MANNAT YA PHIR MOHABBAT? part-31
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#Bhanumitra
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It’s 9 pm Sanskar villa …a dark rainy night
Sanskar Pov,
Suddenly the light started getting dim …I had checked my mobile it’s 3℅ charges…
” oh no, what should I do now… ” I mumbled
Due to thunder sounds, she hugged me tightly while grabbing my shirt … In fear,
the top 3bottons are broken up … She is shivering in fear and hidden in my jacket … I hugged her back
what should I do now… right now..I’m feeling bad for strucking her in such a worst situation… yes..she is right ..I’m the reason for this condition of her … I really don’t wanna hurt her but she is provoking my angry always ..I can feel the fall in her pulse rate … what should I do now…Sanskar think ..fast you don’t have time…I wish power should be back..but no I think it can’t happen it’s raining heavy …
She is sobbing in fear.. ..it hurts me ..to see her …
suddenly my eyes felt on keys… yes car keys…
yes, it’s car… she had lights in her car right ..the font lights yes..its a right place on this time …
” Swara See… Come let’s go out hold this pH and show me the way … ” I Mumbled in her ears while passing the phone
She nodded silently
I took her in my arms and moved out of the mansion…
parking lot
I parked the car on some distance away from my mansion …
I placed her on her feet
” you stand her I will get the car… It’s raining so..” I said while moving apart towards car But she held my little finger with her Palm I turned towards her in surprise… She used to do these things in childhood
” don’t leave me ” she murmured in fear…
” just a minute I will be… Hold this pH … ” I said while I ran to the car and unlocked it and switched on lights inside the car… ran back to her in a very next minute
I walked towards her, took off my jacket and I wrapped it around her shivering body…
I took her in my arms and moved towards her BMW…
She grabbed the door handle and opened it
I placed her in car..but she gripped my neck so tight while closing her eyes… I got inside the car … And Swara is still on my lap…
I tried to loosen her grip ” I’m sorry I will never hurt you ” she murmured while cuddling into my chest in fear…
I did not move… I placed her leg’s on the seat properly …
My eyes are tracing her charming innocent face even in that state… she is a more beautiful girl in this universe…
Being close made my heart raised like a volcano..my eyes ran over her face, taking in her beauty and everything else about her. She smelled good. I leaned my face closer to hers, my breath teasing her as like lips brushed against her ear. She placed her hands on my chest
All days I had been trying to get her, to make her want me as much as I wanted her. She still didn’t give a head .. I tried using all charms on her but they didn’t work. My charms didn’t work on her. she is different from all.. .i meet a lot of girls who fall for me … but she is the first one to reject me .. yes..she rejected me… twice… nor thrice.. in childhood … she stabbed me with her words …I loved her so much in return for that I got pain only pain so I decided to see everything as a deal… then none can dare to hurt me… the way once.. after seeing her for the first time on my dad laptop.
yes.. he loves her so much more than me .. he can’t even spend a day without thinking about her .. a week without talking with her…. a yr without meeting her … he used to visit India yearly once just to meet her …. So we are business partners now.. …
I’m jealous of this…yes I’m jealous that my dad Love’s her more than me… May be I’m bad so he doesn’t love me …. even Swara don’t love me…. even my mom left me bcoz I’m bad…. But I’m happy being bad only but for this world I’m Mr.perfect.
Yes, really I’m perfect.. If something wrong with me means it’s my secret desire for Swara …
I can’t act in front of her like I do with my dad … But no .. I thought I can end this in one night… But no… I can’t get a perfect life partner than her… so I wanna marry her
I like her attitude this child ness… And much more … But she can’t understand my POV so I don’t wanna explain myself to anyone… Only she knows that I have a habit of alcohol …. only she knows wt I want … only she knows… My angry…
I can feel that her fingers are clutched tightly around my shirt …
she opened her eyes slightly to see me … like I’m losing myself in her beauty
Why ur seeing me like that ” she whispered with an innocent expression…
Seriously I should bang my head … By listening to her silly questions…
Why can’t she understand… My desire… As far I know… Even girls have those erotic feelings then why not she has some…… …
I wanna say her straight that …” I wanna pin her to this door and I wanna kiss her hard by pouring out all my emotions. Like this rain ..
But no… What if she gets scared like last night …. already she is so week I can’t risk her life…
” what… ” she whimpered
” Woh… I wanna touch you… Will you let me touch you… ?” I whispered with a smirk
” you will not lock me in that room Nah… You will not hurt me Nah… Like u did last night ” she questioned with a fear in her eyes
” ha… I will never lock you … Again.. It won’t hurt..and trust me you will like it … ” I assured her …
She nodded silently… … Which shocked me the most …
I cupped her face while pulling her closer towards me…
She is just looking into my eyes…
I moved my thumb on her forehead to move hair apart and kissed her temple while sucking the rain drops …
It tastes sweeter than honey …
She clutched my wet shirt tight…..
My wet shirt is making her wet even more she is shivering in cold…
I removed my shirt…
She closed her eyes in shy… She turned her face aside
“You can see me and touch me …” I mumbled while turning her face towards me …
She did not react… But this climate is with me…
A thunder vanished the distance BTW us… Due to the sudden thunder Strom, she hugged me tightly while digging her nails into my bare shoulders…
after a sec, she realized how she is touching my bare abs ..she removed her hands while blushing hard… she kept quiet
I tucked her hair behind her ear’s and rested her on my chest…
I run my fingers down her arm…
She stared me With her blinking eyes.. on semi conscious state. …. She is able to notice and hear everything… I can see the tiredness on her face…
I bounced her upon my lap as she is sliding down…I place my legs on the front seat for support to adjust myself
She stared at me with her cute 2 little eyes … it’s raining out heavily … She hugged me tight… I stared at her ..with a burning desire…… It’s really hard to control by seeing her so close to me …I leaned towards her accidentally Her lips met mine… our lips are brushing each other…
It’s less than a kiss and more than a touch… ?
She did not react anything should I take this as a yes…
Can I kiss her …
Yes, I wanna taste her again… I wanna explore her lips I wanna kiss her like there is no tomorrow… I wanna express my desire for her with a kiss…I wanna say her how much mad… I have been to get her …
I could wish this time should freeze here…. a complete silence only the rain drops flowing down from our car glass doors…
I brushed my lips on her upper lip… Her hot breath is teasing me…I wanna suck and bit her lips…I licked her upper lip with my tongue … she did not react anything but she moved her head apart… I did not force her in this …
Her hands are resting on my bare chest… And I rested her back on the car side door… It’s locked now …
” I want to sleep with her. I want to kiss those wide red lips of her. I just wanna taste that is all”.She reopened her eyes and gazed up into my face, her vision blurred by tears of fear . I flipped out those tears with my fingers I just wanna suck her every tear
my hands are traveling on her short… They made the way towards her waist…
She did not react nor defense it … She left quite… first time she is quite
I kissed her ear lobe … By moving her half wet hair can’t She clutched me… While feeling my lips brushing her sensitive nape… Which passing a shiver to her…
She closes her eye’s … Tight.. She is shivering
I hugged her tight… While digging my face into her neck…
my hand’s are rubbing her back sensually…
Her nails tucked into my bare chest… Making me gasp in pain… But I’m loving this pain…
I placed wet kisses all over her neck while making way down… my hands grabbed her shirt and traveled up to touch her bare back …
I felt her hands run through my hair, then she held me at the nape of my head, pulling me closer,
I pressed her waist… Under her shirt… She gasped in pain … I rubbed her waist to reduce her pain and kissed her cheeks… I don’t wanna give her pain anymore… I should control my emotions…
I’m doing all this just to satisfied myself.. yes I tried all ways to convince her for marriage but she doesn’t wanna accept my deal so she should face this.. but as I promised her.. I will make everything comfortable as she wishes… I will get back her sister … at least then she will accept my wish…
I want her in my life I want her ..not for one night I want her for every night in my embrace
I want her to hold my hand always..like she did now…
I wanna feel her breath upon my lips.
I wanna feel her presence around me…
she is the first and last thing for what I’m struggling to have in my life …
I know I hurted her so much I should be cool with her but ..I should say sorry for hurting her.. I was a stupid who locked her in a dark room
“I’m sorry Jaan “I whimpered in her ear while pulling her tight into my embrace her touch is driving me crazy her cold fingers are caressing my abs..she is the first one who made me shiver with her touch…
the first time she is responding to my touch…I lv this moment I love ..this second I wanna make her mine forever and ever ..but no… I should control bcoz she is not like all ..she needs time to adjust the things with me… I should make her feel this same desire for me… I should wait for the right time… I know controlling is so hard …so just 1 month up to our marriage … later all she is all mine… my Jaan… I can lock her in my embrace forever while nuzzling my lips on her neck …
I kissed her forehead and removed her hand from my shoulders and placed them on her things
” I hate this bad one … I want my sunny ” she whispered in tears… In an exhausted way …which made me shock… … ( is she awake or sleepy voice)
She closed her eyes and hugged me …
She had lost bcoz of the stress she got throughout this 2days…. I think
I pecked her lips…
She felt my touch … I stared at her to know her reaction…
She innocently rubbed her lips on my shoulder like a little kid and cuddled into my chest…
which gave a smile on my face … And I wrapped my hands securely around her … And rented my body as a bed for my jaan?
mrg 8 am,
Sun rises in the east- what but accidentally I parked this car on the same direction… I stared her beautiful face which is cuddled into my chest .. I wanna sleep some more time
Due to the sun rays ..Swara sleep got disturbed ..she opened her eyes slowly …
She started the car door in front of her… She moved her body little … She starred again while rubbing her eye’s… Suddenly she realized my grip on her waist…
” you stupid vamp ” she yelled in frustration which made me come out of my dream world of desires with a jerk …
I thought she had fallen down from my laps… So I held her waist tight in fear
” what the hell you did ” she yelled in angry
“OH NO she is back as so called Swara Mitra
” Huh… What is ur problem why u spoiling my sleep ” I snored while leaving my grip on her and rested back on seat
” you such a vamp … Answer me what you did ” she yelled while hitting my bare chest in angry
” What I did… Nothing.. ” I said in casual tone
” where is ur shirt… Y u removed it… ” she yelled
” I removed as I feel what is ur problem.. Don’t you remember what we did night… ” I quested
{ beyond pov, She tried to remember all … With all flashes… She remembered only up to getting in the car ..he removed his shirt… He kissed her neck she hugged him …
Only up to that she remembered ??})
” means you… You ”
“What now … ” I questioned
” you did that with me ahh?? ” she yelled while closing her eye’s
off what a girl see ……not again…
” listen I said you million time… Check out urself first then u ask me… Ur having every thing on you … Yes, I touched you somewhat more … But I had not gone yet ..a step forward…. I removed my shirt bcoz u tore in half ..and ur feeling cold so I covered ur legs with my jacket that’s it .. ” I mumbled while grabbing my jacket up …
” saach na …” She asked in doubt full tone
“if I did some thing than ..trust me ..you can’t walk for a week or more ..” I said in dangerous tone ..only this Tone can stop her stupid questions
“why… will u break my legs ah?… for that, ” she asked with an innocent face while wrapping her legs around her in a secure way …
her silly question made me burst out in laughter ??
” aww.. kiddoo.. u can’t understand… go get ready we will go home, “I said while unlocking the car
“You will really drop me home ?” she questioned
“Yes…I said you yesterday only … we will start after our breakfast so go get fresh up… ur dress is in ur cupboard
“Yahoo… thank you.. ” she yelled while jumping upon me and kissed my cheeks… like a cute little baby .. which made me shock and happy
in 2seconds she realized her it.. she slowly got up from him while taking the support of my shoulder and unlocked the car door and got down from the car
I rushed back while grabbing my shirt …
“Oye kiddo… it’s a nice hug.. baby…I like it … ” I yelled with a naughty smirk
she turned back in angry and gave a deadly glare … and ran back to her room
I love this… such a crazy girl…she is… seriously ..I’m falling for her innocence more and more ..I’m starving to make her mine forever and ever …
I’m getting mad at her … day by day …
**************To be continued ***********
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