Hello everyone…..aah its good to be beck….once again thaaaaaaanks a lot for all ur sweet comments…..& support….sorry for being late….but im really stuck up with something…..so here i am with next one…….read & let me now ur views abt d same……lastly ignore my typos & grammatical mistake…..
Enjoy d ride………….
INDIA
As soon as radhika entered her room …..she got confused seeing room all dark….& arjun sleeping…..she muttered to herself…” He is sleeping this early..that too on couch…strange…” Saying this she shrugged her shoulders & then changed in to night dress…after 10 mins….she found Arjun twisting & turning…at first she thought it’s because of lights …so she turned it off.. But again after 5 minutes he began twisting & turning …this continued for next 10 mins…..finally radhika got up & muttered….” U don’t HV to sleep on couch…if ur not feeling like…”…now Arjun woke up & muttered all irritated ” & I think thts none of ur concern…” ….after which radhika took a glass of water, went towards couch & gave it to him…….he hesitated for a second then took it…..he gulped it down in one go & then let out a sigh….radhika observed him curiously & asked…” R u alright..?”..now he mumbled to himself…” Alright!!!!….how on earth could I feel alright…when a ten yr old boy was hitting on my wife….that too in front of me…heck…” …radhika thn asked him..” What ….did u say something…?”…Arjun quickly shook his head & muttered..” Nope…did u hear something? ” radhika gave him a confused look & nodded in negative saying ” I think u should sleep..” She turned around & started moving towards bed….when Arjun muttered unable to hold any longer…” Radhika…..don’t u think ansh is so ummm….I mean he is so..” He was about to say something when she cut him off & muttered all smiling….” Cute…..I know…he is such an adorable kid…I just love him” …saying this she started praising him bluntly….now Arjun sighed frustratedly & muttered…” Cute….ha…I would rather call him zunglee..shameless…aah…who would believe he was just 10…& for ur kind info he was hitting on u….& u r saying he was a cute & adorable kid ..kid….my foot” …hearing this radhika’s eyes grew wider …she opened her mouth to say something…..but closed in next second not knowing what to say…she kept on looking at him in shock & finally muttered ” u r ridiculous…. Seriously…. How could u say all this shit….he is just a kid…a 10 yr old kid…shame on u arjun….” Saying this she turned around in anger…now Arjun came to her & said ” really…am I d one who is supposed to be ashamed… Fine…tell me why did that ‘cute little kid ‘ said that he love u & why did u told him that u love him too?“ ….now radhika was burning in anger …she raised her eyebrow & muttered…” Fine…. even if it is true……it is none of ur concern…who d hell u think u r…u better be in ur limits….it’s my problem & I can handle it myself… So stop poking ur nose in my matters..” Arjun didn’t liked her tone…..his eyes turned red……his anger rose to peak…he grabbed her elbows tightly….digging in to her flash & muttered… ” believe me… I don’t have even a bit of interest in ur so called matters….& next time when u talk to me mind ur tone…” Radhika flinched a little…tears started forming at d corner of her eyes & she whispered looking straight in his eyes ” Arjun…u r hurting me…” Arjun suddenly came to his senses & loosened his grip….she was about to say something when arjun turned off lights,went towards couch & slept there
Next morning Arjun woke up early & left for office …radhika woke up & looked around for him….when she didn’t found him anywhere she let out a sigh & muttered..” It was all his fault….I know I shouldn’t Hv behaved like that….but he forced me to do so….& now he is angry with me…grt… ” …..after half an hour she went down & Sat for breakfast… Nandini saw her dull face & asked abt d same….but she shrugged it away saying “she is fine” nandini gave her a smile & went away saying she is going out for some imp work & will be back by Eve….radhika was not feeling good…so .she went towards d pool & Sat down by putting her legs down in water……she Sat there for an hour gazing at d water….when someone tapped her shoulder….she turned around to find niti ….she gave her a smile & said “hey niti….u didn’t leave for Cllg….u r taking a day off or what…” Niti gave her a smile & Sat down beside her saying…” Actually… today i was in no mood to attend Cllg….besides u were alone in d mansion…so I thought to give u a company….” Radhika gave her thankful smile & muttered.. ” I actually could use a frnd right now…” Niti gave her a look & asked ” what is it?” To which radhika replied ” nothing..I was just getting bored”…niti gave her a tell-me-right-now look & then raised her eyebrow….now radhika gave up & mumbled…” Last night I had a fight with Arjun “ at which niti replied….” I see….&?” …radhika let out a sigh & continued….”& he is angry with me” then niti asked….” So u r upset because he is angry with u….?” Radhika muttered next….”yes…no…I mean yes…urgggh…..it was his fault.” Hearing this niti giggled a little & said…” I know….he could be a jerk sometimes… “…at this both of them gave each other a look & started laughing… After which radhika spoke….” If khadoos came to know that we r b*t*hing about him….he would kill me first & thn would scream on u all day long” saying this she chuckled & niti started looking down…a drop of tear rolled down her cheeks…she quickly wiped them off & muttered… ” he won’t do that…he won’t scream on me…let alone scream he won’t even talk to me…” Radhika’s face frowned & she asked ” why?” at which niti replied…” We don’t talk to each other…its almost been 7 years…… But it’s fine….” ….radhika gasped & said..” He really is stupid….khadoos,loony head….I wonder why didn’t u break his head till now?”… Now niti chuckled a little & said…”well for that…now I Hv u by my side…& I know u won’t let him live in peace….right?…” Radhika chuckled & said..” Right…” Thn radhika made a puppy face & asked..” Now tell me what should I do?”…seeing this niti smiled a little & said…” Well go & call him…or u could send him flowers….or could give anything as a token of apology…” Now radhika squealed & gave niti a hug saying “ thank u thank u thank u sooo much…” they spend almost an hour or two with each other & then she came back to her room …took her phone & gave him a call….but there was no response …after few minutes she was about to call him again when she stopped in middle & muttered.. “ no….he won’t pick up my call…..I should send him some flowers…….no …he doesn’t like flowers… ” after a second or two a smile spread over her face…she quickly wrote a letter to him & packed it along with something else & sent it to his office…….. Arjun was working in his cabin when amaal came to him & said…” Sir…ummm…there is a parcel for u”…Arjun didn’t gave him a look & said…” Right now i am busy…will c to it later” …amaal stuttered a little & said…” S..Sir actually it’s from ur w..w..wife…”…Arjun gave him a confused look & asked ” what did u just say?”…amaal repeated ” sir it’s from ur wife…Mrs. mehra…” Arjun told him to give it to him & leave……the parcel read…” ………….FROM UR SWEET WIFE(blushing smiley)……….NOTE: U BETTER OPEN IT NOW IF U DONT WANT TO FACE DEADLY CONSEQUENCES(angry smiley)………”…..reading this arjun raised his eyebrows & opened ita lid……on top he found a letter……which read…….
“……….LETTER OF APOLOGY(sad smiley)…………….
My dear karele….
i know last night i behaved rudely…..…..even though it was all ur fault…but still i shouldn’t have behaved like that……because i’m not arrogant,rude,stupid,loony head like u…….yeah…yeah….i know I’m too good…..but u c i can’t help it…….even though i know u r half mad…..having this king size of ego…….& being this jerk around me……..still i don’t want to kill u….…its just some times i want to chop u in to pieces…or sometimes i feel like chocking ur breath by pillow…or kill u by stabbing a knife….but i always control my feelings…..…after all u r my husband…….but that doesn’t mean i won’t add poison in ur food next time u behave d way u did last night……..i know I’m being way too generous…..but thats me……anyways as i have apologised to u….even when it wasn’t my fault…..i know u would be dying to say sorry….so u can call me anytime i won’t ignore ur calls like u did…..& yes u better bring tulips….that would help me to reduce my anger when i see ur face…u know what it took me about half an hour to write this letter of apology…actually i tried my best to use all respectable words…..but when it comes to u its next to impossible to write something decent…but still i did it…….…ok….now bye….& yes i hv sent u something as a token of apology……check it out
sweet,lovely,cute WIFE(wink wink)………”
after reading this arjun sat down in shock not able to say anything for 3-4 min…..then coming out of shock he gave a look at letter & murmered ….”THIS WAS LETTER OF APOLOGY…..?….then why do i feel it was more of warning than apology ……..& where d hell she apologised in d letter ……OMG….all this while she was planning to kill me by all these ways…….thank god …I’m still alive……she seriously needs a psychatrist …..”…saying this he patted his head & drank a glass of water…….then he looked in to d box & found another box inside it…..when he opened it there was another box inside it…than next…& next…finally there was this last box with a note saying…”only for u…hehehe”….when arjun opened it……he chuckled & said…”gazar ka halwa….hmmm….nice…”….he was about to leave for home when he got a call from rana……after which he went to an isolated dark place….when rana came to him arjun asked…”how is he..?” then rana said…”sir….he is doing fine….except…whenever he gains his consciousness he keeps on repeating d same name……i think its d correct time to make our next move”….arjun muttered in a cold & hard voice…”we have to wait rana…..its not d correct time….moreover till now she doent trust me ….we have to be paitent ….stay alert & keep ur eyes on him….”when he was about to turn around rana observed d letter with no of smileys kept in his shirts pocket…when arjun noticed this he smiled a little & said..”its…its just…..nothing..”… saying this arjun left from there…while rana kept watching him in amusement as if he had seen him smiling after years…on his way back home….he grabbed a bouquet of tulips…..& then left for his house……….while on d other side radhika was sitting in her room with a diary in her hands…….her tears were falling over diary & she muttered…”day by day…its getting tough for me…..why r u guys this stubborn….plz come back….plzz”…..suddenly arjun entered d room…but he froze at d entrance seeing radhika crying holding d diary……as soon as he came towards her……. radhika quickly wiped her tears & consciously hid d diary under pillow…..then she gave him her normal smile ….arjun observed her keenly & mumbled to himself…”just a second ago she was crying……then why did she started behaving normal seeing me…& why is she hiding that diary..”…..he sat beside her….. kept his hand over hers & asked in a concerned tone….”is something bothering u?”…..saying this he looked straight in her eyes….where he could still see tears…..there was pain in her eyes….she was looking at him af if she desperately wanted to tell him something….but suddenly she composed herself & muttered mischieviously “if u r planning this way for asking forgiveness….then let me tell u it won’t work…”…arjun gave her a look & then gave her tulips…seeing which she squealed in happiness & muttered…”hmmm.nice….u r forgiven…”….arjun without saying anything went towards d closet ….after a minute he muttered…” i didn’t brought u these because i felt sorry……i brought it because u asked for them…..”….at which radhika poked her tongue & muttered…”rude….u r too much….it was ur fault….even thn also i apologised to u….but u…..urrrghhh..”…..now arjun gave her ‘seriously” kind of look …raised his eyebrow & muttered…” fault…..my fault….seriously…& moreover that u thought i would apologise to u…hahaha…in ur dreams baby…& do u really call that stupid letter …letter of apology…..where i didn’t find a single word expressing ur apology…..& what d hell was that…..u will add poison in my food ….& u planned all those creepy ideas to kill me……..u really need to consult a psychiatrist…”….now radhika looked at him hopefully & asked…”& halwa?”….arjun muttered “what?”…..then radhika sighed & muttered…”yes….gazar ka halwa…u didn’t said a word abt it…..i mean u covered everything in ur speech except this….so?…”…..arjun gave her a ‘u r impossible look’ & mumbled…”u really r mad……”….saying this arjun went away….radhika kept her finger on her chin & muttered…”so he didn’t liked it……no problem will try again tomrw…”….saying this she chuckled a little..
NEWYORK…
all day long sam kept thinking abt d hoodie guy……she was so frustrated abt thinking all this….& too add more to it…kabir was showing his mood swings….sometimes he behaves all caring…& next moment he behaves all rude…..she was thinking all this when kabir came & said…”sam i don’t pay u for day dreaming…..so u better start working…..& if u can’t …u r free to leave…i don’t want useless people around.” now she had had enough….her anger bubble burst out & she shouted at kabir …saying..”enough……what is ur problem?….sometimes u behave all good…& sometimes as if u hv grown another head….why u always keep shouting on me……remember mister i only work for u….u don’t own me…..even i care abt my self respect…..i don’t know what ur problem is…u r behaving like a maniac since d day i joined….if u don’t want me to work here….u can say directly….u don’t have to shout on me every other minute…..stupid…..actually why am i even talking to u….i don’t want ur f**king job…..”…..saying this she started leaving….while kabir stood as it is all shocked in d same place……when Mrs. blue came to him & said…”kabir….she is leaving ……i think u should talk to her once…..she doesn’t deserve this kind of behaviour…” …..after few seconds kabir came to his senses & went behind sam…..he came out to look for her but she wasn’t there……he then looked around & froze in his place when he saw her seating over a bench all crying…..he quickly went towards her & sat beside her….seeing him sam turned her face other side….shifted a little….& again started sobbing….after few minutes when he said nothing….thn sam muttered between her sobs…”now what do u want….couldnt i even cry alone when i want….leaveeeeeeeeeee…..i don’t want to talk to u…”…saying this she again started sobbing badly…..even after this kabir didn’t spoke anything…..after 5 minutes…..he took out his handkerchief…& passed it to sam without any thing…..sam looked at him for a moment & then took it…..as soon as she did ….he muttered….”i hv always been like this….rude….arrogant….because i was taught to be like this……..i was bought up in this way so that i don’t trust people easily, in this way they wouldn’t know my weakness…from the world where i belong to …people just need a single weakness of their enemy to destroy them completely…..”….hearing this sam said..”this doesnt justify ur behaviour….especially with a girl ….& i hv seen u …u behave normally with others except me…what hv i done?”…now kabir let out a sigh & muttered…”actually i behave normally only with mrs blue ,rosy & dex….as i hv known them for years…..& moreover u…u..”…now sam looked at him & asked…”what about me?…”……kabir looked at her for a minute or 2 & thn said..”u…u r different….i mean u work harder thn others….u do ur every single work with perfection & dedication….u never care abt what others think of u….on contradictory u care about every single person around u….…”…now sam gave him a stern look & muttered…”so this is why….u shout on me every now & then….bcoz u think i do my work perfectly….wow….” thn kabir said…”.umm….actually i hv never apologised to anyone till now….so I’m not good at it….but still….”…now he stammered a little & said…” s..sorry”….now sam looked at him for a moment …. thn started giggling & said…”u r really bad at it…”….seeing her like this a smile came over kabir’s face ….he kept looking at her for minutes when he realised what he was doing he composed himself & muttered forwarding his hand towards sam…”friends?”….sam shook his hand & said all smiling…”friends……but beware….friendship with sam is not that easy…..it can cost u a lot…” saying this she chuckled a little & thn kabir muttered in a confident tone…”i don’t care…..im up for anything…its worth it for a friend like u…..but remember….there is no going back now…..i won’t let u…”…..hearing this sam smiled & said..”of course…”…thn kabir asked her..”so u r not leaving anymore….right?…”….sam gave him a stern look & then chuckled saying “of course not kabir…….now lets go back….they all must be tensed…& we hv a lot of work to do…”…as soon as sam left …kabir muttered to himself…” i couldn’t let u go sam….”……after working for hours sam left for her flat….she was waiting for her friend when kabir asked her for d lift but she declined saying her frnd is on d way……before leaving…kabir gave her a strange look & said…”c u soon sam”….when she went home….she had her dinner & went to her room……she sat at d window for an hour remembering neil …..how he didn’t even looked her d other day….how he didn’t stood up for her…..thinking all this a lone tear escaped her eyes…..she suddenly wiped it off & said…”what d hell was i doing…i hv to be strong….i couldn’t become this week…thank god neil didn’t saw me d other day…what would i have done…if he would have seen me there….crying….looking at him like this….with so much pain & love….nooooo…..noooo….i couldn’t let him know about this….he would never find out …that how much i love him…”….saying this she started sobbing & continued….”never…never….i wouldn’t let him know that….i hv to act strong in front of him…yes….this is d only way….i hv to make him believe that i hate him…there is no way round…..no way round….”….saying this she started crying badly…..she cried for hours…& muttered…”these tears r just like u neil……they never leave me alone….never….not for a single day…not for a single day…”….saying she this looked outside thats when she spotted d guy in hoodie….but this time she neither got scared of him…nor did she tried to run behind him….she just kept looking at him…after few minutes he left from there as usual….after which she came to d room full of mirrors….it was d room where she used to do her dance practice….she looked around & started seeing neil everywhere….she started moving towards each mirror where she saw her & neil in every single one of them….she held her held & leaned down against one of the mirror & started screaming…”go away……leave me….leave me alone…..plz….go away…”…..saying this she started sobbing badly
NEIL MANSION…
neil came back at night ……his clothes were drenched in blood ……his knuckles were bruised……he was looking like a furious tiger…….nobody dared to stop him for first aid…..or even ask him for dinner….before going to d dark room ….he called darren his personal assistant cum bodygaurd & said…” i don’t want anyone around this room & don’t disturb me till tomorrow..”…he went inside d room full of pictures ….he took a bottle of scotch & started drinking it….thinking about sam…..he took out painting board….canvas….& started painting with his fingers…..remincing sam’s face….he started thinking about d way sam looked at him…& said…”ur eyes still have this power which makes me to forget d world…..but why was there this immense pain…why didn’t ur eyes left me for a second….why….why wasn’t i able to control myself when i saw ur tears…why did i felt like killing d bastard who hurt u…….why did i felt bad when someone else saved u….hugged u……why was i feeling this urge to held u tight…wipe ur tears & let u know that i will always be there for u….why didn’t i stopped myself from making that bastard pay…why didn’t think once before breaking d hand that touched u,hurt u…..why didn’t i stop myself from breaking every single bone in his body……why didn’t i left ur side even after u did all this….why i am unable to hate u sam…..why…..i hate myself…..i hate myself for loving u this deep….i hate myself for letting u destroy mine & radhika’s life…..i hate myself for worrying for u when i see u in pain….i hate myself when i want to wipe every single tear of urs….i just hate myself for being ur idiot sam…..”….saying this he wiped off d water flowing down his eyes & dipped his bruised hand in paint….& started reminiscing his sweet moment with sam…..
NEIL-SAM
sam continued crying for sometime then she wiped her tears off …..stood up & prepared herself for dancing….on d other side neil painted whole paint board with a pill cream colour……then he started imagining sam in front of him….& started painting with his bruised hands causing his blood to mix with d paint…..(background music..:song hale dil)…sam started dancing pouring all her love ,pain & helplessness in dance..
hale-e-dil mera ..pucho na sanam…
(sam swirled around & came on her knees…..)
hale-e-dil mera …..pucho na sanam…
(neil stood on his knees & started painting her eyes..)
aapke ishq ki madhoshi me dooba hai…… ye aalam…..
hale-e-dil mera …..pucha na sanam…
hale-e-dil mera……pucho na sanam
(neil started filing kohl in her eyes…..he felt as if doing d same with his sam……he shook his head & sipped skotch from d bottle)
jab shaam aaye…tum yaad aaye
toofan laaye ……yaadon m tum
(sam reminisces her moment with neil…when he kissed her forehead…..thn she remembered all those nights she spent crying…..remembering all this…she turned around with a jerk & hit her hand on one of d mirror…due to which blood started oozing out hand…..she didn’t cared for that & started moving again…)
bebak si hai…har ik tamanna
gustakhiyon me ab dil hai goom…
(neil painted her nose & lips….& started imagining sam disapproving d texture he gave to her nose…seeing which a painful smile appeared on his lips)
khwabon ke kafile…….
baaton ke silsile…..
saath mere chale…..
(sam started reminscing moment when they used to talk for hours…..dreams they used to share…..she looked at one of d mirror & imagined neil hugging her tight….as she continued dancing ….her blood started falling all over d floor…)
raat din har ghadi….
sarghoshi me ….
khoya hai ye aalam…..
hal-e-dil mera pucho na sanam
hai-e-dil mera pucho na sanam….
(neil painted her hair….he traced her hair feeling it to be that of his sam’s…..when d realisation struck him…he drew his hand back with a jerk…causing bottle of scotch to break down on floor….)
jane kaha se..tum paas aaye
huye paraye mujhse sabhi
jeene lagi hai har saans meri ab door jaana na tum kabhi…
tham gaya hai sama pal bhi hai khushnuma
mai akeli yahaan….
(sam started imagining neil in front of him….she quickly ran towards him to hug him tight….but then he disappered like he was never there….when realisation stuck her…she started moving backwards…& sat down in tears….leaning against one of d mirrors…)
aapke pyaar ki khamoshi se
bheega hai ye aalam
hal-e-dil mera pucho na sanam…
(neil painted her complete face….when suddenly his hand hit d broken bottle & fresh blood started coming out of his bruises…he rocked his hand in pain…..when blood fell over sam’s picture….as if tears flowing down her eyes in d form of blood…….neil looked at d picture with love & pain in his eyes & started moving his fingers down her face…)
hal-e-dil mera pucho na sanam……
(sam curled her knees close to her heart ….placed her face down on them…& cried…) ….
PRECAP- SAM IGNORING NEIL & NEIL IGNORING SAM…..
so thts all for today will be back soon….silent readers kindly drop ur comments