed him a little bit… Hopes were rising in his mind but still he was not expecting much… A two seater dinning table covered with white cloth was kept in one corner with a rose bouquet on it. The whole atmosphere was romantic and the cool breeze coming from the window was like a cherry on the cake. As his eyes fell on the centre he didnt knew how to react as there was a heaet made of rose petals and inside it with the rose petals it was written “I LOVE YOU VARUN, Happy Anniversary..”
Swara gives her a charming smile to him and signs her to move forward. He moves to her and she extends her hand to him. He too gives his hand and follows where she goes. She takes her to the table and makes him sit opposite to her. She prepares all his favourite dishes and serves him. Both feeds each other and shares a lighter moment. The desert get stuck to Varun’s lips, she indicates him to remove it but he doesn’t understand.
Main tujhse hi chup chup kar
Teri aankhein padhti hoon
Kaun tujhe yun pyar karega
Jaise main karti hoon
Haa.. Aa..
She removes the left over. Varun is literally in loss of words and doesn’t know what to say. He gets to know that to how extent she can go to make him happy and he never expected this happiness so soon. ??(Was this soon? Hehe.. ?? Anyways! Not my fault… Varun feels that. Stupid person! ??)
“I don’t know this is the correct time or not but Varun, I have waited so much. So much for this day. Make me yours! Mark me yours!” she speaks as she kisses his palm.
Varun is overwhelmed and happy tears oozes from his eyes because he never experienced this much love from anyone and now he is getting all at one shot from his love Swara.
He makes her stand and hugs her tightly by expressing his love. He starts kissing on her face everywhere and leans on her lips. Swara just closes her eyes by giving signal to him and he places his lips on her and starts kissing her gently. There is no rough and tough kiss…its all expressing pure and selfless love between them.
Heere moti main na chahoon
Main to chahoon, Sangam tera,
Mai to teri saiyaan, tu hai mera,
Saiyaan, saiyaanaaaaaaaaaan
Tu jo choole pyaar se, araam se mar jaaun
Aaja chanda baahon mein tujhmein hi ghum ho jaaun mai,
Tere naam mein kho jaaun,
Saiyaan, saiyaaaaaaaaaaaaan…
They both kissing each other passionately, softly, lovingly and sensuously. All kind of emotions are flowing between them in their kiss. They share long passionate one. And their kiss is like the most eloquent silence since their two lips are busy meeting in a kiss.
Both are apart from themselves and breathes heavily. Swara lowers her gaze as she is shy and moves to the bed. Varun also smiles and follow her by removing his coat and throws on the floor.
Mere dil khushi se jhoome gaaye raatein.
Pal pal mujhe doobayein jaatein jaatein,
Tujhe jeet jeet haaroon, yeh pran-pran waaru,
Haye aise main niharu, teri aarti utaaru.
Tere naam se jude hai saare naate,
Saiyaan, saiyannnnn..
Banke maala prem ki, tere tan pe jhar jhar jaaoon
Baithun naiyan preet ki sansaar se har jaoon main,
Tere pyaar se tar jaaoon
Saiyaan, Saiyannnnn
He too goes near and looks at her who is showing her back standing near the corner. He rolls his finger on her back skin which makes her shiver and gets goosebumps. She closes her eyes and clutches her saree tightly. Varun hugs her from back, moves her hair to oneside and starts kissing her neck, collar bone sensuously. Swara starts breathing heavily and her chest is moving up and down seductively which makes him go mad at her. He twirls her to face him and starts kissing her neck and give hickeys to her. She moans in pleasure and holds his shirt collar tightly. He then unpins her saree without moving his lips from her neck, the saree slides down from her shoulder and gives him a clear picture of her cleavages. He moves his hands everywhere in her body and squeezes her flesh gently whereever he can.
She moans in pain and pleasure and often whispers his name. He then gives some break and looks at swara who becomes reddish, he then carries her in his arms and puts her on the bed gently. He too lies on top of her and keeps on kissing on her delicate skin. Her soft skin makes him want her more and more.
Yeh naram-naram nasha hai badhta jaaye.
Koi pyaar se ghunghatiya deta uthaye,
Ab baawara hua mann,
Jag ho gaya hai roshan,
yeh nayi-nayi suhagan,
ho gayi hai teri jogan,
koi prem ki pujaran mandir sajaye.
Saiyaaan, Saiyaaaaaaaan
Saiyaaan, Saiyaaaaaaaan
Swara turns to other side when she gets a small gap from him and hugs the pillow tightly. Varun again moves closely to her and removes her blouse dori and opens her blouse completely from back. She is tightening her grip on the pillow of unable to bear his touch. He then moves his palm over her bare skin and starts kissing everywhere on her soft skin.
He then turns her to him and removes her dress completely. She clutches the bed cloth to control her shyness… Varun’s eyes are getting a visual treat on looking at her without any barriers between them. He too removes his clothes and leans on top of her. One side the rough skin and other side the soft skin…these two are making that night very special in their memories.
Heere moti mai na chahu mai to chahu sangam tera,
mai na jaanu, tu hi jaane mai to teri, tu hai mera…
mai na jaanu, tu hi jaane mai to teri, tu hai mera…
mai to teri……
tu hai meraaa..
SwaRun spends a quality time in foreplay and he slowly tries to enter into her. She screams in pain and he gets scared seeing her tears, but Swara smiles and signs him to move on further. He continues kissing her everywhere to soothe her pain and after a little struggle he reaches their extreme level of happiness. Finally, she becomes his forever. Now no one can seperate them ..no one would dare to do that. A drop of happy tears comes out from her eyes, Varun notices this and kisses on her eyes and says “I Love You, Swara. Happy Anniversary”
“Love You too, Varun & Happy Anniversary to you too” she says, overwhelmed.
**Varun’s pov**
It’s just like a dream coming true. The day I saw I fell for her. From knowing and acknowledging her, I was head over heals in love with her!!.. She became my life, my heart, my breathe and Ansh, I always considered him to be my own son. The whole world may confine him but I’ll be always there for him. He is my first son even though, he isn’t my blood. Blood relations always doesn’t matter!!. What matters is whether those people around us love and care for us in the same way we do!!..
I look at her and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes. I saw that she was perfect, and so I loved her. Then I saw that she was not perfect and I loved her even more. My heart made it’s choice, and it chose her. I meant it when I said I didn’t believe in love at first sight. It takes time to really, truly fall for someone. Yet I believe in a moment. A moment when you glimpse the truth within someone, and they glimpse the truth within you. In that moment, you don’t belong to yourself any longer, not completely. Part of you belongs to him/her; part of him/her belongs to you. After that, you can’t take it back, no matter how much you want to, no matter how hard you try.
**Varun’s pov**
They both again share a soft kiss for sometime and he slides beside her and hugs her tightly. She too hides her face in his chest and kisses there in hot chest. They both soon dozed of under the comforter with each other’s tight embrace. Apart from these two, the another witness of their love is one and only the Moon which is sparkling like never before after witnessing their lovely consummation..might be Moon also gets shy seeing them close. The stars twinkle happily, rejoicing their love making!!..
Heere moti mai na chahu mai to chahu sangam tera,
mai na jaanu, tu hi jaane mai to teri, tu hai mera…
mai na jaanu, tu hi jaane mai to teri, tu hai mera…
mai to teri……
tu hai meraaa..
**
As the sun rays engulfed the tent and lit it, Swara opened her eyes, blinking and rubbing them.
**
Swara’s pov**
I never thought of a normal life again but it happened when he came!!.. Coming and controlling, loving a broken Swara wasn’t easy. But he did and that was what I never expected. I Love him and he completes me. He is only mine and I’m only his. I got only love from him nothing else. I got a selfless love from him forever. I promise now that I will never ever in my dreams also to hurt you Varun. I loved you, I love you and I will love you till eternity.
**Swara’s pov ends**
“I love you, Varun” she said pecking his lips.
“But I love you more” he said dramatically and laughed.
**
So finally we are at the end…. This isn’t the end for us obviously, but the beginning!!.. Beginning of their love, and a new life. Without miseries and without difficulties, with mutual compromises and understanding!!.. The spark between them: let it be physical, emotional or intellectual is also important. Love is not as important as trust. Trust is the basis of a relationship. If we are trustworthy to our respective partners, no one in this world can separate us!!.. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you. In a relationship each person should support the other, they should lift each other up. To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. You don’t love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear. Love is not always to be together but sacrifices are even important!!.. Love is not about sleeping together in the same bed, it’s about sacrifice, understanding, unconditional love, compromises, trust, support, care and commitments!!.. If someone is facing a difficult time, one of the kindest things you can do for him or her is to say, ‘I’m going to love you through this.’
Swara felt a great emptiness without Sanskar, she did miss him the rest of her life. But he would never be her life again because someone else filled it with love. Those sleepless nights she wrote the saddest lines that she loved him and sometimes he loved her too!!.. She hate being broken. She hate that she couldn’t go back. She wished he weren’t in her dreams. The pain was there to remind her that she is still alive!!.. Maybe she was going crazy but laughing makes the pain pass by!!..
She had least hopes but they weren’t nil. Varun came and filled her life with laughter, enjoyment and love. Love and magic have a great deal in common. They enrich the soul, delight the heart and they both take practice!!.. To love someone is to see all of their magic and to remind them of it when they have forgotten. Varun reminded her each and everyday about how much he loved her all these months. Even if she didn’t reply back he did commit. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That’s what they hope to give each other forever.
“As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age, there is one thing that will never change. I will always keep falling in love with you.”
— Karen Clodfelder
A/N
Yippee!!.. Finally this boring story ended. I had a hard time writing the over poetic story. ??
I’m so happy…. Yayyyyyyy!! ..
Friends thank you so much for the amazing response to the story. The people who didn’t read till the end at it wasn’t SwaSan I’m sorry for not doing it. SwaSan fans who read it I salute you all. You all chosed what’s right rather than fandom!!.. Thank you guys!!..
Thanks to the silent readers for reading it. Mica & Arshaanya (Thanks for eating my brain ?), S, Rabia, aminasalman, VedAnjali (Ridz thanks for commenting, reading and even writing the story, the decorations specially for todays part), Innocent soul (My toolbar! We all know you aren’t innocent. Don’t act smart?), Aidya, Ridhima Gupta (for writing the beginning of KTHTMD and stopping me from discontinuing it), Kakali, Afra96, Simin, Dharshini, Priya, Sree, Rabail, Rekha, Tani, Riya, Anniya, Diya Malik, Sweta, Tashmina, Moumita & Mousumi ??
Love you all… ??
So at the end I’ll like to tell you guys.. I won’t miss you ??
Because from today I’m starting Heart Beat, I guess ? and you can read that. It’s completely SwaSan so…. You won’t face much problems!!.. ??
Thanks Ridz for writing the decoration part. I am not so romantic kind of a person so I hope you all liked the chapter.. I’m very bad at this kind of romance… ??