Hi, Guys..I’m feeling very happy seeing ur support and Love towards me…Thank u so much everyone…for becoming my strength …..
I Runs to my Home… I searched madly for Pragya everywhere but, she didn’t found anywhere…! Suddenly I saw a Letter which is on my table…I just takes it in hands and starts reading it…” DEAR ABHI, I KNOW U WILL BE SO HAPPY AFTER ACHIEVING THIS BIG SUCCESS….! I’M EQUALLY HAPPY FOR UR SUCCESS! U GAVE US A VERY LUXURY LIFE…U FULFILLED EVERY WISH OF UR’S BY UR HANDWORK AND MONEY….I’M SO BLESSED TO HAVE A HUSBAND LIKE U…BUT, ABHI! TODAY AFTER GIVING MY 8 YRS LIFE TO U…I STILL FEELING ALONE..! I HAVE EVERYTHING IN HAND..BUT I CAN’T BE HAPPY ..? I REALLY DON’T KNOW WHY? TODAY, I’M FEELING LONELY THOUGH EVERYONE IN FAMILY AROUND ME.. LASTLY I REALIZE THAT, U R NOT THERE WITH ME…!!! I DIDN’T HAVE ANY COMPLAINTS WITH U…BUT IT’S MY FATE..THAT I HAVE TO LIVE A LONELY LIFE….! ABHI, TODAY I’M A PERFECT BAHU OF THIS HOUSE..A PERFECT DAUGHTER FOR DADI! A PERFECT SISTER FOR PURABH! AND A PERFECT MOTHER FOR ABHAY! BUT, WHY I CAN’T BECAME A PERFECT WIFE FOR U? U KNOW, HW I FEEL IN THIS 8 YRS? I HAVE EVERYTHING AROUND ME…VERY PRECIOUS AND VALUABLE THINGS…BUT, I DIDN’T THOUGHT THESE THINGS ARE VALUABLE BECOZ, U R MISSING IN IT…! U R MISSING IN MY THOUGHTS..U R MISSING IN OUR FAMILY! BUT, I’M HAPPY ABOUT UR SUCCESS..UR AMBITION…BECOZ, UR MINE..! IF U ACHIEVE ANYTHING..I FELT THAT’S MY SUCCESS TOO! WHEN I USED TO WAKE UP AT MIDNIGHT AND FINDS UR MISSING BESIDE. ME…I FEELS SO MUCH LONELY…I WANT TO LEAD A HAPPY LIFE BY SHARING WITH U…BUT, ABHI I’M I NOT THAT MUCH VALUABLE…EVEN U CAN THOUGHT FOR A WHILE? ABHI, I JUST IGNORES EVERYTHING..EVEN MY HEART’S PAIN TOO..BUT NOW, I CAN’T IGNORE MY SON’S PAIN..WHICH I SAW YESTERDAY!
AN F.B STARTS..:
Abhay sit’s so dull and sad…Pragya comes to room and see’s Abhay sitting at a corner…! she slowly want’s to diverts him..and say’s” Wow! my Abhay came early today? and he’s so silent! what a miracle….” she slowly sit’s infront of him and slowly cares his hair and say’s” What’s happen to my Tinku?” Abhay looks at Pragya…Pragya get’s shocked seeing tears in Abhay’s eyes! she quickly takes him in her lap and asked ” what happen my Bacha? anything happen?” Abhay see’s her emotionally with tears and hugs her starts crying…He say’s” Mamma! why papa will never there with me? He hates me..right?” he say’s while sobbing….! Pragya couldn’t understand anything….she consoles him and say’s” No..bacha! u said u this? u should n’t think like this…Ur Papa Loves u so much..!” Abhay say’s ” then, why he will never stays with me? why he never talks or plays with me? U know how i feels when My friends plays with their Father’s? I feels Alone..! ” and starts crying again…Pragya has tears in her eyes…he realizes Abhay’s pain…! Abhay continues..” Mamma! If he hates me..then, why u give birth to me? Everyone in School blames me that I’m not a good boy that’s why my father never been with me..! Pragya couldn’t able to control her tears…..she say’s” Kk.. We will go some where…I promise I will fulfill every dreams of urs..kk?” she say’s this while Abhay see’s her confusingly ..! F.B ENDS…..
ABHI, THAT’S WHY I’M GOING FROM U…I CAN’T BEAR IF ANYONE THINKS WRONG ABOUT U THEN, HOW WILL I BEAR WHEN OUR ABHAY THINKS ANYTHINGS WRONG ABOUT..U? NO ABHI..I CAN’T TAKE THIS..THAT’S WHY I’M LEAVING WITH ABHAY! I WILL BE BACK SOON….! I PROMISE..U WILL BE HERO IN UR SON’S EYES..!
I feels so much guilty about my behaviour towards Pragya and Abhay! I slowly goes to living room and Find’s Pragya is leaving the home with Abhay in hands….! All are very sad about Pragya’s decision….I enters in to living Room…Pragya smiles seeing me… She signs Abhay to say Bye..to Papa! Abhay moves slowly with so much hesitation…! I slowly kneels down infront of Abhay! Abhay say’s bye…with out looking into My eyes…I tries to care Abhay’s face..but Abhay runs to Pragya! He hugs her with tears..Pragya slowly pat’s his back and slowly wipes his tears and say’s” Let’s Go?” Abhay nodes…Pragya lifts him in hands and leaves from there….! I can feel her pain…She turns to leave….I Loudly say’s ” Pragya! i’m sorry!”..Pragya turns to me with surprise! I slowly went to her and say’s I’M SORRY..PRAGYA! I’M A UNLUCKY MAN WHO DON’T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY LOVE TOWARDS U….I DON’T DESERVE U….I’M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING WHICH I HAVE DONE WITH U..I KNOW U JUST MY LOVE..BUT I ALWAYS THINKS ABOUT..BUSINESS..MONEY..FAME…AND ALWAYS JUST GIVES U LAME EXCUSES…BUT U KNOW ONE THING? I REALLY LOVES U! I JUST FALL IN LOVE WHEN I SAW U FIRST TIME..I FEEL I’M SO LUCKY FOR GETTING A LIFE PARTNER LIKE…BUT I CAN’T BECOME SUITABLE LIFE PARTNER TO U..I’M SORRY FOR THAT! U KNOW I DIDN’T FELT HAPPY WHEN I GOT A BIG CONTRACTS..OR SOMETHING…BUT I FELT VERY HAPPY WHEN UR AROUND ME…! BECOZ, I’M IN LOVE WITH U ..MADLY, DEEPLY AND TRULY….I HAVE DONE MANY MISTAKES… I DIDN’T GAVE ANYTIME FOR U….I DIDN’T DONE ANYTHING FOR U..FOR UR HAPPINESS..BUT, NOW AFTER REALIZING MY MISTAKES I WANT TO SAY..THAT NOW, IT’S MY RESPONSIBILITY TO PROVE MY LOVE TOWARDS U…UP TO KNOW U ALWAYS HIDES/ COVERS ALL MY MISTAKES IN UR LOVE..BUT TODAY, I REALLY WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE HAPPILY WITH U..WITH OUR ABHAY! I WANT TO BECOME A BEST HUSBAND TO U..A BEST FATHER TO ABHAY!..PLZ GIVE ME THIS CHANCE..I’M REQUESTING U PLZ DON’T HIDE MY MISTAKES NOW! U HAVE RIGHT ON ME…! I’M UR’S NOW! NOW, I DON’T WANT TO BE AWAY FROM U BOTH..BECOZ, UR MY LIFE ..KNOW ! I’M BEGGING U..PLZ FORGIVE ME FOR MY MISTAKES AND GIVE ME ONE CHANCE TO RECTIFY IT…! PLZ….While saying this, i cries and fell down on my knees…..Pragya runs to me and cupped my face…She admiring me Lovingly..and slowly wipes my tears….! she hugged me tightly and say’s” ABHI! U KNOW WHAT I JUST WANTED UR LOVE IN MY LIFE…UR MY LIFE ABHI! THAT’S WHY THOUGH U NEVER GIVES ME UR TIME..BUT U JUST GIVE ME A HOPE TO LIFE….! by saying this, she points towards ABHAY! and continues ABHAY! HE’S UR Ansh! HE’S UR BLOOD! BY SEEING HIM , I NEVER HAD ANY COMPLAINT ON U…UR IN MY HEART ABHI! THAT’S WHY I ALWAYS WANT ‘S U HAVE TO BE A HERO IN UR SON’S EYES….THAT’S WHY I TOOK UR FATHER’S RESPONSIBILITY..AND I’M SO BLESSED TO HEAR FROM U..THAT U WANT TO TAKE UR FATHER RESPONSIBILITY! U WANT TO BECOME MY ABHI! WHOM I LOVED A LOT….! WHAT ELSE I WANT THAN THIS….I’M HAPPY ABHI! I DON’T HAVE ANY OTHER WISH THAN THIS..THANK U ABHI! THANK U SO MUCH!
By saying this, she breaks down in tears …by holding her hands…. I just hugs her tightly and kissed her forehead….then, My looks goes on ABHAY! MY ABHAY! Who’s standing with tears …I don’t know what he understood..but i can find Happiness in his eyes….! I slowly signs him to come….He comes to me..I slowly say’s” Abhay! will u permit me to play with u..plz” in a requesting manner..! Abhay hugs me and say’s” Love u..paapa! love u so much paapa!” What else a Father want to hear than this from his Son…! We shared a Family Hug…With so much Happiness and a bit Emotional…! Later, i went to Dadi& Purabh and apologizes to them for my behaviour….
Now, For the first time, i realizes Happiness in my heart….Now, I can understand” A PERSON’S VICTORY/SUCCESS ALWAYS DEPENDS ON HIS FAMILY HAPPINESS RATHER THAN, ON HIS EARNED MONEY/FAME..!…”
I have realized this very lately..but Now, i’m so lucky to have a chance to rectify my mistakes….I thanked my Destiny for playing various games with My Life…and Lastly, I should thank My PRAGYA! WHO MADE ME REALIZE ABOUT LOVE IN MY HEART..! LOVE U PRAGYA! LOVE U EVER….!