From Where It Became A Realization—-
Arjun stared at the letter. The words played and danced in the view of his eyes like jabs of thousand needles. Leaving. Our ways are seperate. These were the only words constantly swirling in his words. She left him? Just like that. Without saying those words to his face, she just left. Without giving him a chance to repent his mistakes, she left him. Lonliness hit his soul like vicious vice like grib around his heart. He was a bastard because he needed her now. Wanted her presence. Wanted her bright light in his shadowed life. Wanted her with every corner of his soul now. With everything that he had and was, he wanted her desperately. She was his only source of solace. He wasn’t going to let her go. He will bring her back to a forever.
It squeezed his insides and opened up a damn of various things. Regret. Gloom. Hurt. Anxiety. Pain, For her. All these feelings just teared him apart inside. For so long he had closed off his heart against her. Surronding ice around himself, continually reminding that, he can’t fall for her. Making her the enemy at every point since he met her. Shame came immediate and instant, that he had betrayed everyone in the belief solely based on to avenge his sister’s pain, hate, and hurt of all those years that he had grew up in. He could see nothing but destruction. He was so blind that he couldn’t observe the innocence with which she questioned his motives. Proved that he had some good still, that he could walk away from the path he had chosen. He threw it aside all. The things that his wounded lonely self craved for, he threw away all. He had made her the evil in the eyes of everyone. Proved that she was at fault knowing that she wasn’t. How can he redeem himself now. In the lovely shiny brown orbs of hers and in the eyes of everyone around. God, he wasn’t a good man, that she thinks he was. He was the very devil’s heart.
He held her letter in his hand and felt her slipping away from him step after step. His mind growled out continously. Find her. Find her this instant……
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So, this like a continuation of the serial from where Arjun gets the letter of Radhika. Gonna write sabka point of view like episodic and also like a pov kind. haha i just dared to continue the serial story style.
Hey Rg, as u hv sugstd im tryin it n am very excited about writing 😀 thank u friend 🙂
And srrrrrry if its like u dont like guys:( but im gonna keep posting it along wit dt series stories frnds. wat do u say. shud i continue. pls do tell louv u 🙂
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Credit to: kfar