Hey!..i am back with the next and also with a good news..the CBSE 10th class results are declared and guess what i got 10cgpa…yippeee!…so with lots and lots of happiness here u go with the next!
EPI-12
#sona’s voice#
How did this diary came in my bag?..strange…should I open it I wondered..” I shouldn’t” said my heart while my Mind said that “why not?..dev wanted to throw it but why? and whose diary is this? Dev’s?read and find out”. I was in a state of confusion for about a half an hour and then finally I came to a conclusion TO READ it and slowly opened it .
It contained around 150-200 pages but only half of it was used and the rest half either was filled with scribbling or left blank…each and every word in it was written with black ink…the handwriting was really good in the first half but then it worsened and the last page,I was hardly able to make out the alphabets ..it was all so scribbled..
After a complete examination I started reading it..(so guys here onwards its the diary which will be narrating the story..however Sonakshi’s observations and conclusions will be included in the middle ..it will be like****so it happened like that****)
Diary
I am not maintaining a diary..i am just penning down my feelings so that I could calm the storm which is roaring in my Mind. One of my close friend has suggested me to do so..
All the incidents which I am mentioning here happened to me a few years back but the impact of it was so huge that it looks as if I am still in the same situation
In the beginning I cannot say that everything was going well but ya it was going good..my whole childhood went in extreme difficulty..i never led a life like a normal child does…but still everything was good!
My father died when I was just 6years old..from then my ma took our responsibility..it was not easy for her especially in a society like India where women are supposed to manage only the household and not go out and work …but my ma went out of the box and played the role of both parents…she educated us and all because of her sacrifices,her extreme efforts I got admission in Delhi’s most prestigious institute ,from where I pursued my MBA.
Everything was good up to here and after that my life took the wildest turn ….
*****I couldnt make out whose diary it is ..it looked like a fiction novel…but I don’t think it was…nowhere till now the writer mentioned his/her name neither the name of anybody else…i wanted to read further but my eyelids were getting heavy…i was sleepy..my eyes were not supporting and so I closed it and kept it on my study table and retired .*******
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I woke up in the morning at around 7.. half an hour late..i had to rush myself so that I could reach on time and then I remembered that I have to collect auntyji’s reports too so I headed for the Dr.sinha’s clinic and then went to Ishwari mansion with the reports.
As soon as I reached there…i examined the reports and quickly made the necessary changes in auntyji’s diet plan then I headed for dev’s room to inform him about the developments in auntyji’s health.
Dev was working on his laptop ..i gave a knock on the door
Sona:may I come in?
Dev:oh!..Ms.bose..pls come
Sona:I wanted to discuss auntyji’s reports with you
Dev:oh ya sure..
After 15min long formal conversation ..i had completed discussing the reports with him…i was about to go when I suddenly remembered about that black diary…
Sona:can I ask you something?
Dev:of course.
He was so happy after knowing that auntyji’s health has improved…he had a ear to ear smile.
Sona:yesterday when kichu bhaiya was cleaning the storeroom he found a black coloured diary..its the same one which you wanted to throw..
His smile faded..and a frown formed on his face
Dev:ya..so what about that?
He asked in a rude tone.
Sona:why did you wanted to throw it?..i..
I wanted to say him that I read it a little and all that but before I could he stood up and in the most rudest way said
Dev:what do you have to do with that?..you are just ma’s nutritionist and nothing else..Do you get that?!
Saying so he barged out of the room…i was hell angry at him .. I was just his ma’s nutritionist ..great!..i loved him damn and he did not even regarded me as his friend ….i was hurt too and the curiosity of reading that diary increased in me…
I did not bring it with me..it was on my study table..i longed to go home..
After this incident dev and I didnt have a conversation at all..finally it was time for me to go back home..as soon as I reached…i throwed myself on my bed and took the diary in my hands and started reading from where I had stopped.
Diary
I was a little nervous on my very first day to my college…i guess everyone has this kind of feeling…
The college campus was really big..with A/c classrooms ,a big ground,well experienced teachers,well equipped library….it was my dream to study here and that day was the day when my dream was coming true right in front of eyes…
I entered my classroom..found a bench in the middle row…beside me sat a boy ..he was a cheerful guy and we became friends in less than a minute..soon the lectures started..everything was going like it should have been and then came an announcement…”For all the new comers like every year there will be a freshers party which is scheduled **** from 6pm onwards…” i hardly knew at that time that this announcement will,change my life completely
I was not a party guy and so after hearing this announcement ..i was not at all excitement but my bench mate was bursting with excitement..
I did not wanted to come but he forced me and I had to go..so ya on that day I was standing in the college’s auditorium where the party kicked off..i was wearing a black coloured blazer..of course not mine,it was his….
The auditorium was quite lively that day with music streaming from the large speakers…there were no teachers and the party was arranged by our seniors…everything was so good but still I was not able to enjoy maybe because I was completely new to it . I took one corner seat..soon the dance started ..girls and boys started forming pairs and started dancing on some romantic songs…he (bench mate) too picked up a girl while I stood watching him . Then a girl wearing a red gown came near me..with a glass of wine in her hand…she said
“why are you not dancing??” her voice was sweet but there was something in her eyes that troubled me..
To which I replied”I don’t feel like”
Then to my suprise she grabbed hold of my wrist and said”oh! Common,you have to dance tonight” and then she literally dragged me to the dance floor…i was trying my best to free myself but she was not ready to leave me..finally giving up I danced with her on one song and the whole crowd I don’t why stood staring at us..i couldnt make out what was happening at the that time..
The next day as soon as I entered the campus..all eyes were on me..some girls were staring at me and then whispering something to their friends..then there were boys who were pointing at me and saying something to others…i was scared at first..seeing all this..i rushed to my classroom and there too the same situation..
I wondered what happened?..what did I do?..was there something on my face?…
I couldnt find my bench mate so I felt hell lonely..i took a corner seat and took out a textbook to read but I wasn’t able to because each and everyone was staring right at my face…
I was getting irritated and got up from my place ..i was about to ask all those who were staring at me about the reason..but just then a girl entered and all the eyes which were on me turned towards her…
I then recognized that she was the same girl who forced me to dance…she came straight towards me and
“any problem if I be your bench mate”
Before I could reply she sat next to my seat and placed her things on the table..she was not asking me ..she was informing me…
PRECAP: continuation of the past!!
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So how was it?..was it interesting..pls comment..
Now I want to share something important..
My results are out and I have to go back to school from monday onwards..then I will even have to attend coaching because I am pursing for a career in medical so I will not have time ..will have time to write ff only on sunday’s..i am so sorry for that but I don’t have any other option..
I will try to post a episode on monday also …
Pls corporate with me and support me as you were doing ..because I need it badly!
Loads of love!!???