Hey guys thank for your patience and here goes the next chapter.
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Shivaay had been looking for Anika all over the house and he had asked everyone in the house finally he went back to his room and was sitting with his head between his hands. He was worried sick about Anika, and then Pinky entered the room.
Pinky – Shivaay what happened did you get any information about Anika.
Shivaay – No Mom I am worried about her and my children…
Pinky – so you now know what she went through in the last 2 days…Shivaay was shocked as his secret was known only by his brothers and Anika.
Pinky – Don’t look at me like that.. she met me before she left and I could read her eyes that she was sad …even when I pressed for her to tell she did not tell me the reason…but I already knew as I heard the story you told her when she woke up…i thought you were mature but you have disappointed me..Anika has proved to be the best Bahu, Wife and Mother…but you were so hell bent on being a lover you forgot all the other relations.
Shivaay – Im sorry mom I did not see her in other relation I was being selfish and wanted her to be my wife only…I am disappointed in myself…I want to apologise but she is not here….mom please tell me where she is…I will get her back…
Pinky – She said she needed time to get her head straight…as she was disappointed in herself as she could not keep her husband happy and so she has gone away…I would appreciate you give her this time
Shivaay by now was in tears and was begging to Pinky to give her address…Pinky just left from there and left shivaay to think for himself…
All evening shivaay thinks to where Anika would be and he tries calling her as well but she does not answer. He thinks and remembers only a few places she can go since she is with Ansh…He starts looking for her everywhere he thinks she could go…the temple..the cliff…Chanda’s house….finally he gets tired and stops in the middle of the road and gets out crying his eyes out….
Shivaay – Im sorry Anika I should have understood you…please forgive me and come back to me…
As he is crying he remembers he forgot to check one place….and that she could be there…he rushes to the car and drives finally he enters the chawl…the place where Anika used to stay before she met him…he goes to her old house…but the lights are off…he knocks the door..several times but it does not open…he get sad and is leaving when the door opens…
Who is it so late in the night?? He hears a familiar voice….he turns around and tears just start flowing…
Shivaay – Anika…he runs and hugs her and does not leave her…
Anika – Shivaay leave me please you are hurting me…hearing this shivaay leaves her and gets on his knees before her…
Shivaay – Ani im sorry it is something very big im asking you for…I know I behaved like an idiot…please forgive me and come back to me…i cannot live without you…he sobs holding her hand…
Anika – Shivaay please stand up what is this? I want to talk to you come inside…
She takes him inside and they sit on the sofa…shivaay sees Ansh sleeping on his small bed soundly with his thumb in his mouth…shivaay feels bad and picks Ansh in her arms and hugs him and realizes how much he missed his small family….with Ansh in his arms he hugs Anika with the other arm…
Shivaay – Have you eaten anything? You know right you cannot stay hungry too long in such a state and why did you open the door without checking who is there on the door…Anika ans me?
Anika is just looking at Shivaay and wondering for his concern…she does not say anything and takes Ansh and puts him back in the crib…
Anika – Shivaay im sorry that you had to go through so much stress I needed time to myself and hence I came here..shiv im sorry that I have failed as a wife in making you happy but you need to understand a women has several roles after marriage I have to give everyone equal time…so better I stay away from you and you can find a wife who will fulfill all your desires…
Shivaay turns her angrily only to find her wince in pain holding her belly…shivaay remembers she is pregnant he bends and holds her belly…
Shivaay – Baby im sorry can you please speak to mama for me…I know I made a mistake but your mama knows that I am SSO and I don’t understand easily I have to be told about feelings…pls baby I want to be there every moment with your mama, your brother and you….please ani I LOVE YOU don’t leave me I cannot live without you…
Anika just looks at him and has tears in her eyes…
Precap – what will Anika decide?