MAR JAYEIN ??(SHOT 8)
Note : please listen mar jayein song from loveshhuda for better emotional experience thank you ?
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The Episode starts with kunj looking at twinkle disappearing sight his knees felt weak the the moment and he landed on his knees not believing what’s just happened with him ..
He should be happy right after his revenge was fulfilled today he was done with whatsoever he planned ..
He married twinkle
He made her fall in love
He ignored her
He made armaan helpless
He created distance between twinkle and shanaya
He planned to divorce her and end this whole bullshit
But at the end he was left with a broken soul who was cursing him from the moment he saw twinkle congratulating time for his victory ..
But did he really won today ?????
Was their any difference left between in kunj and armaan after today ???
A big NO his mind and heart both screamed towards his burning soul …
He should celebrate today he should dance he should sing he should smile whole heartedly but here the case was totally opposite he was sitting him losing his life which was his so called wife who just had divorced and left him with his unshattered celebrations..
He looked at his surroundings which was fully decorated cheering him to celebrate but his mind and heart was totally against it they were crying endlessly for the women who taught this man to be lively again to be happy again to cherish every small moment of life …
Shitttt man I should have realised it before that she got to know everything I was right on that day when I thought may be she heard my and yuvi talks don’t know how she must have felt at the moment when I without any mercy told that I don’t love her and I just married her for revenge but still she did stayed with me even after knowing the evil in me ?? she was trying to be away from me she was the only who doesn’t used to stay away a minute but from that day ? that’s why she was giving me cold shoulder I should have realise the hurt in her eyes was because of me I failed to see how much hurt she was when she stayed still and I was playing with her when she understood that’s it’s just I am using her ?? but how to make you understand I wasn’t willing to do this I even forgot about this but she already knew everything kunj said his eyes filled with years the shame and guilt was too much for him to handle …
He was cursing himself more because she didn’t even accused him she didn’t even gave him a chance to explain she didn’t asked him why he did that with her which implies directly that she started to hate him she had simply lost the trust in him her heart was too weak to handle this betrayal now everything was crystal clear before kunj eyes ..
Her cold behaviour
Her taking sleeping pills to overcome the pain ..
Her every taunts which he failed to understand ..
Her eyes holding the pain
Her heart showing the path of disappointed ..
She was so taken aback by his words and now he understood her in the real terms ..
He didn’t realise the fact when his tears were streaming down his cheeks …He realized he was crying and touched his cheeks ..
I am crying for her ???? He murmured ..
Yes I broke her heart completely I broke her trust congratulations kunj sarna now she will never be able to trust anyone to love anyone the same way she did to you you changed her into a person she never wanted to be his heart spoke in disappointed..
He was glued on the same place thinking about all the things his body failed to move soon thinking about everything he slept at the same place …
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Next day :::
Kunj woke up next morning in the same place his body paining due to uncomfortable position naina was trying to wake him up ..
Kunj baba aap yaha ??? Naina asked him while he looked at her clearing his eyes ..
Aani kunj said ..
What are you doing here ?? Naina asked him ..
Uhmm kuch nahi where is twinkle he asked her ..
Twinkle baby ?? She may be in her room naina told him ..While kunj got up from the place and sees everything on the table his diary his to do list and most importantly his divorce papers soon realisation hits him about last night and he caressed twinkle name in it …
Twinkle kunj sarna her name imprinted on which she signed breaking their relation …
Kunj baba shall I call her down ??? Aur breakfast me kya banana hai ??? Like always ??? Naina asked…
She will not come aani kunj said with a broken voice ..
Kyu baba aap dono ka jhagda hua hai kya ???Naina asked while turning kunj around and sees his eyes fully red ..
I broke her heart aani she left me kunj said ..
Whattttt naina was in shocked twinkle seemed her a bit different last night but she didn’t asked her anything ..
Soon kunj’s phone started ringing while he picked up the which was from his p.a who informed him about the pooja ..
Sir like always I had arranged for the pooja of your mother’s death anniversary do you want me to include something ?? And when are you going to come ?? He asked…
Yeah I am coming nah don’t include anything kunj said he told naina the same that he is going for pooja and he dont want anything for breakfast ..
Soon he went back to his room and sees everything his heart aching feeling the loneliness back in his life he opened the wardrobe to see twinkle clothes one side and his on another she hadn’t taken anything with her …He took his kurta pajama and soon got ready…He came out and went directly to temple all the way thinking about twinkle ..
Where she must have gone ?? It was too late last night around 2-3 she must have went to shanaya and armaan bhai house I hope she is safe shitt kunj you should have stopped her ..
But I couldn’t face her wrath ..The hurt in her eyes clearly gave the proof of how dejected she felt he murmured driving and reached temple in the meantime ..
While he went their and saw his p.a and moved to pray for his mother ..
I should be happy today but don’t know maa why I am feeling so incomplete even after doing what I wanted …I planned this then I should be happy but still I am not feeling it I felt like my heart is being take away …I should have been happy that finally everything happened and I should be partying today but why I am feeling this way ? …He cried while doing pooja while his p.a raj was looking at his boss whom he had never saw him before like this he didn’t asked kunj anything ..
Kunj got up after he was done with the prayer and distributed so many things among the poor people he was going from their when saw shanaya and armaan entered …
He got a hope that may be twinkle was with them as she doesn’t know anyone else than them but twinkle was something he never understood …
They also saw kunj and looked at each other …
What happened to you ??? Armaan asked seeing kunj’s face ..
Is twinkle their with you ?? He finally got the courage to ask this question ..
Why she will be with us shanaya asked worried…
Shanaya calm down armaan said seeing her raised voice ..
Where is twinkle ??? What happened with her I told you na armaan something is not right it’s was visible with her voice last night tell me kunj where is my Twinkie what you have done with her shanaya asked angrily…
Woh…Kunj said..
Is everything fine ??? Where is twinkle armaan too asked he never saw kunj this way ..
She left me last night kunj told them finally while armaan and shanaya both were shocked with his statement ..
I thought she would have come to you because she doesn’t know anyone else even kunj too was horrified thinking where she must have gone ..
I told you na armaan ?? he must have done something with her or else why she would have leave him she was so happy with kunj she was ready to fight with me for him she was madly in love with him I knew he was going to break her heart I felt this intuition on that day only when he introduced twinkle as his wife ..This kunj couldn’t do anything without any motive you haven’t done it right kunj shanaya cried …
Shanaya calm down I told you before also it’s not right for your health armaan said holding shanaya who was going to faint …
Why ??? What happened kunj asked ..
Before armaan could reply shanaya fell in his arms making both the brothers shocked ..
Shanaya shanaya get up shanaya armaan pat on her cheeks kunj rushed to get water for her but still she didn’t got consciousness ..
Let’s take her to hospital kunj said seeing armaan who was so kuch worried ..
Yeah armaan said and lifted her in his arms while kunj drive the car while armaan and shanaya on the back armaan was trying every possible second to bring her back to consciousness …
Shanaya he said rubbing her hands ..While they reached hospital and went inside quickly ..
What happened to her ?? Doctor asked seeing shanaya ..
Dont know doctor she fainted suddenly please save her and our baby doctor she will die if anything happens this time..He said ..While they took shanaya inside ..Kunj was shocked ..
Bhai she will be fine kunj said seeing armaan who was in very broken state even kunj never saw him like that before ..
Kunjjjjj armaan said and folded his hands in front of him making kunj triple shocked ..
I apologize to you for everything I did to you in my immatureness I want you to forgive me kunj but please end this hatred game I’ll not be able to live with this guilt I won’t be able to suffer in this revenge saga kunj please forgive me armaan added while kunj was shocked he held his hands and nodded in no ..
What happened to you..You weren’t like this before kunj told him ..
Life gives big lessons kunj ? yes I was never like this yes I was a jerk who didn’t deserve anyone’s love yes I was bad trying to insult you and usha maa everytime yes I did ignored papa’s love for me ..But kunj you know I started realising it but it was too late I already lost maa papa then usha maa then I with my stupidity lost a brother also ..??
But you know when I felt the actual pain when I lost my baby ?not just once but twice me and shanaya lost our baby ..We never made anyone realise this but we were suffering each passing day kunj armaan said crying …
When did this happened kunj asked holding him he always saw them happy and was hell insecure with it he thought he will snatch his happiness but his happiness was already lost …
What’s seems always is not true kunj ? each person fakes a smile in front to hide their sufferings we lost our baby 1 time in car accident we were so happy that time when it didn’t last long 2 time we didn’t even knew about its existence before she lost it …When I realised this why this is happening with us then I got the answer within myself …
I never gave the love back to papa ..I realised how much child is important for parents but when the same child goes away from them that pain I gave to papa that pain I gave to my innocent brother my baby brother I was too immature and too insecure papa married usha maa because of me but when you were born I thought that they will forget me but they didn’t ? I lost them with my own stupidity and that became habit until karma hits me hard armaan said hugging kunj and crying while kunj felt the pain too ..
What Goes Around Comes Around ?
Whoever said it said right you can’t escape for your any deeds ..
Same was with situation with armaan and kunj they both realised with they had lost in their stupidities …
Calm down bhai nothing will happen to her and your baby both will be fine kunj tried to comfort him whose hands was shivering with the fear ..
While both of them waited for doctor to come and inform them anything about shanaya who came after sometime ..
Doctor how’s shanaya ??? Armaan asked as soon as he saw her …
I told you armaan to keep her away from any tension doctor said ..
Yeah doctor I tried my level best armaan added ..
I think she had a shock that’s why went unconscious we have to be very careful with shanaya that’s why we are keeping her under observation doctor told ..
And ho..w’s t..he b..aby ??? Armaan asked his voice stuttering ..
We can’t say anything now let’s pray and hope for the best nothing will happen to her and your baby doctor added going from their …
While armaan sat their on bench and kunj was constantly looking at him and at icu ..
Time was passing and both were still at hospital while kunj went and brought juice for armaan..
He denied taking it but thanked kunj ..
Thank you ? still your are concerning for me when I didn’t deserve it armaan stated ..
Now leave all this things kunj replied ..
Forgive me pls armaan added ?
We will talk about it later kunj was at loss of words one side armaan’s pain and other side he was worried about twinkle whereabouts …
The whole night passed while armaan went to doctor and kunj tried calling on twinkles number …But he was getting the same response ..
The number you are trying to reach is currently switched off please try again after sometime ..
Dejectedly he went back inside and saw armaan who hugged him happily ..
Kunj shanaya and baby both are fine armaan said with tears of happiness ..
It’s good then you take care of her and the little one I should leave now kunj added ..
What about twinkle ?? Did you know anything where she must have went armaan too asked worried ..
Nah I will try to find out kunj added sadly ..
Don’t let her go away kunj she is the happiness babaji gave you armaan told him while kunj hummed ..
May be she must have went back to amritsar ??? Armaan suggested him ..
Haan it can be possible kunj said thinking him and left from their giving him his family time …
He reached his home soon and went inside his eyes started searching for her again like daily routine ..
Kunj baba where were you ?? Naina asked him concerned ..
Wo I was with armaan bhai kunj told her and went in their room back again ..
He changed quickly and was going out when his eyes caught something ..He moved forward to see it was twinkle nuptial chain with a note on it …
Too broken to join back again ? giving this back to you now you must be thinking why I have put this here I could have gave you before also but I don’t want to give you more guilt ..? kunj read it and hugged it …
He Realised He Lost The Sky While Looking For Stars ?
Har lamha dekhne ko
Tujhe intezaar karna
Tujhe yaad karke aksar
Raaton main roz jagna
Badla hua hai kuch toh
Dil in dino yeh apna
Kunj clutched it tightly and putting in the wardrobe when his eyes caught his and twinkle wedding photo frame which they took it gurudwara he sees them and smiled happily recalling how cute she was looking in that simple attire ..
I miss you he murmured ? and kept the picture at the bedside and went downstairs …
He sees her in front of him cooking and calling him to come near her but soon his mirage broke and he again didnt found her ..Each corner was of his house was reminding him about the times spent with twinkle be it cooking with her happily or teasing her be it cuddling with her while watching movies or picking her up from the dinning taking her back to their room whenever he gets late and finds her sleeping waiting for him …?
Kaash woh pal paida hi naa ho
Jis pal mein nazar tu naa aaye
Kaash woh pal paida hi naa ho
Jis pal main nazar tu naa aaye
Gar kahin aisa pal ho
Toh iss pal mein mar jaayen
Mar jaayen….mar jaayen….
Mar jaayen….ooo ho mar jaayen
Mar jaayen….mar jaayen….
Mar jaayen….ooo ho mar jaayen
Days were passing by he didn’t went to amritsar and was stuck up with the back to back workload and meetings
His daily schedule was destructed he used to wake up early feeling the emptiness beside thought she wasn’t sleeping with him since many days but she was right their in front of him that was enough for him ..But now she is nowhere he goes downstairs and didn’t have his breakfast he was getting mad daily missing her he used to call her daily but no response from her side he wanted to call bebe but wasn’t sure whether twinkle went to amritsar or not and if at all this time like armaan and shanaya got to know about twinkle like that way if bebe gets to know then she will hate him he was too scared about not finding her their also …
Tuhjse juda hone ka tasavur
Ek gunaah sa lagta hai
Jab aata hai bheed mein aksar
Mujhko tanha karta hai…
He went back for his work while yuvi was
Noticing him daily he felt something different in kunj but he wanted kunj to realise what is twinkle actually to him but he didn’t even had that idea twinkle had left him ..Kunj wasn’t having anything nethier focussing on himself he just indulged himself in work ….He was done with today’s work ..
Ufff so late today twinkle will be angry again kunj murmured packing his stuff quickly he went and drove off to his house which welcome him with the same emptiness and loneliness even naina was sad seeing his condition ..
Kunj baba have something see what happened to you she said ..
Nahi aani ? I don’t want to I am just tired kunj said he ran back to his room where he again closed himself like daily ..
Khwab mein bhi jo dekhle yeh
Raat ki neendein udd jaayen
Mar jaayen….mar jaayen….
Mar jaayen…ooo ho mar jaayen
He slept soon and started dreaming about his and twinkle moments where they were happy not caring about anything their life was perfect as perfect as anything but everyone ended and he didn’t even realised ..
Come kunj catch me catch me …Twinkle giggled running …
Twinkle wait for me are why are you running kunj said running behind her ..
I went far from you out of sight out of mind kunj sarna she murmured giggled .. Disappearing from his sight …
Kunj woke up with a jerk with sweaty face his heart beat was too fast ? he looked at the photo frame beside him again and caressed it ..
Plss yaar ?aajana na wapis I am idiot I know I spoiled everything I know but I need you he murmured crying …
Aksar mere har ek pal mein
Kyun yeh sawaal sa rehta hai
Tujse mera taluk hai yeh kaisa
Aakhir kaisa rishta hai
They were lot of questions in his mind why he is feeling this away he was still not able to realise he love her like anything he was complete when she was with him soon he got up and went downstairs made coffee and for him and came to room his eyes got the darkness beneath them ..His face was too expressing to show the way to his heart his pain was ckearly visible on his face ..
He took a sip of coffee again missing her the duo used to share coffee he was not able to cope up this much pain he never felt before also compare to what he is bearing today how could he think that he will get rid off this soon that’s was too impossible ..
He went back and tried to sleep after a lot of struggles he slept finally ..
Next day …
He woke up again follow his family schedules his meeting was done and he was free soon he left the office these days he wasn’t meeting with yuvi as well while yuvi has to pick up some files from kunj he decided to go to his house and get it …
Soon he reached to find no on their he called out for twinkle and kunj both ..
Kunj ????
Twinkle ????
Yuvi said while naina answered him ..
Yuvi baba aap naina said ..
Haan aani where is kunj and twinkle ?? They have went somewhere ?? Yuvi asked ..
Nahi baba ? you don’t know ?? Naina asked ..
What aani ?? Yuvi replied ..
Twinkle baby left few weeks back naina said making yuvi shocked ..
What ??? Yuvi asked ..
Haan mera kunj baba is so broken you talk to twinkle baby na and ask her to come back kunj baba is not taking care of himself naina cried ..
Aani where is kunj ??? Yuvi asked ..
He went to office then he didn’t came back naina told him while yuvi was worried ..
Acha you take care I’ll see where is kunj yuvi said and called him and went from their he though of all the possible places and then to beach …
May be he could have come here ?? Yuvi said and was searching for kunj finally he was able to locate kunj and sigh ..
What are you doing here kunj ??? I was calling you since long yuvi said ..
Why ?? Kunj asked still looking at the floating water ..
Why means what kunj ?? I went to your home and got to know yuvi started to say ..
Twinkle left kunj cut him off and added ..
Yeah yuvi said ..
You were right yuvi I destroyed my own happiness my twinkle left me kunj said again his voice getting hoarse …
But what happened kunj ???? We talked right ??? You gave her divorce ???Yuvi asked…
Nah she gave me kunj said turning towards him that day when we talked may be she listened it and went from their ?? and then she stayed and left me the same when I planned to divorce her kunj said crying ..
But trust me yuvi I never wanted to leave her I was so sad and hurt when she was giving me cold shoulder I was not able to realise why I am feeling this day trust me I made the divorce I kept in study and forgot I didn’t wanted her to go away from me but it was too late she already knew it and she decided to complete what I started ..
Chale gayi yaar mujhe chod ke ?unhi andhero mein jiss se usne mujhe bahar nikala tha ? kunj said crying ..
Everyone told them you shanaya armaan bhai but I never realised ..
You said I am destroying my own happiness ..
Shanaya said I am destructing my own heaven ..
Armaan bhai too warned me for this outcome but I was too blind to see anything I just had a blindfold on my vision to see her love ? to see her care for me to see how much she is attached to me think about it if I am feeling this then what about her ?? She loved me right ?? she may be too broken …I am her culprit I destroyed her whole life yuvi she won’t trust me back and that’s what’s scares me I am too scared to go amritsar and finds out that she is not even their what shall I do ???I am too confused I can’t live without her yaar her presence is haunting me each passing second ..Kunj said crying while yuvi was too sad for him he hugged kunj comforting him …
Kunj handle yourself ?? yuvi said ..
I can’t bro I AM IN LOVE WITH HER MADLY DEEPLY SOULFULLY ?? kunj said and that’s when both realise …
Say it again kunj yuvi asked him…
Yes I love her ?I love my twinkle my biwi my heart which resides in her now kunj said ..
Tujko na jis din hum dekhen
Wo din kyun guzar hi na payein
Mar jaayen…mar jaayen
Mar jaayen…ooo oh mar jaayen
Mar jaayen…mar jaayen
Mar jaayen…ooo oh mar jaayen
Mar jaayen…mar jaayen
Mar jaayen…ooo oh mar jaayen..
I told you kunj it was visible in your eyes that you are in as much as love with her as she was ? I was scared of your this condition yuvi said ..
Yes ?? I did it myself and I know I deserve it every bit of it kunj said …I want twinkle ???…
Go to amritsar kunj wo wahi hogi aur kaha jayegi ? yuvi said ..
You don’t know jitna hurt meine usey kiya hai pata nahi wo waha jayegi ya nahi ? you know she didn’t said anything to me just left signing the divorce papers she started hating me kunj ?kunj added ..
Ohh shut up kunj why are you crying be my strong boy go their and when you made her fall in love with you fakely then think now you love her truly you have to win her heart back you have to win her trust back even if it takes lifetime but you have to bring my bhabhi back yuvi said…
Wo hogi na waha kunj said crying ..
Haan I am sure bas ab tu ja yuvi said ..
Yes kunj said ..
All the best make sure you win back and come ..
I’ll ?kunj said and went from their he check the flight and got the ticket of morning flight ..Soon the night passed and he boarded the flight and reached amritasar ..
He hoped every second that twinkle should be their while going towards happy home ..
Soon he reached and sees the place he prayed again and went inside and sees all the kids and bebe who was shouting at them ..
Bebe too sees kunj and was shocked ..
Kunj you are here ??? Bebe asked ..And where is twinkle you came alone ??? Bebe added making kunj shocked ..
Twinkle is not here as well shit what shall I answer ? kunj thought in his mind ..
Kunj ? Say something bebe said ..
Wo bebe I came for some work and thought to meet you he lied so that she doesn’t get worried about twinkle ..
Acha bebe added..
I’ll come later kunj said …
Ok bebe added while kunj left from their and went back to his house still his condition same ..2 days passed in jiffy ..
Next morning :::
He went to gurudwara and prayed then got up and helped in langar and sees a lady sitting their palming her face ..He kept on looking at her …He went and sat beside her …
How much you are going to cry kunj murmured while she looked at him..
Kunj tum ..She murmured ..
Haan mein twinkle kunj replied
To be continued ??
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Chapter 8 and kunj’s realisation ??
How did you find it do comment ?
Will twinkle forgive him ??? And you can suggest me anything as I didn’t planned anything ? ..
Huhhh I am busy guys pata hai lockdown me bhi online classes start kardiye?? that’s why I am not posting i started writing this episode around 12:30 and now it’s 4:37 …????
Do comments and tell me you can suggest any scene for reconciliation or if you want I’ll give sad ending ?which you ppl will not suggest off course …
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