My Life’s Miracles (Part 29 & 30)

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I slowly open my eyes…. I don’t know where I am…. I just see around the room filled with medicine and machines…. The place looking so pale, colorless… The place colored with white color and all the things are in white too…. I try to get up but ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!I screamed because when I try to get up I pulled the stand which hanging the drips which connected to the veins of my hand….. Hearing I scream, Ahil enter the room…. Seeing him I recollect why I’m here…… Swara!!!!!!!!! I shouted…… I asked Ahil…..
Sanskar: Ahil…. Ahil, where is Swara???
Ahil didn’t say anything…. he keeps quite…
Sanskar: Ahil, damn you…. fast tell me where is Swara asked with anger and rage seeing him not responding to my question……
Ahil: Sanskar you lay down fast… You just undergo the surgery remove the clothed blood from your brain…
Sanskar:No!!!! You answer me fast damn it!!!
Ahil take a deep breath and said in one go “Swara is no more, Sanskar…..”
I couldn’t control myself and hold his collar “is this joke for you, Ahil!”
Ahil hugs me and cried…. “Sanskar, she is no more….”with pain voice…. No!!!! I shouted…… No!!!! She won’t leave me!!! She still alive!!! Saying this I try to pull the drips and get up from the bed but Ahil hold me before I try….. He rings the emergency bell beside my bed while holding me…. in a few seconds’ doctors and nurse enter the room…. I try getting release from the hold….. But the doctor gives me an injection which makes me calm and dizzy….. I cried out seeing my helpless to get up to go looking for my Swara….. She can’t die… she still alive….. She won’t leave….She told me, she want grow old with me…. slowly I went to deep sleep…..

Knock…. Knock….. Knock…..
I came out from the flashback and wipe my tears away and placed the photo frame in my desk back before asks the person come in….Its Arnav and Angel….
Angel & Arnav: Hai, Sanskar…. While hugging ,me who was now standing in front of him….
Arnav: Sanskar, you and Angel go for breakfast first …… In a while, I will join you both with Ahil…..
Sanskar: ok….
Angel hug my arm and drag me with her “let’s go bhai….”
Me and Angel enter the cafe and take seat in a corner area which is quit silent…. Then a waiter comes to take order…. Angel starts the conversation once the waiter leaves after taking the orders….
Angel: Bhai, don’t need to pretend in front of me… I know you were crying before I came…. You can successfully put the unemotional mask on you face in front of the society but not me….. I knew you well…. Angel lightly holds my hand squeeze it to show me that she is there for me…..
Tears escapes from my eyes hearing her….. No matter how much i tried to hide my emotion I couldn’t hide it in front of Angel …… In these 2 years I became unemotional guy in front of the world still when I was alone, I couldn’t hold myself from crying remembering Swara….. My heart ache so much….. Only my friends knew how I feels…. Angel became like a mother and a sister for me who comfort me and be a pillar to support me whenever I need someone….. I locked myself inside my room…. No one couldn’t bring me out from the room….. Even Arnav and Ahil failed to make me coming out from the room….. Only Angel been there bring me out from the heart break and divert my mind in business…. She gives me moral support…. I try to be normal for my friends…. I became a brother for Angel and married her to Arnav… To make sure I didn’t feel loneliness, Arnavangela and Zohil will spend their weekends in my villa……. Even Reylinda also move to this place leaving their country for me….. I’m blessed to have them in my life…..
Angel breaks the hug and wipe my tears….. “Bhai, you know I believe Swara won’t happy seeing you cry…..”
Sanskar: hmmm…. I smile lightly….. True , Angel….. I will stay strong Angel….. As you said….. I will life my life fully on the behalf of Swara and me…..
Angel: that’s my brother while hugging Sanskar….
Ahil and Arnav clap their hand and said “wow…. What a sister and brother bonding…..”
Zoya went to Sanskangel and hug them both while saying “Don’t jealous of my brother……”
Sanskar laughing seeing Ahil and Arnav’s sad look….. “Don’t jealous guys…. See I have 2 sisters to help me” while winking at them….
Ahil and Arnav “Whatever….” With irritated voice…. We have each other for ourselves saying this Ahil and Arnav side hug….
Sanskar: hahaha….. Anything guys….. But where is Reylinda???
Arnav: ohhh….. They went back to Malaysia…. They said got something need to settle down and it’s emergency…. So, they took this morning flight….
After spend time with them, I went back to home and it’s night ready when I reached home….After fresh up, i tries to sleep……..But i couldn’t….. As today was Swara’s death anniversary, they all never let me alone and in these 2 years they always make me occupied with some outing and make me smile…
No matter how I tried to twisting myself on bed to get sleep… it’s very hard for me to get some sleeo…. So, I went to garden and sit in a bench over there…. It’s was so calming and windy a bit…..
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Flashback*
Angel enters my room using another safety keys the room…. My room was complete mess and I myself in a complete mess with the unchanged clothes and with beards….…. there was a lot of broken glass pieces everywhere…
Angel: Sanskar!!! She called me and its sound with anger and fury….
I slowly get up from my place and face her…..
Sanskar: Angel, you are here…. You know Swara left me ready…….. She doesn’t love me any…
Before I could complete my word….. Angel slapped me hard….. I cried…..
Angel: Don’t you dare! She shouted at me…..Don’t you dare say that Swara doesn’t love you!!! She warns me…….
I fall on my knees and cry…. Angel to cry and kneeling down in front of me…. She hugs me and console me like a mother….
After a while she broke the hugs and cups my face and said that “Sanskar, don’t you dare or ever said that Swara doesn’t love you……She loves you a lot ….. That is the reason why she is not beside you today….. She loves you more than herself….. So, she didn’t even care about herself and safe you from that accident …… She protects you by giving herself….. Death only ends a life, not a relationship…..From now one you should treasure the life that she gives you….. Live this life to the fullest in the behalf of Swara and you….. See this world from her sight…..”
I start to go for office without any emotions….. Only the nights witness my heart ache and tears…… I try to behave normal and that’s not easy for me….. I try hard but still I didn’t enjoy my life and still mourning for her dead…..
Flashbacks end*
Sanskar’s monologue
Swara, I Love You and I miss you….. I’m sorry, I couldn’t safe you…. If I have the opportunity to save you, I’m sure I did anything to safe you….. but I know it’s can’t anymore…..
He looks at the star and said “ Swara, I thought of you today, but that’s nothing new….. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too….I think of you in silence, I often speak your name….All I have was your memories and your pictures in frame….God has you in His arms, I have you in my heart….I will move on my life and it doesn’t mean that I will forget you….. . I will keep you safe in my heart so that you are with me in every way….. From now on I want live our life to the fullest…..