today he was right der in front of me…. nd suddenly…. i felt wht love is…. i didn’t felt it whn i first saw him…. whn i realize dat i love him…. it’s really painful to love him whn i knw dat he don’t…. my fairytale ends there at d wedding…. no he was not d groom…. just a relative lyk me….. but anyways…. dn i felt love in my heart…. i felt it is breaking inside….. nd dn i felt he is not mine….
i heared many peoples saying i m not able to forget him/her…. i will die without him/her…. i will do anything just to be with him/her…. well…. m in d exact situation now….. saying him in my heart just be mine forever please i won’t be able to breath without u…..
knowing dat he don’t love me….. he is not mine is okay…. but knowing dat he loves someone else in d same way i love him is wht make me cry all time…. it says dat everyone believes your fake smile wch u carry all day but your pillow knws d truth whn u cry at night putting ur head on it….. nd so my pillow knws all my cryings weepings….
trust me…. i m not bad…. m not d villain….. but i can’t see u with her….. may be she love u…. but i bet my love is not less dn her’s…. i won’t say i m better dn her…. bcoz it’s ur choice nd i respect it…. but MY LOVE i m not less dn her….
i believe in miracles…. nd so in destiny….. true love makes it’s own way….. i don’t want to separate u from her…. but if she will hurt u…. i won’t leave her…. all i want is u to be happy….
i still remember d first day i saw u nd how we always fought like tom nd jerry…. i still remember each nd every word of ur…. ur teasing…. ur caring…. but i also remember d day…. d spcl day of my lyf…. my birthday nd u make it d worst day of my lyf…. d day i get to knw abt ur girlfriend….. it’s not ur mistake…. u don’t even knw dat i love u…. sometyms i wonder if u knw i exist in diz world….
please notice me i m here only…. i exist…. i left u but diz love is still in my heart…. tell me d way to remove it….. tell me how will i forget u…..
BUT….
it’s not ur mistake…. i m d only one…. who felk in love….. i m d only one who didn’t confess her love…. i m d only one who expect many things…. i m d only one who made assumptions…. and i m d only one who left heartbroken here…. i m d only one…. who is not made for u…. may be…..
BUT……
just want your love one tym in my life….. just want you one tym in my lyf….. i m sorry….
U HAVE A GIRLFRIEND…..
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boring??
but a true feeling of every single heart.. nowadays….
It is smthng really very close to my heart…. so i want to knw ur feelings…. let me knw wht u feel after reading diz….
please… i want each nd every person to comment who read diz…..
with lots of love
shonaa….
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