Hiii buddies…!! 😀 😀 Well…!! I am ready to face your chappals and eggs for my absense…!! I am really sorry about it….!! Got busy with my college works… and it will continue in future too…!! Still tonnes of presentations and reports have been loaded on my head until November … and dasara vacations are going to add colours to my irregularity…!! I hope I will give 2 more episodes before going to home…this Friday…!!
Well…!! Thank you soo much dudes…. for your lovely comments…!! I am soo soo soo soo happy…!! I have replied to them…!! Lets go to episode…!!
Disclaimer: I myself don’t have clarity what I wrote…!! If you feel weird while reading… ignore that feeling…!! 😉 😀
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Link to previous episode: Episode 26
Link to all episodes: Here
RECAP: Swara’s office party…!! sahil making sanskar enrage with his words…!! sanskar beating adarsh…!! swasan’s argument…!!
SWARA’S POV:
Closing the door…I sat down with a THUD…!! Tears were flowing continuously…eventhough I am trying them to stop…!!
“You used me for marriage…and you can go to any extent to gain you benefits…!!” his words started revolving around my mind…!! Is this what he understood me??!! And the most painful thing is that… he still accuses me of what I have done to him…!! He hasn’t forgotten anything..!!
Yes…!! I agree that I married him… and it was the biggest mistake I have done in my life…!!But what should I do to seek forgiveness from him??!! I am angry on him for what he said…!! I wanted to slap him…!! I wanted to shout on him…!! But…I lost my guts to face him…after knowing that he didn’t forgive me…!!
I started throwing all the things nearby…!! I started crying loudly….!! This is the only way for me to let out all my emotions…!! I wish my pain to disappear along with this bad night…!!
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“Mrs.Swara…!! Call me Mrs.Swara…!!” I corrected him…!!
“Ok…!! Well…Mrs.Swara…!! What about remaining designs??!! Are they perfect??!!” He asked me…!!
“Actually sir…!! Remaining designs are made wrongly…by taking wrong plots…!! So they need to be redesigned…!!” I answered him…!!
“What??!!! How come they did such a big mistake??!! Show me those designs…!! I need to check out…!!” he told me…!!
I opened charts…and started explaining them… ignoring his nasty gazes on me…!!
“Good…Mrs.Swara…!! You are soo talented and hardworking… and people like you should be rewarded with promotion…!! But the thing is…you are not up to my expectations…!! If you are able to reach them…then definitely you will get what you want…!!” he said…!!
I could read his clear intentions on his face…!!
Taking a deep breath…and controlling my anger… I spoke out… “I had given my 100% dedication to my work…!! If I can’t reach out your expectations… then give the promotions to those who reached it…!!”
I turned to go out… but he suddenly held my hand…!!
“What are you doing??!!” I shouted jerking him…but he again pulled me towards him… and said… “Swara…!! I know very well that you actually understand everything…!! I can’t tolerate anymore of these hide and seek words…!! Day by day I am becoming desperate to have you…!! Just spend a night with me…I will give whatever you want…!! ANYTHING…!!”
I gave a tight slap…using my other hand…with full force for which he fell on table…!!
“Mr.Adarsh Bedi…!! I have been silent doesn’t mean… that I am weak or scared…!! I have been bearing it up…since you won’t stay here for long…and I don’t want to create a scene and hot topic for office staff…!! You just came here as a guest for some work… and you have just 2 days time left…!! Behave yourself properly and get lost from here…!! Don’t ever dare to atleast think of my name… or else you will see the worst of me…!!”
I stormed out from his cabin and went to mine…!! It took some time for me to calm down myself and come out of it…!! Being a working woman in Bombay… I am not new to this type of nuisance…!!! But it was for the first time…someone directly asking on my face…!! I suspected him…but I didn’t expect that he would go upto this extent…!!
Just then… my phone beeped…indicating a message from sanskar…!! ‘SANSKAR..!!’ As soon as I remembered him…his words on that day have started echoing in my mind…!! I don’t know whether his fault was there or not… but my fault was definitely there…!!
Unlike most of the men…there is something in him…which made him accept his friendship…!! I think unknowingly…he had become closer to me…!! That is why…now my eyes are becoming moist…thinking about him…!! Me…the one… who never cares about others and their taunts… was now feeling painful by his words…!!
It’s been 4 days I have started avoiding him…!! I stopped talking to him…stopped lifting his calls…stopped opening his messages…everything…!! It’s not that I am still angry one him… but I am hurt… and I really want some space for myself to come out of it…!!
“Swara…!! You still here??!!” my colleague asked knocking my cabin desk…making me come out my thoughts…!!
“What happened??!!” I asked being confused by her question…!!
“Everyone almost left…and why are you still here??!! Did you forget that yesterday it was declared that today will be a half-day??!!!” she asked surprised…!!
It’s then I found out…the time as 2.00PM…!!
“Ohh shit…!! I forgot…!! Well…you go..!! I will just leave in 5 minutes…!!” I said… hurryingly closing all the files…!!
I went to washroom… to get out of this trauma for now…!!
“Forget… forget…forget everything swara…!!” I murmured myself several times….splashing water on my face…!!
“Hehehe…!!” My image started laughing at me…!! “How can you forget everything…dear??!! He stills feels that you used him for marriage…and offcourse it’s the truth…!! So, digest another truth also that…he didn’t forget about it…nor forgiven you…!!”
“Stop it…!!” I shouted… splashing water on mirror… and it disappeared…!! I started crying once again… thinking about it…!! I wish I had time machine…so that I can undo our marriage…!!!
Setting myself properly again… I tried to open the door….!! But… it’s not opening…!! It’s locked…!! But how??!!
“Hello…!! Heyyy…!!Someone open the door…!! Help” I started shouting…!!
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‘5.15PM’ My watched showed…!! It’s been almost 3 hours… I have been here inside…!! I think whole office has been completely locked by now too…!! How come they can lock washroom even without checking it out once??!! I should have atleast bought my phone here…instead of leaving it in cabin…!! I should do something…!!
Ohh shit..!! Even sanskar doesn’t know that today is half-day…!! By the time he comes to know about me…it will be late night…!! Not being less…my stomach is even growling… because of hungriness…!! I GOD…!! Please send someone…to get me out here…!!
‘TICK..TOCK’..!! Someone opened the door….and I felt like I got my life again…!!
“Sorry for the late baby…!! Took time to set all things…!!” Adarsh said smirking…!! I froze for a second seeing him infront of me…!! I can see his cheek still red with slap marks…!!
“Why are looking like that??!! It was me only…who locked you in washroom…!! I saw you going alone… so just thought to have fun today here only… instead of club… !!” he said coming closer to me…!!
“Didn’t you get shame even after getting that slap in morning???!!” I said angrily…!!
“I think your brain is not working properly…!! It’s the situation where you should get frightened…not angry baby…!! And don’t worry about slap…!! I have got a great chance to take revenge for it now…!!” he said and held my hand tightly…!!
I pushed him immediately and ran to my cabin…!! But there… stood Sahil…and one more guy… probably his friend… infront of it… with my bag and mobile phone in their hands…!!
“Well if you came here to have this bag…which contains…pepper spray, paint spray etc..etc…!! Then forget about it…!!” he said…!!
He further continued…“ I have been seeing you since 2 years… do you think I don’t know your tactics??!! These all are now old techniques…and next time try something new…!!” he said throwing them far away… and both started coming near to me…!!!
I moved back…and hit the wall behind…!! That’s it…!! I got it…!! I immediately switched off the main attached to the wall … and the whole wing became dark…!!
“Heyy…on the light…!! don’t let her go away…!! Search …search…!!” they started shouting…!!
I ran to reception and hid under the table…!! ‘PHONE..’ I took the landline…and started dialing to sanskar’s number…!!Shit…!! The lights got on…!!
‘Sanskaarr…. please lift the phone… please… please….please save me..!!’ I have been praying myself continuously… while the phone has been ringing….!! For each second… my heart has been beating faster… and I am on verge of crying…!!
“CAUGHT YOU BABY…!!” his voice startled me…making the phone fall from my hands…!!
“How much time will you hide under this desk??!! Come out dear…!!” Adarsh held my hand and pulled me out…!!
I immediately pushed him… and started running again… towards the main door…while throwing all the things on him…whichever I get to my hand…!! But Worst… I bumped into sahil and that another guy… and they immediately… held my body..!!
“Leave me you blo*dy idiots…!!Leave me…!!” I have been shouting on them… trying to free myself as hard as I can…and making them struggle… while holding me…!!
“For two years I have been desperate to have you..!! How can we leave you baby doll??!!” Sahil said tightening the grip…!!
They both pinned me to the wall… and successfully paralysed my both hands…but still struggling to control my legs… giving me pain…!! I am trying my best… but my body is even not co-operating with me…probably because of weakness for not having food…!!
“Well done…buddies..!! Finally… you are under our trap Swara…!! No no… ‘Mrs.Swara Sanskar Maheshwari’…!! Thank you dudes… for your help…!! Now this is the time for us to rock…!! Yoo… Guys…!!” adarsh said while walking towards me clapping and smirking…!!
“Just shut your mouth Mor*n..!!” I shouted angrily..!!
All of a sudden…he held shirt on my chest… making me numb… and immovable…!! He tore all the buttons section… making my top section of body visible… and my inner ware hardly covering it…!!
My voice chocked out… and tears started flowing like waterfall…!! Never in my life…I allowed anyone to touch like this…!! But now…I became helpless…!!
He sensually started moving his both hands on my bare waist saying…. “Morning…You slapped me… because I held your hand…!! Now I have been touching your whole body…!!
And soon I am going to enjoy you…!! What will do now??!! Haa…??!! And your husband…Mr.Sanskar Maheswari…!! How dare he beat me in front of everyone??!! I remember each and everything… my dear…!!”
“Pl…please… leave me…!!” I managed to speak out while crying…!!
He pressed his entire body on mine… inhaling my fragrance… and said huskliy… “Don’t worry…!! We will leave you… as soon as our work gets complete…!!”
“Heyy…!! How much time we should hold her??!! Give her chloroform which we bought…!! Even we need to enjoy… she is soo irresistible…!!” sahil’s friend said…!!
Then immediately… he left me…took out a kerchief from his pockets… and kept on my nose…!! I started remembering sanskar’s words… which he always used to say…!!
‘I know you are brave…!!But you can’t face bravely…every bad situation alone…!! You need to be careful… and you should have someone with you… for your own safety…!!’ sanskar’s words started echoing in my mind…!! But I…. being an idiot…strongly used to oppose him saying that he was an anti-feminist…!!
‘You used me…by marrying… and you can go to any extents to gain your benefits’…his words even started crossing my mind…!! People generally say that…for the sins we have done in this birth… we suffer in this birth only…!! May be it’s time for me to have punishment for what I have done to him…!! I hope atleast he would forgive me after this…!!
Slowly…I started closing my teary eyes… thinking about him… getting ready to face the consequences for my deeds…!!
“I am so..rry.. sans..kar… !!” are the words that lastly uttered from my dry mouth… as my last drop of tear made it way from my right eye… while getting closed…!!
PRECAP: Swara in hospital…!!
Well…!! I am scared you guys might beat me…!! What do you want??!! Swara suffering or not??!!
Well guys…!! Last week I saw PINK movie and became emotional…!! That’s the reason why I made party theme pink… Pink..Pink..PINK..!! And also currently my story is running on that track only…!! I just wanted to share…that’s why told…!! 🙂